Story 2: Sam's Dirty Supernatural First Time continued.
Scene: In bed the next morning.
The radio in Sam's hotel room turns on waking him from a very peaceful good sleep.
"The thrill is gone
The thrill is gone away
The thrill is gone baby
The thrill is gone away
You know you done me wrong baby
And you'll be sorry someday
The thrill is gone
It's gone away from me
The thrill is gone baby
The thrill is gone away from me
Although I'll still live on
But so lonely I'll be
The thrill is gone
It's gone away for good
Oh, the thrill is gone baby
Baby its gone away for good
Someday I know I'll be over it all baby
Just like I know a man should
You know I'm free, free now baby
I'm free from your spell
I'm free, free now
I'm free from your spell
And now that it's over
All I can do is wish you well"
He rolls over and is surprised to see that Rachel's not beside him in bed.
Sam: "Rachel? Rachel, are you in the bathroom?"
No one answer back so Sam realizes he is alone in the room.
Sam frowns starting to get worried about her until he sees a letter on the nightstand with his name on it written in Rachel's handwriting.
He quickly convinces himself that she must have been afraid her parents would freak out that she stayed out the entire night since they told her parents that he would have Rachel home no later than one and it was already eight o'clock.
I bet she woke up and rushed home hoping to get in before they woke up for the morning and grounded her. Man I hope Rachel doesn't get into too much trouble with her folks over this. The last thing I need is for her parents to start hating me for corrupting their sweet innocent daughter. Well she is a lot less innocent than any of us ever knew that is for sure. She was so damn sexy last night it was incredible.
He smiles as he looks down at the letter.
Sam is about to open the letter to read it when suddenly a hotel maid opens up the door on him.
Sam covers himself up and she frowns in surprise to see that he is still in there, but didn't bother to put the DO NOT DISTURB SIGN on the door.
The Maid: "Oh I'm sorry sir; do you want me to come back later?"
Sam shakes his head at her.
Sam: "No it is okay just give me a few minutes to get dressed and the room is all yours."
The maid nods and waits outside.
Sam gets dressed quickly in the bathroom then he stuffs Rachel's letter in his jacket pocket and heads out the door to check out of the hotel room.
Then he goes back to the hotel room he shares with Dean and John. He is happy to find they are both gone when he gets back. So he strips off his clothes to take a shower and while he is in there he reminisces about the sex he had with Rachel last night and strokes his member until he comes in the shower.
After his shower Sam hops back into his own bed to get some more sleep. Still feeling worn out from the night before and preferring his sexy dreams about Rachel to sitting around watching boring TV on a Sunday.
Scene: Back at Crossroads High
Sam takes off in the Impala on Monday very excited to see Rachel at school again. He decided not to call her Sunday evening when he woke up because he heard Dean and John come in to sleep and he didn't want to wake them up knowing they would have started asking him a bunch of annoying prying questions about what happened with Rachel after prom.
Sam is extra careful about not waking them up as he leaves for school Monday morning. He is glad to see that their hunting trip to catch a witch must have taken a lot out of them because John and Dean don't wake up like they usually do when he leaves.
I know Dean is going to have a million questions about where I was all night when he sees me. He has been bragging to me for years about his first time and every other time he has had sex with girls since then while ragging on me for still being a virgin.
He probably won't even believe me when I tell him how hot and wild the sex was with Rachel. I can barely believe it really happened like that myself it was so surreal. But, damn it was so good I can't wait to do it again! I hope this means Rachel will want to be my girlfriend now I mean I've never had a steady girlfriend before, but I want her to be mine. I won't resist giving her whatever she wants either.
Sam can't help grinning hard as he strolls down the hallway to his locker. He reaches into his back pocket for Rachel's still unopened letter.
I better read it now before she shows up in a few minutes and asks me about it.
Sam is about to open it up again when Curtis Templeton, a junior who was also on the prom committee with Rachel and Carrie comes walking up to him.
Curtis: "Hey Sam, I'm so sorry man. Are you okay? I'm surprised you even came to school today."
Sam: "What do you mean?"
Curtis frowns at him shocked and confused.
Curtis: "You mean you haven't heard about Rachel yet?"
Sam frowns back at him.
Sam: "Well obviously not, tell me what happened to her?"
A saddened expression takes over Curtis's face that makes Sam very worried about what he is about to hear.
Curtis: "Oh man I really hate to be one to tell ya man, but it's been all over the news already. Rachel committed suicide Sunday when she got home from prom. Her mom found Rachel's body in the bathtub after she swallowed a bunch of sleeping pills."
Sam drops the letter on the floor and stands totally stunned in horror.
[Flashback begins]
In Rachel's bathroom at home Rachel fights with Dirty Diana when Diana wakes up and tries to take back control, but can't. Rachel keeps Diana trapped inside her head by drawing devil's traps on her forehead and cheeks with a marker.
Rachel: "I won't let you hurt anyone else you bitch! Demons killed my sister and I know you will try to kill me, but I won't let you destroy Sam's life too.
Diana: "Oh yeah and you really think you can stop me. Ha! You're nothing, but damaged goods now sugar. You have no idea the plans we have for Sam Winchester; you're nothing but a pawn. This is so much bigger than you or even him for that matter."
Rachel: "Maybe so, but I'm not going to let you control me any longer."
Rachel reaches for pill bottle and immediately starts twisting the cap off.
Diana: "You're going to kill yourself over him. How pathetic! Why even bother?"
Rachel: "Because I…I love him!"
Diana rolls her big red eyes
Diana: "Really? How sweet. Well then why not stay alive if you do I promise I'll wake you up the next time he wants to fuck us. You'll enjoy it."
Diana laughs haughtily
Diana: "I know you will and so will I."
Rachel: "You think I'm really so stupid. I can feel it already. I know what's going to happen to me."
Diana: "I'm going to make you the sexiest chick walking the planet every guy is going to want a piece of you."
Rachel: "Just cut the crap! I know you're just trying to get me pregnant with Sam's child! Aren't you?"
Diana stares at her angrily
Diana: "What? That's absurd!"
Rachel groans and rolls her eyes at Diana.
Rachel: "That's been your plan all along! I know it! You've been toying with people's lives getting whatever you want from them well never again! Not from me."
Rachel begins to swallow a few pills without any water.
Diana: "Okay, look I'll make you a deal you put that pill bottle down and I'll let Sam Winchester live. There is no baby coming I swear to it. It's all in your head so just calm down before you do something you'll regret."
Rachel takes another pill refusing to listen or make a deal with a demon.
Diana: "Damn it! Listen to me!"
Rachel: "You don't care about me or Sam! I'll never listen to you!"
Diana: "Not true, I do care about Sam! I care about him a lot. How do you think he's going to feel if you kill yourself after what happened between you two last night? Think about your parents Rachel they'll be devastated if you do this. They've already lost one daughter you don't want to leave them childless. I know you're not that selfish. Are you?"
Rachel: "I'm not selfish, you are! Tell me the truth bitch!"
Rachel prepares to take another pill, Diana starts to yell at her.
Diana: "Fine! Yes! Yes, you are going to be pregnant if you're not already. That was plan all along."
Rachel shakes her head as tears roll down her face terrified now that she knows she may be pregnant with Sam's child.
Diana: "But, so what. You're life isn't over yet. I'll take the baby off your hands when I'm done. I'll find another vessel and you can go back to your family and your chaste little life if that's what you want. No one has to know about it."
Rachel: "Never! I won't let a demon have my baby."
Diana: "Oh don't be such a stupid wanker! That child doesn't really belong to you, it belongs to me. You're just the surrogate. It's my child with Sam not yours!"
Rachel: "Thanks for telling me that stupid! Now I won't feel bad about killing your baby then."
Rachel takes another pill.
Diana slams her fist against a wall inside Rachel's head causing her massive amount of pain, but Rachel maintains control of her body.
Diana: "That baby could change the world! You have no idea how powerful it could become."
Rachel: "I don't care! I hate you!"
Diana: "But, what about Sam. You said you love him are you really willing to kill his baby in cold blood?
Rachel cries more and sighs.
Rachel: "He'll never know so that doesn't matter. I may not even be pregnant yet you said so yourself!"
Diana: Oh, but it does. It all matters. Sam is a lost soul, you know he is and he needs you in his life. He wants you so badly it'll make him crazy if you leave him like this. You may not want to have his baby, but if you die now you'll never get to have any children of your own either. I know you've wanted that since you were a little girl. Sam is falling in love with you as we speak. He'd make a fine husband wouldn't he?
Rachel: Stop! Just stop, you're evil. You want to make me into his whore not his wife!"
Rachel turns the pill bottle up opens her mouth and she lets several more pills fall inside her mouth.
Diana fights back inside Rachel's head trying to regain possession of her before its too late.
Rachel grabs the cup on top of the sink and races into the bathtub slamming her body against the shower wall. She falls into the tub.
Rachel turns on the faucet and let water pour into the cup.
Diana: "No! No! You'll ruin everything!"
Rachel doesn't speak out loud, but Diana can still hear her thoughts.
Rachel: "You've already ruined everything! I'm protecting this world from scum like you. One day Sam will learn what a truly rotten monster you've been and he or my grandfather will find away to kill you forever. My death will be avenged and you will never ever be able to do this to someone else.
Rachel screams
Rachel: "So die whore! Just Die!"
Rachel drinks the water and swallows the rest of the pills in her mouth. Then she slinks back against the tub pulls out a pair of handcuffs her grandfather gave her a long time ago and handcuffs her arm to the faucet inside the tub.
Diana: "God! Damn it you're such a stubborn little bitch! Fine, have it your way then have fun burning in hell. When Lucifer arises he'll destroy them all and you're wrong about Sam he's more like us than you think. I'm out! Have a nice death loser!"
Dirty Diana's eyes turn red and she uses all of her strength to force on the shower water which washes away the devil traps marked on Rachel's face.
Rachel screams again as Dirty Diana smokes out of her body in a billow of blackness. Diana escapes through the vent above the shower never to be heard from again except for by the poor pitiful soul she'll find to possess next.
Rachel's head falls back down inside the tub and she begins to lose consciousness from all the sleeping pills she has just taken. Rachel smiles, happy to finally be free of Diana in her last moments.
She looks up and sees a reaper coming to take her to heaven. The reaper appears in the form of her older sister Rebecca who smiles at her.
Rebecca: "Its okay Rachel, it is all over and now we can be together again."
Rachel feels herself slipping away as her spirit separates from her body and she stands next to the reaper in the bathroom.
Rachel: "What about our parents? What about Sam? Will they be okay without me?"
The reaper frowns sadly knowing they will probably be devastated by this, but nevertheless her time has come.
Rebecca: "They'll find a way to go on Rachel. But, don't worry, they won't forget about you. No one could ever forget you. I never did."
Rebecca the reaper smiles as she stares into Rachel's big brown eyes and softly takes Rachel's hand.
Rachel smiles back and squeezes her sister's hand then finally she feels peaceful as a bright light feels the small bathroom.
Rachel: "Thanks, I love you sis."
Rebecca: "I love you too baby girl."
They both disappear into the light for good.
[Flashback ends]
Scene: In Hallway at Crossroads High.
Sam feels the blood drain from his face and all of his appendages being to tremble. He is completely devastated to hear this horrifying news about Rachel and can't understand why she would do such a thing.
Curtis: "I'm so sorry man; she was the sweetest girl, everyone loved her it just doesn't make any sense."
Sam suddenly looks back down at the letter she left for him and picks it up again.
He immediately rushes into the boys' bathroom into a stall to read it.
Curtis frown deepens as he watches Sam run off without saying a word. He assumes Sam wants to be alone right now to cry over it so he doesn't follow him. Curtis heads off to class.
Sam tears the envelope open and reads the letter to himself in the bathroom stall.
Sam, I haven't got much time. I need you to know what happened between us last night isn't your fault, but it never should have happened the way it did. Sometimes bad things happen to good people, but that doesn't mean that other good people won't stand up against the evil out there. I know you can fight the evil out there Sam, I believe in you. Just don't forget about me and please don't hate me for leaving. I promise you what I'm about to do is for a good reason. My biggest regret is that the two of us will never get the chance to see what could have developed between us. But, don't be afraid and don't give up on love Sam. Find someone who can be there for you and will love the man you want to be. Follow your dreams and live the life you want to no matter what. Don't let others control you're life the way I've let them control mine. Do it for me Sam, do it for you.
Goodbye,
Rachel.
Sam stares at the letter and sits down on the toilet unable to stand anymore after reading it.
I just don't understand! Why would she write this to me? Why would she do this? God, please tell me this is all a nightmare, please let me wake up! Please!
Sam closes his eyes for several seconds, but when he reopens them he is still inside the bathroom. He slams both of his fists against the interior walls of the stall.
The guy taking a shit in the next stall is startled by the banging.
Guy: "Hey! Chill out dude! What's your problem?"
Sam feels the sickness inside him growing to a feverous pitch. So he turns around and vomits into the toilet bowl until his entire stomach is emptied out. For first time in Sam's life despite all the monsters and horrible crap that has already happened in his life he has never wanted to commit suicide before, but he starts to feel like doing it right now. He pulls out his Swiss army knife from his back pocket and holds it on his left wrist.
Sam can't go through with it so he stands up and he quickly leaves the bathroom.
The guy from the other stall sees the sick look on his face as Sam is leaving.
Guy: "Hey you alright man?"
Sam doesn't answer him he just leaves.
The school bell has already rung and the last few students make their way into their classes.
Sam heads straight for the front office to call his brother. He comes and hovers right over the secretary whose sitting at her desk typing up memos.
Sam: "I need to use the phone now it's an emergency! I have to leave and I won't be coming back."
The secretary stares at him and realizes by the look on his face he's very serious.
Miss Capri: "Oh Sam this must be about Miss Nave and Miss Black huh?"
Sam doesn't respond he just frowns. He almost inquires about Carrie too, but decides he can't take anymore horrible news right now.
Miss Capri moves her phone over on the desk closer to Sam and stares at him sadly.
Miss Capri: "Sure go ahead sonny take all the time you need. Let me know if you need me to schedule you an appointment with the school psychologist okay sweetie."
Sam doesn't respond to her he just quickly calls Dean's cell phone and as soon as Dean answers
Sam only says one word to him "Funky town!" A code word that he knows Dean will immediately pick up on and will get him to come straight away without asking any questions over the phone.
Dean: "Crap! Funky town, okay I'll be right there Sammy."
Dean knows the number his brother just called from is the school's main number so he quickly tosses on his jacket, puts his gun in back of his jeans and heads out the front door to call for a cab since his dad's already out gather more supplies in his truck.
Sam hangs up the phone then goes outside to wait for Dean without saying another word to anyone in the office. He hates that they are all staring at him like he is some wounded animal inches away from death or a marked man that they can only watch fade away, but feel they can do nothing to help him through this.
Sam doesn't want their help anyway; he just wants Rachel back in his arms again alive and safe.
No more than fifteen minutes later Dean pulls up in a cab in front of the school. He rushes over to Sam.
Dean: "What happened dude? Was there a school shooting? Where is everybody?"
Dean looks around frantically as if expecting to hear gunfire at any moment.
Sam: "No, I need you to take me home. I can't be here anymore."
Dean stares at him confused and very worried.
Dean: "What? Are you bleeding? Where is the exit wound?"
Dean reaches to grab Sam to check his body for injuries or bullet wounds.
Sam: "Stop it, I'm not bleeding! I just don't feel like driving I might crash the car. Let's just go!"
Dean steps back from him startled by Sam's sudden angry shouting and the horrible idea of Sam actually getting in a car crash in Dean's beloved Impala.
Sam's eyes well up with tears as he crushes the letter in his fist into a ball and tosses it in a trash can.
Sam sighs and tries to calm down before he falls apart in front of Dean like a total wuss.
He speaks again this time in a much softer calmer tone of voice.
Sam: "Please, Dean just take me home."
Sam quickly tosses the letter into a nearby trashcan. Then Sam pulls out the car keys from his jacket pocket.
Dean takes the keys from Sam and they both get in the Impala at the same time.
Story 2: Sam's Dirty Supernatural First Time continued.
Scene: Inside the Impala
Dean: "So dude, are you gonna tell me what's got your panties in a bunch? What the hell happened last night? Did you finally get laid? Did she turn you down is that why you're so upset? Tell me everything I want all the details."
Dean keeps glancing over at Sam hoping to hear good news from Sam about his hot prom date with Rachel Nave.
Sam snaps at Dean angrily.
Sam: "I don't want to talk about it right now Dean! I'll tell you all about it someday when you're older just not now."
Dean frowns at him for being secretive and snappy.
Dean: "When I'm older? Aw, come on don't pull that crap with me. I'm your brother man. You know you can tell me anything you know that Sam."
Sam: "I'm just not ready okay; let's just leave it at that!"
Dean can tell something really awful must have happened to him and he is dying inside to keep prodding Sammy for more information. But, he can tell Sam just isn't going to tell him anymore right now in his current condition.
Dean looks over at Sam who looks away from him instead staring out the window out at the open road. He tries to lighten the mood by changing the subject.
Dean: "Well are you at least excited about graduation? It's only a few weeks away now finally you'll be done with school forever like me. It'll be all us Winchester men on the road together taken all those evil sons of bitches down. It's gonna be great Sammy!"
Sam quickly turns on the radio so he doesn't have to talk or listen to Dean anymore.
Sam: "I need to take nap okay. I'm really tired."
Dean nods at him trying hard to look unworried about his little brother.
Dean: "Alright, whatever dude."
Dean rolls his eyes at his brother and just quietly listens to the radio.
Sam leans his head up against the cold window and closes his eyes to sleep. He begins to dream and he hears 'Never Forget You by Noisettes' play in his head.
Whatcha drinkin'
Rum or whisky
Now won't you have a...
Double with me
I'm sorry I'm a little late
I got your message by the way
I'm calling in sick today
So let's go out for old time sake
I'll never forget you
They said we'd never make it
My sweet joy, always remember me
We were mischievous
And you're always wearing black
I was so serious
You know your mother
nearly had a heart attack
I'm sorry I'm a little late
You know the stripes on a tiger
are hard to change
And notice, world feels like an empty stage
I wouldn't change a thing
So I'm glad your back again
I'll never forget you
They said we'd never make it
My sweet joy, always remember me
I'll never forget you
(Hold on to me)
At times we couldn't shake it
My joy, always remember me
We just got swallowed up
You know I didn't forget you
We just got swallowed up
We just got swallowed up
But you know that I didn't forget you
We just got swallowed up
By the whole damn world
What you're thinking
Did you miss me
I borrowed your silver boots
Now if you just let me
give them back to you
I'll never forget you
They said we'd never make it
My sweet joy, always remember me
I'll never forget you
(Hold on to me)
Although at times we couldn't shake it
My joy, always remember me
Don't you know that you're my joy
Always remember me
Don't you know that you're my joy
Always remember me
Sam dreams of seeing Rachel happy and safe with him. She smiles at him from on top of the staircase at her house. She is wearing the beautiful blue prom dress she originally plan to wear that night and Sam thinks she looks just like a perfect picture of a princess even better than the black dress
He dreams of walking up the stairs and making love to her right then up in her room where the two first spend the night during a bad snow storm. He dreams of finally being free from a life of hunting with his family, free to live his life his way with no more monsters or demons in it. It is in this ride back to their hotel that Sam decides to go to college and leave hunting forever no matter what it takes because he knows it's what Rachel would have wanted for him to follow his own dreams.
The End
Author's Note: I hope you all enjoyed reading Sam's first time story. I know it's sad, but I felt this storyline fit in with what we know about Sam's life based on the show. Please feel free to leave comments about it. I'll be putting up Castiel's first time story next, then Mary and John's first time story together, Bobby's first time with his late wife Karen and finally Adam's first time with his girlfriend mentioned on the shown named Kristen McGee. Thank you.