hey guys sorry i have not updated in a long time! i got grounded and well i am off limits to internet, my ipod, certain foods and more. just because i have an E in langange arts and a D in science. im basically on lock down but right now im suppose to be emailing myself something to print out at school sooo... Enjoy!

"Damn who is calling this early in the morning!" I groaned "Sonny just ignore it!" Chad also groaned. I looked at the caller ID and saw "TAWNI" "Why the hell is she calling this early in the morning?" I touched the 'AWNSER' button on the screen and heard her say "Your not at your house packing!" damn how did she know! "yes I am tawni now can I go back to packing my umm... bra's?" I covered the mic and heard chad chuckle. "its not funny" I said to chad. "Is that Chad I hear?" she said curiously "NO! its just my imattion of him!" I said quickly. "Sonny is there something your not telling me?" "No! Never, hey I gotta go! COMING MOM!" I said loudly and hung up. "Geez can you be any louder?" I said and turned around. I then noticed we had felt asleep on the beach looking up at the moon and I could see the sun rising and I sat up and said "Hey chad look at the sun rise." he sat up too and leaned my head on him and smiled. "Your the best boyfriend ever." I said cheerfully. I smiled hugely and got up and grabbed my heels and dress and slid the dress back on. I put the heels up by the blanket and water over the water and felt it on my feet. I smiled bigger and twirled around and I felt a part of warms around me and I turned to face Chad and smiled. "Sonshine, thanks" I smiled and laughed "For what?" "For making me the luckiest guy in the world" I kissed him. I deepened the kiss and smiled while kissed him I moaned a little. "hmm Chad...I need...To...Go Home..." I said between breathes.

Finally after needing to gain more breathe he pulled back and picked me up bridal style and put me back in the passenger seat of the car and I waited till he had put the blanket away and I looked at the sun raise more and I smiled and looked down then I felt my head being tilted up and he said "Your better then that don't worry about it."i looked up more and he drove away. On the way home I smiled and said "Thanks, I really don't deserve you Chad." "Yes you do plus I should be saying that!" I looked at him and then saw we in the parking lot just talking and I then kissed him fast and then as we got into I slowed down and then he slipped him tongue in my mouth and our mouth's just moved together perfectly. I then moved my hand to the back of his head and felt his soft hair and moved my hand up to his hair. Then I pulled back and smiled then showed teeth after a little and looked into those blue icy eyes and looked out and giggled. "Chad, how much do you like me?" I said asking him "Lot, whole lot." he kissed me again and I pulled back "Chad, do you like me for me?" I asked though the kiss he said "Yeah I always will Sonny" I pulled away and said "I gotta go now Chad, im sorry!" I got off the car and he did too. "Wanna walk me up?" he nodded and walked with me. He got out of the car and I grabbed his arm and he walked me up to my apartment. "Thanks, see ya at work later." I gave him a peck on the lips and then I said bye and he left. I closed and the door and gave a loving sigh. "wow" I said softly. I walked quietly to my room and fell on the bed. Soon sleepiness came over me and I felt a relief of insecurity gone.

The following morning I woke up and smiled hugely and walked out spinning of my room. "Whats got you so happy?" I heard my mom say "My date." I smiled more and hugged her. "Wow her date must have been something if you never came back till 6 am" I put an awkward smile on and ran fast to my room. Once the door was closed I squealed and fell on backwards onto my bed.

The next time I woke up it was the next day and realized I had missed work by accident! "Dammit" I said lightly. I looked at my phone and saw 10 text messages from chad "Hey m'lady how are you?" I saw the next one pop up "Hey you still sleeping?" the next one popped up quickly "Hey why aren't you at work?" the next one pooped up and said "Sonny are you ok?" "Chad here sonny please answer." "I'm worried" "I called and heard your sleeping" "Can I come over tomorrow?" "Well im coming over anyways" "Hey almost to your place." I got up and hurried to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. Hair was everywhere it was in the wrong place's, and some was in my face. I smiled and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and smiled looking satisfied.

"Sonny some handsome boy is here with flowers and in a tux!"my mom yelled. I brushed my hair quickly and was still wearing my dress from the date so I figured it was good so I fixed it up and pulled it up to where it was suppose to be and grabbed my heels and laced them up quickly and "Chad what are you doing here?" I said surprised. "You didn't get my text's did you?" I threw my phone on my bed and sat down on it. "Yep none!" I said and he came and sat by me "hey are you ok?" I looked down and said "yeah" he tilted my chin up "really?" my phone then starts going off and plays "Forget You" by Cee Lo Green. "Really sonny?" I nodded and jumped up and sat back down on my phone, the music stopped and I said "Yes really!" I said while jumping off my bed grabbed my phone and pushed it under a pillow. He grabbed it and said "You got my text messages?" "Well... not till I woke up witch was about 10 mins ago, so tenchally I never got them..." I said fading "Sonny! How did that happen?" he said worried "I dont know" I looked down again and I said "i just wish you were here to see what happened." I said lightly and quietly "Sonny something wrong?" he asked I shook my head when something was wrong. Tawni had fallen for me. Thats what was wrong. Tawni did not know that I had fallen for two people. One Chad, one Tawni. "Whats wrong Sonny?" he said presitenly. "I have fallen for you" I say lightly look up into his eyes. He lightly tilts my chin upward and I see that I was leaning infor a kiss and so was he. "Same here Son shine." I hear him before I feel his soft lips. It was slow and now I felt the bittersweetness of the kiss. We got deeper into the kiss and I felt a smile on his face appear. It felt like nobody but me and chad were alive, like the room was gone and we were on a cloud floating were nobody could stop us. Felt like cupid came early this year and shot both of us with his arrow.

I flug my arms around him and sucked on lip and he soon followed by skimming my lips with his tongue asking for access to my month and I let him in after some teasing. He played with my tongue and betwwen beathe's I swore I heard him say "i loved you since I met you" I let it go and went on with kiss. He got really into it and soon got into a big makeout session where I pulled his shirt off quickly following the whole "I love you" thing and he took the dress off. I then noticed that my door was left open and I quickly closed it and locked it quickly. I went back to kissing him like I was before and when I ran back to kiss him we both fell on my bed and I laughed though the kiss. I run my finger though his hair and smile. I broke the kiss and said "Chad do you really love me?" he nodded and said "Ever since I met you I loved you." then I heard my mom yell "Hey im going to the store! You kids be good!" I heard the door slam shut and I pushed Chad back on the bed and kissed my more at he put his hands though my hair. "Chad I love you too." I smiled and I felt his hands reach for my back but pulled me closer instead of what I thought he was gonna do. "Why dont you take me while im vanerable? Any guy would" he then sat up and looked serious "One, Im not just any guy. Two, I would never dis-respect the girl I loved since day 1" I smiled and kissed him again. "I love you too Chad" I said, He smiled and said "Sonny would you ever brag to your friends that your dating me?" I shook my head.

I went back to kissing him passinatly and felt him pull me closer, I felt his hands near my clasp of my bra but he let go off my back and heard a voice loud and fimilar "Sonny im home! Come help with the grocries!" I heard. I jumped off the bed and pulled on some sweats and a white hang low t-shirt. "Chad be right back, put your clothes on then come out and help." I walked out quickly slipped on my flip-flops and went to work. I grabbed a bag and hands went numb immdently. "ow" I said and pulled it up. "man up Sonny" I heard my mom say and I brought the stuff inside. "Chad, get your lazy ass out here!" I yelled. "Coming Sonny!" he yelled back "Wow you two already sound like a married couple." I nodded my head in agreement. If only she knew.

Later that day when Chad was gone Tawni came over and let me tell you it went a little like this.

-FlashBack-

"Hey Tawni" I said while I was laying on the couch reading this new book eveyone liked called "If Only Things Could Get Worse" I was on the fifth chapter reading the line " Darnell took the flower out of Cinda's hand put it in her hair. That moment She felt a sudden shake of the ground and went inside dragging Darnell with her to safety. Cinda knew what was happening and heard a couple lights fall with the crashing of the bulbs them self, a crashing from her room and saw a picture fall" I wanted to keep reading but Tawni grabbed the book out of my hand and read out loud "Cinda went straight for the basement and felt the shake of the ground move more making her move from side to side. Danell followed but soon Cinda looked back and saw him gone." Tawni stopped and put the book on the table and I said "What the hell Tawni?" she then said "Your room now" said "Now" angerly. I walked to my room and strunted my way there also. Once we both got there she closed the door and locked it. She qucikly then pushed my aginst a wall and crashed her lips onto mine with the taste of pina colda. I pulled back fastly and said "What the hell" she smiled and said "Oh, I love that song!" then crashed her lips back on mine reconnecting them. She moved fastly and took the low cut shirt off quickly then worked her hands running them up and down my body. I felt a slight reflect of doing the same back but I kept control. She put my hands on her chest but I pulled them off quickly keeping control. I lost control soon after a couple mins and felt up her ass squeezing it.

Then I felt guilt in my chest and said to myself "I love Chad more" over and over quickly. Now this is what I was hoping nobody had to go though right now. I then felt her hands on mine again and took my hand and pushed them down her shirt while she had her arms around my ass. I wrapped my legs around her waist and walked over to my bed where she laid me down and got on top of me. I wanted to push her off right then and there but I could not without her yelling at me tomorrow and maybe telling the whole world though her twitter. I took my hand out of her shirt regaining control over my body. I took my lips off her's and opened eyes. I looked around and she pushed her lips back onto mine shoving her tongue into my mouth this time and I felt my body again loosing control and without me wanting to my hands took over and took her shirt off quickly. I moved my hands up to her neck and took my lips off her and started kissing her down to her neck then down slowly to her chest. I was still repeating in my head "I love Chad more" over and over. I kissed her down to her breast and heard a moan escape her lips. I kissed them silencing the sound. I kissed down and around her bra then kissed more down to her stomach and then her bellly button and stopped there. I saw her hand and quickly went back up slowing kissing every inch of her body again making sure not to miss any place.

I then had one thought that left me spinning out of control "I had lost control of my body." I felt the touch of tawni on me and I moaned quietly. My mom had left for the week to go back to Wisconsin to take care of my grandmother who had been diagnosed with cancer. Shoved her lips back onto mine and I felt something completely out of control. I had felt lust for her. It was completely unintentionally not planned. I smiled though the kiss and kept sucking on her lips slowly. "Hmm" I said humming into her mouth. I put my hands around her neck. I then went back to her neck and sucked on it till she pushed me away and looked in the mirror. "Wow sonny." she said blushing. she then came back to me and kissed my collarbone then went to my neck as well. I let her go and would say that Chad did it when we got to work and he saw. I will just say that it happened and he forgot about it. He would probably punish himself for forgetting but I at this moment loved Chad more then anything. Then in the middle I accidentally moaned "Love..." she stopped in her tracks and I forced a kiss so she could not ask questions. (A/N while working on this chapter im watching a SWAC marathon all season 2 eps) then I felt a vibrate in my pants and pulled back and checked the text "Hey we gonna do 'Will It Blend' at my house wanna come and play?" it was a text from Nico. She took the phone and threw it somewhere.

-Flash Back Over-

I shuddered at the moment and ran to my room I looked at the love bite on my neck called a hickie. I grabbed my shirt and put it on quickly then thought about the hickie. I could just tell Chad it was his doing but he would brag that I was his. I liked the sounding of that. I'm Chad's girl. That's what I would be called. Tawni was passed out on my bed and I asked already if I could got over to work. I secretly wanted just to hear for one second "That's Chad's girl, Sonny" I smiled and put some make-up over the red bump. It was barley covered and I decided that I would say that Chad did that to me. He would forget I would just say its ok and I smiled. I grabbed my bag and walked out of my room quietly closing the door too. I walked to the entrance door quickly and opened it then closed it quickly. I ran down the apartment stairs.

I got the entrance of the apartment building and walked quickly to my truck. Feeling the shake I always did I slammed my key in the ignition and I heard a little noise of it starting then it shook more and started completely I drove to the quickly to Condor Studio's parking lot. I quickly also parked and saw Chad's black convertible he named "Prosha". It fitted the car and good choice too for the car. I quickly walked past check in saying to josh "check me in, Sonny Munroe" i walked straight up to the "Mackenzie Falls" stage and walked though the stage door to the actual set. I saw nobody praticing so i sturted to Chad's dressing room. I heard a groan and i walked in and said "Whats wrong Chad?" i said jumping on his bed next to him. I looked around the dressing room and saw it was way bigger then Tawni's and mine put together. I then started kissing him from his lips and then his chin and he said nothing. I was determined to make him say something.

I kissed his neck and sucked there alittle bit. Then i heard "Hey sonny way is there a hickie on your neck?" he looked at me and smiled "Did i give you that m'lady?" i nodded and he said "Then they know your 'Chaddy's girl.'" he kissed it. I felt my phone go off with my ringtone and i went to awnser it but Chad stopped me and started kissing me instead. In the background i heard "Forget You" by Cee Lo Green playing like it always did.

"I See You Driving Round Town With The

Girl I Love and I'm Like Forget You!

I Guess The Change In My Pocket Wasn't

Enought, And I'm Like Forget You!

And Forget Her Too!

Said If I Was Richer, I'd Still Be With You.

Ain't That Some Shhh...

Although The Pain In My Chest

I Still Wish You The Best With A, Foget You!"

i heard playing in the background like the music in a movie playing at just the right mood or tone of the scene. It kept playing over once again and silenced. I went back to kissing him slowly. His lips tasted sweet as candy. I pulled back and looked into his eyes and kissed him again slowly.

I heard my phone again and groaned. I then picked it up and awnsered it. "Hello?" then i heard a bunch of people in the background and sounded like a fimilar place. "yes is this Sonny Munroe?" i took a deep breath "Yes it is, can i help you." i heard a break "Yes your friend nico is in the hospital." i then went into shock and dropped my phone. It stopped the call and i yelled "Shit! Nico is in the hospital!"

Xoxo,

Liz