A/N: RomFicGurl I have been wanting to do this for a while. I want to thank eMmALeA99 for letting me adopt this story.

I do not own anything but my OC

Enjoy! ;)

Bella POV

I went throught that routine for months, and with my occaisional sleep and scarde eating, I was basicly the living dead, sans vampires. Once a week I wouldn't cut, I would just cry, and cry, and cry until I didn't think I could cry any more, yet they just kept coming.

The cutting had gotten worse. I slash my calves, thighs, stomach, along with my arms. I kow it sounds a little extreme but it's worth it. The emotional pain is much worse than the physical.

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I had just woken up in the bathroom again. This time I had cut my cal, just below my knee. I got up and wrapped the gauze around it. I half chuckled. I kind of lok like a zombie, what with the gauze wrapped around most of my body I could probably pass for one. I did the routine and went to school. I went to first period. When I got there, there was a new girl sitting in E-his seat. I just walked to my desk quietly and sat down. The new girl was talking with Jessica and Lauren. She was quite pretty. She had curly black hair like Bellatrix fom Harry Potter, and had an angular face from what could see, I couldn't see her eyes. She was a light cream color and had long arms and what looked like long legs. She was wearing a lime green long-sleeve shirt, black skinny jeans and lime green and black sneackers. Her black trench coat was hanging on the back of the chair.

I stopped looking when the bell rang, signaling that class had started. I actually tried to pay attention and we were going to be reading a new book in English. Huh, I hadn't even noticed that we finished the other book, Romeo and Juliet. The hole where my heart used to be ached. I payed attention to Mr. Berty so I can get my mind ... Stop, I thought.

"We are going to be reading something a little different this semester. I asked the school board if we could do a modern fiction book and they said yes. We are going to be reading Raised by Wolves.

'I could care less about this. Mr. Berty needs to crawl in a hole. Sounds wierd doesn't it. Yeah, I thought so too.

" Now I thought ap a new semester project, you will be needing a partner. I'll let you chose whom ever you want. If you don't have a partner, see me after class. You have fifteen second to chose ... and ... go." he said and the rest of the classgot up in a rush. I stayed in my seat becuase I knew no one would want to be partners with "Emo Bella", if they only knew who close I was to the stereo-typical "emo"

"And ... time!. Now on to the assignment, you will need to read each chapter, I expect three chapters every week. Then write and essay based on your thoughts on those chapter, one page each chapter front to back. You have until Febuary to come and get your books, then I will pass arouns a paper that everyone is to sign and write thier book number.

After that Mr. Berty declared that rest of class was free. I sat in the back, reminiscing about Phoenix. That's when I remembered that I had lied to Ed-him about somethings in Phoenix. I didn't tell him about Emerson Zertinsky. He was my best friend before he left to finish school in his native country, Russia, when we were fifteen. We had the same birthdate, except I was five minutes older. He alwasy hated it when I brought that up. I also had a small crush on him since we were twelve in the seventh grade. It was actually kind of funny how we met. I was sitting in the cafeteria and I yelled out a bit to loud.

Flashback begin

"Hey, could you keep it down!" He yelled when the caf went silent. I imedently yelled back.

"Well you see, I actually could could, but the better question would be do I want to, don't-cha think. I don't wanna." I raised my eyebrow.

"Who do you think you are?" He said as he walked up to me. Oh, did I forget. I went to a school in seventh grade.

" Well I like think that I am a fairy princees or a cooking master but I know that I am Isabella Marie Swan also known as Bella or Izzy, depending on how I like you." I replied. He got right up in my face.

"I would stop right now if I were you, I think we both know who's going to win here." he wais in a supposedly deadly whisper.

" I know, me right, thank you for admitting it." the I leaned in so close our lips almost touching. I counted to three and blew my tongue. You know, when you stick you tongue out and blow and it makes a farting sound. Then the who caf laughed at his embarresment as he blushed then ran out towards the boys room.

Flashback end

That was the start of our beautiful friendship.

I decided to see what this book was about. The cover had a girl with blackish hair and had a pale complexion. I just thought about Emerson the rest of class.

The bell rang so I went up to Mr. Berty's desk.

"Uh, Mr. Berty?" He looked up, surprise is clearly the main emotion on his face.

"Oh, Isabella, what can I do you for?" he asked.

"I don't have a partner." I said.

"Oh, yes, yes, I forgot. Well. We have a new student coming tomorrow. Hisname is Emerson," he looked through some folders," Zertinsky." I froxe for a few seconds. That was my Emerson. The late bella rang. I looked behind myself and that the class was filled.

"Here is a pass, don't want you to get you a detention on my behalf." He handed me a green paper with a not and I was on my way to trigonometry.

A/N: Also, when the O/Cs get here thier pictures will be on my website. And read my other stories, too. And Raised By Wolves is actually a book that I read over the summer.

Xx RomFicGurl