Chapter 13

The flight was moving fast when we took our seats in coach along with the rest of the people that sat down in the red cloth seats; the red was so bright it hurt my eyes a little. John grabbed my hand so we wouldn't lose each other in this mob of people trying to put luggage away on the top compartments of the plane or getting to where they need to be seated.

Our seats were in the middle of the left side of the plane as he let me slip into the seat next to the window he put my bag up in the overhead compartments after he placed it in the small box he sat down beside me as I leaned over to kiss he met my lips softly. I missed him its true but I wanted to spend a little more time with Randy its true when I kissed him everything seemed right for that period of time.

It made me feel even more guilty toward John and I had to tell him before we landed at the Boston Airport as he kissed my hand I let my hand go to pull his chin up to me as I kissed him even softer then he had a few minutes ago as my eyes looked in his deep blue ones.

I asked "Can I tell you something?"

He said "You know you anytime."

I said "When I went to Randy's parents house it was nice, but one night I heard a noise and I went to Randy's room because I was scared so before we went to sleep I kissed on the lips."

He looked at me softly but a bit mad as I continued on with my talking nervous than ever maybe I should tell him about the rest of the morning biting my lip along with holding a tear back I decided to tell him.

I said "The next morning all I did was lace my hand with his as he kissed the back of my palm I promise John."

I couldn't hold the tear back now scared he might just end it hear seeing how was staying mad but calm so not to make a scene in front of the people in the airplane I couldn't tell right now.

He said "I guess that makes us even now."

He sat back after that noting saying anything else as the rest of the plane ride was quiet between us. The pilot came on saying we landed in the airport as the plane landed and stopped everyone got up grabbing their luggage as I made my way past John I grabbed the bag that he put up there earlier. I walked away looking back to see him coming along slowly.

The exit was crowded as people started rushing off the plane to get to the luggage rack and into the airport to get into the city faster. I grabbed my luggage walking on to the outside of the airport I hadn't looked back to see John.

After a few minutes he came to stand beside me motioning to follow him we passed the long sidewalk to a parking lot that had a sign above the booth where a fat guy eating a huge pizza sat watching a mini color TV.

John gave him a ticket as he showed him a black Nissan Altima that sat between a Ford Escape that was white and a Grand Jeep Laredo that was a pretty red. I walked ahead as he clicked the trunk open with the button on the remote to open the trunk I put my bags in the empty trunk.

I made my way over to the passenger side of the car opening the black door as john did the same climbing in together at the same time I looked at his face for the first time since I glanced back at him getting off the plane.

He seemed mad but cooling off easily as he drove us out of the parking lot and onto the freeway. Neither one of us said one word as the freeway lasted 45 minutes and he moved to an exit that said Exit 18 and showed gas stations, hotels, etc. He moved into the right lane looking his way to see if a car was coming as he show nothing he accelerated the Nissan down the road that seemed covered in trees along the sides of the road passing to quickly to get a good look.

He pulled in a long dark drive way that seemed like the road we had just road on in order to get to his parents house. I wanted to hold his hand now so bad. I could tell I had hurt him as much as I made him mad.

We came to a nice built 2- story white house that had black window shields on each 24 windows on the front of the house. There were cars parked on the right side all random from trucks to cars to SUVs. He pulled beside a Pathfinder that was gold. We both got out as I stepped out I could smell fresh air from fields that seemed to smell so nice that I wanted to stay out here a little longer but I knew that I couldn't I had to meet John's family.

I walked behind him having my bags in my hands as John opened the door as I came in to the house. The living room was like any other living room Wide Plasma Screen TV looked like a 23 inch one at that, across from it was a big brown leather couch that was so big it took up a big portion of the room in. Pictures of John's family hung on the walls making me stop and smile. John called me to follow him to his room where we would stay for the next two weeks. He seemed alright for now but I know it was all for a show to hide our problems.

He opened the door for me to go in first as I saw his bed was for two I thought it would be for one. It had blue covers that seemed like his pants color almost but brighter. I laid my bags next to the wooden dresser by the closet for now. He sat his luggage down by a chair that sat across the bed. After sitting down my bags I waited for John to get down then he grabbed my hand and we walked downstairs together for now we seemed like the perfect couple.

I met his father, his brothers, aunts, uncles, etc. The clock on the far wall in the kitchen said it was 11:30 so all the guests left leaving hugs, kisses on the cheeks, and handshakes. John excused us both to go up to our room he sat down on the bed and I made my way over to my luggage but John's warm hand stopped me in the middle of my tracks making me look down at him.

He kissed the back of my palm lightly making me cry as he pulled me down on his lap. I could see he was still hurt when I looked in his deep blue eyes.

He said "I want to ask you something."

I asked "What?"

He asked "Do you want to be with Randy?"

I said "In away yes I do but I don't want to be without you John."

He looked down at ground now as slipped my hand under his chin to bring his eyes back up to me he made him look at me as I moved down to him leaning him to kiss him as I wrapped my arms around his neck to pull him closer.

He wrapped his around my back as we kissed it made everything disappear right now as he slided up the bed and the rest of the night was so passionate we both didn't want it to end. I do love him but Randy is the person I love the most. That thought stayed with me as I closed my eyes to sleep wrapped in Johns arms.

The morning shown in through the glass window making me look up at John to see he was awake smiling at me. He had made a decision I could tell so I waited for him to talk.

He said "Morning baby."

I said "Morning."

He said "I been thinking."

I asked "About what?"

He said "Well that we should take a break for a while so you can know what you want."

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