A/N- sorry for the lateness enjoy ...ps sorry if some coursework slips in with this I'm trying to multi task this and A level coursework ha!

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Chapter 16

As we drove through Port Angles passing the people on the busy streets I looked over to see Tristan. I smiled thinking about last night and how Tristan had done everything I had wanted Edward to do-just accept it.

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"Tristan Please! Wait don't walk away! Please!" I sobbed, running after him.

Catching his arm I pulled him back.

"Wait."

"Why Bella? Why didn't you tell me? You sat there and let me, my mum, everyone ramble on about the biggest pile of crap when you had this to tell me this to explain, Bella what's happening to you right now what's growing inside of you it's life changing!" he shouted.

"Tristan please, just don't shout at me I just can't take it right now, I came here because I needed you.....I needed someone who would understand, who would help me, I needed you to tell me everything is going to be fine" I sobbed as he pulled me against his chest.

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"Shh Bella everything will be fine...you have me I'll be here every step of the way with you if that is what you need from me....look you don't have to tell anyone I'll be here ...we can forget the scumbag you were talking to ...and even if you want to keep it...or even give it up or just not have it at all I'll be here and I'm certainly not going anywhere." he said softly now as he pulled me even tighter against his chest.

"Tristan I can't give it up, this thing, this little person its apart of me I just can't let go its too late."

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I hadn't talked to Edward at all since last night, he had phoned a couple of times but I just pretended I didn't hear it.

As I clutched my stomach I could feel the nerves racing through my stomach. I didn't know anything about this doctor, all I knew was that I had to trust that Tristan would know what he was doing and that everything would be ok once I got there. I looked over to see him smiling at me as he squeezed my hand tighter, it was comforting.

"Bella calm down for Christ sake, stop shittin' a brick." he chuckled.

"I know I'm trying all right, but how much longer and who exactly is this doctor does he know my dad........oh god what if he knows who Charlie is! Ahhh fuck sake I can't get away for anything in this goddamn cluster of fucking villages....Tristan turn back I can't risk it." I could hear the panic in my voice as I realized how screwed I was, I couldn't hide this when Charlie had been informed by gossip central about my sitting in the park reading a book.

Jesus this was impossible, this was Forks.

"Fucking calm down Bells calm down look he is a private up his own ass, I make so much money off you poor sucks, I'll not tell your secrets to a soul type of doctor, well he better not or I will seriously be kicking his shit in for the much money he is leeching off of us, so don't worry about Charlie ,I'll protect you from that and any big bad wolf that comes after you" he winked, god he had changed, and I loved him for it.

"Look we're here now anyway Bells you may as well go in and be awfully nice to this compassionate doctor, who's only here to help and not make a quick buck out of you" he smirked sarcastically.

I hesitated in the car not wanting to get out, although Tristan had made a joke out of it all and I had laughed, this was still serious.

"Wait." he whispered holding me back "If you want ...if you have decided to change your mind and not have this baby I'll find you a different doctor someone who will take care of it all" he said hoping I would say yes.

I sighed "I know you don't really want me to have this baby, but I can't just kill it....I just can't" Leaning up I kissed him on the cheek.

I opened the door as I looked at the shiny expensive sign hanging above the door.

"Privacy is our policy" ugh.

I suddenly felt cheap looking at the upper class private office, but also like I deserved to be there after all this was my teacher's…a married man's baby I was carrying. So I didn't deserve the nice homely suburban doctors, like the one in TV programmes such as Everwood.

I looked back to see Tristan still sitting in his car playing with his phone, I panicked.

"Aren't you coming with me?"

"Of course for fuck sake Bell's what did I say about shittin' a brick remember, look I just have to phone Sarah she's been taggin on these coat tails of mine all day if you get me ...so I'll see you in a few okay, I just need to blow her off for a few days, she's got too clingy."

"You're a dick, you do know that right?" I questioned.

"I know of course I am, I'm a fully fledged male now I have to play a little fast and loose with the ladies keepin' them on their toes so to speak....."

I nodded.

"One more question why don't you treat me like that?"

"Cause Bell's you knew me before I looked like this, you were friends with nerdy me, so I will always be nice to you, no fast and loose for you."

I laughed.

"Now go on before you're late." he said moving his head to the direction of the front door.

As I opened the door of the doctors office, I was greeted by an overly friendly receptionist, I guessed she must not have a lot of patients, either that or just terribly nosey.

"I assume you're Miss Swan, Miss Bella Swan." she smiled sweetly.

"Yup that's me, am I late for my appointment" I wondered looking around to see if I had kept anyone waiting, nope it was empty.

"Oh no your fine, right on time the doctor will be finished in a few." she smiled yet again.

"So please go and sit down there's coffee and tea on the table in the corner and there's also a stand full of magazines beside that if you're interested"

"Thank you" I smiled, as I made my way through the frosted glass of the waiting area.

The waiting room was filled with matching large black leather sofas, which complimented the steel colored walls. Also there was a large black plasma screen TV hooked on the far left wall.

I sat down on the leather seats my body being engulfed up whole by the cushions, as I listened to soft jazz flow through out the room from the TV.

I heard the door open behind me, and I was greeted by a gorgeous looking man.

"Miss Swan" he mumbled looking up from his charts.

My, my he was beautiful at first glance he looked as if he was in his late forties, although I could tell he was older just by the air around him. His blonde hair was swept back and it had hints of silver and a graying blonde throughout it and the most beautiful golden eyes. His eyes were like two melted honey pools.

I stuttered out a yes as I began to wonder where Tristan was.

"Miss Swan could you please make your way into exam room one on the left there, as I just have to confirm a few things about your chart with Julie at the main reception. Please just go in and make your self comfortable I'll be with you in a few" he smiled warmly his voice reminding me of the velvet tones of Edward's voice.

I sat down on the spongy sea-foam green surgical bed, kicking my feet against its base. I lifted out my phone hoping to find out what was keeping Tristan so long.

He didn't answer, his line was still busy, flipping closed the phone I let my hands rest against my stomach, I felt nervous, wishing I could jut see my own Doctor.

Ahh how I longed for Doctor Well's at this particular moment.

He was a kind, caring doctor who always had a smile on his face and a red satin hankie stuffed into his pocket, and no matter what your age or whether you had teeth or not you left his office with a lollypop, a sticker and most importantly a hug, telling you that he was there to take care of you and that everything would be aright.

I wanted his kind heart and warm smile to take care of me and the baby not this stranger, but I guess I don't get what I want and I have to learn to accept that.

Hearing the door open I looked at the floor my hair falling down around my face, wishing I could leave right now or that Tristan would hurry the fuck up, I needed him, I needed someone at this moment and time.

As the doctor closed the door behind him he didn't say anything, I suppose with me slumped over like this it was best not to.

But as he came closer I could smell him and see his Italian loafers standing before me.

"Bella." he whispered.

"Yes Doctor?"

"Bella look up please" he answered again.

As I lifted my head, I was shocked.

Edward.

"What the hel...." I gasped, but I was silenced as his lips crashed onto mine my lips instantly responding forcing my lips hard against his I could taste something salty against my lips as my tongue met with his, then I realized they were tears. he was crying.

Breaking away from our kiss I saw his tear streaked face and I smiled I was glad that for once in our relationship he was the one crying not me.

"How the hell did you find me here Edward?" I whispered, thinking anyone could walk in on us at any moment.

"Shhhh Bell's this is my father Carlisle's office he called me when you made your appointment" He smiled.

"Wait what! Edward he knows....oh god he....ummm..oh go....he knows what the hell Edward I can't believe you told him" I stumbled shocked.

"Shhh calm down Bella, yes he knows and he's accepted us, but not so much that I'm still married to Jane and that I have you knocked up, especially since I haven't married you yet" He winked.

"Excuse me if you think you're marrying me you are sadly mistaken MR CULLEN!" I poked his chest angry now.

"Well I thought you would want to, I mean I want to do right by you Bella, you will not raise our child alone." He said firmly.

At that moment the door of the room swung open, I prayed not to see Tristan standing there, that would be too much right now.

I felt a rush of relief when I saw it was just Edward's dad. Carlisle.

I blushed, he smiled.

"Umm I'll just give you two a minute shall I" He spoke softly then he was gone.

I turned to see Edward's eyes boring into mine; I made my self not get lost in those pools of jade, because right now I was still angry.

"So what are you a moron now, how many wives have you got lined up after me then huh?" I spat bitterly.

"Well actually after you I was thinking maybe I would mail order the rest of my brides, Bella for goodness sake I'm going to marry you and only you. I want you, I have seen what it is like without you and I can't bear it, I want you and this baby" He sighed putting his hand to my belly.

Before I could speak he silenced me with his hand and connected our eyes together.

"Bella, Jane…she's gone, I packed her bags and told her to go, we can be together now properly."

NO freaking way.

I smiled as I reached up to kiss his lips.

"By the way, I'm not marrying you...... no way."

"Ahhh Bells we shall see" He murmured pulling me back against his lips.

"Shut up and kiss me, god I love you." I laughed.

"As do I." he whispered against my lips.


This is not the end of the story I just wanted to end on a good note for once so I split the chapter up into two so that for once I have a happy little chapter.....before I ruin it hahahahahah!

What ya think still hate Tristan!? Please say no. I know he's an ass so be prepared for him treating his girl like shit, but he's still nice to Bell's are you kind of getting them now, I want to change it up I'm so sick of having Jake in every story always pining after Bells it gets a bit boring after a while ya know!

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