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Despair

"Are you sure you don't want to bring any clothes with you?" Rin asked. Kagome shook her head no as she stared out the window. "Alright, do you wanna stay home for a while or do you wanna stay for good?"

"For good." She answered quickly. Rin gripped the steering wheel a bit.

"What happened?" She asked. Kagome didn't reply. "Did something happen between you and Inuyasha?" Once again Kagome didn't reply. "Kagome, I can't help if you don't talk to me."

"Gomen-nasi Onee-Chan but I don't wanna talk about it right now." She said softly. Rin looked at Kagome. She never seen Kagome like this she didn't know what to do in this sort of situation. She sighed. She figured it would be best if her mother handled it. Rin nodded her head.

"Gomen." She said and the rest of the ride was quiet.

Kyoko opened the door and Kagome instantly fell into her mother's arm sobbing. Without asking any questions Kyoko gently rubbed daughter's head and smiled.

"Okaeri, my darling." She said holding her daughter tightly.

Kyoko closed the door to Kagome's room and walked downstairs where Rin was sitting on the couch looking spaced out. Kyoko handed her niece a cup of hot tea.

"Arigato Ba-San." Kyoko smiled and sat down.

"Why so formal all of a sudden?"

"Do you know?" She whispered. Kyoko sighed and crossed her arms.

"Of course I know, she's my only daughter and I know her inside and out. I know she's pregnant." She replied. Rin sighed and closed her eyes.

"I wanted to be the cool big sister, so I wasn't strict on her and I knew she wanted to have sex with him. I accidentally walked in on them the first time they were going to try. Sesshoumaru thought I should have reprimanded her but instead I told her it's all good if you love him go for it. And she went for it and now she's like this. This is all my fault." She put the cup on the coffee table and covered her face. "I'm not fit to be a parent." She cried. Kyoko sighed deeply and placed her hand on her niece's leg.

"We all make mistakes, we're not prefect. The only thing a parent can do is teach their children all that they know and once they reach adolescences you just have to hope that they follow everything that was taught to them. It's not your fault Kagome had sex with Inuyasha, if she really wanted to she would've had sex with him regardless if you knew or not. Just be thankful that she came to you and told you the problem that's when you know you put them in the right direction because they can talk to those who are close to them." She smiled. Rin looked at her aunt and sighed deeply. "It's not your fault." She told her again.

"What are you going to do? She's pregnant."

"It's going to be Kagome's decision, I'm her mother my only job right now is to support her and let her know I'm here for her. That's what any good mother would do."

Rin nodded her head. She slowly stood up.

"I should be going. I have work tomorrow…um tell Kagome I'll call her later."

"Alright, have a safe trip and call me to let me know you got home safely please."

"Hai." She hugged her aunt tightly before leaving.

Inuyasha laid on his bed staring at the ceiling. He felt so miserable. He really hated himself. There was a knock on the door. Inuyasha turned his back towards the door. He didn't want anyone to see how red and puffy his eyes were.

"Come in." He said in a low voice. The door crept opened and closed. Nothing was said. Inuyasha began to wonder who it was. He sat up and was face to face with Sesshoumaru. Sesshoumaru grabbed him by the collar and slammed him against the wall by the door.

"What the fuck did you do to Kagome?"

"Let me go!" Inuyasha yelled. Sesshoumaru slammed him against the wall again.

"What the fuck did you do to Kagome?" He asked again venomously. Inuyasha closed his eyes.

"I won a bet." He said calmly.

"What was the bet?"

"I would get three hundred bucks if I fucked her before Spring Break!!!" Inuyasha yelled out. "Are you happy?!!" He spat. Sesshoumaru let go of Inuyasha.

"You won huh?" He asked looking at Inuyasha who nodded. Sesshoumaru growled and punched Inuyasha in the face. Inuyasha fell back and Sesshoumaru jumped on top of him grabbing his collar. "DO YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF?!! DO YOU FEEL LIKE A FUCKING MAN?!! THAT GIRL LOVED YOU WITH ALL HER HEART AND YOU JUST TORE HER UP!! SHE WENT BACK HOME AND DOESN'T WANT TO COME BACK!!! RIN IS DEVASTATED RIGHT NOW!!! WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE TO SAY FOR YOURSELF?!!!"

"I'm a fuck up." He said softly. Sesshoumaru looked at his younger brother closely. His voice didn't sound right. Tears fell from Inuyasha's eyes. "I'm a fuck up! I fucked up big time!! I love her and I fucked her over! I'm a fuck up! I'm a good for nothing! Nothing ever goes right in my life and I'm just a natural born fuck up! She's probably gonna get an abortion and kill my child because she doesn't want a baby with a fuck up! She doesn't want a fuck up to raise a baby who might turn into a fuck up as well!! There I said it are you satisfied or do you wanna punch me until I'm fucking purple? Do whatever you I don't even care anymore." He said. Sesshoumaru slowly released his brother and got off him. At this point he knew Inuyasha was seriously grieving. Sesshoumaru sighed deeply and sat down on the bed.

"I'm gonna call Rin over and you are gonna tell us everything that happened from start to finish, do you understand?"

Inuyasha didn't say anything he stared at the ceiling. He hated himself even more for letting tears fall in front of his brother.

Kagome sat in her room and hugged her teddy bear tightly. She wanted to have an abortion but at the same time she didn't. She closed her eyes tightly more tears fell from her eyes.

There was a soft knock on the door. She wiped her tears away.

"Come in." She said. Souta walked into the room and forced a smile on his face.

"Okaeri Onee-Chan." He walked over to her and hugged her tightly. "I'm glad you're home, I missed you, it was lonely without you." He smiled at her. Kagome stared at him in shock. "Is there anything I can do for you?"

"Just sit with me for a while." She requested. He smiled and sat down next to his older sister. She laid her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes. He laid his head on top of hers. He gripped his fist.

He didn't know what happened exactly but all he knew was it had something to do with Inuyasha.