okay, okay... yes i know that i kinda lied about the next day thingie...
but on the bright side the chapter's up..:) so as always hope you like it and please review...
this story is feeling...review deprived..TT_TT

DISCLAIMER: nope, nope annddd...nope

CHAPTER 16: Alec

"What have you done Alec? You imbicile! Have you lost your mind?" Kalista shrieks at me. I take her critisisim quietly. The only person I can afford to tell this secret to. The one person whom Aro won't be able to see in my thoughts.

Kalista's gift is being able to be 'invisible' in your thoughts. If Aro were to read my memories, he's just find myself screaming at myself.

"She sighs and runs her fingers through her aurburn hair. "You realize that Aro will have your head for this."

"He'll punish me, but he values my gift too much." I say wryly. "he won't kill me."

"But was he worth it? Kalista challenges me. was it worth your life just to spend a few moments with someone as insignificant as her?"

I snarl at her. How dare she say that Renny isn't worth it? How dare she suggest that I've sacrificed my life for a pointless girl? Renny opened my eyes. She showed me how to care for another. How the simplest things in life can bring joy.

How to love.

As these things pass through my mind, I see the emotions that I'm feeling register in her eyes.

"It was worth everything." I growl.

Kalista smiles. "That's what I wanted to bear."

as I return to the revendous point, I'm surpised to find Aro waiting for me.

"AH, just the person I was looking for." He says, happily clapping his hands once.

"Aro." I nod curtly. "I walk up to him, trying to act normally, but even I don't remember what that is now. "I wasn't expecting you so soon."

I turn and am desperately trying to keep my emotions in check. Suddenly I become aware of Aro's hand resting on my own, and I flinch back in horror when I see his eyes, as he filters through my memories. Those are his eyes when he wants something badly. When he wants something so badly that he will kill to get it.

"She has surprassed all expectations." He breathes. He turns and beams at me. "And it's almost certain that shell remain loyal to us." He purrs as he walks away, leaving me alone, physically and mentally. And I am screaming.

But I'm the only one who can hear….

:"(

poor alec...
just saying but i know that 'Kalista' kinda comes out of nowhere, but Alec needed to vent to someone so...

Alec: what are you saying? you just put her in because you like the name 'kalista"

moony: !

alec:... what's up with your face?

moony: YAY! THE VOICES IN MY HEAD ARE BACK! -shreiks with joy-

alec:..you sure you don't need Carisle to check up on you...?

moony: see you all soon! :3