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BACK TO THE FUTURE.

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Roxas grumbled as he woke up on the bright Saturday morning. It was nearing Christmas and Roxas's Family always went to get a big tree together. They always were suppose to bring one friend with them and a few short days ago Roxas was planning on bringing Axel. To bad he had killed it. Roxas felt a surge of anger and sadness at the mention of Axel. Sora of course was bringing Riku. It's a long story, you'll catch up soon.

"Roxas, We're leaving!" A female voice called. Roxas knew the voice as his mother's and grabbed his jacket as he began to walk out the door.

"Coming. " Roxas called glumly. He took the stairs two at a time and showed his mom his best fake smile. She didn't catch on and smiled at him.

"Well, this will be fun." She exclaimed.

"Totally!" Roxas agreed out loud. Not. he answered in his head.

As the family piled in the car as a silver Volvo came around the corner, parking in front of their house. The car stopped and Riku jumped out of his car. He smirked at the anger that filled Roxas's face. Roxas still hadn't forgiven him for the brawl and hoodwinking Sora. Roxas practically snarled as Riku settled next to Sora in the car placing a kiss of Sora's lips.

"Hello!" Riku called to Sora's Parents "Nice to see you again." Both of Sora and Roxas's parents smiled and nodded. They didn't know the wicked deeds that Riku had done to their son. Riku turned to face Roxas and gave him a smile as he slide his arms around Sora's waist. Riku made sure that Roxas was watching as he reached his hand under Sora's jeans waist and settled his hand there.

What the fuck is he doing? Roxas wondered How can Sora find that attractive? Oh look guys! I'm reaching my hair slightly under my boyfriend jeans, I'm SUCH a sex machine. Roxas scoffed out loud and stuck his tongue out at Riku. He knew it was childish but it was the only thing he could do to express his anger without ripping out the dumb bastards heart out. The time in the car passed slowly as everyone in the , except Roxas of course, was singing loudly and off-key to Christmas songs. Every time Roxas tried to put his headphones on Riku would hit him under his chin. Roxas's anger grew as the trip continued.

Roxas couldn't help but think, What would this of been like if Axel had come with us? He tried to get the thought out of his head but it was to hard. He saw Axel jumping in the car and wrapping his arm around Roxas whispering in his ear a hello. They would take the backseat and if Riku even touched Sora, Axel would flick the back of his head. When Riku would turn around to accuse him Axel would always say "Who me? NO WAY!" Roxas laughed out loud at his daydream. If only it could have come true. Roxas felt grief rip at his insides, He didn't want to cry in front of them so he sucked it up waiting for the chance to be alone.

When they arrived Riku was in high spirits, he was chattering with the parents about something stupid. Roxas walked up to Sora and shot him a death glare.

"What the fuck were you thinking?" Roxas hissed

Sora blushed a deep red."Well you know, He's my boyfriend."

Roxas's felt something rip inside at the word boyfriend. How am I going to get through this if i'm so damn weak?

"He used you and he going to do it over again! AND you know it." Roxas said anger filling his tone.

"Your-Your-Your're just jealous." Sora sputtered out.

Roxas froze, How could his own brother say that?

"Did he tell you that?" Roxas whispered.

"No! I did it myself." Sora lied

Roxas knew Sora was lying, Sora always snapped his fingers and right now he snapping like crazy.

Roxas turned, He was going to kill that son of a bitch. NOTHING was going to stop Roxas from giving him what he deserved. Rage clouded Roxas's vision

HOW DARE HE? He cheats on my brother? He fools my brother? He videotaped them? My brother is not Paris Hilton. NO. I'M GOING TO KILL HIM

Roxas stopped suddenly on his death walk, his breath was caught in his throat. He saw red hair over by one of the trees. Was it him? Could it be? Will he wrap his protective arms around Roxas? Roxas turned his direction and ran towars the familiar red hait. That's when it hit Roxas like a train, No Axel broke us up for a reason, He didn't love Roxas anymore. Roxas couldn't keep it in, he fell to his knees as the grief inside ripped him to shreds. Pain filled his head as he slid to the ground. A single tear left his cheek as the world slowly faded away replaced by pitch black.

Axel? Why aren't you saving me from this madness? Why is this sadness so much? Please someone help me.

A/N Not really emo Roxas more like Anger Roxas :) Anyways hope you enjoy :) Sorry if you like Riku! He's not all that bad but in this story he is.

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