KYAAAHH! THIS ONE IS SORRY! now that this one looks back, it's obvious that the last update was a pretty long time ago. please accept this one's apoligies T_T
to make it up to my readers, this one should be posting the next chapter either later today or tomorrow :)
DISCLAIMER: still don't own it...
monny:... hello? annoying voices in my heaad? is anyone home?
-silence-
moony:... that's strange... where is everyone...?
Chapter 6 (Alec)
I duck my head as I try to read Renny's stunned expression. I take my jacket off her head, my hands lingering on her hair for longer than they should have.
"Renny, why are you sad?" I ask, almost childlike, surprising myself more than her. Rage at myself and at Renny carouses through my body. she's human. She has no right to make you feel this way. Be rid of her! FEED on her! my old self tells me. But I can't give in. If Renny was any other human I would've a long time ago. But she's not. Is this what Edward felt like with Bella?
"I had a fight." she says softly. Her eyes showing her pain and more than anything I want to make it away. "I have a friend here and she's really important to me but she reacted badly to the fact that I'll be leaving St. John's soon."
"Aren't you coming back?" I ask quizzically. "What's the point of her worrying if-"
"I'm not coming back." she whispers, staring at her feet.
I cannot comprehend what she's saying. -is she leaving me?- the irrational thought glasses through my mind. I nearly start laughing, but don't, due to the fact that I'd rather her not think that I'm a psycho. -she wasn't mine. She'll never be mine.-
"what should I do?" she whispers. I try to resist an overwhelming urge to hug her and am about to fall miserably when I catch the scent of wet dog on her. Immediately my senses go into hyper drive and instinctively, I sink into my hunter's position. "Hunter?" Renny asks worriedly and I freeze when I scent and hear the one thing that I know will undo me.
Her blood.
Pain sears the back of my throat. -get away from me!- I want to scream at her. But that means that I'll be taking a breath.
"Hunter." she repeats. "get away from me." I choke out, hoping that my pain isn't plain on my face.
"why?" her tragic expression betraying exactly how confused she is at my change of attitude.
"I'm leaving! I won't be able to find you again!" she whispers, tears glistening in her eyes as she reaches up as if to touch my face. I raise my hand and intertwined our fingers together.
"please." she says and the scent of her blood is wrapping around me and I know that if I stay she will end up dead.
"I'll find you." I choke out right before I run away. -I promise.-
Oh geeze, this chapter's reaaally short...
well, this one will try to update asap, but first this one needs to find those voices that seem to have dissapeared...
-moony