ok i know that there was some typos in the first chapter because near the end fanfiction left out the word teacher in bella's little ramble.

Everytime i upload it always seems to well

Im glad you liked that teaser anyway hopefully you enjoy the first chapter and im working on the second right now.

Please review and tell me do you like it ...and do you like bella.

also i think i might need a beta any up for it?xxxxx

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chapter one

So were do I begin to explain how this whole mess began,I guess its best to start with the first feeling the first moment I knew that this unknown twist,this change would eventually shatter my heart.

Even though the love that grew was strange, it was confuzing .but the one great thing about it was that it was mine.

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I lay there in my bedroom knowing that It was the end off yet another uneventful summer with my dad ,in a little town called forks which unfortunately I had call my home.

Don't get me wrong I love my dad Charlie,but Forks on the other hand was a completly different subject all together;I hate it.

Forks was a little town were everyone was in each others business and life's ;it was a town full of gossips.

Let's just say Forks was average meaning it was unbelivably dull,boring and most of all it was predictable.

It was like my life was already set in stone.

Go to school with the same people ,be friends with the same people,then get hitched to someone you know ,and then breed a bucket load of kids ,and then start the horrible cycle all over again ,until generations to come.

I sighed ,knowing to well that I had to escape this town as soon as possible.I didn't want to be yet another clone of the women trapped here in 's why I have made the decision to go to college as far away from here as I can get.

The only person holding me here right now is my dad, I know that he needs me ,since my mom passed about 7 years hasn't been the same capable person he used to be .It was like a part of him left with her.

I was brought out of my thoughts by a large buzzing it was my alarm.

With a deep exhale I tumbled out of bed and made my way down to the kitchen,my dad was already gone. He was the chief of police which lead him to be called away to bigger cities for a few days at a time.

As I sat down to my cereal, I realized that today I would have to go back and face the people of forks high;oh joy my first day as a senior.

When I finshed I made my way up to bathroom to get a shower hoping that it would relax the ball of tension I was carrying in my back.

I dried off,and prepared myself for what was to come of today-nothing.

Once dressed I made my way downstairs,today I had chose to wear a simple pair of faded jeans,with a round neck white tee,and my faithful converse and black cargo jacket.

My best friend alice would probably shame me on what I was wearing but hay who was I trying to impress ...Mike Newton?ha.

Well I suppose I was about to find out what she thought of my oh so adventurous outfit, she was entering the driveway.I grabbed backpack and headed I was greeted by a fancy,sleek BMW.

I closed the front door and headed to the was already outside and waiting. Her tiny frame pressed up against the hood.

ummmm what way could explain the adorable Alice off remind ones self never to call her adorable to her face,because she was like a little pitbull most of the time,and that was on her good days.

Alice was short ,with a pixie like frame and face to had a crazy little black mop on hair on her head,which stuck out in many directions,and she would never been caught dead in something that was "last season" to quote her.

Whilst I was her complete polar opposite ,I don't even know what last season means.

I guess opposites attract and all that,because we were bestfriends.

Once I reached her I saw she was full of excitment ,she was practically bouncing up and down-what a mental patient.

"Bell's come on cheer up ,its first day back!!"

I turned away ignoring her as made my way into the car,

"Alice its forks high,what is so exciting about that ,what do we have to look forward to?... balding teachers and the pain in my ass Mike newton?!"

She chuckled at my sneering.

"Honestly Bell's just think it's last year of forks and then you will be out of here ,come on perk up just a little bit"

I smiled holding on to that thought.

"See I knew that would make you feel better,now bell's ,now I have one more favour to ask please let me dress you tomorrow!"she looked down disgracing my outfit, I felt for my poor little converse as they met pixie hell's raging eyes.

I let out a sigh,

"Fine!!!!!!!! but only if you leave my converse alone ,and stop with all the smile bella bullshit okay? "

"Whatever, you are so going to regret letting me dress you ,by the way torture will commence at 7am tomorrow ,so be prepared"

she cackled,I can not believe she actually cackled.

But I had to do it ,I had to protect my converse!,a few hours wouldn't be too bad if it saved there humble lives!.

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It was lunch time.

Nothing eventful had happened,again same people same place ,old news. I really shouldn't of been surprised.

I looked across the table to see Alice and Rosalie, my other close friend in deep conversation. Giggling to themselves.

I leaned closer to the table trying to figure out what was so my concentration seem to be interrupted by a loud booming laughter that was ochoing out from next to me.

Emmett.

He has been Rosalie's boyfriend been for about two years now .It didn't surprise me that they ended up together . Beautiful people had to find themselves together eventually,right?.

All Im saying is that if they were to pro-create that those children would be like perfect beings,with Rose's glossy blonde hair ,pale blue eyes and creamy skin,her little girl would be heart breaking and beautiful,and if they had a little boy he would just be as perfect with Emmett's dimples ,curly brown hair and bearly figure.

I turned around to see that Emmett was still laughing.- how was that even possible!.

"Seriously Em what's so funny that you still can be laughing for five minutes straight!"

"Bell's you .....this morning....when...you...when....you....fell...it was comic genious!" crap I forgot about that most of my fall's basically are just apart of my daily routine now ,i'm clumsy and I accept it.

Before I came back with a witty reponse ,I saw rose's hand swiftly moving to the back of his head slapping graciously tellling him " To shut the fuck up".

He did ,but he now had a face like a hurt puppy -what a big child!

I turned back around to find Alice and Rose in the same deep conversation.

"Seriously,what's going on thats soo interesting ,that Im not included in the conversation!?"

"Nothing bella ,stop being so paranoid,although you will find out on your own eventually" they giggled.Great I wasn't paranoid before, but I definately am now !. What do they mean I will find out soon enough anyway..what the hell does that mean? ..they could of been talking german for all the sense that made!

"fine then,have your way!!!" I huffed at them.

Grabbing my tray ,I got up and left the table,storming my way towards the of a sudden a large drillling bell came ringing through the lunch area.,stopping me dead in my tracks

Yes finally ,lunch is over now I can go to my safe haven, the one class I understand ,the one I enjoy english.

I made my way out of the cantine down the hall's hurrying myself to get there quicker ,but also watching I didn't fall, trip or injure myself on the way.

I finally realized that Alice had joined me on my trip up the halls ,I didnt even notice to be honest.its freaky sometimesthe way she does that! I can't even hear her approaching.

"Soo Bella looking forward to English today?"she chuckled.

"umm yeah I guess ,I cant wait to get back and see Miss Cope though I really missed her wit about certain period characters"

I really cant wait though Miss Cope made lit so much more lively .She did little plays and skits about mr darcy which sometimes where the highlights of my days.I'm sad I know.

We had reached the classroom by miss cope's "reading addicts ahead "sign wasnt on the door.

"Well Bella don't be to dissappoined Miss cope has changed alot over the actually what me and Rose where talking about"she supressed a giggle.

"Listen Alice really what's so funny???,just tell me now im about to find out anyway!"I glared at her.

"Better not keep your quest for knowledge waiting then bella! have fun"she whispered into my ear as she pludged me into the classroom.

I tryed to catch my balance before I reached the floor.

But it was hopeless.

My converse had caught in the frame when that pixie from hell pushed me!

Next thing I knew I was lying on the cold tiled floor faced down.

Funnily enough I could still hear the chime of Alices' laughter from down the hall.bitch.

Sighing I pushed my body up from the floor ready to meet faces of laughter.I lifted my face to Be met by a pair of deep green eyes iris .

Wooooahh!.....Huh this wasn't Miss cope!!!!

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A/N-please review and ill put up the next chapter what would you like next epov of his first day or the continuation of this scene

I hope you all got my quite insane personality with the converse ,yes my friends do actually have to listen to things like that daily!

tell me what you think i promise i dont bite !!!!!!!

thanks ,i love you all for taking time to read this and review u all are little blessings xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx