Chapter 18

I woke up to see John wasn't in bed next to me as he was last night. I jumped up running out of the room and into the hall. I heard pans getting banged together and the fridge door opening and then closing with a thud.

I peeked out from the corner as i saw John standing there in his boxers wiping what looked like pancakes together. Beside the bowl of mixed pancakes (i think), was a nice tray that was set up for two.

I ran back to bed before he could see me so i wouldn't ruin his surprise. Gosh, why does it have to go this way. Instead of punishing Randy, i'm also punishing John at the same time.

I wanted Randy to fell what i felt when he left me for Melina, or how he cheated on me with Melina. John came in with the same tray with 3 pancakes stacked on top of each other. Making me raise up like i had just woken up.

He smiled at me finally as i smiled back seeing him not as gloom but still unhappy about my decision. He sat down gentle on the bed and rested the tray in the middle handing me a plate.

I took from him looking at him in the eyes but he moved his eyes to grab his and moved on the left side of the bed to set down next to me. I could feel his tention in the air, but i couldn't talk about it anymore it hurt him to much.

"When are you leaving?" i asked. Changing the conversation in a hurry to try and make it easier while he was here.

"9:00." He said. His voice sounded dull and bored.

That ticked me off do bad i had to bit my lip and get up to go in the kitchen. I slammed the door shut and went to the kitchen. My plate landed in the sink just to shatter into both little and big pieces all over the sink.

Some pieces landing in the drain hole, I heard the bedroom door slammed harder then mine. He came in sitting his plate on the counter, looking at me now i could tell he was mad because his face was beginning to get red.

"What the hell was that!" he asked.

"You tell me?" i asked.

"What do want me to be happy?"he asked.

"NO I WANT YOU TO ATLEAST BE UNDERSTANDING WITH MY DESICION THIS WAY EVERYTHING CAN GO BACK TO NORMAL." i said.

"Your leaving not for that reason because you love him more even though you try to think and feel that you love me more." He said.

"That's not true." I said.

"Come on Sarah, I can see you do, and you were going to pick him instead of me." he said.

I moved walking fast to get away from him grabbing whatever clothes i could find and running in the bathroom to get ready to go i need to leave right now. My tears came out the miinute i hit the shower.

My body fell to the cold bottom of the shower making me curl up and cry for about 15 minutes. After 25 minutes i got out and put my clothes on. When i exited the bathroom the living room was quiet so i grabbed my bag that was already packed and went out the door.

My eyes were in my bag along with my phone. When i entered my car i sat there breathing to try and make the tears go away. UHH! I hate him so much.

I backed out and drove start to the airport not bothering to think or anything clearing my mind of everyhing. The airport was crowded as usual so after the lady told me to wait at the waiting area across from the traveling center, i went over and sat down wiping y eyes to try and calm down this wasn't what i had in mind.

It seemed to be couples everywhere now, cuddling and kissing. i heard a manly voice calling my name from behind me, I turned around to see Randy standing there in blues jeans, dress shirt and a black suite jacket.

I turned around thinking this could be bad right now. He came over and sit down next to me. I could smell his axe spray and his shaving cream. He sat down next to me putting his elbows on his knee.

"What?" i asked.

"Well somebody got up on the wrong side of the bed." he said.

"What do you want?" i asked.

"You." he said/

I turned to him and seen that maybe John was right, i do love Randy more. I leaned in to him as he did to, he kissed me finally with a passionate kiss that he gave me last night. We broke the kiss, the lady at the traveling center called my name and waved me over.

I got up quickly going over there and taking my ticket. I rushed back over to Randy seeing him stand up. My new ticket was for 9:30 and it was 9:15 right now. Randy grabbed my hand and lead me to the gate.

"You have the same plane as me?" i asked.

"Yeah baby." he said.

He kissed my hand when we stopped at the gate to wait and get on when it was our turn. He looked happy now. I didn't really know if we were together. I don't know if i should trust him. My heart was ready, but my mind wasn't.

He gentle pulled me along as we enter the plane to find out seats on Coach. We sat right next to each other. His hand released mine to get my bag from my hand and put it next to his bag. I sat down resting my hand on my cheek. Randy sat down taking my hand from my cheek and turning me toward him.

"I been doing alot of thinking about what happened between us when we were together."

"Randy-"

"Listen. I did think of you as one night stand then throw you away, but when i saw how much pain i was putting you through when you came to my room that night and saw Melina i couldn't take it, I didn't mean any of the mean things i said. Then when i saw your hand i felt even more worse. I love you and i realized that at my parents that night when you got scared and came to me. I want you to be with me. Be my wife, move in with me, have a family with me."

I was speechless for a moment listening to what he had said. I never seen him like this, it made me see a different side of him. I did love him and i could see he was in pain to so i decided to give him another chance but under one condition.

"Under one condition?" i asked.

"Anything." he said.

"No body can know until we're both ready to tell everyone." i said.

"Deal." i said.

"What about the shows?" he asked.

"Im still on Smack'down, but this is a good way to test you and make sure you are ready for this." i said.

"You got point babe."

I kissed him before leaning back and closing my eyes to get some sleep before we landed in Dallas, Texas for a sold out arena. We had the WWE Draft so both shows were combine for that one reason. Randy left me alone for that whole time on the plane until he woke me up to get up and off the plane.

I raised up after he handed me my bag and grabbed my hand to lead me out of the plane. Maybe this was meant to happen i don't honestly, but im sure its something that can be both good and bad. I just feel awful about John.

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