A/N disclaimer i do not own twilight i repeat i do not own twilight ,but i do own this little verison of edward i have created
also i re read my chapters it is just me or does fanfic leave words out just to annoy ...because its happening to me and its making me second guess myself about what actually have written but when i go back i see that i was right fanfic is leaving words out?why!!!!!
as always sorry for the spelling and grammer lol
btw i will now leave my gushing at the bottom of the fanfic cause i know u really just want to start the chapterxx
Chapter six-fun and games leads to home truths
I looked around the diner a little surprised that Edward had actually chose this place to eat.I guess he didnt actually eat here on a regular basis,he only used it to have dinner with his students...... yeah much better.
It was a 50's themed diner it wasn't that bad really the waitresses were on roller skater though,I shuttered at the fact of me ever using those death traps or being made to use them!.
We had asked for a booth at the corner knook of the diner...... well Edward more than me .Once being place in the car shaped booth we were greeted by a teenage girl with high pigtails in her hair and roller boots on her feet
.Even when she came rolling along to us on those skates I still had to admire her ,as she was still able to drool over Edward and carry our drinks perfectly...... no spillage.
Although there were more important things to take notice to right now ,like the little game Edward and I were playing "happy families" as he oh so smugily put it.
Which for the past five minutes had involed Edward and me walking in hand and hand with Nessie on my playing with my hair,brushing my hair off my neck and kissing it.
Which I didn't object to,but this game was more like touch up bella which sounds really wrong I know but ,It was so wrong it was everytime he talked to Nessie he always slipped in the word mommy when looking at me.
I slipped put of my thoughts to see that the waitress was back ready and waiting to take our orders
"Bella honey,I think it would be rude to keep this lovely young girl waiting any longer dont you??"Edward said.
"Yes sweetie, I think it would,so I think we will have two burgers with fries and also could you please bring a bowl of mashed potatoes and a small bowl of fruit for this little munchkin"I said trying to sound as sarcastic as possible.
I could see that the girl was obiviouisly annoyed that she knew that Edward was off limits, but in reality he is off limits to me too,this is all just pretend so she really should count herself lucky she isn't in this confuzing mess.
I turned my attention to Nessie to see that she was content in her own little world beside me,as soon as she had been given a colouring book and crayons we lost her.
"She's fine Bella stop worrying about her,worry about what's happening right now for a change it seems everytime I touch you,you're either in a dream world or trying to avoid whats going on can't you just enjoy what's happening now,we dont have much time to be together like this"he said.
"Wait what are you saying Edward!!!, that you want this?.... you want me?.....we can't.... your married with a child your my teacher,its wrong"I realized I was whispering now.
"Bella the first time I saw you stumble into my class room ....you were so humble, so pure and yet oh so when I met my gaze in those big hazel brown eyes I was lost.I tried not to be I to convice myself that I was only phyiscally attracted to you,but then when I met you in the park .I knew that you were just as beautiful on the now just makes my want you even more,even when I kissed you .I wanted more... I want all of you Bella ....and I will make sure nothing gets in my way!"
I couldn't speak truth be told I had no idea what to say do I tell him how I feel about ,him or do I push him away and do the right it seemed my body had different ideas,because before my head had time to react I was already kssing him.
I didn't care that we were in a public place or even that his daughter was sitting beside me,I just couldn't deny myself him any longer.I knew that the pain and regret of this would probably kill me,but I didn't care it was worth it,every second was worth it.
HIs lips reacted with mine immediately,his lips parted as I felt his warm breath fan across my face .I bit his lip as I felt his hands sending electric shocks through me as they trailed the whole way up my body.
I moaned,pulling my hands into his hair as I crashed him closer to me.
His hands seemed to stop at my cardigan ,pushing the material away from my shoulder leaving my skin he moved his lips down my neck,I could feel the heat and warm gushing through-out my body as he kissed my collarbone.
My breathing was starting to become even more erractic as he o bit and sucked my neck all the way down my exposed skin.
God I want him,.I wanted all of him,I needed kiss ,his touch was the first I have ever felt and the only one I ever want to feel.
"Edward we need to stop ,I want this too ,but we can't.... just not now"I panted as I felt him kiss my neck.
I heard him groan "Bella please don't push me away,not now not after all of this"he pleaded as he buired his head into my chest.
"Im not pushing you away ,but its just were in a public place and I would rather have just a little bit of dignity in whatever the game is were playing" I whispered.
"I don't think were playing anymore bella"he said, as he pushed himself back up to sit in a decent position.
Before I could say anything my phoned buzzed ,it was my dad ,shit I really hope he hadnt of checked Alice's,I answered deciding to face the music now instead of later.
"umm hi dad ,what's wrong did something happen"I stuttered.
"Bell's I have to go into port angles for tonight there's been some big investagation happening and there short staff so I offered to help I hope you dont mind "he answered.
"Oh no dad thats fine,just ring me when your coming home and i'll have a good homecooked meal ready and waiting"I chuckled.
"Ok bell's ,look I have to go stuart's calling me ,but if you want to stay in alice's. I was at the house and left your overnight bag out for you ,right I have to go stuart's getting annoyed,I love you bell's be safe,bye"
before I could utter so much as a good bye he was gone, the phone line dead.I was sad that he was gone yet again but also thankful that he hadn't phoned it looks like I will have to tell her now ,incase something comes up and she has no idea what's going on....great.
"Is your dad ok??,is something wrong? is he angry with you for being out so long?"he ask concerned.
"Nothing like that its just he been called out of town so it looks like its yet another lonely night at the swan residence"I sighed.
"So your all alone is that safe I mean will you be ok?"
"Yeah I guess so..... it isn't the first time you know of me beening left to look after not like im some lost puppy Iv have taken care of myself for quite some time now"I said defensely.
"Well in that case I won't ask you if you would like to stay at mine house ,I mean we have a lovely guest room ,which you could sleep in and I know Nessie would love that"
I looked over to see that nessie had covered herself in mashed potato, it was all over her face and in running through her little ringlets .She was giggling and bouncing up and down on her seat,banging her little fists,which also were covered in mash potatoes.
"Dirty child is a happy child I always say " I laughed as I started to comb out the mashed potatoes in her hair.
"I agree with that,but you have to admit even with mashed potatoes in her hair she is still the cutest button, don't you agree?and you wouldn't want to her her little feelings by not reading her a bed time story"Edward whisperd into my ear.
I saw Nessie grinning at me ,she was melting my heart...it wasn't fair I guess it would be better than staying at mine alone.
"Fine but only because i'm a sucker for that little grin" I cooed at Nessie.
"Great lets go then,I have ice cream at my house,besides we need to get going don't want no one stealing that alluring truck you own"he said,smugily
I stood up" Hey dont mock my truck,its my pride and joy so back off" I said to him whilst poking him in the chest.
"Stop with the abuse already,i'll leave you truck alone as long as you keep your fingers to yourself "
"Fine let's go then"I huffed as I lifted nessie from her chair and marched outside. Leaving Edward to pay the bill.
Once I had strapped Ness into her chair,she fell fast looked adorable as she lay in her with potatoes in her hair.
I noticed Edward had joined me ,I could feel his presence behind,I spun around to be greeted by moved his body closer pulling me into his though our bodies were only touching I could feel the want radiating around was killing me and making me incredibly wet.
"Bella get in the car" his voice was huskier than usual,it was more alluring like sticky sweet toffee.
All I could do was nod the only sense that seem to be working right now was lust .With a deep breath I pushed him away from me as I slid my body into the car shutting the door behind me.
tease.
He seemed to be in a rush because ,he didn't talk at all to me ,All he would do was hold my hand and rub soothing circles on the palm of my hand.
But everytime I caught his eyes I could see how they were blacken with desire ,a desire I knew he was trying to fight,but I was over coming him,he was losing the fight to not touch me as I was for him,It was sickening how much I was addicted to his touch.
I saw that we had reached the park now .I knew I would have to leave him and collect my truck.
"Bella where here,now listen to me this is what I want you to back to your house and get your things then,drive to this address.I would love to be able to take you myself,but I want to get this little one to you return"he sighed.
I took the bit of paper out of his hands and shoved it into my back pocket,
"I will be back soon just give me about a half an hour before I come over"
"Thats completely fine Bella.I would wait all night if I had to"he leaned in kissing my forhead,I took on last inhale of his scent before I opened the door of his volvo pushing myself out.
Slamming the door behing me I made my way over to my truck.I watched him take on last glance at me before speeding away down the park.I sighed hoping that I had inhaled enough of him to last me until I could be in his arms.
I felt my engine roar to life as I pulled out of the parking space down the road.I pushed my luck by raising my speed to 55,luckily my truck was able to take it.
20 minutes later I finally reached my drive way.I turned off my engine and rushed into the house.I ran up the stairs,pushing my bedroom door wide open.
I grabbed my bag to see that Charlie had already packed my toiletries.I search through my drawers until I had found my little vest set,which included a tank top and a pair of shorts.
I usually would wear sweats to bed,but not this the set into my bag,I grabbed a pair of jeans and tshirt and headed down stairs.
I didn't even take time to think about anything all I knew was that if I did I would manage to be my sensible boring self and stop this.I needed some excitment and Edward did that he made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside .It was a rush knowing that we could get caught at any moment and I loved it.
So with that I locked the front door and ran to my truck pulling the address oot of my pocket.
27 hale avenue,please dont be late,edward xx.
I took off down the road ,I knew that hale avenue was the older part of town were not many people lived ,it was mostly filled with retired couples.I also know that these weren't just houses they were more like mansions and estates.I wonder what Edward was doing he did say he had a trust fund,maybe he's rich or his parents are.
It had been a 15 minutes journey I can't believe that Edward had lived so close . I had never seen his car near my house before.
I sped up the pathway to be greeted by minuture it was still a huge difference compared to my house was beautiful victorian I think.
It looked like a scale verison of one of them antique doll houses
.It was wooden panelled on the outside Each window had a set of blue shutters and a flower box overflowing with different shades and colours.
The house had a porchway encircling the entire house.
It was perfect.
Stopping the truck,I made my out of my seat bag in hand and walked until I met the front I even had time to knock I saw that Edward was already standing there waiting ,for looked thrilled,I could tell my the huge smile acroos his face he was glad to see him.
He ran towards me sweeping me off my feet carrying me into the house.I giggled.
"Edward put me down"I squealed.
"Nope,I will not Miss Swan not until I escort you upstairs" he voice full of implacations.
"Well Mr Cullen then lets not keep me waiting"I laughed ,as he carried me up.
ok im sorry i had to stop there...im soo tired its now four in the morning here...well expect the next chapter tomorrow hope you enjoyed that one lol
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