Small Note: I do not own the song called Love and I sung by Tamia. This is actually a really great song so I recommend it especially if you've had your heart broken…Well enjoy
Not Meant To Be
Inuyasha gritted his teeth as he sat in front of Rin and Sesshoumaru. He really didn't want to go through this but he had no choice. He did feel bad because the usually happy go lucky Rin looked so devastated. This was the first time ever in his complete life that he felt like a dick.
"So are you honestly saying you didn't want the money?" Rin looked at him. He shook his head no.
"That's why I didn't tell them when we first slept together because I knew that they would act stupid. It was my fault for not properly telling them about my feelings. I just thought maybe I would take the money and spend it on her." He shrugged. He then placed his face in his hands. "I'm such an ass." He sighed deeply. Rin looked down before looking at Sesshoumaru.
"She's pregnant, I don't know what to do." She said. Inuyasha looked at her.
"She's pregnant? One hundred percent?" Rin nodded her head.
"Yeah."
"But the question is, is she gonna keep it?" Sesshoumaru asked out. Inuyasha moaned and pinched the bridge of his nose. He damn well she wasn't going to keep the baby.
"Inuyasha." Rin called out to him. He slowly looked at her. "Do you really love Kagome?"
"If I didn't I wouldn't have been crying like a frigging baby." He snapped with his cheeks turning red. Rin smiled softly.
"And that bet meant nothing?"
"Not anymore, everything I been telling her I meant from my heart. She's the first girl I've opened up to since Kikyo." Rin stared at him and then smiled.
"How are you gonna prove to her that bet meant nothing?"
"I'll think of something. I just need time to think." He said and left out Sesshoumaru's study. Rin looked at Sesshoumaru.
"What do you think?"
"He truly feels remorse he didn't even act like this with Kikyo. I think he really loves her."
"I think so too."
"But it's best we let them work it out."
"Hai." She nodded.
Inuyasha walked into his room and plopped on his bed. He grabbed the picture frame that was on his night stand. He looked at how happy he and Kagome looked. He really wanted her to keep the baby. He gripped his fist why was he so stupid? He really messed up. He should've told her about the bet and called it off. He couldn't understand himself. He promised not to maker her cry and he did, he promised to never hurt her and he did, he promised never to betray her and he did. He closed his eyes. He was at a lost. He really didn't know what to do anymore.
He got up and went on the computer. Maybe she was online if she didn't block him.
Kagome laughed at the message she just received from Sango. She then clasped her hand over her mouth and ran to the bathroom throwing up. She really wasn't liking this too much. She didn't know how much longer she could take. She sat back down.
KireiKag9487: I'm back
KawaiiSango68: Are you alright?
KireriKag9487: Yeah, just had to throw up again
KawaiiSango68: So you're keeping the baby?
KieriKag9487: Hai
KawaiiSango68: That's good.
KieriKag9487:……How's Inuyasha?
She couldn't understand why she still thought of him. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't stop loving him and she couldn't hate him.
KawaiiSango68: He just signed on.
Just as Sango wrote that, she was Inuyasha logging on. Her heart began racing.
InuKami2787: Kagome, can you please talk to me?
Kagome stared at the screen. She placed her hand on the keyboard and went to type. Her computer then shut off she gasped and jumped. She saw her knee pressed the off button. She moaned. That had "great" timing. She turned the computer back on and waited for it to load.
Once she logged back on Inuyasha was off. She looked down. Maybe it was better she wasn't really ready to speak with him anyway.
Inuyasha sighed deeply. He figured as much that she wouldn't talk to him. He stood up and left out the room. He really needed to clear his head. He called Miroku and asked him if he wanted to grab a bite to eat.
They arrived at the local dinner. Miroku stared at Inuyasha who stared at his food.
"She just signed off when you wrote her?" He asked as Inuyasha nodded.
"Yep."
"I understand how she feels in all but if she's carrying your kid she's gonna have to talk to you sooner or later. She just can't take the baby and forget about you." Miroku stated as he took a sip of his milkshake. Inuyasha sighed deeply and stared at his food. "But I mean if she's gonna act like that then you mind as well just forget it and let her contact you. You're just gonna be miserable so forget her for the time being" Miroku said as he ate his fries.
"I can't." Inuyasha sighed deeply.
"So stop sulking and try another strategy." He shrugged. Inuyasha glared at him.
"Easier said then done."
"Inuyasha, Miroku you guys are here too?" Bankotsu said as he and Kouga walked to their table. Instantly Inuyasha and Miroku moved over letting their friends sit.
"So how's everything with Kagome? Did she talk to you?" Kouga asked. Inuyasha simply shook his head no.
"Is she pregnant?" Bankotsu questioned. Inuyasha simply nodded his head. "That shit's going around the whole school like a wild fire. Everyone knows thanks to Kikyo and Yura." He rolled his eyes.
"I hate those bitches if I could slap the shit of them and get it away with it I would." Kouga replied.
"Agreed." They all added in. Kikyo and Yura walked up to the table and Kikyo smiled.
"No Kagome Inuyasha? What happened to your pregnant girl? Oh yeah." She snapped her fingers. "That's right you got dumped because you placed a bet on her. How mature?" She smirked. Yura giggled. Inuyasha gripped his fist.
"I've never hit a woman in my life but it's not too late to try." He warned her.
"Ooh kowaii." She giggled and they walked away.
Two girls from the looked at Inuyasha and began whispering.
"I heard that Kagome was pregnant and Inuyasha made her quit school." One girl stated. Her friend then gasped.
"That makes sense I haven't seen Kagome in school."
Three boys walked over to the girls.
"Really? I heard that Kagome dumped Inuyasha because he put a bet on her."
"Is that so, I heard that Inuyasha cheated on Kagome with Kikyo."
"No way, I heard that Kagome and Inuyasha got into a fight because she was pregnant but it was by Bankotsu."
Inuyasha sighed deeply and pinched the bridge of his nose as loud whispers were heard around him. A sweat drop slid down the back of Bankotsu's head.
"How I get in the story?" He asked.
"The story sure did change didn't it?" Miroku asked looking confused as he heard his name being linked in the story as well.
Inuyasha slammed his palms on the table and stood.
"OI!!!!!" He shouted getting everyone's attention. "If you go to my high school let's set the record straight!!!" He shouted as he looked around. "Whatever you heard is not true. If it was said by Kikyo the school's whore it's not true. You better get your facts straight before you go listening to a bitch who just blabbles for the hell of it."
"That's not true!!" Kikyo stood up. "I heard Kagome tell Sango everything right Yura?" She looked at Yura who nodded.
"She did in the school's library."
Kagura walked into the diner and looked confused when she saw Inuyasha and Kikyo glaring at each other.
"Kagura heard it too right? You heard Kagome telling Sango how was she pregnant and how Inuyasha placed a bet on her." Kikyo stared at her. Kagura raised her eyebrow and ran her hand through her hair.
"I don't ever remember hearing such a thing." She stated calmly and Kikyo and Yura's face dropped.
Bankotsu stood up.
"Our point exactly those girls are lying they just want to be center of attention."
"If it's not true then where is Kagome?" A boy asked.
"She went back to live her with mother. She needed help with Kagome's younger brother and grandfather." Miroku said. Inuyasha looked at him and he winked. Inuyasha nodded his head.
"Yeah and Kagome and I…are still together." He finished slowly. Everyone sucked their teeth in disappointment and went back to their normal conversation. "Thanks Kagura you saved my assed." Inuyasha sighed. She sat on Bankotsu's lap and smiled.
"I hate Kikyo and Yura ever since they did that I don't want to be around them anymore."
Kikyo walked over to Kagura.
"You lying bitch. You switching sides now?!!"
"Fuck you Kikyo you don't own me. I'm tired of following you. Go find another fucker." She snapped. Kikyo glared at her.
"You'll eat those words."
"If you touch my woman, I'll make you'll regret it." Bankotsu told her and smirked. "So will all the hoes please leave out the backdoor?"
They all began laughing and Kikyo went back to her table.
Kagome laid in her bed and sighed deeply. She didn't feel too good. She moaned and crawled up in the fetal position. Her stomach was aching and her head was throbbing. She closed her eyes and listened to the music that was playing on the stereo.
Love has not been
That great of a friend to me, lately
Over and over, again and again
Love has proved that she is my enemy, my enemy
Repeating thoughts
Of the pain that it's caused
And the tears that I've cried is probably why...
Kagome closed her eyes tightly as she tried holding back the tears that threatened to be released. She bit her bottom lip and the tears began falling.
Love and I are breaking up tonight
Love will go its way then I'm sure to find my...
Love, goodbye, but can you leave a trail behind
She sat up and spotted the picture on her nightstand of her and Inuyasha. She grabbed the picture and stared at it.
Because I know myself and I will change my mind
And want to love again
I really wish we were made to be
happy with our love in our life
To know that I have total control
Over being happy, happy
But reality is...
I cannot live without love
But I will try tonight
She placed her hand on her stomach. They were going to have a baby and she was sitting her feeling sorry for herself. She moved her knees up to her chest and hugged them tightly.
Ohhh, love and I are breaking up tonight
Love will go its way and I'm sure to find my...
Love, goodbye, but can you leave a trail behind
Because I know myself and I will change my mind
And want to love again
Ohhh, love and I are breaking, we're breaking up.
Love and I are breaking up tonight.
Love will go its way and I'm sure to find my...
Love, goodbye, but can you leave a trail behind
Because I know I'll change my mind
And want to love again
"I want to love again." She whispered. "I want to love you again Inuyasha." She closed her eyes. "I can't just forget about you." She opened her eyes and placed the picture back on the nightstand. She stood up and felt very dizzy. A sharp pain hit her lower abdominals and she dropped to her knees from the pain.
"Kagome, how are you feeling honey? I brought some tea." Her mother said as she opened the door. She gasped and dropped the cup as she ran to her daughter. "Kagome, what's wrong?"
"It hurts." She cried and pressed her head against her mother chest.
"It hurts like how?" Her mother asked feeling uneasy.
"My stomach is cramping!!!" She cried out and screamed. Kyoko pulled Kagome up.
"We're going to the hospital."