Violet Iris
By: Megami
I've sat here day after day, Cold and hard as stone. I watched your slender body move with ever
growing grace, your chestnut hair fit for phrase, and those violet eyes worth more than my life.
There is a feeling deep in the bellows of my soul and my heart, there when I think I've found
the right word to explain this feeling, it slips through my fingers like running water, nothingness to hold.
Your voice makes me less cold, and warmer. Warmth I'd longed to feel all my life.
Duo I could if you'd let me cradle you in my arms. I'm no perfect solider when you're so near, I'd keep you
safe from all the threats and nightmares, I'd ward off every demon, and every angle.
God of Death....no My God of Life, I find it with a heavy heart, that you couldn't love me.
I enjoy these mental games of hide and seek, where I'm hiding within myself, and you seek out my true
feelings and hold me in your arms and tell me how you've wanted me, and how you'd always loved me. I'd weep
like a child who is just now finding his way home. You'd comfort me, and tell me it's alright, that your here
with me now.
Reality really does hurt, more than this love for you.
Remember the time, when you got mad at me. You though I was nothing but the heartless killer I'd always
been, that I wasn't even capable of being a decent friend? You stormed outta my room, tears in those lovely
eyes, I cursed myself every second every hour, I'd hurt the one thing I loved most. I put tears in your eyes,
I felt emotions for once in my life, and it hurt a hundred times more. My heart was shattered, and my mind
a haze. I laid in bed thinking day after day, until, you opened my door and poked your head in. I was
withering away, I wouldn't eat or sleep, I wanted to die to be left alone, I couldn't stand to hurt you anymore.
But there you were, at my door looking at this withered form, and so gently you knelt at my bedside and
told me it wasn't my fault, that you knew you were annoying and selfish, you apologized when I should have.
I looked at you, tears threaten to come, but I remained in perfect control, with perfect answers
and my unperfected soul.
I smiled weakly at you and told you I was to blame, I'd never bothered to see that you are who you are
and I didn't want that to change, I apologized for all my wrong doings, swearing to you I'd try harder to be
a better friend as you'd always been to me.
Your smile returned full bloom, full shine, and I remember the cute little glimmer in your eyes.
I was on the verge of weeping myself, I wanted to hold you to tell you I loved you with all my worth, but again
I remained in perfect self-control.
Yes I remember that day, it bound us in such a way. Weather you feel it or not, I know I sure do. I'd protect
you with my ever fiber, hoping this is worthy of your love and your soul.
But still I sit with mind full of your grace, and your smile. These things of yours will never die, for I'll be here
to make sure they live as long as I can make you.
I smile, as you bounce around, my first real smile and you stop. You turn to me, disbelief printed upon you
pallid face, and you soft lips lightly parted.
Then I realize my smile and go back to being the perfect solider, you look disappointed, but why? maybe
in time you'll be mine, but for now I'm happy just to sit and watch and secretly ache for you heart.
By: Megami
I've sat here day after day, Cold and hard as stone. I watched your slender body move with ever
growing grace, your chestnut hair fit for phrase, and those violet eyes worth more than my life.
There is a feeling deep in the bellows of my soul and my heart, there when I think I've found
the right word to explain this feeling, it slips through my fingers like running water, nothingness to hold.
Your voice makes me less cold, and warmer. Warmth I'd longed to feel all my life.
Duo I could if you'd let me cradle you in my arms. I'm no perfect solider when you're so near, I'd keep you
safe from all the threats and nightmares, I'd ward off every demon, and every angle.
God of Death....no My God of Life, I find it with a heavy heart, that you couldn't love me.
I enjoy these mental games of hide and seek, where I'm hiding within myself, and you seek out my true
feelings and hold me in your arms and tell me how you've wanted me, and how you'd always loved me. I'd weep
like a child who is just now finding his way home. You'd comfort me, and tell me it's alright, that your here
with me now.
Reality really does hurt, more than this love for you.
Remember the time, when you got mad at me. You though I was nothing but the heartless killer I'd always
been, that I wasn't even capable of being a decent friend? You stormed outta my room, tears in those lovely
eyes, I cursed myself every second every hour, I'd hurt the one thing I loved most. I put tears in your eyes,
I felt emotions for once in my life, and it hurt a hundred times more. My heart was shattered, and my mind
a haze. I laid in bed thinking day after day, until, you opened my door and poked your head in. I was
withering away, I wouldn't eat or sleep, I wanted to die to be left alone, I couldn't stand to hurt you anymore.
But there you were, at my door looking at this withered form, and so gently you knelt at my bedside and
told me it wasn't my fault, that you knew you were annoying and selfish, you apologized when I should have.
I looked at you, tears threaten to come, but I remained in perfect control, with perfect answers
and my unperfected soul.
I smiled weakly at you and told you I was to blame, I'd never bothered to see that you are who you are
and I didn't want that to change, I apologized for all my wrong doings, swearing to you I'd try harder to be
a better friend as you'd always been to me.
Your smile returned full bloom, full shine, and I remember the cute little glimmer in your eyes.
I was on the verge of weeping myself, I wanted to hold you to tell you I loved you with all my worth, but again
I remained in perfect self-control.
Yes I remember that day, it bound us in such a way. Weather you feel it or not, I know I sure do. I'd protect
you with my ever fiber, hoping this is worthy of your love and your soul.
But still I sit with mind full of your grace, and your smile. These things of yours will never die, for I'll be here
to make sure they live as long as I can make you.
I smile, as you bounce around, my first real smile and you stop. You turn to me, disbelief printed upon you
pallid face, and you soft lips lightly parted.
Then I realize my smile and go back to being the perfect solider, you look disappointed, but why? maybe
in time you'll be mine, but for now I'm happy just to sit and watch and secretly ache for you heart.