Rediscovering Harry

A/N - I appologize for any incoviences that you have went through. For some reason the story was messed up and only half of the first chapter was viewable. I have no idea what happend so I deleted the whole thing and reposted it. So SORRY!!

Maybe this little recap and time line will help. Or maybe help me? Yeah go ahead and laugh I am. After graduating in early May the trio went vacationing in America. Draco and Harry met up and began dating towards the end of May and returned to London Mid August 3mths into their relationship and bought a house together. Draco bought the ring in November 5 Mths of dating but Harry doesn't know. Thats our Secret!!

Chapter 6 - Letting him Know.

December was definately the coldest month of the year. It was a blizard outside and so many had not shown up for training today. The six friends sat in class going over things they knew better then their right hands. Classes were a bore for them. They hadn't learned anything new since starting in September. Maybe Remus was right. They had lived through the war. Won the war. They took down the most evil and dangerous wizards in the wizarding community. Why didn't they just accept they didn't need this. Well I guess it was part of their way of being normal. Going through what every other Auror goes through to become a Full Fledge Auror. Reality though was they had done that plus over and over. It was nearing time to just accept it and move on. The six of them had talked it over and decided that they wouldn't go to Kingsley until December and it had crept up on them before they knew it. Their own plans to some normalcy had failed. Atleast in this aspect.

" Mr. Shackelbolt will see you now. " Charla led the six Aurors to Kingsley's office for a little heart to heart.

" Harry, Hermione, Ron, Draco, Blaise , Neville it's good to see you all again what can I do for you? "

Hermione was last to shake his hand and speak. " Well sir you see, we have been talking and for obvious reasons have come to a dicision. We do not wish to proceed in Auror Training. Everyone was right there is no need for us to be wasting our time. There is nothing we have learned and I ...We don't believe we will learn anything further. If your offer still stands Sir. We would like to start our positions after the holidays. " Hermione was wringing her hands and sat down next to Ron.

" I see. Well I was wondering how long it would take you lot to finally realize this for yourselves. I do respect your decisions though with going through this in the first place. I also believe that you all request to remain as one team?"

" Yes Sir. We won't have it any other way and are prepared to walk out of this room and not take our place among the other Aurors in this department if this simple wish can not be granted. " Harry spoke matter of factly. " We have been through to much together, we work best with each other and we trust each other to the extent. I would gladly die to save anyone of these people here with me today as they would for each other. I can not , I will not work with anything less. I hope you understand where we are coming from."

" None of us ever have to work a day in our lives again. This is something we want to do on our own. To keep the wizarding world safe. We fought to hard to let anything like that happen again. We are doing this to protect people because we want to not because we have to. The decision is up to you. " Everyone looked at Ron. No one could believe what he had just said , not even Kingsley who just caught himself gazing at Ron with his mouth open.

" Well I do have to say this. You lot have matured more then we have expected. I am proud of you all. I have discussed this with Aurthor and a few others of the Ministry if this were to come out and we have agreed to your terms already. We will not be needing you until March. You will also be paid the normal Auror Training pay of 700 galleons a month until then. Come march when you come back to us as FF Aurors your pay will increase to 1500 Galleons a month to start. After that your raises will be baised on your overall performace among other things. If that is all you need to see me about. You all may go and enjoy your time off. If anything should occur we will contact you. " Kingsley smiled at them proudly. They deserve so much more for what they have been through he thought to himself.

Draco stood to offer his hand to Kingsley. The man stood and shook Draco's hand. He then went around the room offering other handshakes and hugs. They were a proud lot and wouldn't be any other way.

" Thank you sir. We didn't expect this much and we appreciate it. We won't let you or anyone else down. " Neville shook his hand firmly and went to leave with everyone else.

Arriving home Harry and Draco sat in the living room talking about how the day had turned out. The Chudley Cannons had won and Harry had a wonderful time but had missed sharing it with Draco. Harry decided that he wanted to let Draco into his world completely. He had been thinking about it alot lately and decided now was as good of a time as any. Draco could tell something was on Harry's mind and was determined to find out what was bothering him.

" Is everything ok love? "

" Yes. Everything is fine its just...We need to talk, there are somethings that I need to tell you, to get off my chest. Things I haven't shared with you and I want to get it all out now. Will you let me explain without interuptions?"

" Sure Harry if this is what you need to do. "

" Dray, do you remember when you found me in the North Tower alone and crying and all you did was offer to sit with me until I was okay enough to head back to my own room? "

" Yes, but what does that have to do with anything? "

" Well Dray it has to do with everything. That night I was up there thinking all about my life. Things just weren't right with me. Ginny and I were having problems at the time. I never really talked to anyone about it. We sort of kept it quiet. That night we didn't even talk. You just stayed with me and lent me a friendly shoulder to cry on. That night when you took my hands and led me to sit down and just offered solice in your arms, I..Well thats when I realized that it wasn't Ginny who I was attracted to.. Dray it was you. It scared me Dray. I had never really had those feelings for another guy before. Sure I loved Ginny but something just wasn't there you know. Until that night I never realized I was gay it took me a bit to get through it, Hermione was a big help also. When you walked me back to my room I felt at peace for the first time in my life and I didn't know what to do or even how to process that feeling. I think I layed there for the rest of the night with a smile on my face. Then I couldn't get you out of my mind. It was driving me crazy. I kept thinking how could I have those feelings for you. Sure we were friends but we weren't that close. I was to scared to be around you. I didn't know you were gay and I was also scared of what might happen if you found out that I felt that way towards you. That was one of the reasons why I stayed away from you so much at the end of 7th year. The day we graduated and we said good bye, the hug, and when you held my hand and watched me walk away from you. The feelings that ran though my body almost broke me down. I was an emotional wreck. When we set out on our trip right after graduation I had alot of time to think about my life and think about what would happen when I saw you again. I never expected to ever see you in America. Nor did I ever expect to meet you in that resturant. I am glad that it happend , it gave me another chance. I made a promise to myself that I would not run from my feelings, and I would be happy from then on. I had already told all of my friends, family and everyone knew and didn't care. Thats who I am and they accepted it. My time with you so far has done nothing but let me rediscover who I am. Who I want to be. You give me the confidence to be who I am Dray. You and only You and I love you more then anything in the world and there are parts of my life that I want to share with you that I haven't gotten the chance to. "

Harry had tears in his eyes he finally had the chance to tell Draco what he had kept bottled up all this time. Draco was shocked. He had no idea. Of course he knew how he felt for Harry. He had felt those feelings for a long time and had plenty of time to deal with them. He knew he was gay and had for most of his life now. He remembers how it felt when he discovered it for himself and knew exactly how Harry had felt.

" Harry..I...Look Harry I know how you felt. I was scared at first also. I have also had time to come to terms with how I was and I could ..wait I would have been there for you through it all. You didn't have to go through this alone. I'm glad you told me. I wish I would have known back then I could have hit on you sooner. " Draco laughed.

" I know Dray but back then I had no clue, If I would have known back then what I know now it would have been alot different. I just had to get it off my chest. I wanted you to know that I have always since that night had feelings for you. Things I couldn't explain nor get past at first. I am glad for everything we have together and I wouldn't change it for the world. I just want you to know how much you do mean to me. How much you have made me who I am now. "

Draco wrapped his arms around Harry and held him. No words were needed just comfort in knowing Draco felt the same way. Harry relaxed in his arms and looked up at him. A smiled danced across both their faces. He leaned up and kissed Draco lightly on the lips.

" Dray I want to take you to my parents grave. I want them to meet you. I want to show you where we lived. I want to share my life with you. "

Draco silenced him with another kiss soft, caring , warmth ran through Harry's body he was free now. No burdens rested on his shoulders to tell the one man he loves everything. He could go on now and keep discovering things about himself with Draco in peace and it meant everything to him.

Draco broke the kiss and looked back at Harry. " I love you Harry James Potter and would love to go with you. "

Harry smiled. His heart felt at peace. " When do you want to go?"

" When ever you want to luv, that is up to you. "

" How about we go Christmas shopping and then we can go right before Christmas. It is so beautiful there around the holidays and we can be back in time to celebrate with our family and friends. Is that ok ? "

" Sounds wonderful , but right now I'm taking you upstairs to show you how much I enjoy being with you and just how much I love you."

He scooped Harry up and carried him up the stairs. He took Harry into the bedroom and sat him on the bed. He went into the bathroom and dimmed the lights, set up floating candles around the room and ran a warm bubble bath. When he came back into the bedroom Harry was curled up on his side looking at a photo of the two of them. He leaned over and took the photo from Harry and kissed him on the cheek.

" Time for your bath luv. " Lust glazed eyes looked right into Harry's soul.

He guided Harry off the bed and he slowly removed his clothes. Harry's hands roamed Draco's body as he helped remove his. He took Harry by the hand and led him into the bathroom stopping next to the pool size tub and placing a more demanding kiss on his lips. Harry parted his lips and let Draco's take over it was slow at first and became more heated and he let his arms slide down Draco's body feeling every curve and muscle beneath his fingertips. He pulled him closer and felt the warmth of his skin make contact with desire of his lovers skin. It was hot it was making Harry want to take him right then and there on the bathroom floor.

Draco broke the kiss again and ran his tongue down Harry's neck , sucking his way back up the same trail his tongue had just made he kissed him again and stepped one leg into the bath. Pulling Harry with him. He sat against the tub with Harry between his legs and slowly made kisses down the back of his neck and across his shoulder blades. He then washed his back with a soft sponge leaving warm water running over the sensitive skin he had just kissed. Soft moans escaped from Harry's mouth. He leaned him back against his chest and ran the warm soft sponge over his lovers chest , back over his shoulders and down his arms. He slid his hands around his waist and caressed his stomach. His fingers danced along down and he took ahold of his erection and felt how excited Harry was. He stroked him slowly feeling every inch of his excitement. He released him and contintued to wash Harry's body massaging his muscles. When he was done Harry did the same to him.

Both of their senses were on overload. Every touch they gave to each other sent sparks through their bodies. Draco stradled Harry in the tub and let their bodies rub against each other. It felt incredible. They had never felt this much sensation before it was like a drug and neither could get enough of it. They groaped and kissed until they couldn't stand it any longer he helped Harry out of the tub and didn't even bother drying either of them off. They headed back into the bedroom and layed upon silk sheets soaking wet. Draco kissed every inch of Harry he could get his lips on. His fingers tracing every line on his body. He did the clensing charm, and summoned over the new warming lube he had picked up while out shopping and rubbed it on his fingers. Slowly he massaged at Harry's opening leaving a warming sesation that spread like fire up Harry.

" Dray, oh my gawd what was that. "

" New warming lube. You like that?" Draco asked in a sexy tone.

" Yes, it feels so good. "

Draco slipped his fingers in working them slowly he wanted Harry to enjoy this and he wasn't in any hurry. Harry moaned. He opend his eyes and watched Draco. Watching Draco turned Harry on even more. He wanted to feel his lover he wanted to make Draco feel as he was he wanted to make love to him now. He knew what would drive Draco over and he slipped his hand down his body and took ahold of himself. Slowly stroking himself the same rythem Draco's fingers were moving inside him. He knew any moment now Draco would give him what he really wanted.

The look on Draco's face was pure lust, love ,desire something. Harry couldn't quite decide. Draco watched Harry touching himself he tried to hold back it was hard he knew how to push him and he was doing a damn good job at it. He removed his fingers and crawled up Harry's body slowly never taking his eyes off of Harry's until he reached his cock. He look at Harry one last time before slowly licking the head of him while Harry kept stroking himself.

" Dray, please...I can't ...take it anymore...make love to me. " Harry moaned.

Draco sucked gently on the tip of Harry licking off his precum and took Harry into his mouth , he let his lips slide up and down a few times until Harry gasp'd.

He inched up Harry a little more sliding his tongue back in Harry's mouth giving him a brutal demanding kiss. " Harry,..you feel so good. I'm going to make love to you now. " Draco said to him breathing heavily now.

Harry moved his legs and felt Draco slide between them. He felt Draco pour some of the warm lube into his hand he gripped Draco and let his hand slide up and down him. Draco leaned over Harry and eased inside him. He moved slowly watching the expressions on Harry's face. He placed small kisses over his lips and then nuzzled his face in Harry's neck breathing in his scent.

" I love you Dray. " Harry whispered in a heavy breath.

" I love you to Harry..so much "

Draco raised his head stairing into his lovers eyes, his movements quickend and Harry let out a sexy moan. His body moving to match Draco's that were getting quicker and Harry raised up slightly to move Draco back further until he was back up off Harry's body. He lifted his legs and rested them on Draco's shoulders and he took that as his sign that Harry wanted more. He let his hands run down Harry's thighs and gripped his legs and began to thrust into him harder, faster. He reach with one hand and stroked Harry to match his thrust.

" Dray...I can't...Oh gawd. ...Dray I'm gonna come if you don't stop that. "

His body witherd underneath Draco and he managed to get Draco to stop. Harry held him close and whispered into his ear. " My turn "

Draco looked at him with a raised eyebrow. Questioning just what Harry had in mind. He pushed Draco off of him and got to his knees. He left Draco kneeling in the middle of the bed and moved around him. He knelt down behind Draco and put his arms around his lovers waist. Slowly kissing the back of his neck , licking and sucking on his skin. He kissed across one side and then the other. He ran his hands slowly over Draco's chest, playing with his nipples before moving his hands further down his stomach feeling his well defined abs. He removed one hand and placed a dab of lub on his cock and rubbed it all over. Making sure his fingers were well coated he slipped them inside of Draco. Making him lean his head back onto Harry's shoulder. His fingers worked inside Draco while the other hand he used to caress his lovers stomach.

" Harry " Draco moaned. " Don't...stop"

He slid in another finger and moved in welcoming motions. After he felt Draco relax more he moved himself closer and slide himself inside. Moving slowly. Wrapping his lover in a stronger embrace his movements became a faster pace and his hands slid down to stroke him to the rythem. Draco was lost he had never felt so good. All the times they had made love, this was something different and Draco was getting drunk from it.

" Harder Harry " Draco moaned. " Please Harry , faster. "

Harry obeyed his lovers wants and demands. He thrust harder , faster his breath began to quicken and if he didn't slow down soon he was going to explode. He alternated between slow rythems and quicker ones so he could keep control of his self.

Draco loved it but, he wanted to be inside Harry. He reached around and grabbed ahold of Harry to stop him. He moved Harry and made him lay back down. Harry obliged him and rubbed more lube on Draco. " Your driving me absolutely crazy Dray. I don't know how much more of this I can take. "

" Don't worry luv, I'm gonna make you come like you never have before. "

Draco thrust himself inside his lover again making sure Harry felt every inch of him inside thrusting and rolling his hips. He wasn't sure how much more he could take himself. Harry tightend himself around Draco.

" Haaaarrry " Draco moaned.

Draco slowed down and leaned closer, harder into him before he changed the rythems again. Thrusting faster more urgent then before. He took ahold of Harry's cock again and let his hands slide over every inch.

He tried to stop Draco from sending him into orgasam over load but Draco wasn't going to let it happen. He stroked him harder , faster riding him with ever bit of determination to send Harry into a orgasam induced sleep.

Gasping " Draco , Oh my Gawd...Draco.." Harry's orgasam released and ran over Draco's hand he moved faster and quicker until his own orgasam released itself and sent his head spinning. He had never came so hard in all his life and his heart felt like it was going to explode. He draped himself back over Harry panting hard and trying to control his breathing. They layed like that for a while. Harry stroked his lovers head and brushed the hair out of his eyes. Draco moved off of Harry and layed his head on his chest. Listening to Harry's heart beat. It was thumping just as fast. They finally got their breathing under control. Harry held his lover , reached for his wand and cast a cleaning charm over them and the bed. Harry kissed Draco on the forehead. Holding onto him. Not wanting to ever let go.

" Thank you Dray. " he whispered.

Draco looked up at Harry. Wondering why he said those words.

" For what luv? " He asked trying to keep his eyes open.

" For loving me " He answered before falling asleep holding the one and only person he could ever love this much.

A/n - Well I hope that went over well. It took me forever!! To write. Its hard to write something like this when your phone keeps ringing and your bestfriend is trying to talk to you with 2 screaming kids in the background. Kills the mood yanno? Specially when your 2 yr old god daughter debo's the phone from mom and is talking about grown up make up heehe. I love her to death though. Well I hope you enjoyed this chapter and it wasn't to rushed. I hate when I do that. I try not to honestly I do but well...life happens! Let me know how it went. Until next time...

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