sometimes i just sit in my closet.
the thought of being in a place that is open and free is almost more terrifying than everything i've ever been through.
and i've been through a lot.
this dark small enclosed space is when i feel completely safe.
they make it hard to live.
its almost as if i was a child who has to choose between
gaining the ability to fly or getting an endless amount of free candy for life. the choice is almost too simple.
on the one hand, "he" makes me laugh. but on the other hand "he" makes me smile.
both vampires.