Sorry I haven't updated in awhile but thanks so much for the reviews! The song is A Little Too Not Over You and I don't own it, nor do I own anything else haha. So read and enjoy!
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It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
Brooke sat in her brother's and his best friend apartment. Cam was still asleep and Brooke had fallen asleep on the couch after a very long night, but woke up early like she normally does on night when they go out and drink. Dragging herself off the couch she walked into the kitchen to make some coffee for the boys and maybe since she was feeling very generous some breakfast.
"I had fun last night." She heard a female voice say and some louder footsteps behind the voice.
"Umm…yeah me too." She heard the male voice say and laughed because she knew who that was, Lucas.
"Well I was wondering if you wanted to go out tonight? Maybe get dinner or something?" the female voice asked and Brooke knew it was time for her little act. As soon as she heard Lucas mumble an umm she was walking into the living room.
"Baby there you are." She smiled walking in giving Lucas a kiss on the cheek and him giving her the thank you smile, "I wanted to talk."
"Lucas who is this?" the blonde asked holding her shoes in her hand. She definitely looked like she had a fun night. Her hair was a mess going every way her makeup was all smudged and her short black dress wrinkled. All that said she definitely had sex last night but she was expecting more out of this then it was.
"Oh Kelly this is Brooke. My umm...girlfriend." Lucas told her nervously already waiting for the slap he normally got with this news.
"You have a girlfriend?!" she yelled and Brooke tried to hold in her laughter with this one.
"Yeah. We broke up the other night but…" Brooke says turning towards Lucas placing her hands flat on his bare chest and giving her best fake upset look, "I think I miss you."
"You think or your sure? Because I told you I can't have this back and forth anymore." Lucas said holding onto her wrist and trying to be serious.
"No I am serious this time. I know I have messed up a lot and I am sorry. I am so sorry Broody. Please forgive me I love you so much." Brooke fake begged stepping closer and running her finger up his bare chest, "You know you want me still."
"Of course I want you, baby I still love you but I just…" he trailed off trying to look depressed.
"Shhh…" Brooke hushed placing her finger on his lips to silence him, "Just give into it Broody." She whispered seductively taking a step closer to him, "Just give in." she whispered with her lips inches from his and was a little surprised when he swallow hard but figured it was all for show.
"Excuse me aren't you upset he just had sex with me last night?" the blonde questioned but Brooke just shook her head no keeping her eyes locked with Lucas's.
"Not if he is having sex with me tonight." She smirked looking over at the girl, "What you say baby?" she asked kinking her eyebrow at him.
"Yeah ok." he nodded grabbing Brooke and throwing her over his shoulder making her squeal, "Umm...sorry Kelly but I can't help it. I'm in love." He says and feels Brooke laughing over his shoulder and he bounces her on his shoulder to silence her but she lets out a snort making him laugh some.
"Whatever asshole!" Kelly yelled slamming the door.
"Well she was nice." Brooke smiled looking at the door still hanging upside down on Lucas's shoulder.
"Yeah I could have really liked her." Lucas fake pouted making Brooke laugh.
"Ok Broody games over put me down." Brooke ordered smacking his on the butt as Lucas threw her back over his shoulder and putting her on the ground, "Whoa…" she laughed brushing her hair out of her face. "So Luke when you actually going to settle down find a good one? Find an actual girlfriend?" she asked as they walked into the kitchen.
"Now why would I want to do something as dumb as that?" he asked pouring both him and Brooke a cup of coffee as she jumped up on the counter next to him.
"I don't know maybe so you're not alone all the time. I worry about you Broody." Brooke sighs some placing her hand on his shoulder and he looks up at her with a look she has never seen before. She has known Lucas Scott for almost a year and the guy still does things that completely take her by surprise. But he is a great guy, he is really great and it worries her he will never find someone. Just have many one night stands and never be really happy.
"Why do you worry about me?" he whispers to her and it kind of confuses her by that.
"Because we are friends aren't we?" she asked, she knew she was Cam's little sister but just assumed that after all this time and all the time they have hung out they were at least friends.
"Yeah right friends…" Lucas says breaking her gaze and turning back to finish their coffee.
"Luke what's wrong is everything ok?" she asks concerned running her hand through his messy hair and he nods yes.
"Yeah I was just umm…nothing." He said shaking his head of what he was thinking and handing her, her coffee, "But yeah me and girlfriend that would take a pretty special person and none of the girls I have brought home have made me think they could be my actual girlfriend."
"None of them? You mean with all the loads of girls you bring here none have sparked your interest?" Brooke asked sipping on her coffee and raising her eyebrow at him.
"Well maybe one." he smiled at her, but knew she wouldn't get what he meant, because honestly he didn't know what he meant.
"Who?" She asked but he just shook his head no, "Come on Luke please tell me please. I mean after all the times I have helped you with getting girls to leave you owe telling me please." she begged and he just laughed at how cute she was.
"How are you and Chase?" Lucas asked changing the subject but at the same time not really changing the subject.
"We are ok." she shrugged, "I mean I know he isn't like my meant to be or anything but hell I am only 19 I will find my meant to be at some point." She shrugged taking another sip of her coffee.
"Yeah…" Lucas nodded smiling at her as she just smiled back at him, "Me too."
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
"I should have known." Brooke mumbled to herself lying on her bed staring at the roof. She just finished talking to Rachel and was now just laying her thinking about everything. All the signs all the gut feelings yelling at her dating Lucas was a bad idea. That day she should have known dating him would be stupid he made it clear that he wasn't the dating type but she also should have known he was looking at her different. That he was looking at her like he wanted her and if she would have seen that maybe she wouldn't have be so surprised when he kissed her. Maybe she wouldn't have asked him to dance and maybe she wouldn't have given into him because she would have thought about how bad of an idea it would be.
But that night he kissed her she didn't have time to think so she kissed him back and after she did it all changed. Nothing else was discussed it was just them two. Though they didn't tell anyone right away it didn't matter she knew they were together. She should have just told him no that night and no pain would have been felt.
"Brooke?" she heard Adam call knocking on her door and entering and she just shook off all her feelings and thoughts because she can't change the past. She did give into Lucas and they did date and no matter the amount of wishing that she couldn't take them back and some days when she was honest with herself she wouldn't want to. "Hey I was wondering where you went."
"Sorry I was just talking to Rachel and she was telling me something private and I didn't know if she wanted someone else hearing our conversation." Brooke half lied half told the truth. She was sure Rachel didn't want Adam hearing them talk because Brooke didn't want him to hear them talk but still the lie being the private call was about her.
"That's cool. So you excited about them all coming?" he asked sitting next to her on her bed and Brooke nodded not sure if she should tell Adam what she is telling him or not.
"Adam I want you to know something." Brooke says and he just nods an ok, "Well you know Cam is coming and all his friends but there is more to it."
"Umm…ok…"
"Well there is Matt who is like a big brother along with Jason, but then there is Lucas." Brooke trailed off biting her lip nervously. She knew Adam needed to know that her ex boyfriend was staying with her but that didn't mean she was too happy to share that information with him.
"Ok…" Adam said a little confused.
"Ok remember how I told you I had a serious boyfriend back home and he cheated on me. How we broke up then a few months later I moved down here?" she asked and he just nodded, "Well that was Lucas."
"Wait so your ex boyfriend is coming down here?" he asked and Brooke this time just nodded, "The only other guy you have slept with and the only other guy you have ever loved?" he asked and again she nodded, "The same ex who when coming down here you cried about and missed so much?" he question because he remember that. Brooke and him were actually pretty great friends before dating and heard all about her ex boyfriend.
"Yes but Adam know he doesn't mean anything to me anymore." Brooke somewhat lied but was going to say what she needed to make Adam understand, "Him and Cam are best friends, they live together so when Cam came of course Lucas was going to come."
"Yeah well that's all fine and dandy but what if he came here for more than a fun vacation and tanning."
"What you mean? What else would he come here for?" Brooke asked but knew how dumb that sentence sounded as soon as it came out.
"For you Brooke!" Adam said almost annoyed, "Brooke what if he came here because he wants you back?"
"He doesn't" Brooke protested but saw the doubt in her boyfriends eyes, "It doesn't matter what he wants. If that's what he came here for I feel bad because he is going to get hurt because you see…" Brooke smiled climbing into her boyfriends lap, "I kinda have this boyfriend that I am kinda sorta crazy about." She smiled.
"Is that so?" Adam asked wrapping his arms around her.
"Yup he is pretty cute too. An amazing body and perfect smile. Perfect hair and just the most amazing green eyes I have ever seen." Brooke grins as she places her hands on his shoulders, "But then he has theses lips."
"What kind of lips?" Adam smiles looking up at her wrapping his arms tight around her.
"Well they are so smooth and soft… and when he kisses me like right here…" she says pointing on a spot on her neck, "I just go all stupid in his arms."
"You mean right here…." Adam says as he starts kissing her neck and sucking it lightly.
"Yeah right there." she said in a small moan as she tilts her head to the side and runs her hand through his hair, "He is really good at that." she gasps out and feels him smile in her neck kissing her a little longer then pulling out.
"Anywhere else you like him kissing you at?" he smirks and Brooke just nods with a smirk as he flips them over in her bed and he starts kissing her. He runs his hand down her shirt and starts to unbutton it then lets his tongue run across her bottom lip wanting to deepen the kiss but she pulls him back before he can.
"I love you." she whispers cupping his cheek in her hand, "I love you so much just know that ok?" she asked and he just nodded leaning down kissing her again.
"I love you too."
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
"So we are here finally." Matt groans climbing out of the crammed car, "That was the longest and most boring ride of my life."
"I know it was terrible." Jason agreed, climbing out.
"Oh you boys and being so dramatic." Rachel teases climbing out and bending over shaking her hair some then throwing it back. "So how do I look?"
"Gorgeous as always." Cam smiles wrapping his arms around her waist and pulling her into a kiss, "Mmm…I love you." he smiles at his girlfriend of almost two years. His girlfriend he never thought in a million years would become his serious girlfriend but somehow they just worked.
"Well I love you too." Rachel smiled leaning in kissing him.
Lucas just watched his best friend and his girlfriend, they were happy. They seemed to make it work and he envied it, he was so insanely jealous by it but when he looks over in the parking lot seeing Brooke's baby blue Volkswagen beetle he lets out a small smile. He really did miss her and really wanted to see her.
"Hey can ya'll not do it in the parking lot?" Jason joked grabbing one of his bags and handing Matt and Lucas's one of theirs.
"Yeah I would like to get in the apartment sometime today." Matt laughed as they started making their way up.
"Yeah sorry." Rachel apologizes pulling away from her boyfriend.
"Oh I'm not." Cam grins pulling her back into him and kissing her one last time before letting her go and grabbing both their bags as they also started walking up.
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
"So should we knock?" Jason asked not sure if they should just enter or wait for Brooke.
"Well it is my sister's apartment I don't think I should have to knock." Cam said shoveling his hand in his pocket, "Plus I have a key." He smiled holding up a little silver key.
"A key for emergencies." Matt says, "And you know Brooke wouldn't like us just entering."
"Then she shouldn't have given me a key plus she enters my apartment all the time without asking so I am allowed to do the same." He shrugged opening the door and walking into the larger apartment.
"Damn this is nice how can Brookie afford this?" Jason asks looking around the large apartment not knowing how Brooke who doesn't have a job and parents weren't overly rich could afford something like this, something on the beach at that fact.
"Well she had two roommates but the graduated last month. They had their apartment paid off for the next few months but went back home. I think she is looking for roommates." Cam shrugs, "But that does give us two free bedrooms which one me and Rachel have." Cam already called.
"Yeah whatever I just want to find my best friend." Rachel says waving her hand at that and putting down her bag, "Hey skank where you at?" she called walking down a couple steps into the living room followed by the rest of the guys. "I just talked to her not long ago I know she didn't leave."
"Wait do you hear something?" Matt asked.
"Yeah I think her room is over here." Rachel said walking over to the closed door and leaning her ear up against it laughing.
"What are you laughing at?" Jason asked walking over and leaning up against it like Rachel to hear some low moans and gasps. "Oh…"
"Oh what you mean oh?" Cam asked.
"Well our Brookie wasn't having sex earlier but she is definitely having it now." Rachel laughs and sees how Lucas's face fall.
"Ok I don't need to hear this." Cam said grabbing his keys, "I'm going to go get the rest of the stuff out of the car." He may know his sister has sex and he knows he can't say anything because hell he has sex but that doesn't mean he has to listen to it.
"Yeah umm… I think I am going to go help you." Lucas nods standing there a few more seconds before following. That sick feeling he felt earlier by thinking of Brooke with some guy just went into overdrive when he pictured them actually in bed together. Pictured some guy's lips on her, hands touching her and him making her feel things that he has only made her feel.
"Hmm you think I should make our presence known?" Rachel smirked raising her eyebrow and moved her hand towards the door knob.
"No definitely not I do not want to see that." Matt said and Jason agreed as they both walked over towards couch and turned on the TV.
"Fine take away all my fun." She pouted walking over and falling on the couch next to them.
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
"So not really how I thought I would start my vacation." Cam says walking down the stairs towards his car.
"What you mean?" Lucas asked.
"Just hearing my sister and her boyfriend just wasn't what I wanted to hear." Cam cringed thinking about it.
"Yeah…" Lucas frowned looking down, "Me neither."
"Luke I'm sorry man I didn't even think about that." Cam apologized completely being an idiot and forgetting about his whole best friend, little sister thing.
"No its cool. I mean I can't really say anything right." Lucas shrugged trying not to think about it.
"You know even if it may seem weird you can talk to me about it."
"I know and I know you were in a shitty spot when it all went down. I mean she is your sister and I messed up bad. I just…" he pauses wondering if he should tell this, after all this time to Brooke's brother. Best friend or not Brooke is Cam's little sister and he hurt her, he hurt her bad and its killed Lucas losing her but it also killed him since he almost lost his best friend, he almost lost the whole Davis kids that he grew to love and it just sucked all around.
"Just what?" Cam asked opening up his car and looking at his friend.
"Even with everything that happened. With all the bad stuff I still loved her. I still do love her." Lucas told him and saw Cam nod, "I know I can't do anything about those feelings because she clearly moved on. She is happy and over me but the whole actually hearing her with some other guy. Just wasn't something I was ready for." Lucas frowned grabbing some of the other bags in the car.
"I know and I am sorry I know you didn't want to think she moved on, but she is happy. I just want to know that you are going to be ok with all this. I mean Adam is going to be around and do you think you will be ok with him holding her hand and kissing her and whatever they might do when we are around?" Cam asked knowing his best friend hasn't dated since his little sister. Though Lucas went out he never had another girlfriend since her and wasn't so sure when he would again. But at the same time knowing his sister was hurt, she was hurt bad and he won't let Lucas do that to her again, even if he is his best friend.
"Yeah man I will be fine. Don't worry." Lucas waved him on and Cam nodded an ok knowing to drop this conversation as he finished grabbing everything and heading back up. "I'm going to be fine." Lucas repeated but again frowned grabbing his sweatshirt he wasn't even sure why he brought.
Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
"Brooke we are going to have to tell him sooner or later." Lucas said with a little bit of annoyance in his tone. He was slowly growing tired of this sneaking around and was wondering why his girlfriend just wouldn't tell her brother yet.
"Well I choose later." She told him hopping out of his bed and pulling his sweatshirt over her head.
"Later Brooke it's been three damn months." He growled climbing off his bed and pulling his gym shorts on heading out of his bedroom.
Brooke heard the slamming of cabinets, she didn't want to upset Lucas she loved him but as amazing these last three months have been she still couldn't tell Cam. He was going to be enraged, one that's they have snuck around all this time and two because he just would hate knowing Lucas was her boyfriend.
With a sigh Brooke walked into Lucas's kitchen to find him searching for what she knew was nothing just keeping his mind off being angry with her, "I'm sorry." she whispers wrapping her arms around his waist from behind and kissing his shoulder, "I'm sorry."
"I know I don't deserve you Brooke." He frowned still not looking at her.
"Lucas that's not true." she argued.
"No it is," he said turning around to look at her, "I love you but I know I don't deserve you. I know Cam will be pissed and I know he will be pissed because he agrees with the fact I don't deserve you."
"That's just dumb Lucas." she growls a little annoyed.
"Well dumb or not you agree with it hence why you haven't told him." he frowned and Brooke felt her heart breaking at the thought he really thinks that. That, that is her reason behind not telling her brother.
"No!" she tells him quickly shaking her head, "That's not it of course I don't think that. I just…" she trails off searching for her words, "I just don't want to ruin ya'lls friendship over me." she confesses looking down from him, "I don't want to be the reason ya'll fight or whatever. And then you agreeing with him and then…" she trails not really wanting to admit that the reasons behind her fear of her brother finding out is kind of because she thinks if he knows she will lose Lucas.
"Brooke…" Lucas finally smiles lifting her chin to look at him, "I love Cam I do he is my best friend but he is not going to keep me away from you. And though he will be angry I don't think he will really end our friendship over this. I mean maybe if it was just a little fling or something I could see him kicking my ass but this isn't a fling. This isn't just for fun I love you Brooke." He smiles brushing her hair behind her ear, "God Pretty Girl I am so in love with you."
"I love you too." She smiles leaning up on her tip toes wrapping her arms around his neck and kissing him gently. "We will tell him tonight. We will tell him everything." She again smiles before pushing lips back against his.
"Mmm…ok." Lucas agreed wrapping his arms tight around her and lifting her up on the counter behind them, "Did I ever tell you how unbelievably sexy you are in this thing?" he asked pulling on the string of his old worn sweatshirt never thinking it looked better unless it was on her.
"You just think that because I have nothing on underneath it." She grins playing with his hair.
"No…well yes but still your just so damn sexy." He told her licking his lips as his eyes wonder all over her body making her blush, "And the fact you don't know it just makes it so much better." He whispers as he starts to nibble on her ear before kissing down her neck prepared to leave a mark right next to the one he left a little while ago.
"Luke…" she moans tilting her head to the side as he bit her then sucking harder. Brooke just wrapped her legs around his waist pulling him closer to her as he picked her off the counter and started to stumble back to his bedroom.
Being so caught up in each other neither heard the front door open and close, or the keys being tossed on the table by the front door, neither heard anything until they heard a very confused and pissed voice snap, "What the hell!?"
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Cam was so pissed, but they figured finding Brooke pretty much naked in just his sweatshirt and her all wrapped around his best friend was probably the last thing he ever thought he would witness. They both tried to reason with him, tried to explain but when you find your little sister straddling your best friend it doesn't really have much to explain, because it looked just how he thought.
.
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh
"Cam umm… this isn't..Ok look this…shit." Brooke stuttered knowing that the line 'this isn't what it looks like' is just a stupid one of course this is what it looks like.
"Brooke if you are going to tell me this isn't what it looks like then maybe you shouldn't have your damn body wrapped around him!" Cam snapped as Brooke kind of patted Lucas shoulder and he slowly slid her down his body putting her on the floor.
"Look man we can explain." Lucas said.
"Well you better explain! I want to know why the hell you were just doing that with my baby sister!" Cam yelled, "What the hell is wrong with you?!"
"Nothing is wrong with me. I…" Lucas started but gets cut off by a fist flying into his jaw making him stumble back into the wall behind him.
"Cam!" Brooke yelled jumping in between them before Cam went to swing again, "God Luke are you ok?" she freaked running gentle touching his jaw as he nods wiggling his mouth feeling it pop, "Cam what the hell is wrong with you!" she hissed turning to look at him.
"What the hell is wrong with me what is wrong with him!?" he yelled, "What are you doing!?" he snapped at his best friend, "What the hell are you doing to my sister, with my sister? What making her another one of your sluts!"
"No!" he yelled looking over his girlfriends shoulder at her brother and his best friend, "And don't call her that!"
"Don't call her what one of your sluts?! Because right now it is kind of looking like it!" Cam yelled not that he thought his sister was a slut, she isn't he loves his baby sister but that didn't change the fact his sister is looking like she was about to have sex with his best friend, his best friend who is one of the biggest man whores he knows.
"Cam!" Brooke shrieked not believing he just said that to her, said that about her, "How could you say that about me?" she frowned a little.
"It's not you Brooke. I didn't mean to say that I meant damn it." He cursed then getting more angry since the fact he should be pissed about walking in on this not feeling guilty for anything, "I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that to you. I shouldn't have said that." he said and Brooke couldn't help but smile a little since his pissed tone for his best friend quickly changed to his sweet one for her. He always sucked at snapping at her.
"Your damn right you shouldn't have said that to her." Lucas snapped putting a protective hand on Brooke's lower back.
"What the hell are you doing don't touch her!" Cam yelled quickly recovering from his ping of guilt.
"Trust me Cam I can kind of touch her whenever I want." Lucas said with a small smirk moving his arm around Brooke's waist pulling her closer to him and truth is he is only this because one it was true he can touch her when he wants, two his friend is pissing him off and three his jaw is hurting like a bitch.
"You sick son of a bitch that is my little sister!" he hissed with a tight jaw again taking a step towards him.
"Cam stop!" she yelled placing her hands on his chest pushing him away.
"I know who she is Cam. I know her a lot better than you think!" he again smiled placing his other hand on her hip, "A lot better."
"You bastard!" he growled again jumping at him and Brooke just shoved him back.
"Stop both of you!" she yelled, "Cam stop being an over protective ass and listen and Lucas stop egging him on damn it!"
"I'm sorry but baby he is the one starting it he won't damn listen!" Lucas said and it kind amazed Cam how his voice changed, his tone was completely different with Brooke, it was calmer and softer and maybe even a little apologetic, it was definitely different then his normal tone with people, with girls but it still didn't change anything.
"Wait!"Cam paused holding up his hand and looking at them both, "Did you just call my sister baby?"
"Well she is my girlfriend so I can call her whatever I want." he somewhat growled completely changing his tone from just a second ago.
"Girlfriend?" Cam sorta laughed, "Lucas you don't have girlfriends, you have girls." He told him and Brooke saw Lucas's hands make a fist and jaw tighten.
"Luke…" she whispered but he just kept his eyes focused on her brother, "Broody…" she repeated using his nickname and turning his face too look at her, "Hey…" she smiled rubbing his jaw line, his jaw that was starting to bruise a little from her brothers hit and the jaw that she really wanted to kiss but figuring it wasn't the best time.
"Hey…" he smiled back at her and again Cam saw how Lucas changed. His body language, his voice, even his smile was different then one he ever seen, "I'm sorry." he whispered and Brooke nodded.
"I know just please don't talk for a second, please for me?" he asked and he nodded as she smiled leaning up giving him a small kiss, "Thank you." she told him with her back still to her brother mouthing 'I love you.' to him as he nods.
"I know I do to Pretty Girl." He smiled both forgetting her brother in the room for a second just staring at each other with a small smile.
"Brooke I am still damn here." Cam growled making them lose the little moment they were having.
"Ok look Cam." She said turning to look at him, "I know what you must be thinking and how this is not what you expected to walk in on."
"Your damn right on that." he agreed with a nod crossing his arms over his chest.
"But listen this…" she says waving her hand between her and Lucas, "Isn't just some fun thing. I mean maybe at first it was like that but over these months it changed it…"
"Months?" he interrupted, "How long has this…" he said waving his hand much like his sister had just done, "Been going on?" he asks and Brooke freezes now knowing things might get worse, hell if they could get worse, "Brooke?! How long have ya'll been sneaking around or whatever?" he repeated.
"Three months." She whispered so quietly she sounds like a small child getting in troubled by her parents.
"Three…three months." He said with a small laugh, "You two have been doing this for three months?"
"Cam just listen to her." Lucas growled in a protective tone that again was unfamiliar to Cam but seemed to silence him.
"Cameron you're my big brother and I love you, I love you more than anything and respect your opinion more than anyone's but not this time. I'm sorry I won't. I am with Lucas, I am with him as my boyfriend and I get you don't like that I totally understand that but you're not going to change my opinion on that." she smiled looking up at Lucas, "I love him." she smiled as he leaned down kissing her softly.
"Brooke I get you may think you feel that."
"No I do feel that!" Brooke snapped.
"Brooke its Lucas. I am sorry but he is my best friend meaning I know him. I know him pretty damn well and I know he doesn't love. He has girls over, has fun with them but he doesn't love them and I will not let him use you like that." he told her cutting his eyes at his friend.
"You don't know shit Cam!" Lucas hissed wrapping his arm around Brooke yanking her into him, "You don't know anything I feel or think."
"So you didn't use your I love you line to get her into bed. Get my little sister to sleep with you! She is a virgin Lucas damn even for you that's low using that you love her to get some. I never once thought that I had to worry about you trying to screw around with my sister because I thought which was stupid of me clearly that you would do whatever you want with whoever you want but my sister. Seriously was it just a fun challenge or something? Seeing if the all mighty Lucas Scott would get his best friends little sister in the sack because then you really would have accomplished it all."
"Cameron!" Brooke snapped to shut him up, "He didn't use a line on me he didn't push me into doing anything! If you must know he never once tried to get me to sleep with him I am the one who told him I wanted to and even after that he still almost stopped us. He told me if I wanted to not do anything it was fine we could stop but I didn't want to. I didn't want to stop because I wanted to be with him. So if you are going to yell at anyone then yell at me!"
"Brooke you only slept with him because you thought he cared or in your words loved you. You thought he would still be there but what happens now huh? He got what he wanted out of you so what you going to do when he gets bored and wants his fun random night out with random sluts what are you going to do then huh?!"
"Cam I am not some naïve child. You are acting like all this is Lucas's fault! It's not and I didn't sleep with him because I thought he cared for me I did it because I know he does!"
"How do you know that Brooke what because he said it?" he said with a small laugh. "Anyone can say they love someone Brooke it's really not that hard."
"I do love her!" Lucas finally snapped, "It wasn't a line it wasn't something I used on her. It was something that I wanted to say, wanted to tell her but put it off because of what you just said there. I wouldn't use a line on Brooke and I don't give a shit what you think, I wouldn't hurt her or use her I would never do that!" he yelled, "Do you for a second believe I would risk our friendship, a friendship of years for a damn fling?! Jesus Christ Cam!" he yelled throwing his hands in the air leaning against the wall behind him.
"I…" he finally stuttered for the first time since finding out this small bit of information, finally becoming completely lost for words.
"Cam its true." She whispered walking over towards Lucas, "I know it may upset you I get that." she tells him taking his arm and wrapping herself in his arms, "Cam I know he loves me." she tells him as he wraps his arms around her tighter and rests his chin on her shoulder as she leans back into him, "I know by the way he holds me, and touches me. I know by the way he kisses me or talks to me." she tells him and smiles when she feels Lucas kiss her shoulder, "But what then when he looks at me," she pauses turning her head to look up at him over her shoulder, "There is no doubt in my mind whatever he loves me."
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
"Luke you coming man?" Lucas heard Cam call looking up to see him heading back up the stairs.
"Yeah…" he sighed shoving his sweatshirt back in his bag, "I'm coming."
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
Not over you
(eh eh eh oh eh eh eh)
I know there is no actually Brooke Lucas future meeting but that is next chapter I promise so until then review please :D