disclamer i forgot about this----i do not own twilight,only in my dreams boo! love ms meyer though she's a legend.

any way hope u enjoy this chapter i loved this one ,but u might not,but i hope u do and i hope u think my planning is orginal ,well kinda of any way.

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Chapter three-trees,battered novels,and lost kiddies

So it had been a week ,four days, 8 hours and 22 minutes that I had first been introduced to Mr cullen.

I sat here in the park under my favorite tree with a battered copy of Jane Eyre in hand.I had decided to brush up on it before class tomorrow.

Mr Cullen had spent the past week going through writing structures, breakdowns and explainations of each character within the book before we were even allowed to lift the novel.

I was glad that he had picked Jane Eyre ,I mean he was smart brilliant and totally fuckable so I really shouldn't of been surprised.

Although I was really lucky he had because since he has started teaching I never took notes or really payed attention.I mean of course my eyes where always glued to him,but it seemed to work that when I did stare at his lips I never heard a single word he uttered.

The price I have to pay I suppose.

But the worst part seem to be was when he caught me staring ,cause his eyes would hold me there staring wide opened in awe that he was actually paying me some attention.

It would happened for seconds and as soon as I felt the heat rise to my face I would bury my face into the book and not look up until I knew he wasn't paying me any attention.

So I could continue to perv on him,yes im really that sad ,but who cares ,I live in Forks and if perving ,lusting and dreaming about my teacher gets me through this year let the vuglar thoughts roam free! I say.

It's strange though ,I have never actually came to this park,I mean it was just outside Forks but I hadn't set foot into this place since I was younger and back in the days when I found it apporiate to be seen outside the house with my father.

But ever since mister Cullen had started working at Forks high ,I seemed to push the limits of my truck to this place everyday after school.I would stay until I knew it was time to leave,as Charlie would be getting home.

I found it peaceful,a quiet place to think unless it was filled with little children running around like mental patients let loose ,but hay thats what ipods where invented for.The tuning out of children!

This place became part of my daily routine I would wake up go to school,spend time with friends, count down the minutes to english class, then count down the minutes until school finshed and I could come to my safe haven.

It was thursday today,The park was peaceful apart from the chatter of women who passed me on there anual thursday gossip jog.

So with that I snuggled into the trunk of the tree and cosied into a blanket ,throwing myself into the world of Jane and Mr Rochester.

I was about thirty pages in before I was interupted by a tapping on my shoulder.I turned aroung to be introduced to a small little girl crying her beautiful little eyes out.I pulled out my earphones to see what was the matter.

"What's wrong are you ok.... where's your mummy or daddy?"I questioned hoping that she understood.

But that only seem to make the child cry even was quite sad,because it was like watching an angel cry, little girl was the most angelic little thing I had ever seen.

She had tight little bronzed curls falling from her face and the most tiny, littlest, cutest features you could of ever imagined especially her big green puffy eyes,those eyes could melt your heart ,because mine was already like goo.

I pulled her onto my lap and snuggled her to my chest hushing her eventually stop crying but I could still hear her heavily breathing and quietly sobbing into my chest.

I stood up whilst never letting go of the little angel. I assumed she must of been lost or she had waddled away from her parents.

I felt her little head lift from my chest and I was greeted by her big red eyes.

"Ok were going to look for your mummy or daddy" I told her,while I rubbed her back,hoping it would clam her.

"daddy ,daddy"I heard her mumble.

"Lets go look for your silly dilly daddy then"I cooed,hoping to make her giggle,which it did.

I started walking down the hill,towards the park hoping that I would find her parents looking for her,probably worried,I hope they didnt take it the wrong way if they found me holding their child.

I looked down at the little angel to see that she had fallen asleep craddled in my arms,all that crying must of made her sleepy,bless.

I continued to walk throught the park hoping that someone would know who this child was,I decided to look at the most common places for children to be found.

The park,The pond,The flower garden,nope nothing ,I started to wonder was I just missing her parents where ever I had looked.

Thats when I heard a man's voice shouting a someone's name but I couldn't make him out. I decided to follow the shouting,it was worth a try I thought.

The voice seemed to coming from the direction I had orginally I got closer I heard the name being shouted was was the perfect name for this angelic angel it matched her perfectly,orginal and beautiful all the same.

I quicken my pace knowing that this little girl must be returned to her family and I must return to mine,before Charlie takes a panic attack and sends out a search party,seriously I wouldn't be surprised he had done it before.

But the closer I got to the voice the more I realized, I knew this it couldn't be ,please ,please dont let it be.

But it was ,the voice had carried me back to the swing set ,but I knew I would of seen him when I had checked,who could miss was like a neon sigh saying " perfection!."

Seening that his back was facing me ,I decide to walk towards him,taking deep breathes with every step I took.

Once I reached him,I had realized that he hadn't heard me approach,as he was still yelling her name.I knew it was definately his little girl she had eyes like his and bronzed mess of hair exactly like his.

With that I cleared my thoart,

"Excuse me,but I think I have what your looking for"I stuttered.

I watched his body slowly turn around to face me,and stare balnkly at me,

"Bella?"

"Yes It's me and I think I have found something thats belongs to you,well more she found me ,but anyway she's fine she's just sleeping,I think all that crying made her tired"

"Bella ,thank you so much I turned around and when I turned back she was gone I mean one minute she sliding down the slide and the next minute she's gone,thank you ,thank you for returning this little devil angel to me"he chuckled,as he placed Reneesme back into his arms . she fit perfectly.

"Really Mr Cullen it's fine,she wasn't hurt at all,she was with me the whole time and she's been asleep for the most part,she will probably forget all this in the morning anyway" I replied.

I was trying to calm him down he looked so worked up and angry with himself for losing her, for the most part he was sad,I hated seening him like that.

Actually to be truthful he had looked sad and lonely for the past couple of days and it really had been troubling me what was wrong,but I refrained from asking him,it wasn't any of my business.I was his student and I should just keep my nose out of other people's lifes ,especially my teachers!.

"But bella, I can not begin to thank you soo happy that she found you and not someone bella could I please ask you a favour please call me Edward outside school,as hearing Mr cullen five days a week is horrible enough without being called it outside too.I'll turn into a balding middled aged man at this rate" he chuckled,snuggling his daugher closer to his chest.

The women who was married to him was the luckiest woman alive.I mean a beautiful daughter and a loving I offically hate her now! ,God I sound like such a teenager.

"umm ok Mr cullen....sorry I mean Edward.......I will catch on to the whole name thing eventually"I sighed.

"It's ok bella,but can I ask you yet another favour ,I know im asking alot of you and you dont have to,since you have found my daughter after I stupidly lost her,but could you carry Ness as I need to collect our things and I wouldn't be able nurse her as well as carry them"he whispered.

I noticed that Nessie had started to stir,so I quietly nodded as I lifted her from her daddy's arm's and rested her into the knook of mine .I looked down at her little body while I was walking with Edward .Realizing she must of been cold,It was darker outside ,and all her frame was covered with was a little dress that was white with a lemon ruffle trim,it was adorable,but i didn't want her to get sick.

So gently moving frame against my chest,I reached for my blanket in my bag and wrapped it around her little body.I couldn't take my eyes off this perfect little creature before me.

Edward had ran on to a bench that was close to the swings,and had collected Nessie's things.I now understood why he couldn't carry her,they had brought a toystore with was even holding a small dora bike in his hands along with her bag , teddy and many other things,to be honest I didn't know what half of them were.

Once he reached us he looked down at Nessie beaming a huge really was a proud father,she was like his own little personal raybeam.

"I hope you don't mind but would you carry her down to the car with me"he looked pleading at this point,I dont think he could juggle another thing.

"Sure I don't mind,but after that I must be going,you know I do have school tomorrow"

"yes I Suppose you do,if you want bella I will let you off with not having the reading done for tomorrow since you were helping me,you deserve it"

"No Mr cull....I mean Edward it's fine,I got to finsh the chapters before you little munchkin found me"I laughed.

"Ahh ok then"I saw he was still laughing to himself about my munchkin comment.

I looked up at him after a few minutes to find him staring ,I assumed he was just checking on his daughter.

"You know you really look right with you know she could be mistaken for your daughter .She never lets anyone hold her like that without screaming,she must of been really taken to you bella" he was gazing at me now.

I noticed that we were in the car park and next to his volvo now,and I still hadn't responded to his comment.I mean what was I suppose to say I wish she was my daughter and I wish you were the father ,no I couldn't he was just beening nice to me ,hell I would be if someone ever found my daughter,especailly if it was one of my pupils.

"yeah I guess so, I have always loved children,I guess never having any siblings that's quite a strange thing,but I suppose its just in my nature,any way if all children where like this little gem,having kids would be easy peasy"I forced a laugh trying to lighten the mood.

"It seems so,Im just glad she didnt bite you.....well at least you know you will be able to handle children if you have any especailly if you can control this little beast"He sighed ,whilst lifting nessie out of my arms and into her car seat.

Once Mr Cullen, I mean Edward had made sure he had strapped Nessie in securely ,he closed the door and made his way over to me closing the space that was distancing us both from each other.

"Bella its getting really quite dark now,I mean please explain to your father that your absence is completly my fault,please have him phone me on this number if he needs an explaination,as to where you where"he whispered as he place a business card into my hand.

"Thanks Edward ,but I think it will be fine,Im sure he's down in La Push if he hasn't rang me by I will make sure that if he needs to speak you that he gets this number"I stepped in closer inhaling his scent,one last time before I had to make my way back to my truck.

"Goodnight Mr Cullen" I whispered.

But before I had put an near three feet between us I felt Edward's hand on my arm whipping me back around to face grabbed my body pulling us closer .My heart was beating out of my chest,my hands were sweaty,my whole body was shaking.

What was happening ,what did he think he was doing,He's married ,He's my his student!

I closed my eyes,feeling his warm breathe across my face it was ragged and uneven,I pulled my hands from my sides and worked them up his arms until my hands were clinging aroung his neck,nestling into the tuffs of hair at the back of his just stood our bodies moudling together our breathing uneven and our hands nestled in each others hair.

I felt Edward lips moving closer to his lips crash finally into lips were everything I had dreamt of and though were soft and supple, they still seem to out do any of my fanasties .

Our lips moved to together in sync,but i wanted more I pulled him in even closer deeping our kiss.

I felt Edward bit my bottom lip,begging for access to explore my mouth,which I granted.I heard him moan when he moved his tongue against mine.

Edward bit my bottom lip,which seemed to make a moan escape from my lips calling out his name ,he seem to like that as he pushed my body up against the back of the car,whilst moving his hands down my body exploring hips.

But my head wanted me to stop this madness ,it was agruing with my body to think of the responabilities of my before I had a chance to stop this thing happening we were interupted by a crying noise,Nessie.

Edward seem to back away from me,us both panting,flushed and breathless.

"Bella im sorry...I...dont....know what ..happened.....I have to go.......and you need to leave go home before anyone sees you!"he stuttered.I have never heard this man stutter before in his life.

With that he ran off to the driver's door got in and sped away,leaving my breathless, confuzed and upset.

Where does this leave me ! he's married with a daughter and im his 17 year old student this is wrong,lusting quietly was fine with me,just thinking I could never have him was fine,but this is so wrong and why did he do that I didnt lead him on I didn't,did I?

I unlocked my truck and got in closing the door behind me ,before I could even start the truck ,I was sobbing uncontrolably.

What have I done!

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