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Chapter eleven
"Bella.....please...its ok....I'm leaving her I'm leaving Jane......I want you."
"You're what? You're going to leave her for me?!" I was shocked I was getting what I wanted this couldn't have been happening there's no way things could work out this well.
"I am leaving her, I don't love her I love you Bella, I will leave her but, even when I do leave her we will still have to sneak around I am your teacher and unfortunately our relationship still has to remain a secret." He sighed as he cupped my face.
"It's not that I'm not grateful you are leaving her Edward but this was my problem that we would have to crawl about hiding I hate that.... I don't want that, I want you I'm not ashamed of our relationship and I know we have to keep it a secret ....but I just don't know ......I hate this ....all of it." I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks.
With that the bell rang, we didn't move, we just stood there looking at each other, hands held together, eyes boring into each others.
"Bella please don't go......I can't bear us to be apart right now." he sighed.
"Edward I have to, I need to get out of here we both do.....I'm sorry I know I'm ruining the 'moment' but we're in a cupboard and as much as I want you we just can't."
I parted ours hands letting go as I poked my head out the door. I heard voices from around the corner so with that I hurried out hoping that no one had spotted me.
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After the final bell rang I made my way to my truck to go to my favourite place, the park. Over the past couple of months, I seemed to live in the place, Alice and Rose would always ask me where I was but I always changed the subject. I don't know why I didn't tell them...well because it was kind of sad that someone of my age would sit in a park all day. I should of been in a mall but that just wasn't me. I suppose the truth why I really liked this park was because of the memories I had here with my mum. We used to spend every Saturday here together; she always used to make food for a picnic but as I was only little I never knew that cheese and tomato sauce sandwiches weren't the height of normalcy.
I really did miss her, I guess that's why I always sat by this tree it's where we always had sat every Saturday without fail for four years. Now my house was always empty, dad worked a lot recently because of a big case going on in Port Angeles. So I came here, being here always made me feel more comfortable, like she was near me watching over me almost.
I pulled out yet another classic this time Pride and Prejudice, I suppose I should read something from this century, but I just can't bear to read anything else. I mean I did have a few of the books from the Gossip Girl series Alice had bought me from last year, but I hadn't even touched them, I just couldn't.
I realized that the relationships were not perfect even back then, every relationship seemed to have hurdles to overcome but in the end the couple always ended up together well apart from Cathy and Healthcliff, but in reality I guess we all have a Cathy and Heath cliff ending, It can't be helped.
I heard a throat clear behind me.
"Bella!"
Edward.
"Hello...ummm where's Nessie you haven't lost her again?" I questioned confused.
"No I haven't lost her I learnt my lesson the last time I don't think I would handle it very well if it happened again, I would end up with heart failure...she's actually with my parents today I had Esme on the phone scolding me for not having Nessie over more often, so I brought her over to there house today...I wasn't going to come here, but I don't know what happened I felt a pull to come here ....anyway I hope you don't mind me here......because I can go...I mean if you like."
He stood there awkwardly waiting for me to answer.
"Yes I think that it is best if you do leave Edward," I saw his face sadden. "But only if I can come with you, gossip central will be here soon and we really don't want to be seen together if you want all this to work out."
The smile rose on his face.
"We can go to my place, Bella if you would like?"
"I don't know whether that's such a good idea Edward, since what happened the last time I was there, I really don't want a repeat performance do you?"
He winced.
"Bella its fine I promise you I would never have dreamt of taking you back to my home if there was even a chance of you getting hurt again, Jane is in Paris so we will be alone and Nessie is staying the night at my parents."
"Let's go then!" I grinned at him.
I stood up grabbing his hand pulling him towards the parking lot, I almost ran to the car park trying to get there quicker.
"Bella we don't need to run, we do have some time you know." he chuckled.
"No but we're wasting time right now with all this chatter." I said pulling at his arm, like an excited child at the site of a brand new toy.
I had no idea where all of this excitement had come from, but I liked the fact that I was more impulsive around Edward, I could let loose.
Finally we reached the Volvo I hurried myself into the car. I saw that Edward must have been feeling the same way as me because he was speeding down the highway. I felt a rush at his speed and knowing that he wanted me just as much as I wanted him in this moment.
We reached his house. I sighed in relief knowing that we were seconds away from being alone, I know he hasn't left Jane just yet ...but when in Rome I say!.
Edward jumped out of the car and raced around to my side; swinging my door open he whisked me out of my seat. Lifting me over his shoulder he kicked the door closed slapping my bum on the way, as we made our way into his house. I giggled.
"Edward put me down." I laughed.
"Whatever you say Bella!"
All of a sudden my body was off his shoulders and in mid air. I screamed. My body hit the sofa with a bang.
"Edward! What the hell was that?" I yelled.
"What, you told me to put you down Bella." he said innocently.
I crossed my arms and pouted pushing my head back into the cushions.
I'm not being a pouty teenager I just wanted to see where it gets me, because Edward always seems to get his way with me as soon as he flashes his perfect crooked smile and gazes at me with his emerald like irises.
I looked up to see Edward was gone from the living room seconds later he returned with a notebook and pen in his hands.
"What's that for?" I questioned.
He sat down next to me pulling our bodies together so I was snuggled at his side as he draped his arms over my body.
"Well I always carry this notepad with me ever since I met you, I ended up writing pages of little things I wanted to know about you and I could never ask you what I wanted to know before...but now I can so I want to know everything about you even what colour toothbrush you use." he chuckled.
"Um.....ok....well go on then but every question you ask me you also have to answer. Agreed? Also I use a blue toothbrush just to let you know!"
"Agreed ...well mines is red but anyway on with the first question right I want to ask as many as possible before you have to leave." he sighed.
I hated the fact that I would have to leave so soon I didn't want to.
"Bella when's your birthday?"
"13 May what's yours?"
"16 November" he answered "Next one ...favourite colour?"
"Green yours?" I blushed I hoped he realized I meant because of his eyes it was the most important colour in my world.
"Brown." he answered .....Brown why on earth would he like brown its dull oh wait its just like my eyes huh I guess he did pick up on the eyes thing.
"Question three what's your favourite flower Bella?"
"Ahh....lets see orchids, freesias and especially red roses." I blushed "What about you what's yours?"
"All the same." he mumbled.
"Seriously the same ...why do you like them so much?" I wondered.
"Because Bella they all remind me of you." he smiled, which only caused me to go yet another shade of red.
"So....ummm Bella what kind of books and music do you like?"
"Well I mostly like the classics where both are concerned you know Jane Eyre Pride and Prejudice, Wuthering Heights.....and my favourites in music would have to be Debussy, but all the same I do like more current bands like the Killers, Kings of Leon and Maroon 5 so it's all pretty basic but what about you?"
I lowered my head into his chest it felt weird someone wanting to know all this and truly be interested in what I'm saying.
"Bella you are truly my perfect match...my mate, my soul mate. We have the same tastes in most things especially music I cannot believe you also like Debussy. You are amazing, perfect. My Bella." He whispered as he kissed the top of my head.
I love the way he just called me his Bella I wanted to be his and no one else's.
"Anyway...back to questioning what do you prefer lake or seas...books or movies...the left or right side of the bed...who do you get on with more your mum or your dad?" he rambled on.
"I guess lakes but I don't have a reason why...I love books more than the films because I love getting lost in the imagination of the writer and the little world his or her books seem to create...and for what side of the bed I like I have no idea, but if I was with you I really wouldn't care. But as far as parents go I would say I was closer to my mum, she was my best friend and although she was a little crazy at times....I mean when I was five she got me up in the middle of the night so we could bake fairy cakes whilst dressed as fairies." I sighed I really did miss her.
"I mean my dad and I are close, but just not as close as we were but its not to say that I don't love him any less I don't know what I would do if any thing happened to him."
I looked up to see Edward staring at me in confusion.
"Bella why do you talk about your mum in past tense?" he asked as I watched his brow furrow in confusion.
"Well she passed away about seven years ago."
Edward pulled me onto his lap, cuddling me to his chest.
"Bella I'm so sorry what happened? Are you okay...I mean what happened to her? It must have been horrible you two sounded so close I hate to think of what you went through."
"I'm fine Edward really.....I mean now I'm fine I understand that it was better for her to go than to see her still suffering from the pain, she had cancer, but when the doctors found it, it was to late it was already spreading through out her body, they tried to treat her in hopes that it would help but it dint as the days went on she just got weaker until she couldn't fight it any longer....her body just gave up."
I clung to Edward's chest as the tears poured down my face.
"Shh, Bella its ok…you will always have me. I will always be here for you, I promise you that." he said as his had rubbed my back.
"Edward I need to stop I'm getting your shirt all wet." I cried, raising my body away from his.
I felt his arms circle around me,
"Bella do you honestly think I give a shit about my shirt when the woman I love is crying, I don't care Bella." he scoffed as he buried me against his chest.
After about five minutes, I looked up to see him just looking at me; I could tell he was worried. I pulled his face down to mine pulling his lips onto mine.
"Thank you." I whispered.
"Bella you will never have to thank me, I love you." he whispered as he brushed the tears falling down my face.
"I love you too....but Edward could you please tell me where the bathroom is?" I asked.
He chuckled "Yeah sure down the hall last door on the left."
I stood up making my way down into the bathroom. The bathroom was French themed with creamy antique furniture, pictures of the sites of Paris hung on the walls each picture was a black and white still each picture more beautiful than the next.
Washing my face, I dried off looking in the mirror, I sighed looking at my puffy red face...I looked like hell...just great.
I rummaged around in the drawers under the sink hoping to find something, but I had no such luck there was nothing to cool down the redness or the puffiness. But I did come across something familiar a small blue box; they must have been Jane's.
I stared confusingly at the box. I couldn't be late could I? NO I think I have a few more days to go.....I never work like clockwork.
I tossed the box back into the drawer realizing that I was just being silly. Making my way back up the hall, I was greeted by the sound of muffled voices.
Huh I guess he turned the TV on ....question time must be over now.
I turned the corner into the living room realizing that in fact it wasn't the TV and Edward wasn't alone....there was a man with him.
Both turned to look at me.
SHIT.
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