*I do not own Suite Life on Deck/of Zack and Cody/Hannah Montana or any of the characters!
This chapter is going to fly through, sorry.
Cody blinked, looking at his brother who held puffy red eyes. The older boy sniffed as he sat on his bed, wiping his eyes clear of dried tears. The younger twin fell concerned and rushed over to him.
"What's wrong?"
"I told dad..." he looked at the floor, feeling ashamed.
"Told him what?" Cody rubbed his back and felt his heart skip a beat as Zack spoke his next words.
"I told him that I lost my virginity to you..."
"What did he say?"
"I told him that I'm fine with it." Kurt stood in the doorway, watching his two sons interact. They blushed and watched as he walked to the bed, sitting beside Cody. "I just want you two to know that it might not be the best idea. If others find out, you could be like-"
"-Well three people know now." Cody piped up, looking at Kurt. "You, Woody and Oliver."
"Oliver knows?" Kurt and Zack said together.
"Woody told him." Cody watched as Zack frowned, wishing that his friend would learn to keep his mouth shut. What good were threats if they didn't stick? He'd have to find some way of torturing or teasing the younger boy for spilling his guts to that stupid son of a-
"Just don't tell your mother, Cody. I'm not sure how she'd handle that." he smiled at his youngest, and brightest, son.
"Trust me, I wont." he laughed and found himself being pulled into a group hug that fell backwards onto the bed. Zack smiled at Cody, nuzzling against his neck as the trio laid on the bed. Kurt watched the twins as they rested on each other, having a seemingly silent conversation. They would have kissed, should have kissed; but their father being not only in the room, but on the same bed as them may have made things even more awkward between the trio. Cody yawned and looked toward the clock, seeing that the time was sliding by again. He relaxed, normally not too comfortable with much physical contact from more than one person at a time. He felt his father wrap his arms around him in a loving way, glad that he could hold his youngest son and know that he was safe now and was truly alive and well. He held a real smile and laugh, showing that he wasn't quite as down in the dumps as he thought the boy would have been. The heat of his father behind him, and the heat of his brother in front of him caused Cody to close his eyes, fighting to stay awake. He eventually submitted to the tiredness that absorbed him, his breathing pattern becoming light and restful as he slept. Zack could no longer hold back, leaning down and planting a kiss on his brother's forehead.
Kurt smiled at him. "You care a lot about him, don't you."
"More than you know dad." he laughed.
"Well obviously." he joked, pointing out the fact that the twins had discovered a new way of getting to know each other- better than any set of brothers probably should.
Zack shrugged, pulling himself closer to the sleeping form before him. He found himself relaxing, not wanting to move away from the heat of his baby brother. Kurt moved back as Zack took over, holding tightly to the smaller boy in his own state of tiredness. Their blonde hair mixed together as Zack rested his head by Cody's. They were nearly identical in every way, other than their personalities and the fact that Cody was so much smaller. Those few differences aside, they held the same hair, eyes, skin color, features; if Kurt didn't know his sons, he may have mistaken them for each other while they laid on the bed, sleeping.
"Morning!" Zack shouted, waking his brother from a sound sleep.
"Huh?" he sat up, looking at his father and brother who were fully dressed and ready to go. "What time is it?" he fell from the bed and looked to the clock.
"Ten, we let you sleep a little bit...but get dressed, don't worry about a shower or anything- we're going to the beach!" Zack smiled and watched his brother remove the pants he'd slept in, pulling on some shorts and a new t-shirt.
"The beach?" he turned around and yawned loudly.
"Yep." Kurt put his arm around Cody's shoulders, walking him out the door after he slid his shoes on. Zack bopped beside them, excited about spending time with his brother and father. It didn't happen often, so he was going to absorb the moment with every molecule of his body. They walked to a good beach for tourists, noticing there wasn't many people around, so finding a spot to sit would be easy. Zack tossed his things on the sand and ran toward the water that was calmly splashing against the shore.
"Come play, Codes!" Zack smiled and walked out until the water was up to his knees.
"No thanks.." he shook his head, not wishing to get any closer to the ocean.
"Please?" he pouted and ran up to his brother, sand sticking to his feet and legs as he did so. He flopped down and smiled at him. "We'll have fun and swim toge-"
"I said I don't want to..." he stood up and began walking down the beach, looking for shells.
"I think he's afraid, Zack." Kurt laid his towel down, removing his shirt. "Help him with getting used to the water again, I'm sure it's hard for him."
Zack nodded and looked to his brother who already had several shells in his hands. "Look at these, Zack." he ran back, showing him some shells and a piece of sea glass.
"Neat." naturally, Zack wasn't interested in anything Cody wanted to show him; so he simply set the shells down where they wouldn't get broken and took his brother's hands. "Please come to the water with me?" he smiled and slowly began walking over with him.
"No..." he tried to walk back toward their father who was now on his stomach, tanning in the bright morning sun.
"Just get your toes wet." he walked Cody to the shoreline where the water washed up.
The younger boy shut his eyes, listening to the water move. He wasn't thrilled about standing there, the water not even touching his feet yet. "Zack..." he whispered as he opened his eyes. His brother had left him there and was out in the water. He stepped back and frowned.
"It's alright." Zack smiled and held his hand out. "It doesn't hurt. If it did, would I be here?"
"Maybe, if you like that type of thing." Cody held his hand out, grasping Zack's and walking into the water. He knew his fear was unrealistic, the only time the water could hurt him is if he drown, dove off the ship again (not likely), or maybe a giant wave. He inhaled deeply and shut his eyes, walking out until the water was up to his waist.
Zack smiled and wrapped his arms tightly around Cody, hugging him close. He kissed Cody's neck, glad he trusted him fully. Cody moaned quietly as Zack kissed his neck, wishing they were back alone in his room. Zack's hands held onto Cody's hips as Cody wrapped his arms around his neck, pulling him into a deep kiss. Zack walked him backwards, falling over into the wet sand with him as they reached the shore. Their lips still pushed and pulled together as they laid in the path of the waves. Zack smiled down at his brother who was slowly grinding his hips upwards. He knew what they both wanted, wishing he could give it to him right there- but that wouldn't be happening.
"Zack, Cody- Knock that off! You're in public!" Kurt frowned at his sons who were now rolling around in the sand giggling. He sighed, glad that they were having fun- but wishing they would keep anything sexual in a private place- somewhere where he wouldn't have to see and/or acknowledge it.
Zack grabbed a handful of wet sand, shoving it down Cody's pants. "Zack!" he gasped and rolled away from him, standing up and dancing around. Zack laughed, on the verge of hysterics as Cody shook the sand from his shorts. "It's so itchy!" he groaned and wiggled.
Zack got up, walking over to his brother who frowned deeply at him. "Sorry-" he laughed, "-you're just, so funny!" he laughed in his face before being pushed over into the soft sand.
"You're such a brat! I'm going back over with daddy." he stuck his tongue out and marched to where their father was laying.
"Now who's being a brat?" he got up and ran after him, nearly tackling him onto their father.
"Watch it." Kurt sat up, looking at the two boys who were smiling at him innocently.
Cody blushed, hearing his own stomach growl loudly. He hadn't eaten and it was getting to be around noon. Kurt laughed, as did Zack, causing him to blush deeper.
Zack stood up and patted his stomach, "Shall we head back to the ship for some lunch?"
They headed back to the ship and Cody hurried to his room to get the rest of the sand out of his shorts. He stepped into the shower and turned it on, washing the salty water from his body and watching as the sand fell to the floor- washing down the drain. He hummed as he quickly ran some shampoo and conditioner through his hair, working them to a lather to make sure the sand was fully out of his hair- not wanting to have an itchy head.
"Hurry up Codes!" Zack knocked on the bathroom door, frowning about the fact that his brother was taking so long. Kurt had gone to a restaurant, waiting in line for a table for three. Zack turned around as the door to the cabin opened, walking in Oliver.
"Hey Zack." he smiled and walked over to his bed, sitting down. "Is Cody in the shower?"
"Uh-huh." he leaned on the wall, watching the raven. "So...I guess you and Cody are kinda getting along?"
Oliver nodded and looked at the young blonde. "I'm envious of you though, you're his brother and he loves you more than me..." he stood up and walked over to Zack, looking into his eyes. "Though, I wonder if maybe I'm envious of him." he smiled and placed his hands on the wall, keeping Zack in front of him. "You are twins- after all..." he leaned close and pressed his lips to the corner of Zack's mouth, smiling as he did so.
"Get away from me." Zack found himself becoming confused, not wanting to be in the same room as the older boy anymore- not wanting his brother to be nude in the bathroom.
He shrugged and walked away, sitting back on his bed. "I think a threesome could give you and me some bonding time..."
"..."
"Seriously. Think about it."
"..."
"I'm ready!" Cody pranced from the bathroom and smiled, "Oh, hi Oliver." he walked to the door, opening it and walking down the hall- assuming his brother was behind him.
Zack turned and looked at Oliver who smirked. "Consider it."
"Zack? Come on!" Cody stuck his head back in the room and pouted.
The older twin walked from the room with his brother, glancing back over his shoulder at the boy that was still smiling. It's not that Zack wasn't thinking about it; he was just curious as to what Oliver's real goal was in attempting what he suggested. Cody looked over his menu and swung his feet while in his chair.
"What do you want kiddo?" Kurt smiled at him.
"I guess I want chicken."
"I'll have whatever Cody has." Zack closed this menu, still annoyed and confused.
Cody looked to his brother, sensing the tension. He began to wonder if he was just uncomfortable having a meal with their father after him finding out about their strange relationship, or if something else was bothering him. The meal arrived quickly; it was hot and smelled delicious. Kurt and Cody dug right in while Zack just spun his fork around and around in a mound of spaghetti.
"Whats wrong?" Cody sighed, setting his fork down.
"Nothing." Zack took a bite of food and continued to zone out. 'Maybe he's actually trying to make nice? No, he just wants in Cody's pants...It's nothing to do with me other than the fact that I'm in his way...'
Cody looked to his father with concern, wondering if he knew what was bothering the other. Kurt shrugged and shoveled in another mouthful of food. The youngest twin found himself stuffed on only half of his meal and asked politely for it to be wrapped up.
"Cody do you think Oliver would ever like me?" Zack leaned on the railing of the ship, looking down at the darkened water that would occasionally shimmer from the moon.
"Maybe...Wait, do you mean sexually?"
"Yes and no." Zack turned around and looked at his brother who was sitting on the deck beside him. "He mentioned something about us having a threesome."
Cody was taken aback by what his brother had said. "Seriously?"
"Yeah." he sat on the deck with him, pulling him closer.
"What did you tell him?"
"I didn't say anything..I was confused by the whole thing and left with you. I wasn't going to tell you but then I got thinking about it and who knows, he could have come to you trying to convince you that it was my idea and pull us apart."
Cody shook his head. "Even if it was your idea I don't think it would change my view on how I feel about you." he pressed his lips to Zack's smiling as he did so. "Did you check back with Moseby about us getting a room together?"
"Mm.. No, I'll check tomorrow." he smiled and helped his brother up, walking with him to Zack's cabin.
They fell inside the room, kissing frantically as they rolled on the floor. Zack pulled Cody's shirt up and over his head, revealing his perky pink nipples. He smirked and bent down, licking one of the small buds. The younger moaned quietly and whined as his brother palmed the growing bulge in his pants. Zack lifted his brother up and carried him into the bathroom, turning on the shower. Their clothes fell to the floor as they stumbled into the tub, nearly falling as they did so. Zack pressed Cody up against the cold tile wall, causing him to hiss at the chill. Zack reached his hand down and slowly began massaging Cody's hardened member along with his own. They moaned together as Zack moved his hand faster. Cody wrapped his arms tightly around Zack's neck, pulling him closer and whimpering for more. Zack reached his other hand around and slid a finger into his brother, slowly working his entrance.
"Oh, Zack..." he closed his eyes and nuzzled into his neck, planting small kisses.
"Ready?" Zack smiled and slid another finger into his brother, followed by a third. Once he was sure that he would fit without causing his brother pain, he lifted the smaller boy onto his hips and thrust upward into him.
Cody gasped and moaned loudly as their bodies melted together. The steam from hot water made it difficult for Cody to breathe as he was bounced up and down on Zack's hips. Zack groaned and thrust harder into his younger twin, feeling his insides tighten around his member. A blush rose to Cody's cheeks as he rolled his hips with Zack, feeling himself nearing his peak quite quickly.
"More.." Cody found himself being laid on the floor of the tub as Zack pounded into him.
They moaned together, gasping each others names as they continued their fun. Zack leaned further down, kissing Cody's neck as he picked his hips up a bit. Cody screamed as his prostate was grazed, eventually being pushed on over and over. The sounds Cody made were driving Zack wild, causing him to come inside of the young boy. Cody shuttered, feeling the hotness of Zack's come shooting into him. He moaned loudly and clenched around him, reaching his own orgasm.
"Zack! Zack!" he dug his nails into his brother's back, arching upward as he came on the both of them.
Zack watched in amazement as his younger twin finished and relaxed on the floor of the tub. He smiled softly and sat up, kissing Zack deeply.
"How was it?" Zack whispered, watching his brother shift around under him.
"Do you have to ask?" he snickered and gently pushed away from Zack, rinsing off in the hot water. "It was fabulous."
Zack stood up, careful not to fall over as he did so. He wrapped his arms tightly around Cody's waist and kissed his neck softly. He sighed and just held onto Cody, not wanting to let him go.
"What's wrong now?" he swayed back and forth with him.
"I just love you...That's all..." he turned off the shower after they were both cleaned of their mess and watched as Cody dried himself off. "You know, maybe we could go for a walk tomorrow or something, just you and me...I mean it's nice to spend time with dad but I want it to be sort of a … uhm.."
"Date?" Cody smiled and wrapped the towel around the both of them, kissing Zack softly. "I'd love that." he walked Zack against the wall and leaned on him, sighing, wishing he could fall asleep like that with him.
"Let's go to bed," Zack whispered as he walked Cody into the other room to get changed into their night clothes.
…
"So how was your vacation?" Oliver smiled at Cody who had just stepped back onto the ship after two weeks of Christmas break.
"Pretty good..." he walked to the sky deck and leaned on the railing, wishing Oliver would leave him alone. He had sent him a Christmas card from California asking if they could get back together; naturally, Cody turned him down and tossed the card into the trash along with the flowers he had sent out to him.
"So did you think about what I wrote to you about?" Oliver smiled.
"Yes I did, and no... I don't wish to get back together with you, what happened to just being friends?" he frowned and watched as Oliver nearly twitched.
"But-"
"I don't want to hear it." Cody turned to leave but was grabbed harshly and shoved into the metal rail. He squeaked in pain and looked at Oliver who was clearly angry.
"Why wont you accept the fact that I love you?"
"If you loved me so much why did you just shove me into the railing? Now let me go! You're hurting me!" he screamed in the older boys face.
Oliver tightened his grip and pushed him further into the railing. The horn on the ship sounded as they began to depart out to sea once again. The raven haired boy opened his mouth to speak, but shut it promptly and walked off, leaving Cody physically hurt and slightly confused. He rushed in the opposite direction of Oliver and ran into Moseby.
"Ah! Cody, the request finally went through and you and Zack have been assigned to be roommates. Your things have already been moved into his room and Woody has been moved in with Oliver."
Cody nodded and quietly thanked the man, rushing off to find his brother. "Zack?" he ran into the blonde, nearly knocking him over.
"Jeeze Codes, where's the fire?" he looked at his brother and noticed the fear in his eyes. "What's going on?"
"I think Oliver... Okay well I don't know, but he just like..." he looked around, making sure the raven wasn't anywhere near the twins. "He asked me out..again, and I said no...so he grabbed me and shoved me into the railing onto the sky deck... and then he wouldn't let go and he was about to say something then walked away...I'm afraid he's going to hurt me..."
Zack nodded and lifted up his brother's shirt, looking at his back. There was already a bruise on his back and bruises in what appeared to be hand prints on his arms. "I think Oliver and I need to have a talk."
"No...I mean, please? I don't want him anymore angry..." Cody looked to the ground as Zack held onto his hips.
"Codes..." he rested his forehead on Cody's and frowned.
"Moseby said we got a room together...My things have been moved in..."
Zack nodded and walked him to their room, silent the entire way. They sat on the beds, facing each other while Zack tried to strike up conversation. "There's a new years party tomorrow...Want to go?"
"Sure..." Cody got up and unmade half of the bed, repeating the action with the other bed after he made his brother move. He pushed the beds together with the help of his brother and remade them so they were one.
…
Cody laughed as he talked with a few classmates, joking around about various things and who had a crush on who. Normal teenage behavior. He was about to speak when he felt a hand being placed on his hip and something hard press against his back. He turned, seeing Oliver leaning over his shoulder with a smile upon his lips.
"Step outside with me." he smiled at his other friends and began walking Cody toward the door.
"What's against my-"
"Shut up." Oliver pressed the object further into his back, causing Cody to realize that he might be in more trouble than he thought. "Now I'm going to ask you again, will you- go out with me?"
"Oliver-"
"Will you go out with me? You know you love me Cody, I love you too! We can be happy...I promise, we'll be happy!" he smiled and spun Cody around, walking him against a wall.
"Oliver I-" he looked down, noticing the object that was now pointed at his stomach. His heart pounded as he observed the round barrel of a gun. "-What are you planning to do?"
"Make you love me again..." he moved the gun up and pointed it to his chest, "Love me...from right here." he tapped the barrel against where Cody's heart was located.
"Oliver, you can't force someone to love you- it takes-"
"It takes time! I gave you time! Why wont you love me?"
"Because I love Zack! Stop it Oliver! You're scaring me!" he tried to move away from the gun but was thrown to the ground. "Someone...Someone will-"
"Hear? See? I don't think so...Everyone is at that new years party," he walked toward Cody who scooted backwards, backing himself up against the railing of the ship. "Now, do you love me, Cody Martin?"
"I do love you, Oliver. But I don't love you romantically," Cody felt tears coming to his eyes, fearing the worst.
Oliver cocked the gun, aiming it at the younger boy, "You don't? Do you?" he threatened to pull the trigger but stopped when he heard a voice from behind him.
"What are you doing?" Zack walked closer, stopping when he saw the fear in Cody's eyes. He looked to Oliver who turned around, keeping the gun aimed at Cody's chest.
"Taking what's mine."
Zack looked to his hand, only to notice the gun. Fear and anger soared through him as he tried to think of a way to work this out, make his brother safe. "I don't think that's a good idea."
"Why not?"
"Well your mothers a cop, how would that look on her part? Not to mention that you'd spend the rest of your life-"
"-In jail, yes. But you see...I've got two bullets in this gun; one for-"
"-Cody, and one for you..." Zack stepped closer, noticing the fear that was also in Oliver's eyes. "I know you don't want to do this...I can tell."
"You don't know what I want!" Oliver turned to Cody, "Your last chance. Now, will you love me? Or will you suffer the consequences?"
Cody looked to his brother for support and nodded to Oliver, "I'll, love you..." he closed his eyes and slowly got to his feet, the gun still following him.
"You're lying!"
"I'm not, I love you Oliver.." he walked over and smiled, wishing the raven would refrain from pressing the gun into his stomach.
"Prove it."
"Cody-"
"Shut up!" Oliver glared at Zack who was standing beside the two of them. "Now, in order for you to love me...You can't love your brother anymore-"
"What do you mean?"
The gun turned and pointed at Zack. "You see, if you wont love me, you and I go...But if you love me someone still has to get out of the picture, and that someone is your beloved brother."
"Oliver please, don't do this."
"Why not? If you love me you shouldn't care about him anymore!"
"He's still my brother Oliver!"
"Cody I'd rather have it be me than you..."
"But-"
"No, you heard him." Oliver turned to Zack and aimed the gun at his head.
"I don't love you, Oliver!" Cody ran between the two and stood his ground, "I don't want you. You've hurt me too much and now you've turned into this psycho nut! What the hell is wrong with you?"
"So it's that way then, is it?"
A gunshot sounded, echoing off the walls of the ship and through the various rooms. People screamed as they heard the shot, fearing the worst. Zack jumped at the sound, watching as his brother fell to his knees.
"You- y-you.." Zack looked at his brother that was now laying on the floor, not moving, "You monster!" he ran at Oliver, tackling him to the deck and fighting with him for the gun.
Oliver fought back, eventually losing his grip on the weapon. Zack overpowered him and aimed the gun to his head, threatening to pull the trigger. "How dare you!"
"Zack!" Moseby ran across the deck, seeing the young blonde with a gun in his hand.
"You dare take my brother away from me? You deserve to fucking suffer!"
"Zachary don't do it!" Moseby stood near by.
"You don't deserve death as a punishment..." he whispered, "You deserve to suffer, and rot..in jail." tears ran down his face as he still threatened to pull the trigger, sending the raven to meet his maker. "My brother means the world to me, in more ways than anyone could imagine; and you take him away like he's your property...Well he's not! He's mine!" Zack screamed and got off the older boy, standing above him, "I hope, no, I pray that from this point on, your life is a living hell..." he turned and walked to his brother that was laying lifeless on the floor of the ship. Blood was pooling around his small body and he was pale. Zack reached down, brushing his blonde hair away and looking at his face. His eyes were shut with unfallen tears. He turned his eyes to the gun in his hand, contemplating if his own life was worth anything now. Maybe not... He reached the gun up to his head and closed his eyes tightly, wondering what it was like to no longer be alive...
"Zack don't! He's alive!" Moseby ran over and gently turned Cody, noticing that he was still breathing gently.
Zack shook his head, clearly in denial. "He's not coming back..."
"Look, Zack, he's breathing." Moseby tried his best to get the boy to open his eyes.
"Please don't lie to me..." he sobbed and pulled the trigger on the gun, hearing a click. He blinked his eyes open and looked at the weapon, opening the barrel. No bullets. "T-two...he said two..." he turned his attention to his brother who was fighting for his life and now being cared for by medical personnel. The gun was quickly snatched from Zack as he was quietly taken away by some police officers. He looked at his brother as they walked beside him, "C-Cody..." he reached out but was pulled away. "No!" he cried and reached for his brother again, "Let me go with him! I have to!" they lowered a helicopter, taking the young boy up without Zack. "I have to..." he fell to his knees as he watched the chopper take off, leaving him helpless.
"Zack you'll meet up with him at the hospital," Moseby walked him away from the scene.
"I want him now.." Zack cried and began shaking, "What if something- what if- he doesn't- what..."
"Shh..I'll call your mother and father and see about one of them meeting you two at the hospital where Cody's going."
"Where's he going?"
"Boston Medical Center." Moseby picked up the phone and dialed Kurt's number. "Mr. Martin? Yes it's Moseby, mm.. Either you or Carey has to get to Boston Medical Center, preferably the both of you- yes it's bad- Cody- Zack's very emotional- they'll both need psychiatric help- he's just sitting here now, crying- mm, no...I don't think he can talk right now, I'm not sure if he's with it," he paused for a moment, "I'm not too sure what happened, all I know is that Cody is seriously hurt and Zack was on the verge of killing himself," he lowered his voice to a whisper, "Yes, it involved Oliver. Alright. I'm sure I'll see you later." he ended the call and turned back to Zack who was now on the floor, curled up on his side.
A second chopper soon showed up, bringing Zack to the hospital. Once he was there he demanded that he be let in to see his brother but was turned down by the staff. He eventually found himself outside, crying into his hands until his parents showed up. He was cold, alone, and just needed to know if his brother was alright. Kurt wound up sitting in the waiting room with Zack until morning came, holding him as he cried every so often. Carey walked into the waiting room in the morning, carrying three cups of coffee. Zack didn't normally drink coffee, but he would drink anything after crying for so long. Zack looked at his mother's stomach and noticed the unusually large bump.
"Mom, are you pregnant?"
Carey and Kurt exchanged glances and then they both turned to Zack who was sitting in his father's lap, holding tightly to his cup of coffee. "Well, we couldn't quite keep it a secret forever," Kurt smiled at Zack.
"What?"
"I know now isn't the best time to talk about something like this, considering your brother and you are our main priority; but your father and I were thinking a few months back, about how we can't find mister or misses right..So we wound up dating and well,"
"Your mother's about six month's pregnant."
"I didn't notice two weeks ago when we were home for Christmas..."
"I blew up, did the same thing with you two. Once I hit about six months I just bloat." she smiled.
"Boy or girl..?" he asked, not really caring which.
"Boy, only one this time." she smiled.
"What are you naming him? Are you two getting married again? Why didn't you tell me? What about your job dad?"
"We haven't decided on a name yet, we're considering marriage, we didn't say anything because we couldn't quite think of a way or time to tell you two...Plus not to mention that I would always forget.. and as far as my job goes, I'm pretty well off. Your aunt Carol died and left us everything, she had no one else."
"She died?"
"Mr. and Mrs. Martin?" a doctor walked over. Everyone was on the edge of their seats, wondering how Cody was. "He's alright, lost quite a bit of blood though. He's very lucky because the bullet barely missed his heart and got lodged beside it. We weren't told how it happened, but we checked him over and it appears that he has quite a bit of taring suggesting that he may have been assaulted sexually?"
Zack shook his head, "That's normal for him, nothing...nothing like that."
"Well we ran some basic STD tests on him, assuming that he's had unprotected sex," the doctor looked to Kurt who nodded.
"Can I see him...?" Zack asked.
"You may see him but he's asleep and needs his rest, one at a time please?"
Zack turned to his parents who nodded, allowing him to go first. He stepped into the room, remembering the scene from when Cody had fallen into the icy waters. This was much different; his shirt was gone, bandages in its place. A tube was in his mouth and there were many more machines than when they were in Russia. He walked over, cautiously, placing his hand on Cody's. He thought about what it would have done to Cody if there was another bullet in the gun. He dropped to his knees, sobbing quietly as he looked at his brother who was genuinely pale. Would things have been different if he hadn't formed a relationship with Cody? Maybe not, it might have turned out similar to this- but the thought was still in Zack's mind as he held onto the only spot he wasn't afraid to touch his brother at the moment. The blonde leaned forward and kissed his hand, feeling the coldness of him.
"Zack?" Kurt walked into the room and peeked around the corner, seeing his oldest son crying on the floor. "Hey kiddo, it's alright.." he rubbed his back.
"I don't think it is daddy..." he pressed his lips to Cody's hand once again, crying softly, "It's my fault..."
"No it's not," Kurt knelt down beside his son, embracing him, "It's no one's fault except for Oliver."
Zack nodded, still not believing his father. He leaned into his arms and looked at Cody, wishing he would wake up from this never ending nightmare.
"Moseby tells me you held a gun to your head after Cody was shot..." he paused waiting for Zack to reply. After he didn't receive a reply, he spoke again. "Did you know there wasn't another bullet in the gun...?"
Zack looked away from his father, "I didn't know...I was going to do it..."
"Zack it would be hard enough for me to lose one of my children, but both?" Zack looked to his father who had tears in his eyes, "I know that would have been really hard on your mother as well...This is hard on her, but she's trying to stay positive so she's not under too much stress...Being pregnant and all... But I really need you to consider therapy at this point, the fact that you and your brother have now both tried to kill yourselves is too much, whether you go together or separate, you both need to go..And not to that Blanket guy, he's nuts."
Zack nodded, tears filling his own eyes, "I can't live without Cody...and I- I don't," he sobbed, "I don't want him to die alone..."
"Zack...As much as you may think you need to protect your baby brother, he's pretty strong."
Cody groaned, blinking his eyes open as they met with Zack's identical ones. Zack crawled to his brother and looked at him, smiling softly. "You should go back to sleep..." he gently pushed the blonde hair from Cody's face and gave him a kiss on his forehead.
He shook his head in protest and reached out his hand, grasping Zack's and shaking gently.
"Please wake up..." he heard his brother sob, tears falling onto his hand, "Zacky..Please..."
Zack fell confused, wondering how his brother was talking to him if he had a tube down his throat. Maybe it was his ESP with his brother? But no, his father could hear him too.
"Cody stop, you're just stressing yourself out."
"What are you two-?" Zack looked between them, noticing fear rise in the pit of his stomach. "Oh- no...No no..." he began crying and shut his eyes tightly.
"Dad he's waking up!" Cody shouted, looking down at his brother.
Zack blinked his eyes open, wondering why he had suddenly taken Cody's place in the hospital bed. He looked around and noticed his family surrounding him along with a doctor.
"Welcome back, Zack. We almost lost you," the doctor walked over and removed the tube that was now down his throat instead of Cody's.
"What-" he coughed, "what's going on...?"
"Zack you- you shot yourself," Cody looked at him.
"N-no, there wasn't a bullet in the- you were..." he shook his head and noticed the bandages that were wrapped around him. He placed his hand up to his head and felt, pressing behind his ear; pain shot through him causing him to wince.
"Cody got shot in the shoulder, and the blow from it knocked him onto the deck with a lot of force, knocking him out cold..And you assumed he was gone, after your little spew with Oliver you wound up shooting yourself..." Kurt knelt beside him, "the bullet was lodged behind your ear, and didn't cause any damage other than the fact that you've been in a coma for the past month..."
"What's this about mom being pregnant?" he looked at his mother who was a bit shocked.
"You know?" she questioned.
"I heard you...I thought you two were talking to me."
"No honey we were telling Cody, what else did you hear?"
"Aunt Carol died...and some other things..." he turned to Cody who was silently crying, "Cody.."
"Zack.." he rushed over and hugged him gently, never wanting to let go, "Please don't ever do something like that again!" he cried.
"I wont, I promise..." he found his way to Cody's lips, kissing him softly.
Carey was taken aback and turned to Kurt, wondering why her sons were kissing so passionately. She knew a lot of family members that kissed on the lips, but she couldn't recall so much passion and desire behind one. Kurt just smiled, shaking his head.
"It's a twin thing," he joked.
"Twin thing.." Carey raised her eyebrow and looked back to her sons who were now deeper into their kiss; and if she didn't know better, she would have guessed that if she hadn't stopped them, they would have stripped down and made love on the bed. "Boys, boys!" she pulled Cody off Zack and frowned at them, "I know you two missed each other and there's been a lot going on but this isn't the time or place for...what ever you two are doing..Zack we need to talk about-"
"I'm going to get a therapist and I want Cody to go with me...Will you go with me, Codes?" Zack turned to Cody who nodded and wiped his eyes.
"Always, anything for you.." he smiled.
Zack smiled and turned to his parents, "I'm sorry...For making you worry that is..I was on the edge and well- what would I have done without my brother?"
"But what would I have done without mine..?" Cody looked at him, "Do I matter to you? At all?"
"Of course..." Zack hugged him, his eyes barely open. He could feel the tiredness, wishing to close his eyes and sleep for a while, but he fought it.
"I think we're all tired, Zack why don't you get some sleep and your brother and you can talk later when you're a little less overwhelmed," Kurt kissed his forehead and smiled, "rest up."
"You two can go home..I'll stay with Zack," Cody gripped his brothers hand as he sat in a chair.
"Alright, behave. If you need anything just call us," Carey smiled and walked from the room with Kurt by her side, "Twin thing?"
"It's a really- long- story..." Kurt laughed and left with her, the automatic doors closing behind them as they walked into the parking lot.
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FIN
…Okay, so maybe I rushed it? Got a bit confusing, ne? Oh freaking well, my story.
I'll do ONE more chapter, full of fun smexi stuff... ;) because we all need twincest in our lives... TWINCEST MAKES THE FANGIRL/BOY WORLD GO AROUND! ...along with yaoi and lemon ;)
Mmm... Twincest yaoi... ;)