Love That Shouldn't Have Happened Chapter 2: What If You Stay?, an one tree hill fanfic

AN: So I am dumb I admit I called her boyfriend Keith. What was I thinking after I went and read it again (after posting it.) I saw that and thought only of Uncle Keith. It was my fault I needed a name and I was listening to a song by someone named Keith. So now her boyfriend is Adam. I redid it in the last chapter so yeah.

Anyways thanks all for the reviews they were great and I really enjoyed them. And also thanks for all the story alerts there was a ton and I felt special haha You are all great and I hope you enjoy this story along with my other two. So I will stop rambling like a dork and let you read the story.

P.S. More rambling, as always I own nothing sadly :( *tear*

But the song is What If You Stay Chuck Wicks

The show is One Tree Hill duh

And I also Quinn and Clay have become my new Brucas. Honestly I only watch this new season for them because for some reason I am like completely loving them.

But again I digress read and review please.

I can't make you turn around
And I can't take back what I did
I wouldn't blame you if you hated me

"Whatcha thinking about?" Brooke asks as she lies in the arms of her boyfriend tracing circles on his bare chest. They have been together for three months, three really great months and that even surprised them. They weren't the couple that was supposed to happen because they were so completely different but they seem to work. They seemed to fit each other.

"I love you." Lucas blurts out and sees his girlfriend jump up pulling his bed sheet closer to her staring at him in shock.

"What?" she asked staring at him not believing she heard him right because he couldn't have just said he loved her; that was impossible. Wasn't it? I mean she wanted to believe she changed him for the better, that he become something better and grew up but there was still a part of her that thought he was going to mess up. And sadly she was waiting for that moment, the one where she realized everything that had happened between the two of them was nothing she thought it was. And him saying I love you would just make her realize that this was real, that he had changed and that someone like him fell for someone like her.

That Brooke Davis somehow tamed the all might Lucas Scott.

"I said I love you." he repeats and again it freaks her out how easily he said it. Was there fear in his voice? Definitely. She is more than sure she heard all the nerves in his words but still he said them. He said them twice and like an idiot she is just staring at him.

"Please say something." he asked because he felt pretty dumb right now. He just told his girlfriend he loved her and she is staring at him, doesn't make you feel too great.

"You don't have to say that Lucas." Brooke somewhat frowns looking away from him missing his confused look, "I mean just because we slept together doesn't mean I expected you to say you love me. I didn't let this happen so I would hear you tell me that. So if you feel you have to say it because we had sex for the first time; don't because you don't have to. I don't expect it and.."

"Brooke…" he laughs kissing her to stop her rambling, "I love you." he repeats pulling out of their kiss with a smile, "And not because we had sex and not because I feel like since I took your virginity that I must say something. I said it because I do love you. I wanted to tell you before but I didn't want you thinking I was saying it to get you to sleep with me. And I almost said it during but then I didn't want you to think I said it because it was in the moment. So I guess I just thought since we have slept together and since we aren't having sex right now that you would actually believe it." He explains but again Brooke stays quiet, "But since your just sitting there I am guessing you don't believe me. Huh?" he frowns.

"No. No it's not that I just… I just don't get why?"

"Why I said it?"

"No why you love me. I mean Lucas I never really thought you were the type to love someone." Brooke confesses and feels a little guilty by it when she sees the hurt look on his face, "I didn't mean it like that… I mean I meant…ok…that came out wrong." She tries to back track but he just shakes his head.

"No I know what you mean." he nods "I never thought I would love someone. But I never thought I would do a lot of things I have done with you." he tells her and see just looks at him confused, "Brooke you weren't supposed to happen. We weren't supposed to happen."

"Wow that makes me feel good." Brooke sighs pulling back from him and falling back on the bed.

"No I didn't mean that in a bad way." He says with a small laugh flipping over so he is laying on top of her and brushing a piece of hair behind her ear, "It's just when we first met did you ever think this would have happened?"

"Honestly no," she agrees stroking his cheek and smiling at him, "When I first saw you of course I thought you were gorgeous but I thought to you I was Cam baby sister. You saw me like Jason and Matt saw me and truth is I saw you just as my big brothers best friend. I didn't think of you in that way at first."

"Same here I never thought about you like that. I mean when I first saw you I thought damn Cam's sister is hot…" he chuckles making Brooke laugh and even blush some, "But I knew he would kill me if I even tried, because well he knew how I was. No reason hiding it I was pretty much an asshole man whore that went after everything in a skirt."

"Good thing I wore jeans then." Brooke teases kinking her eyebrow at him making him laugh.

"I guess so." He whispered back, "But then…"

"Then what?"

"Ok remember that night we went out on your birthday this year."

"Yeah I remember it was my birthday." Brooke says in a duh tone.

"Yeah right I know but ok so we were all sitting there and we were laughing and joking about I don't even remember but then you looked at me." he smiles thinking about it " I can't explain the look because I really don't know how but it was a look no one ever gave me before. And I tried to ignore it, but then you were seeing that Chase guy and he asked you to dance and the whole I time I watched him dance with you; his hands on you. I got this feeling this feeling I really didn't like."

"What was the feeling?" Brooke asked feeling she already knows but just wanting him to tell her anyway.

"I was jealous as hell." He confesses with a small laugh, "But again I tried to ignore it. I thought this is Cam's sister, his sweet innocent sister and I shouldn't be looking at her like this I shouldn't be feeling like this for her. But then ya'll were dancing and you looked at me again the same look and I just knew."

"Knew what?"

"That I wanted you."

"Luke…" she smiled cupping his cheek and stroking the corner of his mouth.

"Matt smacked my arm and told me to stop looking at you like that before Cam saw it. So I looked away but I still felt it. I knew how wrong it was to feel that for you and I knew that I had to be different for you but I knew I wanted you. I also knew your brother would never let me get near you so I just had to hang out with ya'll hide all the feelings and watch you with Chase until I hoped you would feel something too. And then when ya'll broke up and I waited like I should because I knew you were upset but then that night we were out and we were dancing and I went for it. I was scared as hell to but I did it and I am glad I did."

"Yeah me too." She smiles a smile a mile long as she leaned up kissing him.

"So ask me again why I love you."

"Why do you love me?" she repeats with a small giggle making him smile again.

"Because you Brooke Davis scare the hell out of me. You make me do things I would never do and say things I would never say. You make me think before I do something because my first thought is, would doing this make me lose the most amazing person I have known. If the answer to that question is yes or even maybe I stop myself, because the thought of losing you just would completely kill me. I never thought I would fall in love with you and I never thought I would change to where I would rather be with one girl all the time and make love to one girl all the time but I did. I fell hard and fast and though that scares me, though it all makes me nervous as hell; knowing you has made me a better person and I just can't help it. I am completely in love with you Brooke Davis. "

Brooke smiles at him, at his little speech and at his smile. She smiles at his nervousness and how his hand is actually shaking more on her side now then earlier when she told him she was ready to sleep with him. She smiled at it all and she couldn't help but lean up kissing him ever so gently before pulling back smiling then whispering, "I love you too."

Before you slam that open door
And throw away four good years
Think of everything we used to be
I know you say that you're over me
But I'm askin you, beggin you not to leave

"Lucas!" Cam yells for about the millionth time smacking his best friend next to him.

"Damn dude what the hell." Lucas growls shifting in his chair and shaking his head of all his thoughts.

"Dude I have been yelling your name for about 10 minutes."

"Sorry I guess…I guess I just feel asleep for a sec but I am up what's up?" he asked blink a few times and moving a little more waking himself up completely.

"Well I was going to ask if you want to start driving but if you're tired it's all good." Cam shrugged as he looked over his shoulder before changing lanes and thanking he is almost to his sister's house so he can finally get out of this damn car.

"No man its fine I can drive." Lucas says rubbing the rest of his tiredness out of his eyes and waving him over to the gas station so they can fill up one last time and get something to munch on.

Cam gets out to fill up the car with gas and Lucas gets out going inside to get a drink and something to eat as everyone else sleeps in the car. He grabs a coke and then walks over to the chip aisle and again smiles looking down at all the assortment of food but of course grabs the one thing that makes him think of her.

"Broody they are my favorite and I am totally craving some BBQ chips please." Brooke begs as her and Lucas follow her brother, Rachel and friends up to Rachel's cabin. She is for about the millionth time starving and wanting Lucas to stop again to get her something even if it's just chips, it amazes Lucas how his girlfriend is all of maybe 115 pounds but eats like no one's business.

"Baby I know but if we stop now then they will get ahead of us making us completely lost." Lucas says looking over at her pouting next to him then back at the road laughing.

"Well I know how to get there. I have been there many times." Brooke smiles thinking maybe that would help but nope he just shakes his head, "Please! I am so so hungry."

"Babe you just ate." He says but she just lets out a huff falling back in her seat. "Pretty Girl you are 19 aren't you a little old for pouting."

"Probably so but babe I am still so hungry please." she pleaded but again he just shook his head. She sat there a second before getting a devilish grin and leaning over in her seat, "You know if you do this little thing for me," she whispers kissing his neck softly and grins when she feel him swallow hard, "Then I will do a little something for you many times this weekend." She lets her raspy voice ring through his ears as she bits hit earlobe and runs her hand up his leg.

"Many times?" he grins looking over at her and she just nods as she starts kissing his neck again.

"Anytime you want." she whispers.

"Anytime I want huh?" he asks and she just nods again and feels like she won when she felt the car pull into a parking lot.

"Hmm…" Brooke squealed when Lucas pulled her in his lap kissing her hard and deep, "Luke…" she giggles as he runs his hand down her stomach playing with her jeans button as he starts kissing her neck. "Broody we shouldn't…" she starts but completely loses her words when he starts sucking hard on her neck, "God Luke…"

"Shouldn't what?" he asks pulling off her neck and kissing her hard on the lips again and letting his hand slowly run down her body and slipping it in the front of her jeans and slowly slipping one finger in her then two making her whole body tingle.

"God Baby…" she moaned resting her hands on his shoulders moving her hip up and down and making his hand move faster in her.

"Tell me what you were going to say." He teased stop moving and feeling her whole body tighten around him.

"Come on Luke don't do that to me." she begged hating when he teased her like that. Making her want him just to stop.

"Tell me what we shouldn't do?" he smirked kissing her neck.

"We shouldn't do this here but I don't care anymore. I want you." she begged pulling him in and kissing him hard.

"More than those damn chips." He smirked in their kiss and she bit down on his lip making him groan but was pleased with herself since he was being mean teasing her like that but of course mumbling back, "So much more."

"Luke where you at man?" Matt asked waving his hand in front of his friend face.

"Oh what?" Lucas asked shaking his head of all thoughts and coming out of his daze.

"Man where you at? You seem like a million miles away." Matt laughed grabbing some food and heading to the counter.

"That's because I am." he groaned tossing the chips down and walking over to his friend.

"You not hungry?" Matt asked noticing him glancing at food just a second ago.

"No…" he shrugged putting down his coke and grabbing his wallet, "Not anymore."

What if I told you I've changed
Would you still walk away
What if I told you I loved you
Would you say that it's too late
What if you could feel what I feel
When I watch you slowly drift away
What if you're wrong
What if I'm right
That you could move on
What if you stay

"You're ok with everything right Luke?" Jason asks as the once again drive down to Brooke's apartment only about half an hour away now.

"Yeah why wouldn't I be?" Lucas questioned tossing a glance in the rearview mirror at his best friend then looking back at the road.

"I don't know just thought it might be weird since you know you and Brooke…" he trails off not sure really how to go about that topic. They all know how hard this must be for him since none of them really believe he is actually over the brunette in question.

"All we are saying is we know if it uncomfortable and maybe even hard for you." Matt says helping out what his best friend was trying to say.

"Why would you think it would be hard?" Lucas shrugged trying to act like it was no big deal and that he really didn't care anymore.

"I don't know maybe because she dumped your sorry ass." Rachel growl popping up from lying in the back seat to look at them, "Remember that you cheated on her and she dumped you."

"Rach…" Cam said looking at his girlfriend hoping she would stop this talk now.

"No! Everyone in this car is thinking poor Lucas but did we all forget what happened?" Rachel asked looking around at everyone in the car, "Did we all forget that he was the one who cheated and he was the one who broke her heart."

"Rachel stop." Cam tried again noticing how his best friend gripped the steering wheel so tight his knuckles turned white.

"No. Brooke is my best friend if you should feel bad for anyone it should be her. Hell Cam she is your damn sister." Rachel argued annoyed, Lucas messed up he did. He screwed around on Brooke broke her and Rachel had to sit and watch her best friend shatter in front of her so she wasn't going to feel bad for Lucas, not at all.

"She is and she is fine with all of us coming down here. She is fine with Lucas coming so you should be fine with it." Cam explained, "It is in the past and everyone is over it so why won't you just leave it be?"

"Because if he didn't cheat on her she wouldn't have left. She would still be in Tree Hill with the rest of us and I wouldn't have lost my best friend!" Rachel snapped.

"Damn it Rachel she didn't leave because of me!" Lucas finally snapped slamming his hand hard on the steering wheel.

"Yeah right you keep telling yourself that." Rachel mumbled falling back in the seat and prepared to ignore everyone the rest of the car ride.

"Luke you know that's not true." Matt tried to reassure patting his friend on the shoulder who just nodded as he stared at the long road in front of him.

I know right now it's hard to breathe
Hard to think and hard to see
All the reasons we should work it out
It might be easier to go,
But if you walk out, you'll never know
How strong we could be at the end of this
I know that sorry is not enough
But I'll do everything, anything to make it up

"Don't go." Lucas said walking in to find his girlfriend, well ex girlfriend packing her bags.

"Lucas what are you doing here?" Brooke asked looking at him wishing to everything he wasn't here. Knowing this was hard enough without him here begging her to stay. They have been broken up for all of 3 months and it has been the longest and worst 3 months of her life. She finally decided to go off to school but now him being here was going to make it some much harder.

"Please don't leave." He begged walking over to her taking her hand in his, "I don't want you to leave. I don't want you to move please don't go."

"I'm leaving Lucas." She told him slipping her hands out of his and loading up another one of her boxes.

"But I can't know you are leaving because you are trying to get away from me. That you are leaving everything here because you hate me so much."

"Lucas I am leaving because of you I am leaving because I don't want to be stuck in Tree Hill my whole life. I was planning on going away to school long before you. If anything you are the reason I stayed here longer then I planned." She confessed but not looking at him as she did. Not turning to face him just keeping her back to him cursing the tears burning in her eyes.

"Then let me be that reason again please." he pleaded but saw her shake her head no at him. "Brooke…" he sighed walking over to her and wrapping his arms around her from behind and felt her let out a small sob in his arms, "Baby please don't cry." He whispered nuzzling his head in her neck as she fell back into him their first form of real contact in months, "I will change. Please I can change again. I will fix things if you just let me."

"Lucas you won't change." She cried trying to wiggle out of his arms but he just yanked her hard back into him.

"Yes!" he argued, "Yes I will. If you give me the chance I will change I will make things better. If you give me a second chance I will never hurt you again. God baby I promise I will never hurt you again." He tried to tell her but she just shook her head no so he spun her around in his arms kissing her. Kissing her and again tasting her tears and cursing himself for being the cause of them. He slowly and sadly pulled away from their kiss leaning his forehead against hers as she continued to cry, "I love you so much Brooke. I don't want to lose you."

But again she just shook her head at him and whispering "You already lost me Lucas."

Lucas again pulls himself out of his thoughts and he cursed himself for letting him think of Brooke so much the last few days. After lots of convincing and lots of pleading his friends talked him in to coming but since he heard they were staying with Brooke all he has done is think about her. Wonder if she misses him because he knows he still missed the hell out of her.

"Hey turn the radio down I'm calling Brookie." Rachel told them and Lucas turned the dial and tensed up as he got off the last exit for Brooke's house.

"Hello?" Brooke giggled into the phone as she laid on her sofa with her boyfriend kissing her.

"Well hello skank what are you up to?" Rachel asked looking up and smirked when she noticed Lucas tossing glance at her from the front.

"Umm…nothing." Brooke shrugged pushing her boyfriend away, "Babe stop I'm on the phone." She smiled but he just leaned in kissing her again.

"Baby please hang up." Rachel heard a deep voice ask and started to laugh, "Brooke Penelope Davis did you answer your phone while having sex?!"

"What!?" Cam, Matt, Jason and Lucas all said at the same time. As Lucas slammed on the breaks and they all turned to look at Rachel in the back laughing. Cam, Matt and Jason meaning it in they don't like their baby sister having sex way as Lucas's was clearly jealousy that made Rachel laugh even harder.

"Tell her she better not be having sex when I get there or I swear to god I will kick that guys ass." Cam said in his whole over protective brother voice.

"Oh baby shut up if anyone's ass should be kicked for having sex with your sister it should be your best friend sitting right next to you." Rachel says with an eye roll as they continue down the road, "Oh Brooke he sounds good maybe I should hang up and let you finish." She teases and really loves the look Lucas has right now.

"Rachel I am not having sex." Brooke squeals in the phone.

"Well I mean I was trying to until you answered your phone." Rachel heard the same deep voice groan and then heard some moving around until Brooke came back on.

"Sorry Rach just Adam I don't know what has gotten into him today." Brooke teased as her boyfriend rolled his eyes climbing of the couch and walking into Brooke's kitchen.

"Oh I am all for fun random sex on couches just ask your brother." Rachel smirks looking at her boyfriend who winked at her.

"God Rachel don't talk to me about having sex with my brother that makes me sick." Brooke gags.

"Sorry but tell me more about this little lover of yours?" Rachel asked already knowing a lot about him but kind of liking having this talk in front of Lucas.

"Well let's see he has dark hair. It's so dark its almost black." Brooke starts looking at her boyfriend moving around in her kitchen, "he has a little scruff on his face that sometimes get to long so I make him shave it down. Then his eyes Rachel, they are the most amazing green."

"Oh I love dark hair and green eyes." Rachel agrees and sees Lucas frown in the front seat. "So tell me about his body?"

"Well he is tan, not fake dark leathery tan but gorgeous model tan. And his body is so amazing. He plays baseball at my college and he has the best body on the team I think but I think I may also be a little bias."

"Oh you are completely bias but its ok you are in love so its ok to be bias about your hot boyfriends body." Rachel smirks and again sees Lucas look away from the road at her, "So Brookie are you? Are you in love?" She asks and sees Lucas hold his breath and ears perk up.

"Yeah Rach, I am." Brooke smiles thinking about it as Adam winks at her in the kitchen, "I never thought I would fall in love again. I mean I wasn't going to let myself fall in love because last time it was just so bad but then I met Adam and I don't know he just made me fall hard and fast. I am really in love with him."

"Brooke that is so great I am glad you found love. And I can't wait to meet the boy that mended your heart and helped you fall in love for real." Rachel says a little loud so the whole are hears her and for a second, for a second she almost feels bad because she can almost see Lucas's whole world shatter, his entire heart break in front of her. But when she feels that small guilty she thinks of her best friend crying on her shoulder and ignores it.

"Rach.." Brooke asks looking up to see where Adam is then getting up and walking into her bedroom shutting the door falling on her bed. "Is he with you?"

"Umm..yup." Rachel said looking up at the boys then laying back on the back seat not wanting them to hear this part.

"How is he?" She ask and grows angry with herself for tearing up again. A year has passed since their break up and it still makes her cry. What's wrong with her?

"Do you want my honest answer or lie?" Rachel asked reaching her hand up for the little button so she can control the radio and turning it up so the boys can't hear her.

"I want…" Brooke trails off debating what answer will make her feel better, "I don't know what one I want."

"He is great." Rachel lies, "Never better. I think he is so happy him and Adam will become best friends."

"Thanks for trying to lie."

"I'm sorry B. Do you still miss him?" Rachel asked feeling she already knew the answer.

"Do you want my honest answer or lie?"

"The one you want me to know."

"Not at all." Brooke lied.

"It's ok Brooke. It's ok to miss him."

"No its really not. I have Adam who is so amazing to me. He is great I know I love him but then there is like a part of me that will always miss Lucas. And I don't know if its I miss him or I want him to miss me. Like I want him to regret everything and I don't know maybe pine for me, feel the pain I felt a little."

"Well…" Rachel says sitting up and looking at the boy in question who is looking like a lost puppy staring emotionless out the window as we drive, "If that's what you want you definitely got it."

He felt sick. Lucas felt sick listening to Rachel talk to Brooke about some guy. Some guy she loved and made her so very happy. He thought he was better, all over it and them but truth is he really wasn't. It killed him to think how bad he hurt someone he once loved so much but what killed him more was thinking about how she moved on. She was happy with someone else and that someone wasn't him. He wanted her happy, he wanted her to get everything she wanted but that didn't change the fact a small piece of him, a small piece want her to be happy with him again. That maybe this trip would fix things or something. But after hearing Rachel talking to her that hope was out the window and he realized he just had to accept the fact he lost her. She was gone and so was his second chance.

I can't make you turn around
And I can't take back what I did
I wouldn't blame you if you hated me

So how much do you love my fast update?

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Well take that love and make it last awhile because my next update may not be as quick, but this is probably my favorite to write so I will try be updating it soon....I think.

Also the first few chapters will be having Flashbacks a lot in them. If you totally hate having flashbacks just let me know and I will try to think of something else to put in it.

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