Chapter 5

I sighed a long deep breath i didn't want this but then i did i hate these situations i promised myself i wouldn't get in another but here i am uh, i looked up to him to see he was pleading with me to give us a try i shouldn't have started to go out to eat with him that first time still Randy wouldn't have stopped until we went i decided to give it a try maybe Kelly Kelly did have a point maybe I'm the girl to make him settle down and be happy, so i closed my eyes for a moment then i began to speak.

I said "Promise."

He said "I promise."

I said "Fine."

His lips came all the way to mine this time i didn't have to meet his i wrapped my arms around his neck as his arms snaked around my waist to bring us closer together i felt happy now but i still kept my guard up around him not trusting him all the way i didn't tell him that part because fighting wasn't in my mood at the moment after we kissed he grabbed my hand and we headed off to catering i glanced around to find Stacy now was the time to talk to her i could hear her crying coming from the crates i stopped without telling Randy so when i let go of his hand he turned around quickly to see what i was doing.

I said "Im going to talk to her real quick ok stand over there by the monitor."

He nodded as i headed for the crates she was sitting behind them unnoticeable area but she could see who was coming up and down the hall she looked up at me she had her makeup a mess on her face with her hair getting wet in the process i sat down next to her i gave her a hug i felt so bad i knew it was my fault that she was in this situation she leaned on my shoulder as i let her cry on my shoulder.

I said "Stacy I'm so sorry i didn't mean to do any of this."

She said "I should have seen this coming i mean we treated each other like crap all the time."

I said "Well look on the bright side you can find someone new and better then Randy i mean come on who wouldn't want to be with you."

She said "Thanks."

I said "Your welcome."

I raised up as i helped her up she cleaned up her hair and wiped her eyes her makeup was still a mess i smiled at her she came out first i followed her she went straight for Randy he looked up at her from staring down at the concrete floor with his arms crossed over his chest he sighed a deep breath like here we go again she stopped a few feet away so did i to give them privacy.

She said "Randy i wanted to say thank you."

He asked "For what?"

She said "For giving me the chance to find someone better then you."

Before Randy could say anything else she walked away heading for the women's locker room to clean up before she went out to the ring Randy was going to go after her but i held his arm and shook my head no he looked on for a moment still tense then finally he released his tense stance he reclaimed my hand as we walked on to catering in utter silence.

We came in everyone in there it was more crowded now then it is before the show you can hardly get alone in here every one had a table number to where the girls talked alone about gossip and the men they talked about what we all know they talk about i looked at the girls table it was empty i started to head over and ask the bitches where they were when Randy's hand pulled me softly back to him as he pointed to the guys table i shrugged oh god here we go i thought but i saw Kelly Kelly, Candice Michelle, and Mickie James they were talking to John, Jeff, and Dave.

Randy pulled out the last chair that was available so i stood by him everyone was surprised Kelly was giving me the eye that said we have to talk later i thought oh god the men were talking about last nights football game i was looking at John he wasn't talking much since i entered the room i got worried i mean seeing how Randy was acting it was kinda hard to keep things on the low before i could get John alone i was drifting in my own world when Randy was saying my name like ten times brought me back i looked down at him.

Randy said "Baby this is Jeff, Dave, Mickie, and Candice."

They all said hey i hadn't really meet anyone besides Randy, John, Kelly on the roster i hadn't had time to i got nervous seeing them eyeballing me i wonder if my outfit was perfect but seeing how they all looked at me with welcoming nods that thought faded John still didn't look up at me at all since i entered catering or came over to the table with Randy i was getting mad i realized i hadn't said anything to them yet.

I said "Hey I'm Sarah."

Randy said "Sit on my lap."

I tried to him no thanks but he pursed so i gave up and sat on his leg he had on blue jeans i was kinda getting tired of seeing him in suits John looked the other way it made my angry go to level 2 i kept things under control though while Randy talked i looked down at the floor to pull back tears that were surfacing in my eyes this was stupid why am i crying over him its not like were together or anything but Dave made that thought come to a halt.

Dave asked "When did you get signed?"

I said "Two weeks ago."

They all nodded i could tell John was about to leave he was getting tired of this so bad he couldn't take it anymore i looked over at the soda machines to get away from the talk at the moment today was not one of my i want to talk all the time moods i wanted to just get my job done then leave for night let all the drama pass over til tomorrow then take care of it.

Evolution was preparing for HHH's match tonight against Shelton Benjamin Dave and Randy were turning the conversation into that at the moment so i pulled out my iPod to hear some music until i felt like talking to everyone i think they realized i was in my own world so they didn't bother me i looked at each song to not look at anyone then finally after about 15 or 20 minutes of just sitting there looking annoyed John got up from the table he made his way out of catering carrying his championship in his hand.

I got up without a word to anyone it caught Randy by surprise so he got up but i put my hand on his chest to stop him he nodded then watched me exit the catering room to find John i looked left he wasn't there so i looked to my right and he was walking fast i mean like power walking so i had to run to catch up thank god i was in shape because if i wasn't he would have been gone in his locker room by with me falling to my knees out of breath.

I finally came up to i grabbed his arm to pull a little to get his attention toward me he looked at me with those baby blues i froze just for a minute lost in time everything faded to quiet as me and Johns eyes looked then he came closer to me so that he could lean in my ear i could feel his breath on my ear all i wanted to do was put my arms around his neck and kiss him but i knew that couldn't happen.

He whispered "Why are you following me?"

I asked "Whats wrong?"

He whispered "Nothing."

I said "That's a lie and you know it John."

He whispered "Im fine."

Then without anymore he leaned back and began walking to his locker room again before i interrupted him to see what was wrong i pushed my hair back out of my eyes as i shook my head i walked back slowly to let my face get back to normal no way did i feel like telling Randy why my face was red after what just happened with John he would go off then im sure i didn't want to hear that at this point in time.

I came back in the room to find that the girls had left to go get ready so i sat down between Randy and Dave they were discussing travels stuff with evolution Randy looked up with a eyebrow i just shrugged my shoulders at him then sat quietly the rest of the time until Randy grabbed my hand to take me back to my locker room it was 5 minutes until the show started.

We came to a stop beside the door to make no noise for the girls to hear Randy knew what would happen if he did back me up against the door, the girls would sworn around me like a sunflower waiting for it pollen that made me want to run the other way as fast as i could without looking back but running never seemed to help anyone's problems so i decided might as well face them now to get them over with.

He asked "Are you okay?"

I said "Yeah just tired from my flight i had to get up early."

He asked "Are you sure?"

I said "Yeah you better go you know how Hunter is about being late hell bitch you out right before you go out with him to run his jaw about things."

He laughed at my comment i gave him a smile to smooth things over when he leaned his lips to mine i met him halfway but Candice Michelle and Mickie James came out to check the card of matches for tonight they both gave us a smile that said aw i blushed Randy just smirk before getting a peck he ran off to meet evolution at the curtain in time i just shook my head at the thought of him being late i came in to see Kelly Kelly sitting on the new couch they had put in the women's room finally with a tv to watch Raw on.

She looked up at me with a smile that could warm anyone's heart she gestured for me to sit next to her i knew this was the time to tell her about things to give her a update on how things got this far but for me things were like a blur they happened to fast one minute I'm single next I'm in a relationship with a player of the business i mean don't get me wrong he was hot and everything but relationship could end just in a minute for the next girl who walks threw that door my brain knew this but my heart didn't want to so i sat down.

She asked "What happened with Stacy?"

I said "I don't know why he broke up with her i heard the last part you could say?"

She asked "What did you hear?"

I said "I heard him say Stacy I'm sorry its got to end i can't do this anymore, she begged him not to this she even told she change for him but he didn't want to hear it so i headed off to the locker room in a hurry because Randy was coming that way to go to evolution's locker room i didn't think at that time it would be best for him to see me and Stacy was only a short distance away."

She said "Well so far no one has spread the rumor that you ended them so i guess everyone thinks he just got rid of her because he was tired of her."

I said "I don't want to be talk of the locker room at the moment."

She said "I know ill keep an open ear."

I said "Thanks."

The night fly by like a flash of light everyone was speeding around like a chicken with their head getting cut off superstars and Divas were either getting ready for a match or leaving to go back to the hotel for the next flight in the morning it was as always busyer then Winnie the pooh trying to eat honey out of his honeypot when Kelly Kelly came back she told it was a tag team match with her as my tag team partner vs. Lita and a new comer Melina making her debut.

I tried to find Randy right before i had to go to the curtain to talk to him i hadn't talked to since before i went in the women's locker room to talk to Kelly Kelly before she headed off to see the wrestling card for the night i stopped at evolutions door i didn't want to knock and be the one Hunter cussed out then slammed the door in my face because i would cuss his butt out in a heartbeat so i braced myself for whoever opened the door.

I knocked twice i heard someone almost trip over something in the process of getting to the door to answer it i laughed a little before straightening up the open to reveal Dave still in his trunks he must have just got back from his match i held the laugh he had a huge grin on his face with his big soft brown eyes Hunter and Ric weren't in there.

I said "Hey Dave sorry to bother you but i have a question for you."

He said "No problem go ahead I'm all ears."

I asked "Have you seen Randy?"

He said "I haven't seen Orton since we came back from the curtain he headed off toward catering to get some water i think."

I said "Ok thanks."

He said "Your welcome."

I walked to the curtain in a hurry so i wouldn't be late but i also kept my eyes open looking around for him in case i passed him but i didn't see him at all which got me very worried I gave Kelly Kelly a smile to tell her i was ready for our match but she could see that my mind was on something else i let a deep breath calm me down i was about to go off on a innocent crew worker.

She asked "You ready?"

I said "Yeah."

She linked arms with me as i gave the hallway one more look then going out to the ring with her the crowd was even more alive then last night it showed it to our opponents were already in the ring i stopped at the ramp to wait on Kelly Kelly to do her entrance motion before climbing in the ring as she did to Kelly Kelly decided she would start the match so i stepped on the apron.

Lita had the upper hand on Kelly Kelly until Lita went for the moonsault Kelly Kelly rolled out of the way as Lita crashed to the canvas hard Kelly Kelly waited on her to get up then done the headscissiors then went for dropkick but Lita missed it she got the tag to Melina as soon as Melina climbed in the ring she went straight for Kelly Kelly she grabbed Kelly Kelly by the hair threw her head first on to the canvas.

Somehow Kelly Kelly threw Melina into the turnbuckle opposite on the right side of ring slamming her back into the turnbuckle knocking her down long enough to get a tag into me i came in running with a knee to the face Melina screamed as she held her nose to see if there was any blood i grabbed the back of her head as i went for the running bulldog she held her face again as i done the springboard splash on her, after i hit her with that move her arms grabbed her tummy in pain i went for my finisher as soon as she got up.

I hit it with enough grace that the crowd jumped up out of their seats in excitement with their cameras flashing i smiled when the ref counted three i helped Kelly Kelly up and in the ring the ref held our hands in victory i bowed at the crowd before me and Kelly exited the ring and up the ramp threw the curtain i toke a deep breath to slow down my heart i could feel it coming threw my chest.

She asked "You alright?"

I said "Yeah just out of breath."

She nodded at me then she gave me a hug before she head off to get ready to leave before the show ended with Candice and Mickie to head to the club all three of them were done with their matches they wanted me to go but i didn't want to i made my way over to one of the luggage boxes i sat on top with a towel and a cold water bottle i heard footsteps but when i looked up i saw John coming at me with no smile just a blank expression on his face.

I looked back down disappointed a little i was getting more and more upset when Randy didn't come this way to go to evolution's locker room if he hadn't already left the arena, John had his same old outfit on for his match coming up next he stopped next to me looking at me with those blue eyes that could melt your heart in one beat i smoothed my tears away.

He said "I can see your not in your best shape so tomorrow before the show if you want i can help you in the ring and in the gym."

I said "No thanks."

He said "Well if you change your mind i will be at the gym tomorrow at 3:30."

I nodded he walked away so i jumped off the box and headed for the women's locker room it was all quiet when i stepped in as soon as i closed the door i fell to my knees i let the tears i had been holding back all night fall i couldn't contain them any longer i sighed a deep breath before getting to my feet again i cleaned up putting on some jogging suit after my hot shower i repacked my bag then pulled over my shoulder and headed out of the locker room to face what was left of the locker room.

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