I officially disclaim the characters in this story because I did not make them up. The brilliant Ally Carter did.

Cammies POV

I couldn't believe it, I slept the whole night. I opened my eyes and sat up I looked up at the alarm clock 5:30am, Bexs, Macey and Liz were still asleep so I quitely got out of bed and walked over to my wardrobe and grabbed my uniform and headed to the bathroom, I took my pjs off and hopped in the shower. I looked down at my body and looked at the scars I had optained in the last 3 months, then I looked at the one on my thigh, I cringed and looked away. That scar brought back one of the worst night of my life and I didn't think I could handle it. When I was finished I stepped out I started to put my uniform on, I knew as I was buttoning up my top that I wasn't going to be able to do up all the buttons which meant I couldn't put my tie on properly. I left my dirty blonde hair out and put my jersey on then walked out. I headed to my mom's office to give her the pjs back that she had lent me, but when I knocked no-one anwsered so I opened the door and walked in. Then I placed them on her desk and headed towards the dining hall, taking a little detour to get there because it wasn't quite time for breakfast. I missed this, I haven't walked around this school in a long time and it reminded me of my friends and family. I looked in the infirmarey and found mom asleep in the lazyboy next to Mr Solomans bed, I had wished that well I was away he would get better and he was his body was healing but he was still a coma. I looked at the clock above his bed and walked up to mom to wake her up, I taped her on the shoulder.

"Mom its time to get up, its almost time for breakfast" I said as her eyes fluttered open.

"Good morning kiddo"

"Morning mom, its almost time for breakfast" I said again

"Oh, thank-you for waking me up. Why don't you head to the dining hall, i'll see you there,"

"Ok, see you in there" I said as I left.

As I walked closer to the dining hall I saw people going in. When I walked in I saw Liz, Macey and Bex sitting down eating breakfast so I walked over to the buffet and grabbed two pieces of toast and some ceral, then I walked back to where my friends were sitting. As I sat down I could hear the people around me whispering, I tried to ignore them.

" So where were you this morning?" Macey asked

" I woke up early so I had a shower then went to give mum back her pjs she lent me but she wasn't in her office to I put them on her desk and t hen I walked around and found her in the infirmery then I came her"I said in one breath . Theres been something that has bothering me so I had to asked.

" Guys wheres Zach ?" .

They all looked at each other then Bexs spoke.

" He's in his room cam he doesn't leave except for class Grant and Jonas take him something to eat everymorning, I talked to Grant this morning and he said that he told Zach you were back but he didn't believe him"

" We have P&E first right?" I asked

"Yea" Bex said

"Good then i'll see him in class, then kick his butt for not believing Grant" I said with smile on my face . I can't wait to see him.

Zachs POV

I was what Grant said was true but I know its not the just want me get out off my room. And I do leave the room even if it is just for class .

She was all I was thinking about these days, well her and the COC but mostly her. As I walked into the barn for P&E I could see the teacher passing out blindfolds to partner. She walked up to me and gave me one, I put it on then waited to here what we were doing .

"Right I want you all to listen. In the field you can't always rely on your sight that why today I have given you and your partner a blindfold one will wear while the other attacks. People in the blindfolds use your other sences to fight back" she said.

I got myself ready waiting for Grant to attack.

"Grant hurry up we don't have all day"I said annoyance in my voice.

" You know Mr Goode, you really should listen to your Grant. He is right some of the time" My heart almost stopped. I ripped off my blindfold, there she was standing right infront of me, I smile on her face.

"Gallagher girl" I said with a smirk.

I can't believe shes back.

Cammies POV:

There it was that smirk I have been missing for 3 months. Not that i'd ever tell him. And then I did something that I would not have done 3 mouths ago during class. I ran up to him and give him the biggest hug that I had strength for. I was almost shocked when I felt his arms wrap around me.

" I missed you" I whispered to him.

" You have no idea how much I missed you Gallagher girl" He whispered back.

" Lets get out of here, we need some alone time" He said as he pulled his head back.

All I said was "Ok", he grabbed my hand and pulled me toward the door not caring that all our classmates were staring at us.

When we were inside he lead me to the east-wing where all the guys rooms were, we enter a room with one bed in it. I looked at him with a raised eyebrow.

"You get your own room" I asked

"Your mom gave it to me, said I could use a place to myself".

We went and sat on his bed, it was quite for afew minutes. Then I looked at him and saw him looking at me, we both started to lean in for a kiss. As soon as our lips touched I forgot about everything, I laid back onto his bed and as I did this he started to lay on top of me. It took me a minute to realise where his hand was, but once I did I pushed him off me.

My breathing started to speed up and everything that happened to me when I was captured came rushing back to me .

" Cammie whats wrong, please tell me" He begged

"Zach...can't...breath" Then everything went black.

Next part contains rape. But not in major detail . Really its what happens right before it happens. Its a dream of what happened. Dream in brackets

(Dream

He was coming towards me and I coundn't do a thing, I felt so hopeless.

" Please don't do this please" I begged him.

But I could see he was going to do it no-matter what I said, once he was right infront of me he pulled out a knife from his back pocket. He cut my jeans open and cut my thigh in the process. I couldn't help myself I screamed.)

I woke up screaming and could hear someone calling my name, when I stopped I realised it was Zach.

" Cammie its alright, your safe" he said as he sat on the bed and wrapped his arms around me. I rested my head on to his chest and tried to calmed down. I realised we were still in his room.

"Gallagher girl look at me" he said. I looked up at him.

" What happened, you can tell me"

"I'm afraid"

"Why" He asked me

" I'm afraid that if I tell you freak out on my and that you won't be able to look at me the same again" I anwsered him honestly .

"Gallagher girl that would never ever happen"

"How do I know thats the truth, how do I know you wont" I asked him

"You really want to know" he asked

"Yes"

"It wont happen because I Zachary Goode Love You, you hear me. I Love You, no matter what"

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