Chapter 7
Edward POV
The fire, the buring was by far the worse pain one could ever suffer. through it i could here my angel's voice, my Bella. She was screaming for help or something. Before i could think the burning starter to lessen then suddenly everything went black, where had my angel gone?
Bella POV
He called me his angel, probably doesnt even realize he said it out loud. His mind is always a blur, i wish i could see it. Know i hadnt done too much damage. You cant keep beating yourself up over all this. Alice thought.
"for once Alice i wish you could butt out. I love you but i will kill you if you think that one more time." i told her.
"Isabella!" Esme yelled in horror.
"Sorry Esme. But this is my fault and i will not take anyone making light of the situation. this is all my fault." i stated.
My Edward opened his eyes and was looking at me with fear in his eyes. Nothing i did not expect and yet it still hurt.
"You will not harm Alice, and you will stop blaming yourself Isabella Marie Swan you are the most wonderful person i ever knew and i will ever know. this was not your fault. you saved my life." Edward stated flatly.
He knew my name. How did he know my true name, i had never told him. "Edward, how did you know my name?" I asked.
"We go to school together, we went out, of course i know your name" edward answered.
"No, I know you know me as Isabella Cullen, but you called me Isabella Marie Swan, that was my name when i was Human. And i NEVER told you that." i stated.
"i..I dont know." edward answered.
Everyone sat there stunned. No one knew what to say next.
"Where am i?" Edward asked.
"our home, we would have taken you to the hospital but there would have been to many questions." said Carlise "Also Bella I have a theroy about him knowing your human name."
"What is that?" i asked.
"Most humans go through more than one live cycle, when you live as long as I have you see it. But i have also seen as those who do live the same each time, nothing truely changes. they remember their past lives they just realize they are remembering. Edward here has lived only one other life, when you knew him, and is he not the same as he was then" i nodded "Exactly he is remembering, only with him somehow is drawing out real memories only the ones that concern you tho."
"And I have a theory on that "said Alice " I got my memory back when i saw my grave and my parents grave, it brough back a strong emotion. Maybe it is the same for Edward having Bella around brings back a very strong emotion, love."
I just sat there amazed at my family. They had put real thought into all this. Even they had seen how it was the same as how i descrbed him to them over the years. My eyes wondered over their faces reading them til they locked with Edward's. i could see something there i couldnt before, remeberance. He was remembering something, i truly wish i could read his mind right now.
"What are you thinking Edward" i asked.
"When they finished talking and i looked at you, something hit me like a stack of bricks. It was of me and you we were laughing and giggling, whispering about breaking rules, i forgot to put out the fire when we left the kitchen, then there was smoke everywhere i remember running with you in my arms lying you down outside and going back for. . " he paused.
"Tessa, you went back for Tessa my house maid. She was still in the house. They told me that was how you died, you managed to get her out but you got blocked in." i said. If i could cry i know i would, i could see a tear threatening to roll down his cheek.
"Yes, I told her to run, to go to you that i would find a way out, i lied to her. I knelt down and cryed, it was getting harder to breathe, the fire was closing in on me, i could feel it, i swore I would always love you. and in another life we would be together, then it goes black." he said. I looked at him "Bella, that all really happened?"
"Yes, it did. If i could sleep it would haunt my dreams, but that day is always in my thoughts. I spent all these years living for my family, because i loved them. but i was never truely happy, then we come to this tiny little town, " i paused
"And you run into the man you never thought you would see again." He finished.
"Yea." I agreed.
He looked at me for the longest time, til he finally spoke again. I could hear Alice singing another damn britany spears song, she must know what is going to say and doesnt want to ruin it.
"Bella, let us finish what we started all those years ago. Isabella Marie Swan Cullen will you marry me?" he asked.
"Yes..Yes...a thousand times yes Edward." i screamed. I threw my arms around his neck and kissed him passionatly forgeting gor a moment he was harmed recently.
"I am so sorry, I forgot for a moment there." i apolagized.
"No harm no foul."Edward.
Everything seemed to be just the way they should be. I had my Edward back and he remembered everything, which still shocked the bloody hell out of me. and yet i could not shake this feeling it was all too good to be true.
"So, since you have agreed to marry me. When will you change me? So i can be like you, and we will never have to be apart." Edward asked.
Everyone was thinking the same thing 'here we go again.' except Alice who was still singing hit me baby one more time. What was she hiding.