Hiroto's arms down onto his lap. He stared at midorikawa with his mouth hanging opened. He could not believe what he had just heard. Midorikawa likes diam! How could this be! Hiroto likes midorikawa!

"i-i-i know boys can't love the same gender, but I-"

"Tell me when did you fall for him." Hiroto turned his body away. His bangs covering his eyes.

"a-a-after we went shopping the whole day."

that was way more shorter than me! Hiroto could not believe this was happening. Midorikawa has been crushing on diam for just two days ago, but hiroto has been crushing on him ever since they were young. He lift his head up. His face showing anger. He gave a fake smile.

"he, that's short." He faced midorikawa.

"h-hiroto..." Midorikawa winced at hiroto's touch. He flushed.

"y-you're not mad?"

of course I am! However, I can't show my anger or you'll have another problem. That is who would you choose? Diam or Me?

"Nah! I'm fine! Japan supports boy love right?" hiroto tired to change his tone to a friendier one. His temper cooled down by midorikawa's smile.

"That's great. I thought you would be mad or something."

I am mad! I'm freaking mad!

"but, you're the only one I know who supports yaoi. What about the rest?" Midorikawa asked with concern on his face.

"uhm..." come on hiroto! Tell midorikawa bad things about yaoi! That way, he will slowly stop liking diam! But wait, won't that happen to me too? AHHH! What to do what to do!

"I bet the rest girls do. Remmember what happened in gazelle's room?"

"Oh yea! Gazelle and burn." Midorikawa's face lighten up.

"Heat and nepper too."

"oh them too!"

"so you don't have to worry. Everyone supports yaoi." Hiroto place a hand on midorikawa and smiled.

"thanks hiroto. I for solving this problem for me. Oh! Then what about father?" Midorikawa grabbed hiroto's hands.

"uhm...I don't know. I'll ask him." Hiroto pat midorikawa's shoulders, "don't worry. I'll support you." with that, hiroto walked off.

I hope so... Midorikawa thought.


That night, midorikawa knocked on diam's bedroom door. I could back out now. The brown hair teen came out. To late!

"Nani, reize?" Diam questioned midorikawa with a smile. Midorikawa's throat turned dry. His heart beat increase, his legs turned to jelly and his cheeks flushed. He tired to speak but could not.

"i-i-i" he uttered. Diam looked at midorikawa confused.

"Is there something wrong?"

"i-i-i h-h-have s-s-somet-t-ting t-t-to-"

"You have something to tell me?"

"yea!" Midorikawa brighten up, but turned red again, he looked down, "i-i-i r-r-real-l-ly-"

"You really like something?"

"yea! B-b-but it should be someone."

"eh... Reize likes someone..." Diam nugged him, "Who is the person?" Midorikawa opened his mouth to speak but was cut off by diam's hand, "wait, let me guess. It's a boy."

"you support yaoi?"

"Of course, but I prefer girls than boys." Midorikawa turned wide-eyed. He stared at diam. Did he heard correctly?

"y-y-you prefer girls?" He asked with a sad tone in his voice.

"yea. I just can't picture myself with a boy. I prefer them to be my friends than farther than that. Anyways, I already have a crush on a certain girl already." Diam blushed. Midorikawa eyes watered. He did not want to hear diam continue. That would lead to him having a heartbreak. He choked,

"i'm glad." Midorikawa's bangs covering his eyes. He turned and walked back to his room. Ignoring diam calling him back. "What's wrong with him?" Diam asked himself. Unknown of what he had done to midorikawa.

Midorikawa wanted to be alone or at least find hiroto. No hiroto must be sleeping now. I can't wake him up. He thought. However, he need to throw out his feelings kept in his heart. He could not hold them for a long time.

Midorikawa stopped in front of hiroto's door. He knocked on it. No answer. He knocked again. Again no answer. Hiroto...open the door! Midorikawa bangged on the door. He stopped by the door being open. There stood a messy red hair teen, rubbing his left eye. He murned,

"Midorikawa...?" Midorikawa looked up at him. His eyes full of tears. He could hardly see hiroto. Midorikawa did not even have to say anything, the red head could guess what happened. He step aside and let midorikawa in. They sat down on hiroto's bed.

"diam did not accept you?" Hiroto asked.

"Don't talk about that jerk!" Midorikawa sniffed. His tears rolling down his cheeks. Guess coming here was not such a good idea. Midorikawa thought.

"I'm sorry midorikawa. " Hiroto apologized. He pat midorikawa shoulder again, staring at him in concern. Midorikawa wondered if he should tell hiroto his feelings, his heartbreak, his sadness. Let it all go so that he could feel better.

However, he did not want to think about diam. That jerk hurt his heart like it was pierce through and spilted into a thousand pieces. However, not physically, but mentally. That way, his heart could heal itself and go through the pain again. Just by hearing that name it could cause all this to happen to his heart.

No, I have to tell hiroto. He could help. I'm already in this position. No time to back away. Midorikawa thought. Sure he hate diam. Hate him to the core, but this problem has to be resolve. Slowly, midorikawa opened his mouth and spoke.

"h-he told me that he likes-" Midorikawa stopped. No, I can't do it. That jerk broke my heart painfully. It hurts! Midorikawa clutch his chest, where the heart is. He sniffed.

"Midorikawa, you can do it. Just tell me what happen." Hiroto placed a hand on midorikawa's. Comforting him. You're not the only one. I'm too. Actually, I wanted to confess to you, bu some other day would be fine. Hiroto thought. Midorikawa took a deep breath.

"He said that he likes someone else." Midorikawa cried.

"What that jerk!" Hiroto stood up, however, midorikawa held him down.

"No! You can't blame him. I did not even confess. He said he prefer girls rather than boys."

"What!" Hroto stood up again.

"Please calm down hiroto!" Midorikawa pulled him down, "That's what happen! You can't change it!"

"Midorikawa!" Hiroto grab his friend's shoulders turning him to face him, "I want to help you! I don't want to see you cry. See you heartbroken for the rest of your life! I want to see you be happy, cheerful like always. Happy like none of this ever happen before! You think I'm happy, do ya!" Hiroto shoke midorikawa.

"Hiroto..." Midorikawa murned. He never seen hiroto his mad, this sad, this caring. He never knew this hiroto. He never his problem could become hiroto's problem. He never knew hiroto has always been the one who supported him.

Midorikawa opened his eyes, his black pupils staring into hiroto's emerald ones. He could see himself in his eyes. He remembered dezarm saying that if you could see yourself in someone's eyes. That person would be your soulmate. Is hiroto the person who, would be my partner, who I would be marrying, the one who would be starting a fa- no wait, that's impossible unless we adopt.

Midorikawa giggled at his joke.

"hey, you ok?" Hiroto wondered why the sad midorikawa suddenly laughing all of a sudden.

"it's nothing!" Midorikawa wiped the tears away of his face. He gave hiroto a smile.

"so, you're cheerful again?" Hiroto stared at midorikawa wondering if he was faking or not.

"yea!" Midorikawa gave hiroto a grin.

"wow...is my speech really that helpful?"

"yea..." Midorikawa stood up, "Thanks of talking to me hiroto. Really appreciate it." He turned towards the door and opened it, "sorry for waking you up."

"nah, I'm fine with it." Midorikawa and hiroto had the same staring contest as gazelle and burn.

"Night."

"night." Midorikawa walked out of the room. Hiroto sighed and laid on the bed.

"Why didn't you confess hiroto?" He questioned himself, "nevermind, like I said some other day." With that he turn off his table light and went to sleep.


This was suppose to be burn x gazelle but it somehow changd to hiroto x midorikawa. Sorry about that. I've try to make it short.