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A/N: First off I want to apologize for taking so long with this chapter. The last chapter I put up was back in May right? Well when I started my new gravitation fanficion I realized I had forgotten all about Silent melody. Realizing I wanted to continue this story I went back and read all of the chapters. I winced at what I wrote (the abuse ect…) how did I do that? but here it is, chapter 6! Enjoy! And 7 will follow shortly I just finished it!

Chapter 6: Silent Melody Part 2

Ryuichi sat in Takashi's car as he drove him to Tohma's place. He was lost in thought as he continued to stare outside in a daydream. Growing up he had been so brainwashed into thinking what love was, that it was hard to change his perception. Takashi had worked so hard to relieve him of some of those misconceptions. Thankfully all his hard work and loyalty to him was working. But in the end he wasn't able to continue loving him the way that Ryuichi wanted him to. Did that mean that it was too hard? Did Ryuichi secretly make him miserable and he just didn't want to say it? He knew that he wasn't the easiest person to get along with. That was proven time after time when all of his lovers tended to dump him.

He just had too much emotional baggage and most people who lived happy lives didn't want to help him carry that burden. Takashi had tried so hard to when they were together but he found out that he couldn't take it. Instead he felt like he needed to be just Ryuichi's support and friend instead of a lover.

He continued to gaze outside the window as he reflected on his childhood. To this very day the thought of his mother and father scared him to the point where he wanted to hide. He was even forced to go and see them at least twice a month. If he didn't he didn't know what would happen to him. Considering what he had went through growing up, not obeying them even while living on his own seemed fearful.

"Ryuichi," Takashi said interrupting the singer's thoughts. The man looked over at his friend slowly. He licked his slightly dry lips as he tried to shake the thought of his parents out of his mind. "I talked to your dad, he's been wondering how you've been doing. Why didn't you tell him about the record deal?" Takashi asked as he continued to drive.

Ryuichi's eyes opened wide upon realizing that he'd forgotten. "I haven't really been home since this started happening, I completely forgot to tell him."

Takashi shook his head and chuckled slightly. "He kind of figured, do you want to stop by before we head to Tohma's?"

"Yea Sure."

It had been a year since that horrible beating and from that day on Aoi tried his best not to disobey his parents. After they had finished punishing him, they had left him in the room to gather him-self up. But the problem was that he couldn't. He had been beaten so badly that it had knocked him out and when he did wake up, he didn't want to be conscious for long because of the pain. When his parents tried to feed him, he wasn't hungry and when he refused to eat they would punish him more.

Also around that time, his parents had given his school a leave of absence for him stating that he'd come down with a awful virus. While what had happen to him was atrocious, Aoi wished for anything that it would have been a virus.

It had taken him two weeks to heal and his parents had come up with ways to hide his appalling scars. Upon coming back to school he was greeting by a great deal of people who were happy to see him again, including Takashi.

Takashi was a very perceptive person and from seeing Aoi he kind of felt something had been up. But from what Aoi knew, he had kept those suspicions to himself.

Throughout that school year they had become best friends and shared practically everything. Takashi knew all of Aoi's secrets except that special one that contained details on how Aoi's parents showed him their love.

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Aoi sat at the lunch table as he nibbled on his banana. He hadn't had much of an appetite that day and it didn't help him as he stared at his best friend Takashi, who was eating his obento like a wild boar.

He couldn't help but to frown a bit at his friend's eating habits; he figured that after a year and a half he should be use to it. But no one could stomach this unless they were very good with holding their lunch down.

"Takashi…do you eat often?" Aoi asked as he sat his banana down and stared at Taka curiously.

Takashi laughed as he put down his chop sticks and stared at Aoi. "You know I do; why do you ask?" he asked innocently.

Aoi looked at his friend in disbelief as he shook his head. "No reason," he said as he looked away in defeat. How could Taka not know why he was asking that?

"Hey Takashi," a soft feminine voice said from behind them.

The two boys turned around to find themselves staring at Mayu Matsuhita. She was the most popular girl in school and was envied by so many. Girls wanted to be like her while guys wanted her so bad that they would dump their own girlfriends if she asked them out. Aoi personally didn't find her that interesting. She seemed stuck up and the only reason why she even acknowledged his existence was because he was conveniently apart of the "it" crowd.

"Oh Matsuhita-san, what's up?" Takashi asked as he wiped his mouth with a napkin.

"Oh nothing," she said as she sat down in between the two. Or rather she squeezed her way in between Takashi and Aoi which caused him to become quite aggravated.

"I was wondering," she began as she crossed her legs and put on one of the fakest innocent looks Aoi had ever seen. "Would you like to go out with me tonight? For tea or maybe a movie?" she asked Takashi as she batted her eyes casually.

Aoi found himself fuming on the inside as he watched this girl. It was completely obvious what she meant by "going out." It was no secret that her popularity came at a price. But for some reason she was still respected and wanted. It was no way that this girl was Takashi's type.

"Sure why not," he answered coolly.

Aoi looked at Takashi in surprise as he looked away. What the hell was wrong with him? Aoi picked up his banana and began to eat it as he stared at the two infuriated by their conversation and the direction that it was headed.

"Okay," she said cheerfully as she stood up. "Come and get me at 7 tonight," she said as she walked away.

"Sure…" Takashi trailed off as his eyes landed on Aoi. "Ai-chan…"

"I told you don't call me that!" Aoi said as he glared at Takashi and stood up abruptly and walked away.

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Throughout the day Aoi had did nothing but ignore Takashi. And the whole time Takashi tried to get Aoi to speak to him about his angry outburst that day. But in fact Aoi had no excuse for what he did. He himself could not understand why he had become so angry to the point that he had scolded his friend the way that he did. So by ignoring Takashi he had time to at least think of a good excuse to tell him

But by the time the end of school came, Aoi hadn't thought of an excuse yet. So instead of walking half way home with Takashi today, he ended up leaving alone. And before he knew it, Takashi had caught up with him right in front of Aoi's house. He hadn't noticed that Takashi had been following him before, but to have him in front of his house was something that shouldn't be happening.

"Aoi," Takashi yelled as he caught up to the boy out of breath. He bent over and placed his hands on his knees as he tried to catch his breath.

"Wh-what's going on with…you?" he asked as he continued to breathe heavily.

Aoi diverted his eyes towards his house and noticed that he didn't see his parents around. But to be right here was a bit uneasy for him. His parents and told him not to make any friends and he told them that he hadn't. Deciding that he didn't want to take his chances and get caught, he grabbed Takashi's hand and dragged him over to the side of his house.

He looked at Takashi as he whispered to him softly, "if you have something to say, say it softly." He said as he placed his index finger to his lips.

Takashi nodded as he took a deep breath before standing up straight. "I'll ask this once again and I'm asking for you to be honest with me," he whispered to Aoi as he stared at him intensely.

Aoi nodded as he gazed at Takashi, his eyes once again captivating him with just the smallest glance. While he understood what Takashi wanted, he couldn't begin to explain himself. Why was he so angry? Maybe it was because…

"Aoi why did you react the way you did when Matsushita-san asked me out?"

Aoi took a deep breath as he decided to give an answer. It was the only thing he could think of at the moment. "Well…because I'm use to having you around all the time. I'm use to having your undivided attention. But if you get a girlfriend or start dating someone, it won't be the same between us anymore.." he said as he gazed down at the ground.

Takashi's exterior softened a bit as he walked up closer to Aoi. "Are you sure…that's all?" he asked as his voice became a bit softer.

Aoi, felt himself becoming a bit nervous at the distance between the two. His heart was thumping loudly in his chest as he hesitantly looked up at his best friend. This wasn't the first time it had happened. Almost a year ago when he's arrived back at school from his time off and Takashi had been really nice to him. He found himself growing more and more fond of his friend. He just shook it off as feelings of friendship. But the more it happened it seemed like more.

But that thought scared him to death. However it was hard fighting this type of feeling for someone. He had tried to be with girls but the feeling was never quite the same that he had for Takashi. And for a while it became natural to feel this way. Until earlier that day when he'd over reacted at his friend being asked out. But it was bound to happen, Takashi was very popular with the girls at their High school and he had heard of so many of them wanting to ask him out. But it wasn't until today that someone finally had to guts to do so.

"Takashi…I think I better get into the house before my parents become upset with me." He said as he backed away a bit.

Takashi's eyes showed a hint of pain as he backed away slowly. "Yea sorry about pressuring you…I just didn't want anything to come between us, you know." Takashi said as he ran his fingers through his hair.

"Yea…" Aoi said as he awkwardly looked away.

"Aoi," Takashi said coolly.

"Yea?" he asked as he stared over at his friend.

"I won't go out with her…if it makes you uncomfortable." He said as he turned a shade of pink.

Aoi's heart jumped with excitement as a smiled crept upon his lips. It was selfish but that's exactly what he wanted. "Thank you," he responded as he looked up at Takashi before being captured in a surprise lip lock.

As soon as he had looked up at his friend, he found himself being kissed by Takashi. At first the contact with their lips scared Aoi, but when Takashi wrapped his arms around his waist, suddenly that fear vanished. He parted his lips slightly as Takashi did the same and sucked on his bottom lip gently. Aoi let out a small moan as he dropped his books and wrapped his arms around Takashi's neck. He pulled him closer and deepened the innocent kiss by parting his lips a bit more and letting Takashi slip his tongue quietly inside. Aoi could feel his friend exploring his mouth inch by inch. He could feel his tongue gliding over his teeth, and the root of his mouth until it made contact with his own tongue. Upon touching, Aoi felt a tingle of exhilaration by the new contacted. These feelings that he was feeling were so surreal that he almost wanted to believe that it was a dream. Takashi, caressing his back as his tongue caressed his tongue. He pulled away slightly and gazed at Aoi with his beautiful hazel eyes and whispered softly as he promised not to date anyone and he would be by Aoi's side always. Everything seemed perfect at the moment, but every up must have its down.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING TO MY SON!" Aoi's dad boomed loudly.

The two pulled apart and Aoi stared at his dad knowing that he was going to get punished.

"YOU FUCKING FAGGOT! GET THE HELL AWAY FROM MY BOY!" Aoi's dad yelled as he ran over to the two and shoved Takashi violently.

Aoi's eyes opened wide as a tear ran down his cheek. He couldn't let his father do that to Takashi. He was some one special to him. "Dad please it's not his fault…I," he was interrupted by his dad punching him heavily in the chest.

"Shut your fucking mouth boy! I'll deal with you after this faggot is gone," he stated as he glared at Aoi.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU OLD MAN, DON'T YOU LAY A HAND ON HIM AGAIN." Takashi stated as he stood up angrily.

Aoi began to cry heavily as he bent over wheezing. He could see Takashi's fearful eyes as if he'd come to a revelation.

"Aoi, come with me," he said as voice shook with fear.

Aoi's dad laughed hysterically as he glared at Takashi. "Come with you? Being gay must have messed up your mind boy now leave!" he shouted and he shoved Takashi even harder this time.

Aoi looked up as he realized that Takashi wasn't going to back down. He was already in a boat load of trouble so he mind as well do something to make sure Takashi left.

"Taka-chan I'm okay, just leave," he said as he ran up to the boy.

Takashi looked down at Aoi, it was obvious he wanted to refuse but he could tell that things would be worse if he didn't go.

"Takashi…please," Aoi pleaded in a whisper.

Takashi looked away angrily and then at Aoi's father who was sneering. "Okay I'll see you tomorrow at school," he said as he reached down and wiped a tear from Aoi's eye.

"Thank you," he said as he backed up. He was suddenly grabbed by his collar from behind by his mother.

"Aoi get into the house now," she said angrily.

He turned around without hesitation and ran in. He had to prepare himself for what he was about to receive.

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The punishment he had received that day was far worse than anything that he'd ever received before. He was beaten to the point where he had to go to the hospital but that was when something strange began to happen to him. Around that time he was being beaten by his parents, something took over him and he suddenly began to feel less worried about being beat and more concerned about lasting until it was over.

When he'd been hospitalized the doctors and nurses didn't question where his injuries had come from. But the psychologist had his own opinions.

Aoi's first session was when he began to realize what was going on with him. He seemed more cheerful that usual, and a bit childish. But being this way made him happy, but it made the psychologist question his sanity.

"Aoi-chan, how are you feeling today," Doctor Yamagata asked as he sat down in the chair next to Aoi's bed.

"I'm doing fine doctor," Aoi replied cheerfully. He was holding a teddy bear that one of the nurses had given to him.

"Takashi's feeling fine as well, nee taka-chan?"

The psychologist wrote down a few notes as he observed Aoi.

"Aoi-chan, do you remember why you're in here?" he asked as he looked at him curiously.

Aoi nodded as he put down his teddy bear slowly. He took a deep breath as his persona changed and he leaned back. "My parents became upset and I tried to get away but I fell down the stairs," he said as he looked up at the ceiling seriously.

"There's no way a person can get the bruises that you have by falling down a flight of stairs," the psychologist stated simply.

"Is that so…" Aoi stated as he trailed off. "Well then doctor, since you're an intelligent man." He began as he sat up and smirked at him. "Tell me how I got into this place." He challenged.

The doctor opened his mouth to speak when he was suddenly interrupted by the door opening slowly and a familiar pair of hazel eyes staring in at him. Aoi instantly reverted back to his childish self as he waved happily. "Taka-chan!" he yelled as the boy walked in and shut the door quietly.

The psychologist looked at the two and decided that he'd better excuse himself.

"Well Aoi-chan I'll see you tomorrow," he said as he walked past Takashi and out of the room, shutting the door behind him.

As soon as he was gone, Takashi locked the door and ran over to Aoi.

He was deeply upset and Aoi couldn't help but to feel bad. "Aww Taka-chan are you okay?" he asked becoming teary eyed himself. "Aoi's sorry to make you worry, here," he said as he picked up his teddy bear. "Hold Takashi, he always makes me feel all better." He said as he shoved the teddy towards his best friend.

"Aoi…what happened to you?" he asked as a tear rolled down his cheek. "I should have forced you to come with me." He said as he angrily punched the bed.

Aoi looked at Takashi as he sat the teddy bear back on the bed. "It's not your fault, and I'm fine now." He said as he grabbed Takashi's hand and held it.

"Aoi…you're not fine. You're in a hospital and…you seem different." He said hesitantly.

Aoi, felt himself becoming sadden by that statement. "Does that mean that you don't like me anymore?" he asked becoming teary eyed.

Takashi shook his head quickly, "no, I still feel the same about you that I felt a week ago." He said quickly.

"Well then if that's the case…kiss me," Ryuichi stated as he moved in and captured Takashi's lips in a kiss.

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"Here we are; Tohma's place." Takashi said as he shut off his car and sat in the driver seat calmly. Ryuichi looked out at the town home and found him not wanting to get out of the car. He sat there contemplating on whether he wanted to when he notice Tohma's front door opening slowly. His eyes locked onto that area as he watched his blonde band mate make his way out of the door with a huge coffee mug in his hand. He was wearing a black rob with black and gold pajamas. Ryuichi couldn't help but to feel a bit glad when he saw the blonde but he knew that he was going to get scolded.

His eyes continued to watch Tohma as he walked out to his mailbox and soon after grabbed his news paper that was sitting in the walkway near the box.

"So are you going to go and greet him before he goes back in?" Takashi asked as his eyes continued to go from Tohma to Ryuichi. The man looked over at his friend as his hand eased over to the door handle. "Yea I'm going," he replied as he opened the door and stepped out slowly.

"Hey Tohma!" he yelled instantly putting on his happy go luck façade. Takashi gave Ryuichi a concerned gaze as he reached over and grabbed the man's wrist. "Don't worry, I'm fine." He responded without looking down at his friend. Letting out a deep sigh, he gently released his wrist from his friend's concern grip and shut the door.

As he looked up at the doorway, the blonde he had grown fond of stood there with an unreadable expression on his face. That expression made Ryuichi ten times more nervous than he originally was. Not knowing what Tohma was thinking or feeling put him in the tight position that he knew he did deserve. He only did walk out on their record recording time. The record business was an unknown area for the young singer but he knew that time was money. And if time was wasted people get angry.

He continued to keep his façade up as he thought about the situation. What if Tohma didn't need him anymore and decided to replace him? His pretense faltered at the thought of that occurring. What if…

"Ryuichi-san," Tohma said barely above a whisper.

"Tohma, I'm sorry," he responded as he bowed. "You can do anything you want to make me pay for what I did. I know it was irresponsible of me to just walk out like that." He said shakily.

Tohma frown. Do anything I want to make him pay? What in the world was he getting at?

Aoi was released from the hospital but that still didn't stop his endless appointments with his psychologist. The man was trying to get to the core of his additional personality that had appeared right after his "accident."

"Ito-san," he began as he sat down his notebook. He crossed his legs as he stared at the boy. "You do know that everything that is said between is stays between us right?"

Aoi slumped down in his chair as he massaged his temples. He was tired of coming to see this guy and he was tired of trying to be forced to confess about his home problems. Wasn't it obvious he didn't want to talk about it?

"I'm telling you doctor, I fell down the stairs." He repeated with irritation.

"Okay, I won't force you to admit what happened young man. But if you ever want to talk about it, there are ways that I can help." He said as he handed Aoi a piece of paper.

His chocolate colored eyes scanned the paper. Was this what he thought it was?

"Just think about it." The doctor demanded as he stood up.

Takashi looked at the sheet of paper before putting it down on his desk. Aoi had decided to head over his house after his brief visit to the hospital. Usually he was very cautious about doing things such as this, but considering his sessions were suppose to be two hours, three times a week, he always had time to sneak over to Taka's place.

"So what are you going to do about it?" he asked as he stared up at the ceiling. He was lying on his back while Aoi had his head on his chest.

"I don't know…"Aoi answered.

"I think you should go for it," he insisted.

"You think things will get better?" Aoi asked.

"Well it depends, maybe you should do some research before you make the decision to spill. But of course you know I feel that you should do it regardless." Takashi replied as he wrapped her arms around the boy and squeezed him softly.

"Well if things don't, will you be there for me?" Aoi asked softly. He inhaled Takashi's scent as he enjoyed himself while in his arms.

"You know I will." He assured.

When Ryuichi stepped into the apartment and shut the door, his heart raced of the many possibilities that could occur. He didn't know how Tohma was feeling at the moment, and he was a bit scared to ask.

"Ryuichi," Tohma spoke softly as he walked up to him. He stood right in front of Ryu and gave him a warm smile. "It's okay, I'm not mad." He assured as he reached up and caressed his cheek.

The singer let out a sigh of liberation amalgamated with a sigh of bliss. He didn't think that feeling Tohma's touch would make him feel so good. He wanted to be touched more, he wanted to be needed more, so that the horrible memories of his past wouldn't resurface.

His mind began to whirl between his thoughts and the present. He had found out that he was adopted and sought out his real parents. Unfortunately his mom had died giving birth but his father was alive and healthy. He was taken in by his dad, but the scars of his abusive adoptive parents still remained. Even after changing his name, Aoi Ito still lurked inside of him.

He…

Before he could think of more, Ryuichi went in for the kill. He grabbed Tohma and pulled him into a rough kiss. He wanted to forget all of the bad things that had happened to him. He wanted to just remain in the present and become lost in this wonderful person he was with now. He just wanted…

"Ryuichi," Tohma said a bit surprised.

The singer broke down in sobs. He was so confused and so hurt.

Tohma grabbed Ryuichi's hand and led him to the couch. He told him to sit down as he sat next to the singer as he cried. He knew better than anyone that crying could do wonders for a person's soul. Most times it even made a person feel better. He knew that and just sat patiently until he was ready to talk about it.

His mind was wondering what could possibly be wrong. He was with Takashi last night, maybe something happened between them. The blond felt a pang of irritation when he thought about the two being together. He knew he had no right to be jealous. And considering he wasn't exactly sure about the history between the two he couldn't jump to conclusions. But for some reason he had a feeling that they had a deep connection. One so deep that when Ryu was feeling troubled yesterday, he ran straight to him instead of wanting to talk to Tohma.

"I'm sorry," Ryuichi said hoarsely interrupting Tohma's thoughts.

The blond looked down at him surprised as he was brought out of his thoughts. "What are you sorry about?"

Ryuichi moved closer as he laid his head on Tohma's shoulder. He was hesitating and he was assured that whatever he wanted to talk about would be okay. So he began to tell him about everything. About his childhood, the abuse, the adoption, Takashi and how he was there for him through everything. Tohma just sat there as he realized the reason behind Ryuichi's constant mood changes finally the friendship of Takashi and Ryuichi. And his parents, what type of people would do that to a child?!

By the end of his long explanation, Ryuichi was in tears once again. Tohma just held him as he thought of a possible solution to everything. Even though he knew that there may be none, he couldn't help but to want to find one.

Furthermore, there was his relationship with Takashi. He didn't want to appear to be possessive but it seemed that his guy was a speed bump in the development of his and Ryuichi's relationship.

"Promise me something Ryuichi," Tohma began as he squeezed Ryu tighter. "When you have a problem or you're not feeling well, come to me."

The singer looked at Tohma and smiled softly. "Do you not mind? It's not like I have the easiest problems in the world to deal with."

Tohma nodded.

After their talk the two held each other and kissed every so often. Meanwhile in Tohma's mind he tried to think of possible solutions to help him. There was always the issue of confronting Ryuichi's adoptive parents himself. He liked the sound of that since he had a few things he wanted to tell them. And about Takashi, Tohma knew that he had been a great source of support but maybe it was time for him to go away. Since it was obvious Ryuichi still harbored romantic feelings towards the man, which would cause problems for Tohma. First off he would talk to Takashi and get Ryuichi's old address, then he would let him know exactly where he stood with the singer and tell him to leave him alone. Then he would talk to the parents. Tohma kissed Ryuichi's cheek as he hugged him tighter, he was going to take care of him.

Tohma found himself at the karaoke bar later that night. He had some things to discuss with Takashi that he thought he should hurry up and do now. When he walked into the bar, Takashi was behind the counter like usual. Luckily there were no customers around so they could talk in private.

He walked over to the bar and sat down. "Good evening Takashi-san."

"Oh good evening," Takashi replied. "Will it be the usual?"

"Yes."

Takashi began to make Tohma's drink as the blond observed the man. It had been a while since they were in the same room together with Ryuichi being around. He had to admit he was impressed with his patience, but he also felt like he was being a bit selfish. Although if you looked at it from his standpoint he wasn't.

"Here you go," Taka said as he handed Tohma his drink.

The blond took a sip as he stared at Taka. "You know…I've been wondering about this since I was told a few things this morning. Why are you still around Ryuichi?" he asked calmly.

Takashi's expression remained calm as he exhaled. "So Ryu finally told you everything huh?"

"It was a matter of time before he did."

"Yea well if you know everything then there is no need for me to answer that question," the bartender said as he cleaned out a few glasses.

"I think it will be better if you stopped coming around…at least for a while." Tohma demanded as he took another sip of his alcohol.

"I can't do that."

The blond glanced up at the bartender as he took another drink. "Well we're going to have to do something about that. Ryuichi's memories and fears will continue to haunt him as long as the person who stood beside him through it all remains around him. Your presence is like a double edged sword. While it will hurt him to be without you, you are not able to return his affections so therefore it's time that someone else took over as his support."

Takashi gripped the glass cup in his palm tightly as he glared at Tohma. "There's nothing that can be done about it, I'm not going away."

Tohma was becoming agitated. But then again he was asking him to do something completely irrational. He was only looking out for Ryuichi as well as whatever was developing between them. He didn't want Ryu's feelings to waver because of some childhood friend who couldn't give him what he needed the most.

His mind wondered back to earlier when he was in Ryuichi's presence. When Tohma touched him, he could tell that Ryuichi really needed more than emotional support. He needed someone to tend to his needs physically as well as emotionally.

"If you won't leave on your own, I'll have to force you to."

"You know Tohma, I think it's time that you stopped spending as so much time with Ryuichi. He can come and live with me. You've only been in his life for a short time, there is no way that you can even fathom what he's been going through all of these years. I've been there for years, he needs someone like me around."

"I can make you go away." He stated menacingly.

"You can't, after I talk to Ryuichi tonight you won't be able to do anything."

"Talk to him about what? what could you possibly tell him that you haven't told him before. He's growing tired of your hollow affections, he's turning to me more and more."

"Only because I won't return his affections."

Tohma stood up, it was time for him to go. Perhaps speaking to him wasn't the right way to go about it. He needed to get back to his apartment before Ryuichi went out searching for him.

"Tohma," Takashi said sternly. "You won't take him away from me. I've worked too hard to help him get over what happened to him. I've sat around waiting for him to come to terms with what happened to him so he could move on. I felt like he didn't need a physical relationship to hide under as he tried to smother his emotions. I won't let you hide him from his past. I held back because I wanted the Aoi that I first met to at least peak out from the heavy blanket the he had put up in front of himself."

Tohma glared at Takashi as he slammed down the glass. Running from the past, trying to forget, sometimes that was he only way people knew how to deal with the pain. While Takashi was trying to push his method on Ryuichi, the singer was suffering terribly. He took a deep breath as he turned around to leave, he wasn't going to let Ryuichi go around him, even if he had to work him to death.

"Takashi, I appreciate what you've done for him for so long but I'll be taking over from now on. If I see you come near him I will make it my business to make you disappear at all cost. I'm not doing this because I hate you; I'm doing this for Ryuichi's liberation from his past. If you love him, which is what I'm assuming is true, you would acknowledge what I'm trying to do for him. If not try me." He finished as he walked out of the door. It was time for him to step up, even if some of the things he did hurt others.

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