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Chapter Two – Explanations
CPOV
I walked Nessie back to the cottage.
"Stay here, I need to go sort things out up at the house, and then someone will come get you. Okay?" I asked. She just nodded. Once I was sure she was okay, I ran back up to the house.
"All the boys in the house, OUT!" I yelled. They came down the stairs.
"What's wrong?" Edward asked.
"Nothing I just need to discuss something with only the women in the house. Edward, take them out of hearing range." I said.
"Theirs or mine?" He asked referring to his mental ability.
"Both. We'll be done in about….two-ish hours." I smiled and thought, Don't worry, we need to discuss, changes in the family. It's nothing bad.
He nodded and dragged Emmett and Jasper out. Once they were gone, I got the rest of them.
"Everyone else, my office. We need to talk." I smiled. Once everyone was settled in, I opened my mouth to speak. Alice was bouncing up and down on the mattress.
"What's going on?" Bella asked me. "Where's Nessie? Did you find out what was wrong?"
"She's fine. I talked to her and I have a pretty good idea of what's going on."
"You're sure she's okay?" Rosalie asked.
"Yes, she said that yesterday her she suddenly felt like someone punched her in the stomach. It faded away after a while, but kept reoccurring throughout the day." I paused, thinking for a moment. "I'm sure all of you, except Alice can guess what's going on."
"I know." Alice smiled. "I saw it."
"Poor thing, does she know?" Esme asked.
"Not yet. That why I came to you, I'm sure that she'd be more comfortable with one of you telling her than me."
"Yes, that's a good idea." Bella nodded her head. "I don't particularly care. My mom told me when I was seven and it was the worst thing of my life."
"I'm willing to if no one else REALLY wants to." Rosalie said.
"Same here." Esme said.
"I will, but we should take a vote first, to make it fair. Nessie should be able to choose, but that pretty much impossible so…. lets go. Two votes each, no voting for your self." Alice smiled.
"Alice and Rose." Bella said.
"Esme and Bella." Alice grinned.
"Alice and Rosalie. I think Renesmee would be more comfortable with you two." Esme nodded her head.
"Alice and Bella." Rose said. They looked at me.
"Bella and Rose, which of you want to go with Alice?" I asked.
"Rose, you can go. Esme's right, from experiences with my mother, I would have rather had a random person off the street do it than her."
"I'm so sorry." Rose mouthed to her. She shook her head.
"Let's go before the poor girl has a heart attack. She's probably worried sick." Alice said. I couldn't see why she was so anxious; but that was an Alice thing.
NPOV
They were gone for what seemed like decades. I paced around. How could this be normal? It was so painful. And why couldn't Carlisle tell me? This was all so confusing. I had the sudden urge to cry, so I balled up on the couch and sobbed.
I didn't hear the door open, but Alice was hugging me suddenly.
"Hey, what's wrong?" She asked.
"Ness, don't worry. Everything will be fine, we can explain this." Rose tilted my chin so that I was looking in her eyes. "Trust me."
"Carlisle told us everything. How do you feel?" Alice asked, brushing a lock of hair out of my face. She looked at Rose for a minute before pulling out her phone. She texted something and then shut it. A second later Rosalie's phone beeped.
We looked at Alice like she was insane before she read it.
"I'll be right back. There is an easy way to do this and a heck of a lot less embarrassing." She ran off.
Two minutes later she was back with a small DVD in her hand.
"This should do it." She smiled. "Do you want to watch it alone?" I thought for a minute.
"Yah that will be okay. Thanks." I smiled weakly as the movie started on the TV in front of me. Alice and Rose disappeared, leaving me alone with the freaky lady on the screen.
(An Hour Later)
The movie ended, but I didn't move. The movie explained everything perfectly- growing up- but I was utterly terrified. And even more embarrassed that everyone else knew.
"Ness, can I come in?" Jacob called. I panicked.
"NO!" I screamed. "Where's Alice?"
"She's at the main house, why? What's wrong?"
"Nothing, just go get her." Tears clouded my voice.
"Are you crying?" He asked.
"JACOB, JUST GET ALICE!" I screamed. He didn't answer so I assumed that he was gone. A minute later the door opened ever so slightly. Alice slipped through and locked it behind her.
"Ness, what's wrong?" She hugged me.
"Nothing. I…. how am I supposed to tell Jake?" I whispered.
"You don't have to. He'll understand, this is normal and I'm sure that if he is smart, he'll figure it out on his own." She held me close and then laughed.
"I absolutely hate that video, I watched it once and MY GOSH, it is very graphic. They show it at the elementary schools around here. My heart goes out to anyone who has to see it, but it teaches you a lot." She sighed.
"Yes, I understand now, but they seriously need to get a new one. That lady is scary and I could have done without having her explain all that." I smiled. Alice can always make me feel better.
"You got it easy." She scoffed. "Those girls at Forks, Elementary; yah, before they watch it, Carlisle gives a ten minute summary." I stared at her.
"Why him?" I asked.
"I don't have a clue. The school nurse or the teacher could do a much better job, at least with keeping them calm."
"I don't feel so bad anymore." I shook my head. "But, now what? I mean, what am I supossed to do?"
"If I didn't show you that, what would you be doing right now?"
"Freaking out about my life." I admitted.
"Okay, if nothing had happened yesterday and I hadn't shown that to you, what would you be doing?"
"Probably going somewhere with Jake." I shrugged.
"What are you waiting for then? A sequel?" She giggled at the look on my face.
"Is there one?" I choked, dreading the moment I would have to watch it.
"Yup. That is for when you get a boyfriend and Bella gets worried about it getting too involved." She smiled proudly. I wanted to scream.
"Alice, thanks for the heads up. I'll never get a boyfriend!"
"Ness, don't do that. Trust me, I'll help you through that one. I'll give you a heads up on when you're going to have to see it."
"Thanks Alice." I hugged her.
"But if you go to high school with the rest of us, you won't get out of it. They show it there."
"ALICE! Don't tell me this!" I laughed. "I only have about two years until that comes."
"Hey, Jake's waiting for you, you should go." She said. I nodded and ran out of the house.
"Jake!" I called. A second passed before he was hugging me.
"Baby, what happened? Are you okay? Why were you crying?" He asked.
"I was just nervous. Please don't push it, things are changing and I just don't want to talk about it." I told him. He looked at me for a minute.
"Oh." I could tell he understood now. "Um, don't worry about it, its fine. I won't bring it up."
"What do you want to do today? It's sunny!" I squealed.
"I don't care, we could go down to the beach…." I stared at him like an idiot.
"Never mind." I rolled my eyes. "I have to go ask Alice one more thing."
"I'll be right out here if you need me." He smiled and sat down. I ran into Alice.
"Hey, what's up?" She asked.
"What about… you know, protection and stuff?" I asked.
"Oh, Rose will be back in a little while. You won't actually start menstruating for a day or two, so do what you want today. So swimming and stuff." She said. I grinned.
"Thanks Alice. You're the best." I ran off and put on my swimsuit. It was polka dotted and black. (SEE PROFILE) Then I ran out to Jake.
"Let's go!" I said.
"What? But I thought…." I cut him off with a death glare.
"Come on and don't finish the sentence." I hissed.
"Okay, okay!" He ran along with me. I stopped off at the house.
"Mom, I'm going with Jake to the beach!" I called. She came down the stairs and looked at me for a second.
"'Kay. Have fun and be back before dark." She kissed my head. "I love you."
"Love you too mom, bye." Jake and I ran off to La Push. We swam for about three hours straight. I love to swim with Jake, he's always so good at it. I stared at him for a minute straight with out him noticing. I realized that my feelings for him were getting stronger by the second.
"No!" I said to myself. He looked up.
"What's wrong?" His voice was different, better.
"Nothing, I'm just talking to myself." I looked away, hiding the un-reasonable blush.
"Do you want to go home early? I don't mind."
"No, no, it's not like that. I'm just being silly." And you are suddenly outrageously beautiful. I added mentally.
"Okay, why don't you come sit by me?" He held his arm open. I stared at it for a second.
"I'm fine, I'm going to take a walk. Stay here." I told him. He nodded. I walked down the beach until he couldn't see me and then I cried. This surely wasn't supposed to happen –of course I was wrong before.
My life was changing. And I didn't like it.
Wow. That went differently than I had it planned. I hope you liked it. Please tell me your thoughts and give me ideas for what to happen next. I'll try to fit them in if you give me any.