A/n Hello:D How is everybody doing? This chapter everyday thing everyday is working out pretty well. I can't wait for this thing to be over with. That's pretty sad D:
13loves8loves9loves6: That's what I was aiming for:D Hope you like the chapter!
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Roxas walked to school the next morning in his numbness. Sora happily chatted next to him. Roxas didn't even try to nod, he was deep inside himself. His thoughts moved faster than possible. They made his head ache and his eyes water. Roxas's stomach ached and his feet felt like dead weights. Sora wasn't noticing and it was pissing Roxas off.
Would anyone notice?
They entered the school gates and Sora stopped suddenly.
"Roxas, you okay?" Sora asked. Roxas looked at him and his thoughts sped in his head.
"Yeah, fine." Roxas said weakly and just like that Sora fell under Roxas's spell. He didn't question him again. Roxas sighed and they continued walking. Namine caught Roxas's eye and she made a motion with her hand for him to come over. Roxas separated with Sora not bothering to say goodbye and walked over to her.
"Hey." He said weakly. Roxas wondered why his voice was so weak.
"Hey" Namine whispered. "How are you?"
"Fine." Roxas lied.
"Don't give me that crap." Namine said hotly. Roxas smiled.
"Yeah." He said awkwardly. "I'm not doing so well." He finished with a laugh.
Namine winced "Oh, Roxas. I'm so sorry. You want to talk about it?"
"No, not really." Roxas lied. Please please let's talk about it.
"At your wish." Namine is softly. "Some other time?" Roxas nodded his head.
"Please hang out with me at lunch." Roxas said.
"That I can promise" Namine said with a laugh.
The classes Roxas had with him were awkward. Axel talked to him in first and said that they should talk at lunch. They didn't talk in any of the other periods. Roxas shuffled through the day, when he was given work he stared at it. Yuffie called on him in third period and he simply just didn't answer. Roxas told Mr. Strife that he had a stomachache so he could get out of PE. Mr. Strife gave him a concerned look and walked away. The bell rang after fourth period and Roxas jetted. He had no intention to talk to Axel. Roxas walked to Namine's class and the two went to hide in the gym.
"Thanks for doing this with me Namine." Roxas said.
"No problemo." Namine said with a smile.
"Do you think he will find me?" Roxas said.
"If he does than I will hurt him I swear." Namine said with a karate kick. They both cracked up. They both sat in the gym and watched the basketball game that was going on. Roxas leaned back and enjoyed the moment of relaxation. Like a lot of relaxing things in Roxas's life it didn't last long. Axel came into the gym fifteen minutes before the bell rang. Namine squeaked and Roxas got the message. So like any manly man he was, he hide. Axel came stomping up to Namine.
"Where's Roxas?" He said with a growl.
"How would I know?" Namine answered sweetly.
"Sora told me he saw you two together." Roxas retorted.
"Maybe you should be a kinder person to your play toy." Namine spat.
"Play toy?" Axel growled.
"Yeah, PLAY TOY." Namine said. "What you mean that's not what you think of him?"
"He's my boyfriend!" Axel said. "That's what I think of him!"
"Really?"Namine hissed "Because I think the way you treat him is not very loving."
"You know what?" Axel said. "You tell Roxas that when he decided to talk to me, not to bring his pittbull Blondie friend along."
"I'll pass the knowledge on to him, since ya know he wants to talk to me." Namine said angrily. Axel turned and walked away from Namine swearing under his breath. Roxas came out of hiding when he left.
"Pittbull Bondie friend? What a bastard." Roxas hissed.
"Don't" Namine said. "You two could still stay together." Roxas buried his head in hands.
"God damn it!" He said. "Why do I always have all these stupid things happening to me."
"Things will get better." Namine said.
"I sure hope so." Roxas said.
Roxas came home that night and sat down on his bed. He took off his shoes and got under the blankets of his bed. Roxas buried his head into his pillow and let the tears fall. His thoughts slowed down and Roxas felt normal for the first time that day. He felt his armor fall and his heart ached with pain. All the words said today and how they would effect his life.
Will Axel leave me? If he does what will happen to me?
Oh god.
The next day Roxas returned to his state and he trudged to school. He had never wished so much that he could stay home. The minute Roxas walked onto the school ground he felt that something was wrong. Axel walked up to him .
"If you don't want to talk to me than say it to my face." He growled.
"I'm sorry." Roxas whispered. His eyes watered and he looked down at his shoe.
"No your obviously not!" Axel shouted.
"You know what?" Roxas said. "You want to talk? Let's fuckin talk."
Axel took a step back, "No reason to get angry Roxas."
"Look who's talking mister!" Roxas spat. "How DARE you fuckin call Namine that-"
Axel interrupted "Why the fuck would you not talk to me?"
"Because I'm scared of you." Roxas shouted. His face immediately becoming pale. He muttered something about leaving and he ran.
What mess have I gotten myself into now? Roxas wondered.
They talked at the end of the day.
"I think that breaking up would be the best option." Axel said.
"I think there are other ways to solve this." Roxas said.
"No Roxas." Axel said.
"You don't even thinking trying to fix this is worth it?" Roxas asked
"Me and you both know that neither of us have been happy in the last week."
"You don't know that." Roxas spat.
"Roxas fixing this relationship would take forever." Axel said.
"But we still could fix it!" Roxas said.
"The balls in your court remember?" Axel said.
"Oh stop saying that nonsense" Roxas snorted. "If you want to break up say it now." Axel opened his mouth and shut it.
"Yeah that's what I thought" Roxas said. "I have to leave but you can think about saving our relationship okay?" Roxas walked away and felt the toughness that he had somehow came up with melt away. He was plain Roxas now with a broken heart. The tears fell as he walked home alone.
Why does this stuff always happen to me?
A/n A short chapter I'm so sorry! I'm stretching out the break up too. :D I'm very evil! Anyways there will be no update tomorrow! expect one on Thursday though:D
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