A/n This was the chapter that was not meant to be, It got deleted 3 times! So be happy :D Thank god for cases of the flu that are small. Hey:D Well, I really don't know what to write anymore. But if I was you I would suspect that the end if highly near. I'm shooting for 20 chapters but I don't know if I have enough ideas to fill five chapters D: Maybe this chapter and a epilogue?

Okay here we go :D

Sometimes I want to run up to random people on the street and ask them howthey are? To turge themto tell me the truth not the fake answers theyfeed everyone else. I want to be able to heartheir anger, sadness and fears. I could use a tissue to mop up there broken promises and fast tears. I want the world to be happy and joyful. But most of all I want one of them to come and ask me. So I can spill my guts and tell them the tragic story of my life.

So I could tell them the story of the twenty four hours that mattered most.

The twenty four hours that I never got.

10am

Roxaswoke up to a house of emptiness. Everyone in my "family" has left. Dadleft on abusiness trip, Momwent out withthe girls and Sora, he couldonly assume, is at Riku'sHe lay in my bed for a few precious moments and soaked up the sun. The radio sang quietly on the other side of the room.Roxas felt the heat of the sun against my cheeks.He closedhis eyes and thought of the perfection of this moment. These were the moments thathe wanted to remember, the moment of pure peace.

The blond pull myself out of the warm covers and pulled on a plain black sweatshirt. My feet clunked loudly down the stairs and into the kitchen.Roxas pulled up to the radio and put on the Beatles.Hegrabbed the ingredients for pancakes out of the kitchen cabinets. Roxas hummed along to the catchy tune. He whisk together all the ingredients and began to pour it into the sizzling pan. He put some bacon on a plate and tossed it in the microwave. He popped in toast and increased his speed around the kitchen. The first pancakes burnt, he soon mastered the technique and flipped golden ones. The toast popped and bacon rang at the same time. Roxas assembled his breakfast on a plate and began to eat. Looking out the window he wondered what it would be like to look in on the scene.

He could imagine the looks on the people's faces

Oh poor boy! He doesn't have anyone to eat with. Someone should go and talk to him.

What a lonely, lonely boy.

I hope he's fine.

Roxas shook his head at his daydream. What a pitiful daydream. Roxas enjoyed the rest of his breakfast in the sunny sky.

11 am

Roxas pulled on a sweatshirt as he opened the door to his house. He paused for a second, thinking about locking the door or not. Roxas shut it and began to walk down the street. The cold winter air kissed his cheeks turning them red. Roxas sighed and his breath came out in a white puff. The houses passed by as Roxas walked. He was trying hard to keep his mind blank. Roxas stopped at the children's playground on the end of the block, he walked up to the swing set and sat down. Roxas smiled, thinking of how much of his childhood was spent here.

Sora pumped his legs and his swing flew into the air. He was much higher than all of the older kids. Roxas was playing with chalk on the sidewalk, he looked up at his brother. Sora's brown spiky hair was trailing after him and his laughter filled the air. Roxas scrambled to his feet and ran to the swing beside Sora. Sora slowed down his swing and Roxas pumped his legs to get himself started. The two flew through the air together and their laughter rang.

Roxas got up from the swing and shook his head. The same question repeating in his head, When will Sora be that brother again?

Never a small voice answered.

12 pm

Roxas walked into the automatic doors of the library.He felt the warmth rush to his chilly fingers and toes. Roxas turned and smiled at the librarian. He walked towards the teen section and began to search the rows. He pulled a magenta book out of the shelf and paged through it. He placed it back in the shelf and turned away. Roxas walked to the nearest bathroom and stepped inside. He froze, the ghosts of this place were a nightmare.

"Come on Roxas" Axel whined. He was pulling Roxas into the bathroom. "You made me come to the place, now it's my turn to do what I want." Roxas sighed and stopped struggling. Axel pulled the blond close to his chest and hugged him for a blissful second. "What if someone finds us?" Roxas whispered. "Then they can enjoy the show." Axel replied. Roxas laughed and Axel took a hold of his head placing his lips on them. The kiss was quickly deepened and Axel pushed him up against the wall, his hand searching for a way under Roxas's t-shirt. Roxas arched his back trying to get closer to the redhead. Axel found his way under the blond shirt and explored his hot skin. Axel released the lip lock and sucked on Roxas's neck, a moan escaped the blond's lips. Axel smirked against his neck and his hands pressed against his abdomens. The two began their desperate lip lock when a voice outside the door screeched "Mommy, I found the bathroom!" The two quickly pulled apart and broke into laughter as the mother walked in. She gave them both weird looks and ushered his son into the stall. The two teenagers regained there composure and stood up, holding hands and walked out of the tiny bathroom.

Roxas gasped for breath as he realized that he was holding it. He spun and tumbled out of the room, he walked quickly out of the library vowing not to go back for awhile.

If only I was strong.

1 pm

Roxas decided to walk to the store and get food for lunch. He crossed the intersection to go to the supermarket and heard a car honk. He looked over and saw Riku waving at him. Roxas sneered and walked away. He could feel the evil stare from Sora, he could care less. He saw Riku pull into the parking lot and jump out of his car, Sora closely following.Oh shit. Roxas thought.

"Roxie!" Riku yelled. Roxas flinched, he hated that nickname.

"Riku." He said lamely.

"How you doing buddy?" Riku said enthusiastically

"Good until you showed up." Roxas said with a smile. Roxas stole a glance at his brother only to be met with a cold shoulder.

"What are you doing here?" Riku asked.

"I'm here to buy lunch!" Roxas said.

Riku evil smile played at the end of his lips. "We're here to buy more condoms!"

Roxas's smile, fake one, dropped fast. "Your a asshole." He hissed.

"Language, young Roxas!" Riku smirked.

"Whatever." Roxas said "Look like we're going to have to separate here, what a bummer!" Roxas turned into the other direction and didn't bother to listen to Riku's answer. He grabbed his lunch materials quickly and went to the cashier. He bought his stuff and walked quickly to the door. Riku came out of now where and flung a arm around Roxas.

"Guess what?" Riku said "We got the blueberry kind" Roxas whirled around and formed a fist with his hand. He sighed and released it.

"Your not worth it." Roxas said.

"Oh come on Roxas." Riku laughed. "This is what I have been waiting for." Roxas laughed and took a step closer to him. He stuck out his pointer finger and thumb and tucked all of his other fingers away, he put his gin shaped hand up to Riku's head.

"Bang, your dead." He whispered. Roxas turned and walked away.

2 pm

Roxas was preparing his lunch with the supplies that he had bought at the supermarket. He hummed as he spread the mayonnaise across the bread. He put the piece of bread on top of his masterpiece and smiled. The sandwich looked excellent, Roxas turned to his cupboard and pulled out a cup. He walked over to the fridge and poured himself a glass of lemonade. He picked up the sandwich plate and balanced the plate on his forearm.He walked over to the sliding glass door and walked outside. He sat on a small chair under a umbrella. Roxas slowly ate his sandwich and basked in the wind free afternoon.

This is the way life should be. He thought Never a moment of sadness, only happiness.

Too bad really life's never like this.

3 pm

3 pm, on a cold winter day not long ago Axel had walked out of his life. This was the hardest time for him. When all the pain that he concealed came out. This is when the rash decision were made. This is when he sunk into deep depression.

This is when he began to write his letter.

A/n Dying to find out what the letter is? Your going to have to wait:D Anyways, don't expect updates everyday. But I will try as hard as I can for this fic to be done with:D

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