Hey guys! I hope you had or still have a great christmas and enjoyed it with your family. Okay, well I have a new chapter for you. Thanks for all your great comments. I have to say this time the chapter wasn't read beta, because I don't want bother my beta-reader at christmas with this. Hope it's even so okay. Oh by the way, I already have some new ideas for new fanfictions in my mind, about Naley. Maybe you noticed it, but I love drama, but I most love it when it all becomes good. So stay tuned for the next chapters and oh tell me what you think about that, with exception of the grammer mistakesgg
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Lucas stopped his car in front of the huge house that was so familiar to him. He often walked inside times ago, but now this was history. Actually he was glad that it was over, because he was with Peyton and he felt that he was really in love with her, but on the other hand he could beat himself for what he had done to Brooke. He cheated at her with his feelings and then she found out that thing with Peyton. He was sad that they couldn't be friends. All of them. Peyton, Brooke and even Lucas. But Brooke won't speak to any of the two and actually he could understand her.
He sighed and then got out of the car. When he was standing in front of the big red wooden door he hesitated for a moment. He sighed again and then he knocked on the door. He really hoped that Brooke was there, though it was a bit impossible that Brooke Davis was at home on a Saturday night. Fortunately the light turned on and the big door swung open.
"Hey Brooke. I need to talk to you." Lucas said when Brooke stood in front of him.
She looked not really glad to see Lucas and she really wanted to get rid of him now. She couldn't stand him anymore. He broke her heart when he was cheating at her. She wanted to shut the door, but Lucas put his foot between the door and the door-frame immediately. Brooke sighed.
"Lucas beat it! I won't talk to you, again!" Brooke said urgently.
"Brooke don't be childish! It isn't about me or us or stuff like that, it's really important." Lucas declared and looked at Brooke.
Brooke looked sceptically at Lucas. What could be so important that he was standing in front of her door?
"What should be so much important that you are standing in front of my door on a Saturday night?" Brooke asked roughly.
"Well, Haley, she is back." Lucas mentioned.
Brookes eyes widened when Lucas said the words Haley and back in one sentence.
"Haley is back? Since when?" Brooke asked and opened the door completely and leaned herself on the doorframe.
"She was standing in front of my door a bit more than an hour ago. She is back for good, but something is wrong with her and she didn't seems really happy."
"Why? What happened? Why she doesn't come to me?" Brooke wanted to know. She couldn't believe that her little Tutor-Girl wasn't glad to be back again in her town, by her friends, but than Brooke could think what was wrong with her.
"Haley saw him with Rachel. Brooke, please do me a favour and don't tell her about Nathan and Rachel especially what happened two months ago. It'll break her heart when she finds out that he is cheating at her." Lucas pleaded.
Brooke swallowed. Oh yes, she could imagine how Haley could feel when she finds out, because Lucas did the same to her.
"Lucas I'm not an idiot. I know that. I won't tell her anything, because I know how she would feel, remember?" Brooke announced with a harsh voice.
Lucas was a bit embarrassed. Yeah she was right, she know exactly how Haley would feel.
"Oh okay, thanks Brooke that's all I wanted. Haley will stay at Peyton's tonight if you want to see her, but I think you won't go to Peyton. Sure Haley will visit you tomorrow and I think there's something she also would tell you." Lucas said mysteriously and turned around to go to his car.
"Lucas! What is it what she would tell me? Something bad?" Brooke wanted to know. She really hoped all was well with Haley, with the exception of that she saw Nathan with her cousin.
"I can't tell you that, I promised Haley. But I think no I know she will tell you." Lucas only spoke and then he got into the car.
Peyton turned on the light in her room and Haley and she entered the room.
"Thanks again Peyton that I can sleep here. I don't know other place with exception of Luke." Haley said and took of her jacket.
Haley wore a wide sweatshirt so nobody could see her little baby belly. Peyton went into her huge LP cupboard and searched for music.
"So how was the Tour? I mean there was something in the newspapers about it, but nothing special. So tell me a bit." Peyton said while turning on a LP of the Foo Fighters.
"It was really great. They were all really professional. This guy, Chris Keller, is a good singer, but he is really selfish and self-confident. All in all it was great, but I missed all of you everyday." Haley declared while looking at the picture wall which Peyton had in her room.
There were a lot of pictures with her friends, with exception of Brooke. Haley's look rested on a photo which was made around six month ago. It showed Haley and Nathan at their marriage party that Lucas, Peyton and Brooke planned for them. Haley's eyes were filling with tears again. Damn hormones! Peyton heard Haley sobbing and she turned around to her.
"Haley why wouldn't you tell me what happened that night you left? It has to be a reason why you left though you said the day before you won't go." Peyton said and put an arm around Haley. She led Haley to her bed and both sunk down.
"Peyton I won't burden you with my problems. I have to manage them by myself." Haley said.
"Haley I'm your friend and I really want to help you, but you have to talk to me. Or if it's not me then to Lucas or maybe Brooke."
"I can't tell Lucas. I know his reaction and I won't that he ended in the emergency although I can't stand him and maybe he deserves it." Haley said.
Peyton slowly could imagine about whom Haley was speaking.
"Are you talking about Dan? What has he done?" Peyton asked. Haley looked at her.
Why was it so obvious that she was talking about Dan? Haley sighed maybe she felt better when she told at least Peyton what happened.
"The night Nathan and I left the gym you know, I want to tell Nathan something really important for us. But before I could tell him he found that letter that Jason gave me at TRIC the day before. We had a huge argument and then he left the apartment. I don't know where he drove. Anyhow, I called Jason for telling him that I want do this tour. After that I felt terrible and I wanted to make it all cancel, but then Dan arrived. He told me that he was so disappointed about Nathan's game and that he was absent-minded and that I am the reason that Nathan couldn't train enough and realizes his dreams and that we are too different and that I changed him into bad."
Haley sighed. She still believed what Dan said. She was the reason that Nathan couldn't live his dreams.
"Dan read the letter and pressed the letter into my hand and said that I have too live my dreams too. So I decided to go on this tour, but I realized that the only dream I have is, to be happy with Nathan. But now everything changed. I left him and I lost him. Peyton I'm such an idiot. I lost him." Haley declared and began crying.
Peyton pulled her into her arms and ran her hand over Haley's hair.
"Haley you know that Nathan's father is an ass, why you heard of that he was saying? You aren't bad for Nathan. You are the best that ever happened to Nathan. You are the girl that he loves! You are his family and you were always there for him and it's not your fault that he played bad that day; by the way it wasn't the first time, he played also bad times before. Haley, tell him about Dan!" Peyton said.
Haley shook her had. "I can't. I want that he realizes his NBA dreams and I won't be in his way. Peyton please, I won't talk about it anymore let's get to bed, I'm really tired." Haley declared her friend urgently.
"But Haley-"
"Peyton stop it, please!" Haley pleaded once again.
Peyton only nodded and said nothing more. Haley excused herself for one moment to go into the bathroom. She won't change her clothes in front of Peyton. Of course Peyton was Haley's friend, but she won't that all knew about her pregnancy, though Peyton was not 'all' she was Peyton, Haley's friend and music soul mate.
She took off her sweatshirt and took on a really wide shirt which came up to the middle of her thighs. Since the last two months she never wore something else when she went to sleep. It was a shirt Nathan wore really often and she liked it on him. She took it with her when she left Tree Hill. She could still smell Nathan's scent and she loved that. She changed her pants and when she wanted to leave the room she saw herself in the mirror. She ran her hand gently over her belly and sighed.
"Hey Baby. I hope you are okay. Well, Mommy is not really. She is really scared to tell Daddy that you are on the way and she made mistakes. But don't worry, it all will be well. Okay Mommy goes to bed now at Peyton's. You will like her and I think you will like her music taste it's actually the same Mommy has. Good night Baby." She spoke with a softly voice and then she turned off the light and went to Peyton's room.
"Hey what took so long?" Peyton said. She was already lying in the huge bed of her. She pulled the comforter a bit away to make Haley place. Haley didn't replied to Peyton's question. She only went on the other side and laid herself besides Peyton. Peyton turned off the light and the room was swallowed of the darkness.
"Haley, I'm really sorry, about earlier that night. I didn't mean it in such away. I'm really glad that you are back."
"I know Peyton and it's actually my fault, you were right Peyton, but maybe the things will be well." Haley said and her eyes slowly shut down. She was tired of today.
"Not maybe Haley, it will be well. In addition, what was it you would tell Nathan before you left?" Peyton spoke.
Haley didn't responded anything. Instead her breathe got heavy. She was already asleep.
"Yeah good night, too Haley."