I know that last chapter was good, but might not get that from this one. Unlike the last few one, I have no love for this one it was just a filler, so sorry if it sucks as bad as I think it does. I won't hate you if you hate it, because I do. I didn't put my heart into this like the others. If you like it, well more power to you. Well, here we go, stupid filler chapter 7.
7. Just Getting Started
I tried to concentrate in class, but it was easier said than done.
Every time I looked up and saw him teaching in front of the class like that, all I could think of was his lips against mine and how good they felt against mine. No one could blame me for that. I went so long thinking about it and when it finally happened, I felt so guilty about it. Now that I can do it without feeling bad, I was going to take advange of it.
"Can you stop?" Alice whispered to me.
"Stop what?" I wondered.
"Tapping like that. It's annoying." She replied
I looked down at my fingers and my feet. I was tapping my pencil against my desk and shaking my foot like crazy. I didn't even realize I was doing that. I only do that when I'm really deep in thought about something.
"Sorry." I put the down the pencil in hopes of stopping the tapping, but it moved from the pencil to my finger tips.
She sighed hard and placed her hand over mine. "Stop it." I could hear the annoyance in her voice.
"Sorry," I repeated. "I can't help it."
She slowly pulled her hand away from mine, really to put it back if I began tapping again. "You've been doing that all day."
"I have?" I said confused. I didn't know it was all day. He was really on my mind.
"Yes. What's up with you today? You've seem spaced out ever since first period."
I tried not to smile as I thought about what she said. As soon as she said first period, my mind automatically connected to him. I love that I could think that without having to stop myself.
"I've just been…very deep in thought." Without thinking about it, I began tapping again.
She reached over and placed her hand over mine again. "Stop." She pulled back again. "And what about?" I could hear the curiosity in her voice. I wanted to tell her, but not in class. Someone might hear me.
I looked at the clock. We have about an hour to free period. We can go to the library and I could tell her then. "I'll tell you later." I told her.
"Okay. But until then, for all that's good, please stop that damn tapping." She begged.
I told her I tried but there were no promises. She sighed in annoyance at the fact that she might be hearing that all day. She's just going to have to suffer through it. I told her I couldn't help it. I was happy. Was it so wrong to be happy? Other people might think the reason why might be. But I couldn't care less. For the first time since the beginning of September, I was happy, that was all that mattered to me at this point.
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When we got to the library, she hurried us a table in the back. She must've had a clue now of why I was happy. I don't understand why she didn't get it the first time she asked me. I mean, he's all I've been obsession over for the pass month or so.
"Sit down." She pointed at seat and demanded. Yeah, she defiantly had a clue. She probably just wanted to make sure she was right.
I did what she said without hesitation. I wanted to tell her as much as she wanted to hear it.
She followed my lead and sat next to me. "Okay, tell me. what were you thinking about? Were you thinking about who I think you were?" she rushed out the questions in anticipation.
I notice how she said who and not what. "Well, that depends. What do you think I was thinking about?" I asked with a smirk.
"You know…" I could tell she was searching for the right word. "Him" I noticed the way she said him and I smiled. Someone didn't even have to say his name for me to do that. I don't know what to make of that. She gasped when she saw the smile. "I knew it."
"I didn't tell you anything yet." I reminded her.
"Okay, then tell me what I already know." She challenged
I looked around. There weren't many people, but I still didn't what to say it out loud. Things like what I was about to say wasn't safe out in the open like this. You never know, someone could be ease dropping. I didn't want to take that chance, especially with his warning. I was already taking a chance by telling Alice. But she was my best friend so she had to know. Plus I know for a fact, she won't tell. After all, she was the one who said I needed to talk to him.
I motion her to lean closer. She did what I asked. I told her about yesterday in her ear. I heard her gasped in my ear when I told her about the kiss.
She pulled away. "AHH! I knew it." She screamed happily. I damn near jumped out of the seat trying to cover her mouth.
"Shut up, Alice." I said in hush tone.
I looked over at the librarian. She was giving us a look telling us to keep quite. "She just got excited about something. Our apologizes." I said to her politely. She rolled her eyes and looked away. I really disliked librarians. They think just because they were 'in charge' of a few books, that gave them the right to be rude as hell.
I turned back to Alice. "Sorry" she said under my hand. I sighed and removed my hand from her mouth.
Once my hand was off her mouth, she went right back to being excited about the news I just gave her. "I knew. I knew that would happen. When I saw his name on you schedule at the beginning of the year, I knew something was going to happen. And then you told me about that kiss, I just knew it was a matter of time." She exclaimed in a whisper.
I gave her disbelieving look. How could she have possibly known that at the start of the year? I didn't know I liked him like that until the second week of school. I guess she had one of those 'feelings' she always talking about.
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Weeks after that, it was the same thing every day. I tried to keep my eyes off of him while still trying to pay attention. I knew the second I looked up; he would do something that he knows would make me blush. I would blush by myself because I thinking of something.
"Stop." Alice said next to me. I looked at my hand to see that I wasn't tapping. What the hell was she talking about now?
"Stop what?" I asked.
"Thinking about him." She simply responded.
"How did you…" I started to ask.
"I can tell by the way you're smiling." She cut off the question. I didn't realize I was smiling.
"I can't help it." I shrugged. I couldn't help that the just the pure thought of him did that to me. "How am I supports to? I mean, he's right there." I nodded toward his direction.
Just then I turned my head and saw he was looking my way. When ours eyes met, he winked at me. I quickly turned my head. I used my hair as a wall because my face turned all kinds of red.
"What?" she asked when she saw my face.
"He's very distract." I told her.
She turned her head to see what I was talking about. "He's not doing anything out of the usual." She commented.
"Yeah, not to you because you're not support to see it." I said, infecting the duh.
But it wasn't even what he did that always distracted me. It could be what and how he said the things he said, or what he was wearing. Like today, for explain; it was one of the few days he wasn't wearing a suit. He was wearing a button-up shirt, which kind of reminded me of that dream I had, rolled up to his elbows; allowing me to see his forearms perfectly. And he was wearing pants that, how can I say this, 'fitted him perfectly'.
"Just ignore it" she suggested.
I rolled my eyes at the comment. That was so easy for her to say. I fixed my position in the chair. "Believed me, I've tried. It easier said than done." I told her truthfully.
"I don't understand. You were just fine with him before." She said ask she wrote down whatever he was telling us. I didn't bother taking any notes. I knew my mind wouldn't stay there for too long. I figure I can always copy Alice's. Or he can always give them to me. I felt myself smiling.
"Bella!" she snapped me out of my thoughts. "You're really going to have to stop that." She complained when I looked at her again.
"Sorry." I said as I tucked some hair behind my ear. "And as for being just fine about it before, that was different. He wasn't… no know, then." I didn't want to say anything that even hinted that. People in class act like they're paying attention when really, they're ease dropping for the latest gossip.
"Again, this…"she gesture to me then nodded to him. "Is going to give me a headache." She said. I just shrugged it off. She'll get use to it.
When class was over, everyone left out of the class and I stayed behind.
"Come on." Alice said when I was still sitting.
"Go, I'll catch up." I told her. I looked pass her. She followed her eyes and saw what I was looking at. She rolled her eyes and sighed hard.
"Headaches." She said before leaving the room.
I slide out of my seat. He was doing something at his desk so I cleared my throat. He looked and smiled when he saw I was alone. He stood up and walked over to me. I lean on my hand on my desk.
"You know, you're very distracting, Mr. Masen." I smiled when he got closer to me.
"You're distracting yourself, Miss Swan." He smiled back.
"Yeah, but you're better at hiding it." I said.
We both looked towards the door to see if anyone was looking or if anyone from his next class was coming in. we smiled at each other when we didn't see anyone.
He placed his finger under my chin and gently lifted my face to his. He placed his lips around mine.
I tried not to het too in to it. I knew the second I did, would be the one we would have to stop just in cause. Before I could even go that far, he did exactly what I thought would happen. He pulled his lips away from mine. I hated the air I felt on them.
He pushed a piece of hair behind my ear. "See you later."
I nodded. His lips take my breath away. I couldn't say anything if I wanted to. He backed away from me so I had room to move; I grabbed my things from my desk and began to walk towards the door. A thought stopped me from going all the way. I stopped and turned to face.
"One more to get me through the day?" I said innocently.
He chuckled at my eagerness. I couldn't help myself. I wouldn't be able to do again until the end of the day. That is a long ass time from now. He looked towards the door again. He walked over to me and gave me a quick peck on the cheek. It wasn't what I wanted, but I would get me though the day, barely.
"Now go, before you're late for class." He warned. I groaned as I turned away from him. Stupid second period. I already hated it. Now that it took me away from him and the start of a long damn day without seeing him- or at least more than a minute or two- I hated the damn thing more.
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I was at my locker when Alice and Jacob decided to come up to me when their arguing.
"Jake, will you shut up? It's like every time you talk; I get this annoying buzzing in my ear like when they're testing alarms or something." I heard her snapped at him.
"You're just mad that I'm younger than you but still taller." I looked up and saw him patted her head like a dog.
"No, I mad because you suck." She said. She pushed his hand away and started walking faster towards me to get away from him. "Bella, please get your friend." She said to me.
"What did he do now?" I said, not really caring. They argue about everything. And I mean everything. They once had an argument why the sky is blue. Who the hell has a fight like that?
"Beside the fact he was born…" just then, he walked up and stood beside on the other side of me. "He keeps asking me these dumb questions like a damn child."
"They're not dumb and it was only one." He argued. "Bella, all I asked was why she's so short."
"And that's a dumb ass question. How the hell am I supports to know that?"
"Asked your parents."
"Okay, while I'm at it, I'll ask your dad how many time did they drop on your head." She responded with false sweetness. She turned to me. "Bella, he's been asking that since I came out of the bathroom. He's a fucking stalker."
"Alice, someone would have to be truly needy to stalk you."
She held out her hand as you shake it with it his. "Hi despair, I'm Alice. Nice to meet." She said with a condescending smile.
I shook my head. "You guys just need to fuck and get it over with." I interjected with a smile chuckle as I put me things in my bag. They came over for me to stop the fight, but they kept going anyways.
"Bella, please stop fucking saying that." She begged. I knew it made upsets her each time I said that, that's part of the reason why I always say it. But also because I truly think that what they need to do to stop the endless fighting.
"Stop playing, Alice. You know you want me." He gestured himself like he was a prize to win or something. "You know what they say, once you go Quileute, you can never go back to the norm." he lean towards her as if to kiss her.
"Eww! Get away from me." She put her notebook as to protect her face. She pushed him away from her then wrapped her hand on my shirt like she might catch something if she didn't do it fast enough. "Besides, I heard that Quileute are also…"
I turned my head to her "Alice!" I cut her off. I knew exactly what she was going to say, that's why I stopped her. It's also, why I was trying so hard that to laugh. I shook my head, hinting she shouldn't say that.
Too bad he knew what she was going to say too. "Oh whatever. Who ever said that lied to you." He boosted. "Just ask Bella. She knows how much of a lie it really it." I looked at him and saw him smiling.
What the hell? How the hell did I get into this? "Okay, first, I don't know what you and Bella were doing when she lost her mind and dated your sorry ass. And second…" she gave me a light push. "eww. Bella, I can't believe you did that."
I turned my head to her again. Again, how the hell did I get in the middle of this stupid fight? Where the hell was this fight even going at this point? "I didn't." the comment made my voice raise when my permission. I turned my head back to him. "We didn't." I told him as well as her.
"Don't be ashamed of what happen." He joked. He pushed my hair over my shoulder to kiss me on the cheek.
"She's only ashamed of it because it was with you." She commented.
He pulled away from me and looked at her. "You know what, Brandon, why you always have to say something?"
"Black. If you weren't a dumb asshole, I wouldn't need to. Someone has to put you in your place." She shot back. After that, they just started go back and forward with each other. They were acting like I wasn't even there anymore. I sighed hard and closed my locker.
"Will you guys ever learn to get alone?" I asked them.
"Yeah, as soon as he learns to stop being a jackass." She said to me but gestured to him.
"Yeah, right after she learns to stop acting like a know- it- all bitch." He gesture to her.
"As soon as you stop giving me a reason." She snapped. They were about to started again, but I stepped between them.
"Stop. Gosh, you guys are like two little kids." I told them.
Just then, the guy I wanted to see and that made me smile walked pass us. He winked then nodded at me. I smiled and gave a slight nod back.
"Ugh, I really don't like him." Jacob said when Edward walked pass us.
I turned to face him "what's wrong with him?"" I said defensive.
"Nothing. I don't understand why you're dating him." He looked his way in disgust.
"You're just mad because he's not you." Alice said to him.
"No, I'm mad because he's a grown man dating a seventeen year old, especially when she his student; it's disgusting" he corrected her.
I decided to tell him about my relationship the day after I told Alice. I know I was pushing it by telling both him and Alice, but they both gave their word they wouldn't saying anything. Jacob said he didn't like it, but if he made happy, he was going to have to accept it. He also told me if he hurts me, he would break his arm his damn self; then turn him in the cops. I just laughed, but couldn't help but think he was a hundred percent serious about his threat.
I just roll my eyes at both of them. "Guys, I got to go." I told them as I picked up my bag from the floor.
"Right." They both said, knowing exactly why I had to go.
"I'll see you guys later. Try not to kill each other while you're leaving the building." I told them.
"Whatever." They both said then gave each other a look.
I chuckled as I began to walk away. As I was leaving, I could still hear them going back and forward with each other. I had the urge to go back and stop them again, but I had something else on my mind.
When I got to the door, I knocked on it. He looked and saw it was me. He signaled me to come in. I tried, but couldn't because the door was locked. I knocked on the door again. He looked up again. "What?" he mouthed. "It's locked." I mouthed back. He got his keys out of the drawer and walked over to the door.
"Hey there, beautiful." he greeted me.
"Hi." I smiled back as I walked in the room.
"It took you long enough to get here." He said as I heard him close the door.
I wanted to tell him I didn't have to come at all, but it would have been a wasted lie. I just shrugged. "I'm here now. So stop your whining." I teased. I tossed my bag on the floor and walked over to his chair. "Plus, I had to get rid of my friends." I told him.
"Yeah, about that…" he said. I turned to him as I took his place in his chair.
I wanted to know where he was going with that. He didn't know I told my friends about us. And to be honest, I don't think I'm ever going to tell him. I don't think I wanted him to know because I didn't want him to go through with his threat about us breaking up if anyone knew. Our relationship was only a few weeks old and I didn't want it to end because he was being paranoid.
"What do you mean?" I asked him.
"What's going on with you and that Jacob kid?" he asked with a lift of eyebrow as he walked over to me. I silently let out a breath of relieve. That's what it was. He must've seen Jake kiss me on the cheek.
"What do you mean what's up with us? We're just friends." I told him with a small shrug.
He continued to walk over to me. He stopped in front of the chair and lean down on the arm rests. "He's pretty damn friendly to be just a friend."
I smiled at his words. "Edward Masen, are you jealous?" I asked with a smug tone in my voice.
"Of him?" he said like just the thought was nothing but pure craziness. He shook his head. "nah. I just wanted to make sure you know you're with me." He said with a smile.
I placed my hands on both sides of his face. I looked deep into his eyes and smiled. "Edward, I've waited months to be with you. I'm not going to give it up because for a teenage boy."
He smiled at my words. "That's what I wanted to hear." He closed the small space between us and locked our lips together. I moved my hands from his cheeks and knotted them in his hair.
I licked around his lips with the tip of my tongue. He must have thought I was asking to come in because he mad a space small enough for our tongues to connect with each others. I wasn't asking to do this, but I wasn't going to reject it.
He pulled away and rested his forehead against mine. "Bella." he breathed.
"Yes." I breathed back. I didn't know what he was about to say, but anything from his mouth would okay to hear.
"Get out of my chair." He smiled at me.
I gave a smirk back then pushed him away. I wanted to sit in it. He gets to sit in it all day, he could go without it until I leave. I shook my head. "No. I want to sit in it." I said like a spoiled child. "Besides, I think I look better in it." I did a full spin in it to tease him.
"Yeah, I'm sure you do, but guess what…" he grabbed the chair before I could spin it again. He turned it so I could face him. He leans down again and smiled at me. "It's my chair. So get up." He said again. I just stayed where I was. He breathed hard. I could feel his breath on my face when he did that. Yeah, that was going to make me get up.
He stood back up. He grabbed my wrists off the armrests. Before I could say anything or stop him, he yanked me from the chair. He pulled me away from it so he could have enough space to sit down himself.
When he let go of my wrists, I folded my arms and gave a small pout. I really wanted to sit in the chair. It was comfortable. That and it gave him a reason to lean down.
He chuckled at my expression. "Oh stop it." He said. He reached out and took my arms out of the fold. He grabbed my wrist again and pulled me to his lap. To be honest, I like this seat better. "Better?" he smiled.
I turned my body to him. I hooked my arm around his neck. "Much." I smile. I locked my lips around his again. I turned my body more so it wouldn't be in an awkward twist. I placed my other hand on his cheek. He hugged his arms around my waist and pulled my body closer to his. I sighed happily against his lips.
He pulled away. "what?" he smiled.
"Nothing." I gave chuckled. I was humored that he stopped because I sighed. "I'm just happy I finally get to do this." I pushed aside a loose piece of his hair. "This…us. It just feels right." I told him
He nodded in agreement. "You're right, it does." To be honest, I couldn't believe he agreed the way he did. He was so against this before.
I adjusted myself to hug him closer. I rested my head in his hair and breathed in his scent. He turned us slightly side to side as we sat there in silent. Even though we weren't talking, I was in complete bliss. I was enjoying just being in his arms. I felt comfortable with them around my body.
Something came to my mind. I wouldn't say that I lied to him earlier, but I didn't tell the whole truth. I felt I should. I wanted start this off right, no secrets; well maybe one, but not this one.
"Edward." I said he hummed against my neck in response. I pulled away so I could see his eyes. "Can I tell you something?"
He frowned his eyebrows. "Sure, babe. What is it?" he looked worried.
I shook my head. "It's nothing bad." At least, not that bad. Well, not to me anyways.
"Okay…" he stretched out the word. I could tell he was still a little on edge.
"Will you stop worrying?" I chuckled. I pushed his hair back again. "It's nothing bad." I repeated. "But, it is about Jacob." I said with a serious tone. I saw his face almost immediately change when I said the name.
"I thought you said he was just a friend." He doubled check.
I was starting to rethink my chose. It was already out there, might as well finish it. I tucked my hair behind my ear and swallowed my nerves to go on.
"I did and he is…now."
I didn't know what to make of his face. I couldn't tell he was upset or confused or what. "Wh-what do you mean now?" he choked out.
"Well…" I looked down at my other hand that was in my lap. I didn't want to look into his eyes because I didn't want to see them if what I was about to say was going to hurt him. "Him and I, we kind of dated." I kept it short for a reason. No need to prolong this moment.
I looked at him when I didn't hear anything. I really hoped he wasn't mad. "Don't be mad, please. It was during the summer. We broke up in July and just decided to nothing more but friends." I rushed out the words. I didn't like the look on his face so I thought the faster he heard my words, the faster his face would go back to normal.
"We didn't even…" I tried to continue, but stop. And now he was laughing. Why the hell was he laughing? "Why are you laughing?" I asked him.
"Because what you told me was a lot less bad than what I was thinking." He said, still with a small chuckled in his voice. I tried to talk, but he stopped me again. "Bella, I don't care about who you dated before." He said.
"So, you're not mad?" I asked, just to be sure.
He shook his head. "Of course not. We both have a past. As long as that's where he stays." He said with a slight serious tone. I gave him a confused look. "I mean, you guys don't…" he trailed off. He didn't have to finish the statement for me to get it.
"Oh…. You mean, do we occasionally…" I didn't know how to code it, so I didn't say anything. "Oh no, no, no, no. we didn't do that when we dated. We're not going to do that while we're friends. And believe me, that is all we are." I told him, making sure he believed nothing but the truth.
He nodded. "I believe you." He said with a voice that made me think he did; and that made me smiled again. I hugged him then rested my head on his shoulder.
"But since we're confessing, I have something to tell you too." He said. I turned my head to him. I don't think I like the sound of that.
"Yes." I said with uneasiness in my voice.
Unlike me, he just came out and said what he had to say. "I don't like you in first period class."
I reposition myself on his lap to face her. "Wait, what?" I said, tucking my hair behind my ear.
"Yeah, never did." He said. I don't think I like what he was trying to tell me. I don't know why, but the comment was just not sitting well with me. "I'm confused. Why not?"
He smiled at me then tucked some loose hair behind my ear. "Because I would have to go a whole day without seeing you."
I smiled at his words. "But, you would see in the hallways between classes."
He shook his head. "It wasn't enough. That's why it hurt me so much when you avoided for a month." He looked away from me as he said the last statement like he was shy to say it or something.
I felt terrible that I made him feel that way. Damn it; Alice was right, like always. I will never hear the fucking end to this. I turned my attention back to the face next to mind.
"I'm sorry I did that. I was just so confused and I didn't know what to do if you didn't think of me that way." That made him turn his head to me again. "I was being a coward and selfish and like always, wasn't thinking clearly. I'm sorry you had to go through that." I place my hand in his hair and smoothed it down to his cheek. "Forgive me?" I smiled sweetly.
"I don't know, Bella. You really hurt me."
I smiled at him. Maybe he needed something to help him. I lean down and kissed him on the cheek. "What about now?" I whispered in his ear.
"Maybe something else would help me more." He whispered back, I could hear the smile in his voice.
I smiled, even though he couldn't see. I pulled back and flipped my hair over my shoulder. I placed my hand under his chin and lifted his face to mine and put my lips against his. I immediately started sucking on his bottom lip when our lips touched.
I pulled away and rested my forehead against his. "Still mad?" I asked sweetly, already knowing the answer.
"How can I be when you try that hard for me to forgive you?" he tighten his grip around my waist that happen to loosen some how. He hugged me closer to him and we locked lips again.
After a few seconds- or minutes, I don't know I stop keep time- I pulled away. I looked at my watch and almost wanted to cuss out loud for the damn time. I settled for sighing hard.
"What's wrong?" he said following my eyes to my watch.
"I gotta go." I told.
"You sure?" he asked.
I sighed again and nodded. "Yeah, my mom would get worried if I don't get home soon. Plus, I got homework to do. I'm sorry."
"It's okay. I have to finish grading anyways." He nodded to the papers on his desk. I gave him one more peck before getting off his lap. "I talk to you later." He said as I reached down to grab my bag from the floor.
"Okay" I shrug it over my shoulder then turned to him. "See you tomorrow." I smiled and winked.
He smiled back. "Can't wait." I turned to the door and walked out of the classroom.
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I went home right after that. I didn't need to be later than I already was.
"Hey, baby. You're home a little later than usually." My mom said when I came through the door. I saw she was looking at her watch to see if she was right. I looked at my watch too. I saw I was about an hour late. How the hell did I spent an hour with him? I guess when you're in the moment like we were, you tend to lose track of time.
I shrugged it off. No need to worry about it too much. "Yeah, well I had to stay after school." I told her.
"Why?" she looked at me like I was lying or something. That part, I wasn't lying about. I really was staying after school, but not for any reason she might think of. I wasn't about to tell her I was spending this time making out with my teacher. (I really need to stop thinking of it like that. it sounds kind of creepy when I do.) She would go crazy if she knew that.
"I needed to work on something. It's a project for school so I might be coming home later for often now." I lied.
"Oh. Okay." she said and turned back to whatever she was reading.
"You-you believe me?" I asked, unsure if she did.
"yes." she turned back to me. "Is there a reason I shouldn't?"
I quickly shook my head. "No." I just couldn't believe she brought that. People say that I'm terrible at lying and they could easier tell when I try. If my own mother couldn't catch that what I said was a lie, this might be easy to hide than we thought.
"Okay. Well, I'm going to work on some homework." I said. I figured I should leave before she actually caught on.
She said okay as I ran up the stairs.
I was about an hour into my homework when my phone decided to buzz on my nightstand next to me. I grabbed without a second thought; thinking it was just Alice calling. When I flipped it open to answer it, I was surprised that it was a text.
Hey Beautiful. How's the homework going? –E.
I smiled at the message. Suckish, how's grading? I texted back. I didn't bother closing the phone or set it aside as I waited for him to respond.
Actually, I'm done.
I sighed hard. He was done with his work and I struggling on mine. I envy you. I hit send.
LOL! Sorry that I'm done b4 u. I could tell that the text was meant to tease me.
Its ur fault I'm not done. I teased back.
And how you figure that? He replied.
B/c, u don't know how to let me go. ;). I texted back.
Okay, I'll give you that. He texted. I rolled my eyes. We both knew that wasn't true. I was the one on his lap, as if to hold him down to the chair. Before I could text back a response, a new message popped up.
I can't wait to see 2morrow. I miss you already. I smiled at the text. I was glad that he couldn't see me. I'm pretty sure my cheeks were all kinds of red.
I just saw you not even so much as three hours ago. I texted back.
So, does that mean u don't miss me? T_T
I laughed at the symbol he deiced to use.LOL! I didn't say that. I was just stating a simple fact. I miss you too.
Just making sure. And as 4 just see you, I told that's not enough. I blush again. He texted again before I could reply. Btw, I wish I could hear ur LOL; I wish I could hear ur voice.
I wanted to hear his voice too. Before thinking about it, I quickly texted back. You can always call me.
I sat there waiting for him to text back. But the next time my phone rang, the screen told me that someone was calling me.
"Hello." I answered, even thought I already knew who it was.
"There's that beautiful voice I wanted to hear. But, of course, hearing your voice is not as good as seeing you face to face."
I tucked my hair behind my ear as I blushed again. Other guys couldn't make me blush as much as he did. No matter what they said, I could always see through the bullshit line they were feeding me. Yet, here I was. He made me blush three times from every simple things he was telling me. He had a way with words and could use them against me like that with ease.
I put my books on the floor so I could lie down. "You know, if you keep interrupting my studies like this, I'm going to fall behind." Not that I was too worried about that.
"Oh no, you caught on. I was hoping you would fall so you can stay in my class another year." I could hear the teasing smile in his tone.
I rolled my eyes. "Yeah, but do you want a dumb girlfriend?" I challenged. I like the way the word felt on my lips.
I heard him chuckle. "You're not dumb. Plus if it ever got that far, I wouldn't have to worry about having a dumb girlfriend." I could still hear that smile in his voice.
I smiled. Not only at the commend, but at the fact he used the same word I did. But then I got the joke. I gave a fake gasp. "Really, that's so not right." I joked back. He laughed. "So is there a reason you interrupted my homework, besides to make fun of me?" I asked when he was done. I wanted to know why he started texting me in the first place. It had to be more than because he missed me.
"Actually, there is." I notice he didn't deny making fun of me. I was about to say something about it when he started talking again. "I actually have a question to ask you." He said.
I was kind of confused and some what worried. I wondered what he had to ask me. We cleared up the 'Jacob situation'. What else could he possibly want to know?
"Okay, shoot." I said.
I heard him breath hard. I was really nervous now. "You want to go a date?"
When my mind got what he said, I popped up in the sitting position. When I was sitting, I started coughing. I pulled phone pulled away from me so I wouldn't be coughing in his ear. I was so taken back by the question, I must shallow some split wrong when I popped up.
"Are you okay?" he asked with worry in his voice when I put the phone back to my ear.
I cleared my throat before answering. "Yeah, just some split with down the wrong way." I explained. "Now about your question…"I said getting back to the point. "You mean like an actually date, you know just me and you?" I asked to clear up.
"No, like a fake date with me, you and the Easter bunny. Yes, a real date." He said. I heard the smile in his voice again. Okay, the sarcasm wasn't needed. He caught me out guard with the question. I had to make it wasn't a trick or something. "If you don't want to, I'll understand." He continued.
That's funny. Base on how this started out, shouldn't I be the one saying that? I gave a chuckle. "I didn't say that. I would love to go on a date with you, Edward. It's just, what about our rule?"
"We said wouldn't go out on the weekends." Like a normal couple, we couldn't do things that way. "We can do something on a school night." He was making sense.
"Okay. So when were you planning on do that?" I smiled. I was excited. We haven't been on a date to sit down and talk to each other. And because of our circumstances, I didn't think we ever would.
"That's for me to know and you to find out." I heard a smile in his voice. He was probably happy that he could say that because I said yes.
"I don't like surprises." I told him. Something told me that telling that was wasting air.
"Too bad." He said, hinting that I didn't have a chose and that we were done talking about that. I rolled my eyes and laid on the bed.
After that we talked a little while longer. He was making me laugh so hard that tears came from my eyes a few times. I told him a few things about myself. He was pretty interesting behind the suits, ties and lectures me and everyone saw from him every day in class.
"How long have we been talking?" I asked after a while.
"I don't know, babe." He said. I took the phone away from my ear to see the screen. My eyes popped open when I saw the timer. It said two hours and thirty-six minutes, and it was still going. Wow. I never talked that long with anyone, not even Alice. I usually cut her off after an hour or so.
"We've been talking for two hours." I told him when I put the phone back to my ear.
"Wow." He said the same thing I thought. "Now, I feel bad."
"Why?" I gave a humored sound.
"Because I distracted you from your work."
"Believe me, I really don't mind." I smiled
"And I still don't want to get off."
"Then don't." I argued. I didn't want to get off either. Even though we've were talking for so long, it only felt like a few minutes.
"I have to. What kind of boyfriend, no scratch that, what kind of teacher would I be to keep you from work like that."
"A good one." I argued again.
He chuckled. "Get back to work, Bella." he was the one who started it and now he was ending it. That's funny, in an ironic kind of way.
I sighed. "Okay, Mr. Masen." I said his name in a teasing tone. He was going back into teacher mode.
He chuckled again. "Bye, Bella. See you tomorrow." He said.
"Can't wait." I repeat the words he said when I was leaving his room.
"Me neither." He gave me a kiss through the phone. I return it before saying bye and reluctantly pressed the end button.
I started to work on my homework again, but stopped. After talking to him, it just seemed like a downer. Like rain after spending all day doing something fun.
The End. Everyone close your mouths, I was just kidding. I'm not going to end it with some lame fuller, I wouldn't do that. But, this will be the last one for a week. I have exams next Monday-Wednesday, so I won't update, because of it. I was going to update on Friday, but I remembered it was Christmas Eve, and I don't pull you away from your families.
Also, now that's finished, I got to say, it wasn't as much as nightmare to write as I thought it would be. You guys deserve more than weak fullers that I didn't give my all to. But if I put them in here, don't be mad. I might have to put them in here and there because I don't want the story to go too fast. But I also don't want it to take so long that you guys loose interest; there Well, that's all I can say because I'm starting to ramble, so Happy Holidays and I'll see you again on Monday, the 28th.
Luv & Rockets
