A/n Welcome to the madness:D Things are going well, this chapter everyday is going super good :D I want to thank everyone that is reading, reviewing or not. I was rereading my other chapters and I would like to point out that I said that Spanish was Roxas first period and I said that Roxas's first period was English. It's really English. I will correct it. I swear:D

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REMINDER: This is a chapter IN THE FUTURE.

This is one of the chapters NOT on current plot line.

ALSO, much of this is in Roxas's head

Got it memorized :D

I hate school.

It was hard so many people wanting to know, wanting to talk, wanting to help. I didn't want any of it. I just want to be alone somewhere warm and cozy. No one will just leave me alone to myself.

PLEASE just leave me alone.

I'm begging you.

I could feel the January wind icing my throat, my breath coming out in puffs of white. The sun hid in the gray menacing cloud waiting to drop the it's rain. The teenagers at Destiny High weren't excited to be at school, all huddled together in packs. Roxas looked across the courtyard at the funny lumps, Namine sat next to him studying for Math. Somehow she was the only one that understood how much he needed to be alone. He liked her company and her grades in all her subjects had risen. Roxas brought his arm across his chest and held the other side of his stomach covering the hole he constantly felt in his heart. He felt a rush of relief, his arm protected him from the world.

"Roxas?" Namine asked. "The bell just rang. I'll take you to class."

"Thanks." Roxas whispered. Namine smiled and nodded.

How does she understand me so well? It's like she knows what I'm going through.

"Have you talked to Sora lately?" Namine asked.

"No, not since the Christmas tree accident." Roxas said. Scenes of that day flashed in his head, Riku's smirk, Sora's attack and the red haired women who had filled him with hope. The cold blackness too. Roxas shivered despite of his warm coat. "All he would talk about was Riku."

Namine snorted a laugh. "Yep, that's about all he does talk about."

"Namine?"

"Yes Roxas."

"Thank you."

"It's what friends are for Roxas."

Roxas felt the Hole rip bigger.

Period 1

One of the three classes I have with him. How do I get through this everyday? Sometimes I don't even know.

"Welcome class!" The always smiling Mrs.Gainsborough said.

"Someone got some last night." A boy in the back whispered loudly.

Aerith chuckled. "Today we're going to go to the library! First you must complete the worksheet on the front table and then go pick a excellent book!" Mrs. Gainsborough annoyed Roxas, her happiness was just to happy.

He walked to pick up the worksheet and sat down at his desk. He stared at the words for a minute trying to sort out the words on the paper from the ones he was thinking.

Why do we even have to do this? I just want to go home, to my bed and sleep. I've been tired a lot lately. I just don't feel like doing anything besides sleeping.I wonder what it would be like to just sleep for a entire day. How refreshed would you feel when you were done? How long would I not have to sleep for? I would want it to be on a bed of feathers.Roxas come to my desk please.

Roxas snapped out of his daydream and looked around, most of the other kids had left and he saw a large stack of worksheets in the turn in bin. Mrs. Gainsborough smiled and motioned her hand for him to come. Roxas made the short walk to her desk and nodded.

"Roxas, I've noticed that the quality and amount of your work has been dropping. Is something wrong?"

"No, nothing wrong at all. I've just been tired lately. I'm sorry." Roxas replied automatically.

Confusion filled Aerith eyes. "Okay, go finish your worksheet."

They always fall for it. I'm tired, don't worry, it's all okay. I could rephrase it a million ways and no one would catch one. I'm like a bandit running from the truth

Roxas smiled and began to work on his worksheet.

Period 2

Class without him.

I read a survey that said most teenagers despise Social Studies. Those kids obviously did not have Miss (please call me Yuffie) Kisaragi. She was known for her light rules and practically jokes on kids. She insisted on kids calling her Yuffie instead of Miss, she said it made her feel younger. Very short shorts were her everyday attire and no matter how many teachers thought of it disgust she kept doing it. Naturally all the kids loved her, she could put a smile on anyone's face.

Roxas hated her more than he hated school.

"CLASS!" Yuffie screeched, quickly grabbing everyone's attention. "Today, I don't feel much like teaching so how does a movie sound?"

The class cheered loudly and Roxas sighed. There should be no troubles today.

Mrs. Kisaragi (Roxas mentally hit himself) -Yuffie, popped in the newest, hottest movie and the class watched. Roxas put his head on his desk and closed his eyes, entering the world of his day dreams.

He felt like he was repairing the hole right now. The little workers were patching it up as best as they could. In all of 30 minutes their work would be ruined when he began his next class with Axel.

Period 3:

Pro: Namine Con: Axel and Riku

PE was easy, all he had to do was run, jump, kick or hit. There was barely any talking just grunting and cursing. Roxas enjoyed the sunshine and the cheers. He remembered a time when he had been the star of the team he was on, Riku had killed it. The class was now playing football and Roxas's team was depending on him heavily. Mr. Strife had picked them to go against Riku's team, which consisted of Riku big head only. Roxas laughed at the idea of Riku's head growing. His team had the first kick off.

"Ready!" Riku shouted. Some boy next to Roxas kicked the football. Roxas wondered if today should be the day he helped them or if he should continue to be his cocoon. Roxas snapped out of his mind and saw Riku charging towards him, sweat was on his forehead, he smirked at Roxas. Roxas flicked his hand out and grabbed Riku's flag.

And you being the pompous ass you are didn't notice.

"TOUCHDOWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!" Riku yelled.

"No." The quiet voice of Roxas said.

"What did you say?" Riku smirked. Roxas pulled his hand from behind his back and showed the flag.

"No." Roxas repeated Riku's face turned bright red and ripped his flag out of Roxas's hands.

"Whatever."

Namine walked over to Roxas and leaned in. He smelled her sweet candy perfume.

"Smile, Roxas. You rock." She whispered.

So he let a weak smile escape.

Period 4:

Fortunately I'm good at Spanish. Unfortunately Axel has is with me.

Maestra Lockahart walked in the classroom and began to yell in Spanish. Roxas managed to pick up that it had something to do with there last test. He saw the frustration in her face at the other number of clueless kids in her classroom..

"FINE. Just let's take examples from your homework." She said. "Last night was 6 sentences. Umm... Tidus hit me with one."

A look of fear covered Tidus's face. "Um...uh... Yo estoy triste?"

"Good." Tifa said with a smile. Roxas relaxed in his seat waiting for his name to get called.

"Axel" Tife said. Roxas stiffened immediately.

Axel smirked " Okay let's see here, El taco es loco en de cabeza."

"Are you serious?" Tifa asked. "The taco is crazy in it's head? It makes no sense."

"You said sentences not stuff that made sense geez."

"Moving on. Roxas?" Tifa said. Roxas felt Axel's eyes on him, the sudden urge to throw up took over him.

"Nosotros ir al parque manana." Roxas choked out.

"Good job" Tife said. She continued to talk but Roxas paid no attention. He felt the heat of Axel's eyes until the end of the period watching his every move.

Oh god.

Lunch.

The sun had decide to come out from it's hiding place. Roxas had stripped from his heavy coat and sat on the Science benches soaking the only slightly warmer weather. Namine sat next to him, her face was turned up to the sun smiling.

"Roxas?"

"Yeah Namine."

"It gives you hope to right?"

Roxas looked up at the sun, it had manged to withdraw from the grey clouds. Could he?

"Yeah, it does."

"Good."

Period 5

Science.

My

most

least

favorite

class.

I just sleep through it now.

Period 6

Math with Mr. Ansem is always stupid. He talks and tries to get our attention. This is when I daydream the most. Dreaming of a better time.

and then the taco would be happy forever

My phone vibrated loudly in my pocket. It was a text from Demyx, I hadn't talk to him much lately. It read: Yo Roxas, wats up? btw do u still like Axel?

I press the off button on my phone and stare out the window.

That's it. it my normal day. Then I come home and curl up in my bed and fall asleep. I leave this world for an hour or two. To a place that is better, a place I wish I could be.

A place I can be.

A/n Yeah! Rolling on the railroad of chapters :D

Hope you enjoyed lots!

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