A/N: I know shocking another chapter. Amazing what finding out I'm finally about to leave Arizona for good does to my mood. Not really an angst chapter at all. For the most part, the angst is done, but there is some drama coming up. I had to re-work the next part of the story since I'd initially planned Damien as a villain but I changed directions and now have something else up my sleeve. Not sure, hopefully I'll have something posted again in a few days. But I need to focus on my class this week. I've also been thinking about getting a beta to help with the rest of this story and future stories I have swirling in my head. Any thoughts? Volunteers?
Thanks again for all the lovely reviews! Enjoy!
EPOV
She's coming. That's good. I know James will be pleased. I head downstairs to the game room to speak with him.
"Guess what?" I ask him.
"What?" he looks up pausing his game.
"Your mom just text me, she's coming to the party." I smile at him.
"It's my fault isn't it? That you guy's broke up? I'm so sorry Dad." He starts to cry.
I take him in my arms and sit him in my lap. "Now why would you say such a thing? It was not your fault."
"Yes it is dad" he sobs." If I never brought up being a vampire, she would have never fought with you. It's my entire fault."
"Look at me" I reach under his chin and lift his head." It is not your fault. Your mom had a lot of problems to work out. Our breaking up had nothing to do with you. Get it out of your head now."
So this is why he was so upset. He has been blaming himself for our breakup. My poor boy.
"Really?" he asks
"Yes really. It was a normal question to ask."
"I still want it Dad. You'll do it right? When I'm old enough?"
"Yes. But I need to know son, why do you want to turn?" I ask him
"I don't want to leave you all alone dad. If I die, who will you have?" Wow. He's such an amazing little boy. It is true, if James where to live a normal human existence and die someday, it would truly be my end. I can totally picture myself meeting the sun that day.
"Your words touch me son. But it is a choice for you to make. But we will speak of this when you are a man. It is not something you need to concern yourself with for many, many years."
"Okay."
"So are you happy your mom is coming to the party?" I ask
"I guess."
"Why?"
"I want her to come. I want her to be my mommy again. She's been so sad. All she does is cry, and when she does not cry she's moody."
"How do you think we can fix it son?" I ask him
"I think mommy want's you back. I hear it in her thoughts. But I don't want you to get back with her. She hurt you. It was wrong." He tells me
"Yes she did hurt me. But, and I probably should not tell you this, I'm not over her myself. I want her back to James. Very Much."
"You do?" he smiles at me
"I do. But I will not try if it is not what you want. YOU are the most important person in my life. I will do whatever to make you happy."
"You would not get back with mommy just to make me happy?"
"Yes. I will do whatever you want. And I don't want you hurt again. I won't let it happen." I reassure him.
"Can I think about it?" he asks.
"Of course. It is a big choice. It affects you as well. You think on it, and let me know, okay?"
"Okay dad." He says leaning in to hug me.
"I do know one thing you could do to help your mom." I say." Why don't you go spend the next few days with her, and try to get along with her. She misses you." I tell him
"Okay, I can do that." He smiles.
"Good let's go swimming then." He nods and we head upstairs. We spend a fun night out by the pool. Pam also came over and we had a good game of Marco Polo. Which was quite interesting since James is getting faster with his vampire speed. He also has total control of it. I've spent a lot of time with him this summer helping him master his speed and strength. After the breakup, He had a hard time controlling his powers since his emotions where all over the place. There were a few days where he needed to come home from school since he had difficulty controlling his telepathy. For a few weeks I was afraid we'd need to pull him out of school and get him a tutor.
When I rose the next day I found a note next to my pillow.
Dad,
I went to moms for a few days. I'm going to try and be nice to her. I have been mean. I'll see you for my birthday.
Love,
James
He's been there all day, so I decide to text him to see how things are going.
Eric: How are you tonight?
James: Good Dad. Mom and I are at Merlotte's for dinner. I made her laugh.
Eric: Good boy. Be nice to her. Make her smile. And tell her I said hello.
It took five minutes for a response.
James: I did. She said hello as well. Love ya dad
Eric: And I love you son.
The next two days where very lonely. I really have grown accustom to having James with me every day. I don't like not seeing him, but I know Sookie needed him. I spend my time apart from him working and enthralling the vermin. I managed to feed last night, but it did not feel right. I have not fucked in almost a month now. I really don't have the desire to anymore so I stopped. I had initially planned on giving Pam the bar, but after Sookie and I broke up, I never went through with it. If we get back together, I will give it up.
I head downstairs to find James and the shifter's son playing in the living room. The shifter is sitting on my couch.
"I brought him home today, and he asked us to stay." He says.
"That's fine. Happy Birthday James." I go over and pick him up and hug him.
'Thanks Dad." He hugs me back and wiggles to get down. Guess it is embarrassing to be hugged by your dad in front of your friends.
I go about checking with the caters who are setting up everything in the backyard. We had decided on a pool party. After about an hour the guests are arriving. Within two hours my home is filled with screaming children. I love my son, but this many children in this small a space are a little much to take.
James is off playing in the pool with his friends, when I see Sookie. I was talking to Pam and I could feel her arrive. I whip around to see that she came with Jason and his family. I head over to say hello.
"Stackhouse". I greet her brother.
"Northman" he replies.
"Hello Sookie. You look nice tonight." I tell her with a smile.
"Hi Eric. Thanks." She can't even look at me. I can feel sadness and self loathing in the bond.
I don't really have time to talk with her, so I head off to play host. I spent the next hour or so talking with a lot of parents. I keep glancing over at Sookie. I see her sitting by herself in a corner looking like she wants to cry. I have not seen her interact with anyone all night. I told her she looked nice, but honestly she looks like hell. I mean she's still beautiful, but you can see the depression has worn on her. She looks like she had not slept, and I can tell she is holding back the tears.
Having no time to speak with her as it is time for James to blow out his candles. I motion for her to join us. She gets up and heads over. As she is on her way, James pulls me down and whispers in my ear "I'm cool with it dad. Get her back." And smiles at me. When Sookie comes over I pull her close and put my arm around her.
"I want to thank everyone for coming tonight to celebrate James's birthday with us. I believe it is now time for us to sing Happy Birthday and blow out the candles." We all begin singing and I glance over to Sookie and see she's crying softly. I tighten my hold on her hoping to comfort her some. When the song is over James blows out his candles. I take my arm from around Sookie to help James cut the cake.
After we had distributed all the cake, I notice Sookie has disappeared. I look around the backyard and don't see her. I really hope she has not left. I go to search for her, and finally find her sitting on the bed in the guest room sobbing.
I go over to her and put my arms around her. She sobs uncontrollably. I run my hand down her back trying to calm her, but it seems she cries harder.
"Please don't cry Sookie." I say.
That makes her cry even harder. "Tell me what's wrong, please Sookie. Did someone say something to upset you?" I ask.
"Don't be nice to me Eric. I don't deserve it. Just leave me alone." She cries.
"Do you want to slap me? Will that make you feel better?" I ask wiggling my eyebrows.
She laughs. Good better than crying. "Really Eric. You can just ignore me. It's fine. I don't deserve your kindness or concern. I'm a horrible person."
What the hell. Granted Sookie had some issues and needed to grow up, but I don't want her to have all this guilt. It's not healthy for her.
'Sookie, please don't feel guilty. I just want to see you happy." I tell her
"Eric I doubt I will ever be happy again. Please just leave me be." She says.
"NO." I tell her firmly." You will tell me why you feel this guilt."
"Eric it's James birthday. He does not need this drama. Just give me a few minutes to collect myself and I'll be down." I agree tonight is not the night to have this talk. Without even thinking, I lean in and give her a light kiss on the lips.
'I agree. How about we go to dinner tomorrow and you tell me everything?" Okay balls in her court.
"You don't need to Eric." She says tries to say more but I interrupt her." I want to. You will tell me. Tomorrow night?" I ask.
"Okay. I do have some things I'd like to say.' She says. "Excellent, then it is a date." I say smiling.
I lean in to kiss her again but instead kiss her on the forehead instead. She smiles.
"So shall we go down and watch James open his presents?"
"Sounds like fun" she replies and then shocks me when she kisses my cheek.
The rest of the night went great. Sookie and I sat near each other. Lots of parents came up to talk with us. I could even see Sookie loosening a bit and enjoying herself. Every once in awhile I could feel James looking at us. I caught his gaze and just smiled at him. When the party ended and everyone cleared out I noticed James stayed. Sookie had left with Jason and I told her I'd pick her up at 9pm the next night.
"Did you enjoy your party my boy?"
"Yeah dad it was great. It looks like mom had fun too." He says.
'I think at the end she did. We are going to dinner tomorrow night."
"Yeah I figured. Mom told me she was going to dinner with someone tomorrow, I figured it was you." He said. "So are you going to tell her you love her and ask her back?" he asks.
I sigh. If it where only that easy. "No. We need to get to know each other again James. I will start trying to be her friend again. And we will see what happens."
We talk more about his party and that Pam and him are going to hang out tomorrow. Since James has been spending more time with me, He and Pam have grown even closer. He calls her Aunt Pammy.
Next night I rise and head downstairs. James is watching tv and talking with my housekeeper. I hired her several months ago when James starting spending more time with me.
I get ready to leave when Pam arrives.
"Eric." She greets as she strolls in my house like she owns the place. "James"
"Aunt Pammy!" he runs over and hugs her. She returns the hug with a flash of fang.
"Go wait in the car James, I need to speak to your dad for a moment." She tells him. He yells a quick goodbye and bolts out the door.
"You're a dumbass" she snarks.
"Excuse me?" I ask coldly.
"You are going back with her. I fucking knew it. When she breaks your heart again, don't come crying to me."
"It's just dinner Pam. We are not getting married." I tell her.
'Not yet. I know you have that ring. You've had it for years." and she storms off out my front door.
The ring. It had been locked in my safe for over seven years. I bought Sookie the ring after the Fairies took her. I had planned once she got back on her feet again, to propose human marriage. I never got around to getting rid of the ring. That thing cost me a fortune, but again that's to be expected with Cartier.
I grab my keys and head out the door.
SPOV
I can't get over how nice Eric was to me the other night. I really don't deserve it. And then he asks me out to dinner to talk. I need to apologize and tell him everything. Ever since Eric and I talked on the phone, I have avoided Alcide. I'm still a little pissed at him for the comment he made to James. I know he hates Eric, but that was no reason to bash him in front of James. That is his dad, and Eric is nothing if not an excellent father.
I'm a little nervous about this dinner tonight but I think getting everything in the open will be good. Maybe it will help me move on. And who knows, maybe hopefully one day Eric and I can be friends. It would make raising James together a lot easier.
As I'm done getting ready my phone rings. Since it's the phone home and I never got around to getting caller Id I have no idea who it is. Maybe it's Eric running late or canceling.
"Hello" I say
"Hey Sook, its Alcide why have you been avoiding me?" Fucking Hell.
"Alcide the comment you made to James was uncalled for. No matter how you feel about Eric, he is James's dad. and a good one." I tell him.
'Sook, I just hate that guy."
"I don't care how you feel about him; you will not insult him in front of James again. This is a conversation we need to have, but I'm on my way out. I'll call you tomorrow."
"Where are you going?" he asks.
"Out to dinner." I say.
"With whom?" he asks
"If you must know, Eric and I are going out to dinner to talk about some things." I tell him.
"Fucking Hell Sookie. First you go over to his house for a party, now you're going out to dinner with the jerk. He's trying to get you back."
"Alcide, we are talking about James. We are parents together; I can't just cut him out of my life. I'm going to need to deal with him for many years to come." I say icily.
"Not if you let me adopt James." He replies.
"WHAT?" I scream. "Eric is his dad. I have to go Alcide, I'll call you tomorrow." And I hang up the phone.
About 10 minutes later, I hear the Corvette pull up my driveway. I put the finishing touches on my makeup, and head to the front door to let Eric in.
I open the door and find Eric standing there looking as gorgeous as ever. He's dressed in grey pants and a black fitted t-shirt.
"Ready to go?" he asks. I nod and we make our way out to the car. On the way to the restaurant we make small talk. We pull into the restaurant lot. It looks like Eric has brought me to a French restaurant.
We walk in and our seated. After giving the waitress our order, I wait till I get my wine till I start talking. Taking a huge sip I steel myself to begin.
"I have some things I need to say." Eric nods." I can date when I became afraid of love back to my parents. My mom and dad made me feel like I was a freak. When they passed, and we went to live with Gran things got better. All throughout school, People made me feel like a freak because of my telepathy, but I always had Gran. I just believed I was unworthy of love." Eric goes to speak but I stop him." Then I met Bill. For the first time ever, a man made me feel special and wanted. I thought it was love. Then because I was involved with Bill I got Gran murdered. I still had Bill or so I thought so, until that mess with Lorena and then his mission for Sophie Ann. Then you and I got together when you lost your memory and I was truly happy. Then you regained your memory and forget the time we spent together. You where so cold to me afterward, that's why I ended up going out with Quinn."
"Sookie, you could have come to me, explained things. I knew things had changed between us. Did you not think I would have wanted you anymore? I wanted you, and I did not know why. Then you flaunted the Tiger in my face, even after we bonded at Rhodes. I risked my life for you, and you acted like I tricked you."
"I know it was wrong of me. But I'd made a commitment to Quinn, and still thought things would work. Then he betrayed me and all of us by leading Victor to us. Then of course the thing with the fairies. I was so afraid to let myself love you. I thought I was not good enough for you and that if I was, you'd end up hurting me like every other man in my life." When I ran from you, it was wrong. I will have guilt for the rest of my life for keeping James from you. It was a cruel and heartless thing to do. Then when …well we got back together, I was so happy. But I let my insecurity and doubt ruin us. I always thought you breaking my heart would break me. Pushing you away broke me."
I dried the tears from my eyes and took a huge sip of my wine. Our dinner arrived, and I picked at my food while Eric barely sipped his blood.
"Sookie, why did you never talk to me? After I regained my memory, I wanted us to work things out. The night we made love, the night we made James, I wanted to tell you I loved you that night and I tried. But you pushed me away with your talk of appreciation. It hurt me. Deeply. Then you left me. You broke me. I became a cruel and heartless monster incapable of feeling emotion. When you came back, James brought me back. When we finally got back together, I thought everything would be fine. That we would be a family. Then that night in Florida. Your cold callous words hurt me. Granted I believe I overacted. But I mainly ended things to protect James." He paused and took a sip of his blood.
"You broke up with me for James?" I ask
"Yes. I was fearful you would never stop running, even though you spoke of getting help, I was angry that night. If you'd just apologized, or attempted to speak with me, I think we could have worked things out."
Wow. I see his logic. He was right to do what he did." You where right Eric. And I was wrong. I'm so sorry I hurt you; I took your love for granted. I took your trust and shattered it over and over, but yet, here you are talking to me. I don't deserve it." I begin to sob softly.
Eric moves his chair over and gathers me in his arms." I understand why you feel guilty Sookie. And I thank you for apologizing. But you must let go of this guilt. Learn from it and move on. It is not healthy for you. James needs his mother back."
"I'm just so so sorry Eric, I'll never forgive myself for what I did and how I acted." I cry.
For what seems like hours Eric just held me and let me cry it out. I cried for our lost love. For the hurt I've caused him and our son, and even myself. Finally I manage to rein in my emotions." Thank you Eric." I smile at him.
'Your welcome. Now how about something with chocolate for desert? I understand woman find comfort in chocolate." He says with total seriousness. I chuckle to myself.
I end up getting chocolate cake and it delicious. But I realize there is one other thing I need to get out in the open. "Eric I have one other thing to tell you."
"Yes?" he asks smiling.
"Right before we got back together, I was dating a professor named Damien Chandler. We had sex the night before we got back together. I ended things the very next morning after we got back together I swear."
Eric sighs. "I know Sookie." he says.
I nearly choke on my cake." You knew? How long?"
"I've known for nine months. Pam told me after we broke up. We had a hell of a time finding him. He disappeared as you know. But we got to him in time. He's been glamoured to forget he knew you. Did you know he was a demon?" he asks.
That would explain why I could not hear his thoughts." No I did not. But I'm glad you found him. Are you mad?" I ask.
"I was. But not because you dated, it was because you could not be truthful with me."
"I know I made numerous mistakes."
"We both did Sookie." He smiles and grabs my hand "So tell me how your therapy is coming along"
So I sit and tell him about Dr. Stratton. How we came to all our discoveries. Eric seems genuinely interested. We go on to talk about work and just in general catch up on what we missed over the last nine months.
'So do you want to go dancing? Eric asks me
"No Eric, I'm a little tired. But I'm glad we did this." Eric pays the bill and we head out to his car so he can drive me home.
"So where do we go from here Sookie?" he asks.
"We see if we can be friends for James sake. He needs both of his parents."
"I agree. I would very much like it if we could be friends Sookie. I have missed you." He smiles and takes my hand." And there is that whole matter of us loving each other we need to address as well".
I can't believe him. I hurt him over and over and yet it sounds like he wants me back, again. No I can't and won't do that to him again. I have hurt Eric enough to last two lifetimes. "No Eric. I will always love you, but I will not hurt you or James again. It is better we remain friends."
"Very well Sookie. If that is how you feel, we will be friends. But I want you to stop this guilt shit and start living and be happy. I forbid you to continue on like this"
I have to smile." You forbid me?"
"I do". He growls playfully. And for the first time in nine months, I start laughing uncontrollably.
We continue to laugh and joke around on the ride back to Bon Temps. I feel better than I have in months. I know it's because I have closure with Eric now. All the skeletons are out of the closet. A small part of me wants to throw myself over the gearbox at him and ravage him. And I know he'd be more than willing. But no, I will not hurt him again.
We turn onto Hummingbird lane and I see smoke. Eric sees it as well and speeds up. We pull up to my entire home engulfed in flames. I open the door and bolt for the house. Eric manages to grab me and hold me back. I just lose it. I began to sob in his arms. My family home is gone. Everything I own is gone. I barely notice when Eric hands me off to Bill and goes to speak with the fire inspector. I can hear the inspector tell him the house is a total loss. I just sob.
"Sookie you can stay with me while you rebuild" Bill says trying to console me.
"Compton. Sookie will be coming home with me." Eric lifts me from Bills arms and takes me back to his car. I'm unable to even speak. So I just let Eric take me back to his house. I'm numb.
Before I know it, we are pulling up into Eric's garage. He lifts me out of the car and carries me into the house.
"Mommy what happened? Dad what happened? I hear James ask but I'm numb. Unable to even speak. I hear Eric answer.
"I was driving mom home from dinner and when we got back to the house it was in flames. The house is gone James." He tells him.
"Where will Mommy live dad?" he asks.
"She will stay here with us son." I hear all this go on. I barely noticed that Pam was there. Eric gets up to speak with Pam and James comes over and puts his arms around me.
"It will be okay mommy." he tells me. "Mom? Mommy say something." He says to me but I'm unable to answer.
"She's in shock James. Go to bed. Pam take him to his room." he says.
I barely notice when Eric lifts me and carries me to the guest room. He carefully undresses me and runs a bath. He lifts me into the water and leans down next to the tub. He cleans me softly not saying a word.
"Sookie, please say something." He says.
I want to speak, but I'm unable."Sookie I'm going to lift you out of the tub, and then I'm calling your doctor." Eric leaves the bathroom for a moment and returns with one of his t-shirts. He lifts me out of the tub and dries me. He pulls the t-shirt over my head and lifts each of my arms to get them through. He lifts me back up and carries me to the bed pulling down the covers.
"Sookie, Pam called your doctor. He is coming over now." He says.
I seem to drift off for a moment until I hear Dr. Stratton's voice. "It's shock. The trauma of all the emotional problems combined with losing her home was just too much to take so her body is in shock. Tell me was she upset this evening at all?" he asks.
I hear Eric tell the doctor about our conversation over dinner." I've prescribed a sedative for her. Most time, people come out of this one their own. If in two days she's still unresponsive, she will need to be admitted to a hospital." Eric thanks the doctor and escorts him out. Eric comes back and takes me into his arms I drift off to sleep in his arms feeling safe for the moment.
I come to and feel Eric's arms around me. I turn my head to look at him." Sorry I must have dozed off for a little." I say.
"Oh thank goddess" Eric says and hugs me tight.
"Why? What happened Eric? How long was I out?" I ask.
"Two days. I was so worried." He says.
"Oh god. I'm hungry." I say. Eric starts laughing. I get up from the bed and head to the bathroom to take care of my human needs." Eric do you have a robe I can put on or something?"
Eric gets up and opens the closet. I see a closet full of clothes. He's so thoughtful. "Thank you so much Eric.' I tell him.
"Your welcome. Take a shower and change and come down. James has been worried about you." And he heads out of the room.
I jump in the shower and take stock. My house is gone. The home that has been in my family for generations is no more. All the family photos of Gran are gone. But I can't cry. I need to try and be strong. I'll need to contact the insurance company about the house. I finish up my shower and go dress in a pair of sleep shorts and cami I found in one the drawers in my room and head downstairs.
Once I get in the living room, James runs over and practically tackles me. "Mommy, I'm so glad your okay." He hugs me tight.
"I'm fine honey. But the house is gone." I tell him.
"I know Mom. Dad told me. It will be alright. Dad will take care of us." He smiles.
I know he's right. Eric would have no problems taking care of us. I can see that James has settled into his life here with Eric.
"Come on Mom, Dad ordered Pizza for us." He leads me over to the kitchen. Eric is sitting at the table sipping on a blood. We both sit down to have dinner.
"Eric I need to contact the insurance company." I tell him.
"Not to worry. I have done so already. The claim is filed. You will be getting a check in a few weeks." He says.
Wow he took care of it all. He's being so great about this.
"Thank you so much for everything."
"It was no problem. And of course, you may stay here as long as you like." He says smiling.
"I'll pay you back for the clothes Eric."
"No. don't worry about it Sookie. You have enough to worry about." I just nod and realize I don't even want to argue with him. Making sure I had clothes was such a sweet gesture.
"I'll only be here for a few weeks. I guess I should try and rent a place here in Shreveport." I tell him.
"Whatever, there is no rush Sookie. You are the mother of my child. You will always be family to me regardless."
I'm about ready to cry when he said that. How did I not see how much Eric cared for me? It was always Eric. He always helped me. He never lied to me. He has always been there for me. I was such a fool.
We finish up dinner and all sit down to watch a movie. It feels so right being together with Eric and James. Eric was right, they are my family. I have Jason, but he's never really been there for me like Eric. Half way through the movie, James falls asleep and Eric carries him upstairs. He comes back down shortly and sits down next to me.
"Eric I'm going to need to talk to the doctor soon."
"I figured. When you woke up, I called him. You have an appointment tomorrow at 1230pm." He smiles.
"Thanks, my car is still at the house."
"The car blew up Sookie. It caught fire." He tells me.
Great. I just bought that car. After the breakup, I arranged to have the Hummer returned to Eric and went and bought a new Honda Civic.
"I've already called your car insurance. They are sending a check as well. You can drive the Hummer or the Corvette Sookie."
Then I realize about work. "Did you call the library?" I ask
"Of course. You are off till Monday. I took care of everything Sookie. You need not worry." He takes me hand and smiles.
Nine Months ago I would have accused him of being high handed. But I realize now he was just caring for me and trying to handle things so I would not have to worry.
"Thank You Eric." I squeeze his hand.
He looks a little startled." You're not going to call me high handed. Try to slap me?" he smirks.
I laugh." No Eric. I appreciate everything you've done. I don't deserve it, but thanks."
"Stop saying that Sookie. You made mistakes. You are in therapy. I can see the positive changes, but you need to stop with the guilt. It's driving me crazy."
"Ill try."
"Fair enough."
I stay up a little longer with Eric watching some TV. I'm still a little mentally exhausted after everything so I say goodnight and head up to bed.
The next morning after I get up and shower and dress, I head downstairs and hear James talking with a woman. This must be Mrs. Fitzgerald. "Good morning" I greet them.
"Oh good morning miss, you must be Mr. James mom." She smiles.
"Yes. Nice to meet you."
"I've made pancakes. Please have a seat." James and I sit down and enjoy a great breakfast. Mrs. Fitzgerald is really a great cook.
After we finish eating I ask James "Honey, I've got to go to an appointment. Would you like to come with me, or stay here with Mrs. F?" I heard James call her that so I assumed it was okay.
"I'll go with mommy. I'll just bring my PSP." He smiles.
We get ready and leave for the doctor's. Realizing a lot of James things are also gone I ask him "Honey after the doctor, maybe we could head to the mall and get you some new clothes."
"I've got enough Mom. Dad and I went clothes shopping at the beginning of the summer."
Wow I have really been a horrible parent. I never realized James had gotten new clothes. I'm so glad Eric has been there for him.
"What about toys?" I ask
"I have toys here mom. Dad thought it would be easier for me to have everything here." He smiles.
"Your dad took you clothes shopping and to the toy store?" I smile.
"Yep. The ladies in the store looked at him funny." I just bet they did. Not often you see a 1000 year old Viking clothes shopping with his son.
"Are we staying with Dad now Mom? I like seeing him everyday.'
"For a little while. But I'll need to find us a place to live. I will find somewhere close to your dad's house though."
"Why don't we just stay with Dad? He said he wants us there."
"Honey your dad and I are not together. It's not right for me to live with him."
"You could be Mom." He smirks.
Huh. What is he talking about? "What do you mean I could be?"
"You could be with Dad. Dump the wolf and go back to dad. You know you want to." He raises his eyebrow.
Ughh. Sometimes having a telepathic son is such trouble." I want you to Mom. I want you happy again. And being with Dad makes you happy."
He's right. Being with Eric would make me happy. I can't bring myself to hurt Eric again. Or James for that matter.
"Sweetie, I've hurt you and your dad so much. I don't want to hurt you both again."
"You won't Mom. Dad is hurt because you're not with him. And you're hurt because you're not with him. He asked me if I was okay with you getting back together, I said yes."
I can't believe this. Eric asked James if it was okay that we got back together. "You really are okay with it? I won't have you hurt again." I tell him.
"I won't be. Dad said I wouldn't. I trust him."
I really need to talk to Dr. Stratton about all this. After dinner the other night, I thought Eric might want me back. And if I'm truly honest with myself, it is what I want as well. I'm just afraid to hurt him again.
We get to the doctor office, and I have James sit in the waiting room while I go back to the doctor's office.
"How are things Sookie?" he asks.
"I'm doing okay. It hurts that the house is gone, but I'll get through."
"I understand your staying with Eric? How do you feel about that?"
I sigh. "I'm grateful for everything Eric has done. He's been great with all this."
"I understand you both talked things out the night of the fire?"
"We did. I told him everything. I feel like I've gotten closure finally and I can move forward."
"Well that is good."
"But there is more. Eric wants us to get back together. I think I may want that as well. I'm just so afraid to hurt him again. I've made so many mistakes with our relationship." I start to cry.
"Yes, but you have addressed those issues and are aware of them now. Would being in a relationship with Eric make you happy? Do you love him?" he asks.
"I love him with everything I am. I would be happy with him. But I don't want to hurt him again."
"What makes you think you would hurt him again?"
"I have in the past. I always let my fears and insecurities ruin us."
"Sookie, you have been in therapy for over seven months. You have faced your issues head on. It is time to move on, and I believe you should move on with Eric. For a vampire, he seems to care for you a great deal."
'What about Alcide?"
"Sookie I believe you where using alcide as a replacement for Eric. Just as you used Quinn."
He is right. We'd addressed why I went out with Quinn, and came to realize I went out with him because I felt I could not have Eric.
"I'll think about it."
"I suggest you do. If you decide you want to be with Eric, you need to let Alcide know soon. Do not lead him on. I also suggest you continue our sessions."
We talk about a few more things, and then I head out. James and I decide to get lunch at a deli near Eric's house. When we walk in, Alcide is sitting having lunch. Fucking perfect. I really can't deal with him now.
"Sookie!" he yells and runs over to hug me.
"Hey little guy." He greets James. James does not say a word and heads over to an empty table.
"I heard what happened with the house. I'm so sorry. Are you staying with Jason?"
"No, I'm staying with Eric."
"Eric! Christ Sookie, You could have called me. After all I am your boyfriend." He says.
God that just does not sound right. Before I can stop myself, I open my mouth. "Alcide, I think maybe we would be better off as friends. I'm just not ready to be in a relationship."
Alcide looks furious." Your going back to that damn bloodsucker aren't you?" he grabs me and shakes me.
James runs over and kicks Alcide in the knee. Alcide let's go of me and falls to the ground. "Stay the hell away from my mother you damn wolf!" he yells.
"Why what will you do you little bastard?"
"It's not what I can do. It's what my dad can do. You lay a hand on my mother again, and he'll end you."
"Fine. Run back to your bloodsucker Sookie. You've always been nothing but a damn fangbanger anyway. I don't know what I ever saw in you."
"Watch it Wolf. Or I'll kick you again." I did happen to notice James managed to knock Alcide down. I knew James was strong, But it seems he's learned some new tricks.
I decide to end this before we get kicked out. I grab James and head out to the car.
Once we get back on the road I scold James." James you can not go running around fighting with werewolves. What where you thinking?"
"I was defending you Mom. He hurt you. I can fight. Dad has been teaching me."
"He could have really hurt you."
"He would not have. He fears Dad. And you know if he laid a hand on me, Dad would hurt him."
Do I ever know that. I'm pretty sure Eric would have killed Alcide if he laid a hand on our son.
"I appreciate you defending me honey, but your seven and he's a grown man. No picking fights with wolves anymore. Okay?"
"Okay mom."
"Your going to tell your dad aren't you?" I ask
"Yes. Mom he needs to know. How can he protect us if he does not know?"
When did my seven year old become so pragmatic? He's so much like Eric it's scary.
We get home and watch some TV. Right after dark Eric comes down and James rushes over to him.
"Dad the wolf grabbed Mom today."
"He did what?"
"Yes. I did a side kick and knocked him down." He tells him proudly.
Eric bends down to look James in the eye. "I am proud of you. You defended your mother's honor. But it was also foolish. You are a boy. You must promise me you will not fight grown werewolves again. That is why you have bodyguard. Understand?"
"Yes sir."
"Good. Now head on up to your room. I need to speak to your mom."
James heads upstairs and Eric sits down next to me. Eric has really grown into his role as father. A year ago, he would have praised James for a stunt like that. I'm very impressed.
"What happened Sookie?"
"We went to a deli for some lunch and we ran into Alcide. I told him I was staying with you and he got angry and grabbed me."
"That was all?"
"Well I kinda told him I did not want to see him anymore, and he called me a fangbanging whore and grabbed me. That's when James came over and kicked him."
I can tell Eric is furious. But not at me." I'll kill that fucking wolf." He seethes.
"No Eric. It's done now. It's fine. He was just angry because he felt I used him." I say quietly.
"Did you?"
"I suppose I did."
"Well than it was right that you ended things before they got too serious."
"Yes. It was unfair to him."
"How did the doctor go?" he asks.
"Good. We talked about a few things. It gave me a lot to think about."
"What do you need to think about?" he asks and takes my hand.
"I'll tell you soon. I promise. I just need to work it out for myself first. Okay?'
The next month went fast. I went back to work and received the checks for the house. We've been spending a lot of time together as a family. My relationship with James is back on track. I missed my sweet boy so much.
We attended a karate tournament James was in and he placed first in his age group. I lost track of how many pictures and video Eric took. He was such a proud father that night. Pam even joined us. I've been so happy this past month. Eric and I have been spending a lot of time together talking about the past and everything we both did wrong. Our relationship has grown by leaps and bounds. I can honestly say, I trust him completely now. Without a doubt in my mind. I've still been going to see Dr. Stratton once a week.
Before I knew it, it was time for Halloween again. James has been back to school for awhile. For the first time ever Eric and I went to parent teacher night together. We truly feel like a real family. I've had the money to move out, but Eric has never pressured me to leave, and honestly I really don't want to. I think I'm finally ready to move on with Eric.
EPOV
The past few months have been great. It was horrible that Sookie's house has burned down, but if I'm honest with myself, I love having her and James with me everyday. We've really gotten into a routine as a family. We spend a lot of time together the three of us. I have cut back my hours at Fangstasia, Only using my office for my sheriff duties. I don't remember the last time I enthralled the vermin.
I am feeding when I'm there, but I have not fucked anyone in over four months. I just do not wish to. Obviously the vermin are not happy they are unable to have me anymore, but I will not ruin my chance with Sookie by giving in to my baser instinct. I am admittedly a horndog I know that, but I can control myself if needed.
I have not pressured Sookie into making a decision about our relationship. She knows that I love her and want her back. I can feel her warming to the idea. The last few weeks she has allowed me to hold her in bed while we talk. We have been spending a lot of time discussing our past mistakes with our relationship and it has done a world of good. I feel like she trusts me, if she had not, she would have moved out immediately when she got her check from the fire.
It's Halloween tonight and of course the night of the annual Fangstasia party. I have asked Sookie to be my date for the party and she accepted. James is going trick or treating with some friends from the neighborhood, and I've arranged for Mrs. F to stay until we get home. I've also arranged for Nigel to go with James tonight. I will not have him unprotected.
I'm in the middle of dressing and James comes in. I've chosen a black Armani suit with a black shirt. I'm still trying to decide if a black or blue tie would look better. James is dressed as a punk rocker for Halloween. He has on ripped jeans and one of my old sex pistols t-shirts from the 70's. It looks like a dress on the kid, but it's what he wanted.
"What ya doing Dad?" he asks.
"Trying to decide on a black or blue tie, what do you think?"
"The blue" I agree and put the blue tie on.
"So, are you and mommy going on a date tonight or what?" he asks with a lifted eyebrow.
"Well, I asked her to be my date, but it could just be as friends James. I will not pressure her."
'Why not? She wants to kiss you bad." He giggles.
Damn kid. He really needs to stay out of our heads." James you need to stop reading our thoughts. What have I told you about that?"
"Yeah, Yeah, I know Dad. No mind reading unless I think I'm in danger."
"Right. We might be late this evening so after trick or treating straight to bed, no waiting up, got it?"
"I got it. Have fun tonight. Mommy looks really pretty." He says and leaves my room.
I gel my hair back and grab my suit coat to head downstairs. Sookie is sitting on the couch. She's dressed in an amazing red dress. He's right she does look hot.
"You look great Sookie, shall we go?" I extend my hand to her.
She takes my hand and let's me walk her out to the car. I open the car door for her and help her in. We get heading toward Fangstasia.
Once we get to the bar, I can see Pam has done a great job decorating. I have had nothing to do with the party planning at all this year.
"It looks nice Pam." I tell her.
'Thank you. Hello Sookie, how are you?" she asks.
"I'm good Pam thanks." She replies.
Pam and Sookie are not as good of friends as they once where, but I can see things have gotten better. Once Pam realizes Sookie won't hurt me again, I think things will be fine.
I lead Sookie over to my booth and we sit down. I motion over to the waitress and she brings my blood and a Gin and Tonic for Sookie. She takes a sip.
"Are you okay with being here tonight Sookie?" I ask
"It's fine Eric. I know you need to make an appearance on night like this."
"Yes. It's important as sheriff that I'm here tonight." I tell her.
We make small talk for awhile as I greet some of my minions that come over to say hello. There are a few fangbangers in the club tonight, but since I've not been with any of them in months, I'm sure there will no problems. As if Sookie is reading my mind she says "Eric, all the fangbangers are angry with you."
I laugh. "I guess they would be. They no longer get to enjoy my attentions." I smirk.
She looks shocked. "Really?"
"Yes really, for about four months." I smile at her.
"You haven't had sex in four months?" she asks surprised.
"No."
"Why?"
"Why do you think Sookie?" I ask.
"Oh" she says.
"I told you how I feel about you. There is only one person I wish to be with."
She does not say anything, but I can tell I've given her a few things to think about. I want to respect her boundaries, but I have noticed in recent weeks she has opened up to me more in subtle ways. Letting me hold her in bed, Cuddling next to me on the couch, Last week we took James to a movie, and she held my hand most of the night. I don't even think she realized what she was doing.
"Eric you should hate me."
"Maybe, but I don't so deal with it." I wink at her.
I gaze into her eyes and figure what the fuck, and lean in to kiss. At worst, she'll slap me. Not like she hasn't before. I touch my lips gently to her's just to test the waters, and she shocks me by grabbing me and deepening the kiss. I stick my tongue in her mouth and massage it with mine and she moans. Oh hell yeah. We are kissing like crazy and I get a little bolder and run my hand under her dress and caress her thigh running my finger over the top of her panties.
She pushes me back, Oh crap I pushed my luck. But she surprises me again by leaning on my shoulder. Maybe I did not push my luck.
"Behave yourself Eric." She scolds but she's smiling at me.
"Don't I always?" I ask and lean in to kiss her again. Our tongues dueling and I'm pretty sure we are both moaning I hear someone clear their throat.
"How nice to see the happy couple."
It's Victor Madden. Hell.
"Victor." I reply.
"Northman. And the lovely Mrs. Northman. How nice to see you both. I just had to stop in; you always give such wonderful parties. Will there be an orgy later?" he asks.
What a prick. He's trying to piss Sookie off. I can feel thorough the bond that she's disgusted but I don't think it's directed to me.
"You will have to check with Pamela and see if she has anything planned Victor. I do not indulge in such things any longer." I reply.
"I have heard. Little woman have you pussy whipped?" And with that comment he slithers away.
'I really hate that guy Eric." She says
"I agree. You're not mad?" I ask.
"No, why should I be?"
"No reason." I love this new Sookie. A year ago she would have hauled off, slapped me and called me a manwhore.
'You are not going to call me a manwhore?"
She chuckles." It seems you are a reformed manwhore."
"So it would seem"
"Would you care to dance?"
She nods and we head out to the dance floor. I take her in my arms and we dance. The dj is playing a mix of fast and slow songs this evening, and we are having a great time just laughing and being together. I've managed to sneak in a few more kisses as well. The night is going well. I decide now is the time to play a special song. I motion toward the dj.
The song "Forever' by Kiss starts playing. I feel this song explains perfectly how I feel about Sookie. We dance slowly together just gazing into each other's eyes. I can see she's starting to leak, so I know she understands what I'm trying to say to her.
I lean in to kiss her. We are dancing close together kissing. She wraps her arms around my neck to deepen the kiss. At some point we stopped dancing completely lost in the kiss. We both finally realize the song is over when "Paparazzi" by Lady Gaga starts playing. We both look at each other and laugh.
We head back over to my booth holding hands. Pam is waiting for us." If you two are planning on mating, the office is free."
"Pam" I say sternly.
"So why did that fuck Madden ask if there was an orgy tonight?" she snarks.
"He asked me first. I said I did not know."
"Well there is after the party, but I really don't want that fucker to come. He's horrid in bed and he has small dick."
I glance over to Sookie and she looks shocked. "You slept with Victor Madden?" she asks Pam.
"Yes. It was 60 years ago; I was high off fairy blood. What can I say; I was not in my right mind."
Sookie just shakes her head. "I take it you will not be attending tonight Master." Pam says.
"That is correct. You know better than to even ask Pamela."
With that she stalks off.
"Would you like to stay a little longer or head home Sookie?" I ask
"If we can, I'd like to leave. I have a feeling things are going to get a little crazy here soon."
"That's an understatement" I tell her.
I take her hand, and lead her out to the car. We've had a great night tonight. I don't want to push it though. I'm still leery of this new mature Sookie. Call it gun-shy. So I decide to just hold her hand on the drive home.
"So Eric, why would Victor Madden think you would know about an orgy?" she asks casually. Oh fuck. So much for a good night.
"I have no idea Sookie" I tell her.
"Eric" she says glaring at me.
I sigh. "I threw an orgy for him last year."
"When?" she asks timidly.
"It was right after you came back from Florida. We had not gotten back together yet." Hell. She's going to get mad. I just know it.
"Okay. I can't say I like it, but we where not together so there's not much I can say." HUH.
"Eric, do you miss sleeping with all those woman and all the crazy sex you used to have?" I know immediately she's referring to Yvetta and the orgy last year.
I take a deep breath before I answer." Honestly, no I do not. I will admit there were times in my existence that I loved it. But I no longer do."
She smiles at me." That's good to know."
Well that conversation did not go bad at all. I really expected yelling and screaming and a possible slap. I silently thank the gods to whoever invented therapy.
The rest of the ride home was quiet, and I noticed Sookie had drifted off to sleep. Once we arrive home and lift her from the car and carry her to her room. I lay her gently down on the bed and lean in and kiss her softly on the lips before I turn to leave the room.
"Where are you going Eric?" she asks silently stirring from her nap.
"I was going to my room. Rest. It is late and you are tired." I tell her.
"I don't want you to go." She says. What the hell. Could this be it?
"What are you saying Sookie?"
"I love you Eric. I want to be with you. Always." She smiles.
I go to the door closing and locking it. Turning around I toss my jacket on the floor and remove my shoes. I go over to the bed and lay down next to her.
"Are you sure Sookie? You need to be sure." I don't want her freaking out tomorrow regretting anything.
She sighs.'Oh Eric, please just shut up and kiss me."
Not one to argue, I lean in and softly kiss her lips. Our mouths moving slowly against each other I lick her bottom lip and insert my tongue in her mouth. Our tongues dueling she moans. Taking this as a good sign, I reach back and unzip her dress caressing her back. She lifts her arms, and I slowly pull the dress off her. Fuck me. She's got this amazing red lace bra and matching panties on. I'm pretty sure I growl and pull her tight to me.
She undoes my tie and pulls it over my head. I break the kiss for a moment and quickly remove my shirt and pants. We lay just kissing for awhile. Moving from her lips I move down to kiss and suck on her neck and go down to pay attention to her lovely breasts. I kiss and lick the tops of her breasts through the bra. Gently I reach behind her and undo the clasps and remove the only boundary between my mouth and her nipples. Taking one glorious nipple in my mouth, I lick and suck on the bud while she moans. I move my attention to the other one for a bit. I feel her hand gently go into my boxers and she starts to caress my cock.
I slide down kissing and licking her stomach and move my attention to her pussy. I can smell her arousal. Gently I slide her panties off. Wonderful she's not stopping me. I bring my mouth to her folds and give a tentative lick to her folds. She bucks off the bed. I lick and suck on her clit, and insert on finger in her, quickly finding her g-spot. She moans really loud so I continue to work her inserting another finger, preparing her for me. Working her with my fingers and tongue. I can feel her pussy contract so I know she's about to come so I move my mouth from her clit and kiss and lick her inner thigh, just as she comes on my fingers I lean and bite. Oh my! I had forgotten how wonderful she tastes. I need to be careful as I've not fed from human blood much lately so I only take a few mouthfuls and lick the wound so it will heal.
I slide back up her body and capture her lips in a heated kiss. Our tongues wrestling with each other. I quickly remove my boxers and place myself at her entrance. I break the kiss for a moment and whisper "I love you." And enter her. She's so tight it takes me a few times to get all the way in. As I let her adjust to my size, I kiss her lips again. While kissing her, I slowly begin to move in and out of her and for a few minutes just gently sliding in and out. It feels amazing. I can feel the love coming across our bond.
She tightens her legs around my waist and grabs my ass. She always did love my ass. I chuckle to myself and start thrusting a little faster. She closes her eyes in ecstasy and I have to remind her "Look at me Lover." She opens her eyes and stares into mine. I kiss her neck and breast as I thrust into her faster but gently. Gazing into her eyes I can feel im about to come so I grab her lips and kiss her from all my worth. Leaving her mouth, I lean in and suck on her nipple and bite. I come and she follows very soon after. I lick her breast to heal the wound, and kiss her softly while gently sliding in and out of her to bring her down from her orgasm.
I look into her eyes and she's crying. Pulling out, I gather her in my arms and ask "What's wrong?" and kiss her softly.
"I just love you so much." She cries.
"Then why are you crying?" I may have been alive for 1000 years, but I still have trouble grasping human emotions from time to time.
She touches my face with her hand and says "These are happy tears, trust me."
I lean and kiss her softly for a few minutes when I break the kiss she yawns.
"You are tired dear one, sleep."
Mhhuhh. She mutters and snuggles into my chest. Not even 5 minutes later I can hear her breathing even out and know she has fallen asleep. Lying here, with my love in my arms I feel totally content. I am tempted to let her sleep for a bit and wake her up to make love again, but I know she has work in the morning. I hold her while drifting off into downtime. A few minutes before sunrise, I leave her arms, leaving her a note, and go to my room to die for the day. I wished I could fall asleep with her in my arms, but I don't want to push things.
SPOV
I wake up the next morning to my alarm going off. I stretch and reach over to shut it off. I roll over and Eric is gone. I expected that, after all this room is not light-tight. I smile remembering last night. Glancing at the pillow I see that Eric has left me a note.
Lover,
Words can not describe how happy you've made me. Have a wonderful day at work, and I will see you this evening.
I love you,
E
Smiling, I drag myself out of bed to shower and get ready for the day. I head downstairs to have a quick breakfast and I see that Mrs. F has already made eggs and sausage. I never thought I'd get used to having a housekeeper, but I have. James is sitting at the table eating his breakfast.
"Morning Mom." He says with a mouthful of food.
"Morning Honey, did you have fun trick or treating last night?" I ask
He goes on to tell me about all the kids' costumes and how a few of the older kids where trying to prank the young ones and that Nigel had to break it up.
"Did you and dad have a fun last night?" he asks.
I smile to myself. Oh boy did we ever have fun. I'm still a little sore this morning to prove it.
"We had a great time honey."
He smiles. "That's good. You look really happy today mommy."
"I am sweetie, I am"
We finish our breakfast and I say goodbye to James as he hops into Nigel's car to go to school. I get into the Hummer, and drive myself to work.
The day at work was good and flew by. I was really busy with cataloguing, and before I knew it I was shocked out of my work groove by the ringing of my cell. I look over and see that it's Eric calling.
"Hi" I answer.
"Lover, it's already 7, are you on your way home?"
"Oh I lost track of time working on a project, I should be home in 20 minutes" I say getting up to gather my things to leave. I realize Eric is probably afraid I panicked about last night. A year ago, I would have. Not anymore.
"Afraid I ran?" I ask slyly.
"A little I guess." He responds.
"I'm not going anywhere." I tell him.
"Good to know. Drive home safely lover. I will see you shortly. I love you."
He's so sweet. And I'm deliriously happy.
"I will. I love you too." I respond and end the call.
I get my things together and head out to the car. Alcide is waiting for me by the Hummer. Just fucking great. I had not spoken to him in a few months since the incident at the deli.
"Alcide" I say
"Sookie can we talk I Miss You." He says. Funny I heard through the supe grapevine he'd been dating a wolf named Isabelle for the past few months.
"How's Isabelle?" I ask.
"I don't love her Sookie. I love you. We could be great together."
Ughh. I really don't need this now."Alcide, I told you months ago we where over."
"Went back to the bloodsucker, didn't you?" he asks coldly." You know I can smell him all over you." Great. Supes and their sense of smell.
"Not that it's any of your business Alcide, but yes Eric and I are back together."
"He won't make you happy Sookie. He's a monster. Your just his whore." He spits.
I manage to get away from him quickly and get in the car and lock my doors. I pull away and I see him standing there watching me drive off. Twenty minutes later I pull into our driveway and Eric is waiting outside.
He opens the door and grabs me into his arms." What happened you where angry before?" damn blood bond.
"Alcide was waiting for me in the parking lot." I tell him.
"Fucking wolf." He snarls.
"Eric he's just angry I broke up with him. It's fine." I tell him.
"He should not be accosting you like that. If it happens again Sookie, I will have to deal with him."
"Eric its fine. If I was in any danger the guard would have stepped in."
"Fine" he growls, but then lays one whopper of a kiss on me.
"Let's go inside, dinner is ready."
I smile and let him lead me into the house. We are holding hands. James looks up and notices and smiles. I realize we are going to need to talk with him about us being back together.
We all sit down together and have a great dinner. Mrs. F had made Jambalaya and it's delicious. Eric sits with us having his blood. Every once in awhile I glance over and see him smiling at me. James is rattling on about his day at school. This just feels so right. All of us together as a family. Albeit an unconventional one.
James wants Eric to play a video game with him on the Wii, so we head down to the game room. We all take turns playing wii Bowling and having a great time just laughing and carrying on.
Finally its 9:30pm and time for James to go to bed. He wishes us a goodnight and heads up to his room. The minute James leaves, Eric leans over and kisses me." Finally alone Lover". He growls and deepens the kiss. We kiss for a few minutes and when I feel Eric's hand roaming under my shirt, I stop him.
"Cut it out, James could come down."
He whines." Come on Lover, I'm hungry."
I laugh. What a baby.
"I feel like taking a bath, Join me?" I ask.
"Hmmm." He mutters kissing my neck again." I could enjoy that."
We head upstairs to Eric's room. It takes 20 minutes to get up there since Eric keeps stopping us to kiss.
Once we get in the room and lock the door, Eric heads into the bathroom to start the water. I go in and find him naked leaning over the tub. Then I hear him chuckle. Bastard.
"See something you like?" he preens.
"Oh shut it and get in the tub jackass."
He sighs and climbs in. I take my clothes off quickly and join him. He pulls me up against him so my back can lean against his chest.
"This is nice." He says.
"It is. But we need to talk."
He groans." No talking. Not tonight."
I laugh. "We have to figure out what to tell James."
"Do you want him to know?" he asks.
"Well Eric I don't think we did very good hiding tonight." We really hadn't. The whole night we kept flirting with each other. A few times Eric even kissed me in front of him.
"No I suppose not. I guess we sit him down tomorrow and tell him." He says.
"Okay." I reply and lean back to kiss him.
"I have a question to ask you Sookie." he says timidly.
"What is it?" I ask.
"I'd like it very much, if you would consider moving in my room with me. I really do not care for falling asleep for the day without you in my arms. We've wasted so much time apart Sookie. I understand if it's too soon, but please consider it."
Eric wants me to move in his room. And I'm not panicked. It feels right. Honestly I really did not care for waking up without him this morning. It's a big step, but one I think I'm ready for. He's right; we've wasted so much time apart.
"Okay, but you're going to have to clean out your closet, there's no room for my clothes in there." I tell him.
He chuckles." Excellent. I'll move some things into the spare bedroom closet." He leans in and kisses me again. I shift around so I'm facing him straddling his lap. I run my tongue against his neck and he groans grabbing my hair to kiss me deeply.
I can feel his errection poking me. I lower myself down onto him. He moans and moves his hands to my hips to guide me up and down. We slowly make love just staring into each other eyes. How could I have ever doubted this man's love for me? I move my hips a little faster and Eric's latches onto one my breasts. He's thursting into me hard and deep and it's amazing. I can feel myself ready to come and then he leans in and bites my breast and I come. Eric continues to pump into me a few more times until he comes.
Out of breath I slide off him, and cuddle against his chest. I look up at him and say "I love you."
"And I love you, dear one."
We make it back to bed, and end up making love two more times before I finally collapse from exhaustion in his arms.
I wake up the next morning once again a little sore but happy wrapped in Eric's arms. Once I wiggle out his Viking Death grip, I head to the guest room to shower and get ready for the day. I hope James takes us being back together okay and the fact that I'm moving into Eric's room okay.
I head downstairs and see that Mrs.F has laid out some cereal this morning. I grab some coffee and greet James.
"Mommy you where not in your room." he says. Crap, Crap, Crap.
"No I guess I wasn't." I tell him.
"Did you stay with Dad last night?" he questions smirking at me. Little shit, he knows the answer to that question.
"I did. You okay with that?" I ask
"No." he says.
Oh no. I was afraid of this. I knew everything was going too easy. No matter our feelings, we need to put James first.
James just smirks at me and raises his eyebrow." You should see the look on your face Mom; Really I'm fine with it. I was just messing with you." He laughs.
I throw a piece of toast at him and he laughs even harder. We finish our breakfast and head out for the day. Work goes fast, although I'm starting to be unfulfilled with it. I always wanted to go back and get my Master's in Literature and maybe teach at the university level some day, I'll need to talk to Eric about it and see what he thinks.
I get home and hear commotion up stairs. I throw down my purse and head up to run into James in the hall moving a bunch of Eric's clothes."Hey Mom". He says walking into the guest room.
I go into Eric's room; well I guess our room now and find him re-arranging drawers."Hey Lover" he greets and comes over and kisses me. If I thought it was going to be a quick kiss I was mistaken. Our kiss was interrupted by James saying" Geez, that's gross you guys."
We break our kiss and Eric says "Deal with it." And smirks at me. James shakes his head and grabs some things from the bed to carry into the room.
"What's going on Eric?"
"Moving your things. Seems we where busted this morning."
"Yeah, I guess we where."
"You think he's really okay with this?" I ask
"He is Lover. He came to me to talk when I rose."
Looking around it looks like they had managed to get mostly everything moved in. It's not like I have a lot of clothes anymore though.
We all finish up moving my things and head downstairs to have dinner. James and I sit down but I notice Eric has not.
"I need to go to Fangstasia for a few hours tonight. I have some disputes to settle. I should be back by 1am." He leans over and gives me a kiss goodbye and tousles James's hair on the way out.
After dinner we head to the living room where I decide to read while James works on his homework. James turns around to ask me "I like that we are going to live with Dad from now on." And smiles at me.
"Me too honey."
"Does dad bite you?" he asks. I wonder where this question is coming from.
"Why do want to know honey?"
"I saw something on TV that says when humans and vampires are in a relationship, the vampire feeds off them. Does dad feed off you? Does it hurt?"
"He does honey, but it's doesn't hurt at all." I reassure him.
"Good. I would not like it if he hurt you." He smiles. My little protector.
I send James up to bed at 930pm and read until about 11 and decide to head up to bed myself to wait for Eric.
I must have been more tired than I thought since I woke up to lips on my neck and hands massaging my breasts.
"Sorry I must have fallen asleep." I lean in and kiss Eric.
"That's fine, It's after 3." He says returning his attention to my neck.
"How did tonight go?"
"Ughh. Nothing but petty disputes. I had to settle one between Compton and a new vampire in Bon Temps."
This get's my attention. "There's a new vampire in Bon Temps?"
"Yes and apparently he took it upon himself to try and feed off Bill's woman. I had to order the bastard chained in silver for a few days."
"Bill has a girlfriend?" I ask
"Yes. A woman from Monroe. She teaches History at the high school."
"That's nice. I'm glad Bill's found someone." I smile.
"Yes maybe now he will stop obsessing about MY woman. He asked after you tonight. I told him you where fine."
"I need to call him. I have not spoken to him since the night of the fire."
"About that Lover. You need to decide what you'd like to do with the land. Did you want to hold on to it, or sell it?"
I sigh. I really have not given much thought to it." I don't know. I suppose I'll need to speak with Jason and see if he wants to keep it or sell it."
"Whatever you want to do Lover. You can sell it, or let it sit. Money is not a concern."
That reminds me." Eric I feel bad I have not given you any money toward the house. I should really pay some of the bills." I tell him.
"Why Lover. It's not like I need the money. Spend your's on yourself go shopping or something."
"Eric. I want to contribute." I tell him adamantly.
"Okay. How about you pay a few small bills. Will that make you feel better?"
"It's a start." I tell him.
He smiles and leans in to kiss me again. We end up making love and I fall asleep safe and content in my Viking's Arms.