Chapter 15

He stopped along with me at the elevator as i pushed the button to go up. He looked down for a minute i could he was thinking as i tried to hold myself together for him not wanting him to see my tears.

He asked "I take it yall arent together anymore?"

I said "Not right now we aren't."

He asked "Why?"

I said "Because of me and you."

He smiled that famous smirk he always did have that made a girl fall over him as the elevator ding open for the 5th floor. I moved out of the elevator quickly as he followed that smile made my heart melt.

It seems like John was right about one thing. I do love Randy and it shows even when i try to hide it from him and the rest of the world. It doesn't seem to affect me if i don't think about it at all.

We walked in silence through the quiet hall neither one of us even making the smallest noise not even our breathing made a sound. My apartment was down the hall 5D next to Mrs. Simmons a widow that lived all alone since her husband died last year of a heart attack.

He moved a little ways behind me but not to far so he could stop ahead of time. My key was in my back pocket as i pulled them and put them in the keyhole to open the door. I missed this place my life just seemed more perfect here then anywhere else that i had been to since i started with WWE.

The door opened without much force as i held the door for him, he sat the bags down next to the table by the entrance to the living room. I passed by moving to the kitchen with bags in my hands that needed to put away. He followed in the kitchen leaning on the door frame of the kitchen watching me with a smile on his face.

I asked "What?"

He said "I was thinking about that night when you came in my room scared you looked so hot."

I said "Wow."

He said 'You know it made me realize that i never really got to wake up next to you when we were together."

I said "Not my fault."

He said "I know it's mine."

I said "Good you finally admit that."

He said "Yeah."

I said "While im putting thises things away and making some dinner we can talk."

He asked "About what?"

I said "Us."

He asked "What about John?"

I said "Well he and me are not together for the moment because of you and me."

He said "John couldn't take some competition huh."

I said "He wants me to be happy."

He said "I do to."

I looked up to him making my eyes meet his to see the hurt in his eyes but that didn't stop from being angry and hurt.

I said "Then let me go i dont want to love you anymore its to painful for me."

He said "I know it is i can tell when i see you with John you think that's easy."

I said "Oh and seeing you with melina was even easier then that."

He said "How did you find out anyway."

I said "Dave."

He said "Dave didn't tell anyone i know he wouldn't."

i said "I was with him the night you came to his room."

He said "You were the girl that was with him that night."

I didn't say anything to as i looked away in shame that it happened. He knew the answer after a few minutes of watching me.

He asked "How many times did yall see each other?"

I said "That was the first time, but we made out twice in the limo."

He said "I can't believe this."

He moved closer to the living room i followed scared of losing him in more every minute he didn't talk to me.

I said "I didn't mean for it to happen i swear."

He said "You could have stopped it."

I said "I'm not the only one that is guilty here you know."

He said "Don't try to change the subject."

I stayed quiet for a while. He moved closer to me giving me a kiss that seemed forgiving and passionate at the time. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he picked me holding me close to him.

He walked in the bedroom still holding me close as he laid me gentle on the bed never breaking the kiss. The evening was pleasant as i gently got up from the bed and grabbed my cordless phone my side of the table.

I dialed John's number quickly moving to sit on the couch as i waited on him to answer it was 8:00 which meant he was still up. The phone rung a couple of times before he answered.

He said "Hello."

I asked "Do you really love me?"

He said "Yes i do."

I said "Don't be mad at me for what two things i'm about to tell you."

He said "I'll try not to."

I said "Well first i decided to go to Smack'down."

He asked "What why?"

I said "It's better this way trust me."

He stayed quiet excepte his breathing that didn't seem even to me at all. He took a deep breath before talking again.

He said "No it's not i want you to stay please for me i can't stop you but i sure as hell can make you see what your missing out on baby."

I said "This way i can be out of your life and you can seek the woman who isn't a hoe."

He said "Your not a hoe."

I said "Yes i am."

He said "How?"

I said "Because I slept with Randy tonight and then when me and Randy were together i slept with Dave behind Randy's back, i kissed Randy."

He said "It shows you have a open heart and you can love easy."

I said "John stop."

He asked "What was the other thing?"

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