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If I haven't responded to your reviews please forgive me. I have a lot of shit right now and a lot of shit on my mind. The only reason I planed on posting this chapter is because I feel bad that it's been so long. I really did try to get this up as quick as I could.

I'm currently doing this to get my mind off something major right now… Today (February 27, 2008) I got a call on the bus from my mom telling me that she had called the ambulance to come get my dad, she wanted to tell me that so I didn't freak when I saw it.. well as I was walking down the street I saw them load my dad into the ambulance…. And to find out from my mom that he is getting the way he was before when he went into a coma about 2 years ago (which he was in for almost 2 months) and one that he was in 9 months ago… well to top it all off his sugar levels (he has diabetes) is 483… and my mom said he was at a high risk of a diabetic coma and if that happens he's at a high risk for dying…

So Here it is.. hopefully it was worth the long wait.. THERE IS SEXUAL CONTENT.. you are warned… I don't own the characters only the plot.

CHAPTER 11

Kagome slid down to the floor and leaned her back against the door. Why did things have to get so fucked up this way? Could she really tell Inuyasha the horrible this his father had done to her? Looking over to the calendar she looked at the date: December 20th. Sighing she stood up and dried her eyes, wishing she could just will away her life right now. Her life had seemed joyous and perfect, now it was dead and lifeless…. A hellhole in the making, and she was at the bottom, left there with no salvation. Sniffling she walked toward the stairs where she first noticed her mother. How long had she been standing there? Had she witnessed everything? Redundantly, she sighed again before speaking exasperatedly.

"Did you enjoy the show mom?"

Her mother stared in awe at her daughter. She had changed. Her daughter used to be obedient and respectful and never gave shit. Now she talked back, she had an attitude; she just wasn't the same quiet girl she used to be… this boy had changed her little girl. She had lost her husband… almost anyone close to her. Now she was beginning to lose her daughter. This boy had to be eliminated…..

"To be truthful Kagome," she began. "I believe it's for the best what transpired between you two. Now you can focus on your studies, on your chores, and on getting a job. Now that you are at odds you won't have any need to see that boy, and don't you dare try to patch things up. It's no wonder he has no parents… If I had a child like that, I would abandon them without a second thought as well." Sighing she finished off with,

"Some children just can not be saved… that's what jails are made for."

If looks could determine one's fate, then Kagome's mother would have been half way to hell by now. How could anyone show such a cold face to someone they know nothing about? Just because they've made fuck ups in they're lives, they can control others? Not anymore. Kagome was done being the scapegoat… even if it required she'd be kicked out. She found what (she thought) she had been looking for, and she'd fight to keep it until fate intervened to tear it all down. As if sensing her daughter's mood change, Ms. Higurashi walked over and placed a hand on Kagome's shoulder and a hand under her chin to bring her face up, hoping to look her into the eyes.

"Dear, dear Kagome, you can't possibly believe anything is worth listening to your heart. Your heart can be misleading and what's it wroth to take that chance? Is it worth it to risk everything you've built up to achieve? Is it worth everything you have and could easily lose?" Mrs. Higurashi smiled as she watched her daughter's face twist in confusion.

'A little more should do the trick…' she thought. Putting on a sympathetic visage she embraced her daughter. It surprised her not when Kagome pulled away, but when she muttered a slight "bitch" before heading up stairs and slamming her door shut. Mrs. Higurashi shook her head, ever since that boy came into Kagome's life her daughter has been nothing but a spoiled brat. Snickering she made her way over to the fridge, opening it she took out the ninety proof vodka and began satisfying her inner demon.

By the time 10 o'clock came around she was too hammered and half passed out on the couch. To smashed notice the small shape of her daughter disappear out the front door…..

12:00am

Kagome gave a slight blush, turning her head to the side in a feeble attempt to hide it. Inuyasha issued a second's worth chuckle before using a finger to turn her head and kiss her lovingly. Her arms snaked around his neck, her hands gripping firmly at the back of his T-shirt, trying, needing, to bring him closer. Inuyasha in return ran his fingers through her long ebony hair. He let his kiss wander from her luscious (sp?) lips to her smooth, pale, desirable neck. Where he nibbled and sucked gently, causing her to arch into his body, creating a need that begun building in certain areas. Her hands entangled in his long, white hair and clenched it firmly… even pulled a bit. Inuyasha let out a low growl as he resumed kissing her, and begun to run his hand down her creamy thigh and in between her legs to the valley of her treasure. Casually he slid his hand further up until he could feel the cloth barrier. The only thing that stood in between him and his destination. Sliding his thumb underneath one side of it he began to pull it down and eventually off… Leaving her wide open for him to ravish. Smirking he leveled his head with her opening and parted her "lips" and gave it a teasingly light lick. Reveling in how she squirmed and at how sensitive she was, comparing to how she bucked any way. Kagome gripped the back of his head and pushed on it…. Urging him to continue and he did. He slid his soft warm tongue up and down her now wet clit…. Every now and then stopping to give her open mouthed "kisses", completely driving Kagome off the handle in pleasure. Kagome moaned lightly and used all her might not to scream out, but oh god how she wanted to.. Inuyasha was so. So… experienced and god! It just felt so good… Kagome tossed her head side to side… Going insane and finally let out moans regardless if it would embarrass her later or not. Inuyasha continued his actions… wanting so close to bring her to the edge... and taste her natural, pure flavor…

Inuyasha jolted upright in his bed and looked down... Great he had taken a shower before he went to bed and now he'd have to take another one. The clock read midnight as he walked over and flipped the hallway light on and made his way to the bathroom. He grabbed a cloth out of the closet and turned on the faucet. Sticking the rag under the faucet he waited till it was damp enough, then turned water off and begun to clean his lower half. It was just as he finished and, disposing of the rag, he flipped off the bathroom light, the door bell rang. Walking over cautiously and groggily he walked over and looked through the peep hole. The person starring back at him caught him off guard. As quick as he could manage he unlocked the door and opened it up to find, what looked to be, a broken Kagome.

Without a second notice Kagome rushed into Inuyasha, embracing him tightly. Afraid if she let go, she'd be letting go of the only person (it felt) that she had left in this world.

"I'm so sorry Inuyasha. I'm so sorry" She sobbed, hugging him tighter, relieved when she felt him embrace her back.

"I swear I never meant for any of it to happen… please don't hate me!" She continued. Inuyasha just stood there, holding her. Feeling that, that was the only thing he could do for her at this moment, and that's how they remained for a few good moments. Finally she calmed down to a few sniffles and pulled back her head to look at Inuyasha. How can someone who was so deep in mistrust and self-hate, be the kind hearted someone she had before her? Taking her by her shoulders, Inuyasha lightly pushed her back so that he could face her. Brushing a few stray strands of her hair he leaned forward to give her the lightest of kisses on her forehead; a type of reassurance everything would turn out to their benefit.

"Don't worry about it Kagome. Tell me in your own time, I'll be right here with you…. Waiting, I promise." He said with the most sincerity that she had never known existed.

To her it all had been strict rules and brainwashed attempts from her mother…. Not once was there sincerity in anything that was said. Was this what it felt like to actually be happy? Or was this just another trick of the heart? Had her heart become so frail that it missed any signs that this was just an attempt to destroy what she barely had left of her former self? So many feelings and thoughts embraced her at once, making her confusion grow even more. The mistrust she had always had as a shield, he somehow found away around… and it tore her apart in worry what might happen if she openly trusted… would it be what it seems?

A faint smile graced her lips as Inuyasha grasped her hand and led her over to his couch. She followed both willingly and tentatively. It was when she had seated herself next to Inuyasha, did it dawn on Inuyasha that he had never told her he'd be back at his house to check things out.

"Ano… Kagome? How did you know I'd be home? I mean considering what happened the last time "home" is the last place I'd look for me."

Kagome emitted a small giggle at his statement and then took a moment to think before she responded. To be truthful she didn't even know, she just…. Had a feeling and she told him just that.

"Honestly I have no idea Inuyasha; I just had a hunch and followed it. Like an Inuyasha-dar "

"Inuyasha-dar?" He looked at her with a puzzled face.

"Yes." she responded. "An Inuyasha- dar, like a radar."

Inuyasha sighed before chuckling and pulling her close. Damn Kagome, how is it she had been able to do what no other could. Melt the blocks of ice holding in any feelings he could've shown all those years. He secretly wondered if he'd ever figure that out. What was so different about this one girl that others didn't have?

It felt great and so right that she was in his arms but there was just something bugging her, tracing the edge of her mind like fingers tracing the face of a loved one. Somewhere down the road Inuyahsa had to have someone… one person to completely defile his trust apart from his father. She just wish she could find the truth somewhere in his unspoken words…

Inuysha stood staring at her with amusement. Watching as she stared into space, lost in thought about god knows what. He found himself becoming more and more curious as to what she was thinking about. Then again this girl could be a mystery within herself at times, one he couldn't wait to figure out and unravel all that she held in. The things she was frighten of speaking, scared to speak aloud because of what the reaction might be. He watched her for a few more seconds before nudging her with his arm, bringing her out of her own little world and back to him.

She gave a little smiled accompanied by a blush, turning her head in attempt to hide it. Inuyasha chuckled and grabbed her by the hand, leading her over to the couch. There he sat down and brought her next to him, pulling her close to him ever so gently, and sighed with content when she snuggled more into him, wrapping her thin arms around his waist and resting on his abdomen. Not long after she found herself drifting into peaceful sleep just as Inuyasha flipped on the T.V. Somehow knowing Inuyasha would be there when she would wake…

Inuysha turned his attention from the television to gaze at the sleeping beauty resting in his arms. Part of him saw this as a disaster waiting to happen, the other saw it as a final chance at happiness. It didn't matter; he was willing to take a chance if it meant that this moment would last. Although he was filled with thoughts of her, his mind wondered over to his father. What was that bastard's next move? That is if he had not already made it. Inuyasha only hoped that Sesshoumaru could succeed in his attempt to put their father away. Father… hmm, that was no name he deserved. Murderer, rapist, abuser, anything describing something foul and horrid belonged in the same category of describing something deserving the worst possible death. Inuysha thought about the note he had gotten in the hospital, the one about Kagome being next…

His grip on her tightened a bit. He would see to it and do anything to keep him away from her. It would absolutely tear him apart if his father ever laid a hand on her. Not to mention it burned just knowing his father was plotting something. Shaking his to clear all thoughts he rested his chin upon the top of her head. It didn't matter, he'd be there to protect her should his father try anything.

A tall, broad loan figure sat in a black leather chair resting in the dark corner of one of the many known gentlemen's club. He swirled the olive around in his martini glass, pondering his next move. Now that he had already had had a taste of the pureness the young girl had, he found himself desiring more. Oh the torture he could put that poor little girl through, and it would be a rewarding bonus to see what it would do to Inuyasha. He gave a slight hiss; stupid boy was foolish enough to let his guard down, to let someone in the chambers of his heart. Now that he had opened his heart to that girl, letting her have a place in there that no one had even dared come close to, he'd be easy to break. Oh the fun he was going to have. He smiled as one of the exotic dances made her way over to him. Enough of his abomination of a son, tonight he would enjoy himself, and soon, he would take pleasure in the destruction of his son.

7 pages, 2,823 words

I had hoped this would be a bit longer but if I leave it here I have an idea for the next chapter and can get started tonight!

Hmkay today is March 30, 2008 and here is the update: my dad woke up from the coma and the hospital had him in the hallway he wasn't getting his meds or food so we brought him home and he did fine until about 2 weeks after that he was back in the hospital under anesthetics due to a clot in his knee… Now he is at home and he is fairly well. He still worries us sometimes….

We got to do surgery in vet which was awesome and I aced the whole section on parasites and preparing the slide for the microscope.

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