A/N: RomFicGurl I have been wanting to do this for a while. I want to thank eMmALeA99 for letting me adopt this story.
I do not own anything but my OC
Enjoy! ;)
Bella POV
I awoke on the floor of the bathroom. I took the athlete's tape from the cabinet, stretching the cuts. I hissed at the slight pain. I took down the gauze and I unwraped it. I wraped it around my arm and clipped it. I washed all my necessary parts and washed of the blood that was showing at the edges of the gauze. I walked back to my room and put on the first thing my hands touched, whiched happened to be my old pair of washed out jeans, green long-sleeved shirt and worn out converse.
I walked down stairs and got a granola bar and got my coat and walked out to my truck. I rode to school and was late getting to first period. I walked in quiely, not really necessary since they don't notice me any way, and that's good. I don't want them too. I listened to the teacher, not really paying attention. When the bell rang I was last getting out of the class room. I didn't rush, there was no need to. I still wouldn't be noticed.
All day I sat, un-noticed. At lunch I sat in the outside lunch benches. There was light dizzle, so I was alright.
My last period was gym, I didn't do anything. I hid the very small corner hoping no one would see and and make me play. I'm already clumsy enough, I don't need the extra with my mind - no - my whole being was going numb. This is not the place where I need to be...
RING
I quickly walked out of the locker room and walked to my truck. I rode home in silence. When I got home I made myself a small plate of last night's spaghetti. When I finished I walked to the bathroom and sat down near the tub. I got the razor blade and lifted up my sleeve all the way up to my shoulder. I unwraped the guaze and I put the cool blade against my skin.
Why? I ask myself again. I put more presure and I feel the blade piercing my skin. I apply more pressure and I feel that sharp blade cut my vein. I drag it down, so close to yesterdays cut. I stop near the crook of my elbow.
I wonder if Alice sees this. Saying the name in my head felt like a hundred daggers piercing straight through my heart while being soaked in acid. I scream from the pain.
"Bella I don't love you anymore"
"My and I family are leaving"
"You won't ever see or hear from me again"
Thinking about those sentences brought more screams, screams that fill the this tiny room. I brought the blade down the rest of my arm, criss-crossing yesterdays. I scream more and more until I don't think I can scream anymore, and once again... I feel the darkness wash over me.
A/N: Sorry it's so short but I needed to get this out today. I have another story I need to get to my beta A.S.A.P. Also, when the O/Cs get here thier pictures will be on my website. I am also starting a contest rules will be on my profile.
Xx RomFicGurl