A/N Hey! I read though my last chapter sorry for all the spelling mistakes :(. Anyways, I just wanted to give everyone a heads up, this is going to be more about Roxas and not Axel because this story is based on a friends of mine relationship and I have NO idea what the guy was feeling also this fanfic will not have lemon or yaoi or whatever you want to call it. SORRY! But I'm trying to make this realistic and not everyone jumps into bed with each other.

13loves8loves9loves6: Oh my gosh! I know! She gets worse don't worry :DD Thanks for reading and reviewing!

Sorry It took me so long to write this!

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Sometimes You Can Hardly See

Chapter three

So that's how Roxas thought for a week. He ignored Axel's long glances and his phone calls to wish him a good morning and sweet dreams. He put them aside and told him it was what friends did. He thought nothing of Axel's hand stroking his hair. Roxas conscious couldn't stand it.

Roxas your a bigger idiot than I thought if you think Axel doesn't love you. I mean come on! He always grabs at your hands and his hugs are longer than man hugs should be. Plus who gives man hugs anymore?Roxas's conscious exploded one day.Roxas was running down the basketball court in P.E. at that moment and he tripped. Axel was at his side in seconds. Roxas's eyes widen, he had been at the opposite end of the court from the Axel. His train of thought was interrupter by the spiky red head's voice

"Yo, Roxas can you feel your knee?" Roxas peeked down at his knee and saw blood was coming out. Roxas winced, he wasn't a big fan of blood.

"I'm fine!" Roxas reassured with a smile. It quickly vanished as he stood up.

"Ouch!" He yelped. Axel let out a small chuckle as the look of pain on Roxas's face intensified

"Silly Roxy." He said. Axel turned around and Called out to the P.E. coach "Roxas is bleeding and I'm going to take him to nurse." Coach Strife nodded

"Oh Axel!" He said

"Yes?" Axel answered sweetly

"Go directly to the Nurse, no where else and bring Roxas back in one piece." The Coach said with a smile.

"Oh no! I was planning on taking him to my secret lair where I was going to let him get fat so I could eat him!" Axel said disappointed but finished with a smile.

Axel walked away smirking and pulled one of Roxas's arms over his neck. Since Roxas is much shorter than Axel it didn't work very well but it got them moving. About half-way there Axel stopped,Roxas looked up at him. He was surprised by the look of sincerity in Axel's eyes.

"Your knee still hurt?" Axel asked

"No...um wait! Yes, yeah!" Roxas stammered as he felt a blush creep up his neck. A small smile crept up Axel's face.

"Let me take a quick look." Roxas nodded his approval quickly. Axel bent down and pretended to be very interested in Roxas's knee Axel pulled Roxas closer and he leaned in placing a delicate kiss on Roxas's knee,Roxas blushed a crimson color.

"It's the other one stupid." Roxas managed.

Axel smiled "I know. I didn't want Roxas germs." Roxas punched him and began laughing as Axel pretended it be hurt. Roxas a little too loud hoping that his heart would stop beating so dang loud.

Roxas lay in bed thinking about the last week. He was used to being the last to know stuff but this was so big he was surprised he didn't collided with it.

"Axel loves me" Roxas whispered to no in particular.

He smiled to himself, maybe life wasn't that bad after all. Axel would make a excellent boyfriend and everyday was brighter when Axel was there. His phone began to ring playing "Barbie Girl" by Aqua. It was a joke birthday present from Namine and Roxas couldn't help but crack up.

"Hello" Roxas answered

"Hey Roxy, It's Axel."

"Hey, How are ya doing?" the blond replied

"eh...just wanted to wish you sweet dreams." The red head said. Roxas couldn't help but blush deeply at this.

"Thanks" Roxas said " and same to you." You can hear Axel smiling over the phone

"You know Roxas you don't have to anise now but you have to soon okay? I want to know if you would be my boyfriend. I just want the pros and cons." Axel said confidently

How does he do that? Roxas thought He just (kind of) asked me out and it was like no deal to him. I would be sweating up a storm.WAIT oh my gosh he just asked me out! Roxas was stunned but caught himself quickly

"Yeah I'll have to ummm think about it." Roxas said trying to cover up the shaking in his voice.

"Like anyone could say no to me" Axel replied. "Sweet dreams love."

Axel hung up before Roxas could say another word.

Roxas sat thinking for hours that night, sleep wouldn't come over. All he could think of was pro and con's of his relationship with Axel. Would Axel hurt him? Will he regret it when it is over? How much of a heart break will Roxas have? Roxas knew he could never answer these questions. Roxas wanted to go out with Axel so bad, but he knew the relationship would hurt. Would Axel give him his first kiss? Roxas sighed, He got up and walked out of his room. He walked to his brother's room, he hardly ever talked to Sora but they had always been close.

"Sora?" Roxas whispered as he opened the door. Sora looked up from his book and smiled.

"Roxas! How was your day?" Sora asked patting the section of bed next to him. Roxas took the seat and he buried is head in his hands.

"I hate boys." Roxas grumbled

Sora chuckled "You don't, you can't be gay without loving guys." Roxas looked up giving him a mad look. Sora began to laugh "It's the truth"

"I think...I like this guy" Roxas said "But he's a lot different than me, I'm afraid that like, it'll hurt a lot when we break up."

Sora nodded "Yeah I know how you feel, but you can't always think of relationships endings you need to think of the bigger picture. Who knows how long your going to get to be together? What if your only together for a week? Not a lot of heartbreak there. But what if your together for years, sure the heartbreak will hurt, but you'll always have the memories, the happiness doesn't fade."

Roxas smiled up at him "Thanks, you were always better at love than me."

"No problem" The chocolate haired brother answered. Roxas got up to leave but stopped half way through the room.

"Sora? Are you still dating Riku?" He asked

"Yeah, one year can you believe that?"

"Your so lucky!" Roxas said

Sora laughed, "Yeah, but it's hard, he makes me horny." Roxas's face twisted into disgust and Sora began laughing so hard that he was crying. "I was just kidding!"

Roxas recovered "oh good."

"You need to go to bed" Sora said " But remember one things if you do decide to do go out with him, kissing is not how you think it is."

Roxas shoot him a puzzled look as he walked out the room.

The happiness doesn't fade. Sora's words ran through Roxas's head as he fell asleep. He made a quick chart in him mind.

PRO\ CON

Axel is hot.\ Heartbreak

First kiss\ Heart break

Be in Love?\ Heart break

Memories \Heartbreak

Happiness \Sadness

Roxas was even more confused now, What was he going to do?

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A/N HUG! Thanks for reading! Review now! or else Roxas gets no Man sex:3 That pro and con's list was hard D: