Chapter 16

I sat there for a minute watching the door to see if Randy was awake i heard something from the crack in the door.

I said "Remember you said you'd try not to get mad."

He said "I did go ahead."

I said "Well i told Randy that me and him are over but we kind of kissed and you know what happened then."

He said "Well i did expect that."

I said "It's late so I'll let you go call me tomorrow."

He said "Your right i got a signing appearance to do before i go to the gym."

I said "I love you."

He said "I love you too bye."

I said "Bye."

I hung up lying down on the couch flipping the tv on already missing John and hearing his voice made it even worse than not hearing him at all.

I heard the door open so i rose to see Randy there. I thought he was supposed to be asleep. He was wearing blue boxers and no shirt or shoes. He was rubbing his thin hair watching me sleepy.

I said "Hey."

He said "I got worried when you weren't there."

I smiled moving to try and pass him to go to the other room to lay down. He followed me as I moved toward the extra bedroom. He stopped my hand from touching the doorknob that was there.

I said "Randy."

He asked "What?"

I said "I don't want this anymore."

He said "That's a lie."

I said "It isn't."

I moved his hand going in my room laying down on the bed crying myself to sleep. I woke hours later looking at the clock seeing it was 9:30 i stretched before raising up. There was a knock on the door.

"Can i come in?"

"Yeah." I said.

He came in slowly moving toward the end of the bed sitting down gentle as i starrted crying again.

"I want to be with John, be his wife, have a nice house." I said.

"I don't want that with you."

"It's not the same."

"Why?" he said looking away from me now as i grabbed a tissue from the side of the bedtable.

"Randy your the player who loves everygirl that you can see or talk to for five minutes."

"I can't change."

"Yeah. Randy this isn't meant to be."

He moved away from the bed. He started walking around the room staying quiet. I waited for him to say something, anything. I noticed he was still wearing his boxers that he wore last night.

"Damn it Sarah."

"What?"

"I love you, i know you do now i see it."

I moved off the bed and over to the door looking straight at him.

"It's not something you can handle trust me please let me be with John."

He moved to be next ot me as i moved back a little away from him. Was i making a good decision? It's true i love him so much and he hurt me so much to. Only one thing came to my mind.

John.

Maybe John is my soulmate. I miss him more and more every minute.

"I want to be with John. Randy please."

He looked at me seeing i was serious. He nodded gently before moving toward the door, i moved quickly out of his way. He didn't look at me at all when he left the room. I waited an hour before i came out, i saw him with his bags packed and dressed standing at the couch.

He looked at me before speaking to me.

"Look i can't change your mind i know that, but if anything goes wrong im here."

I nodded watching him walk out the door. My heart wanted to run after him and tell him not to go just yet to stay as did my legs, but my mind wanted to stay and call John.

My mind won as i made my way over to my phone on the cold hard wood floor. I dialed his number and waited quietly as the phone just rung for 2 minutes.

"Hello."

"John will you please come here?"

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah will you come?"

"Yea I'll be there."

"Ok i love you."

"I love you to."

I hung excited as i ran into the bedrom grabbing a nice skirt and a shirt. Taking a shower i done my hair and put on my outfit for him. Why am i nervous? I heard a knock on the door, who could that be? John wasn't due for another couple of hours.

I walked slowly through the hall and to the door to see who it was.

John was standing there with a dozen roses and a bottle of wine. All i could do was laugh and smile at him. I moved my body out of the way for him to come in. He moved closer to me as i kissed him softly wrapping my arms around his neck.

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p.s. having writers block right now. sory for the short story