Sorry it took so long to post
hope this is worth the wait. Sorry it is short
Chapter 12
BPOV
I know I should be happy. I get to keep him with me forever this time, nothing can separate us. And yet I am not happy, not really. I feel I am damning him, I hate the thought of him losing his soul, I should leave him, I really should. He would be better off.
"Bella don't you even think about it!" Alice yelled. She really should stay out of my business. "Alice, just leave it. I am not going anywhere, it would hurt him more that do him any good. More so with Victoria to close." I told her. But Alice doesn't let up. "Isabella Cullen, no matter what you are not going anywhere, even when she is gone. Got it? He needs you and if you leave it destroys him, I saw it." she told me. I had no way of knowing if she was lying, she keeps me out of her head these days. "Alice there is no way I could leave him, not again. I am not strong enough." I said sadly. She looked at me with sad eyes, "Bells I know how you feel about all this but it really is the only way, neither of you can live without the other and this is the way." Alice told me. I really hated her logic. "HOW IS THIS RIGHT THEN? PLEASE TELL ME HOW IS TAKING HIS SOUL THE RIGHT THING TO DO!" I yelled at her. Alice's eyes went wide and bugged out of her skull, Jasper was at her side in no time and so was everyone else, apparently I was louder than I had intended to be. "What is going on here?" Carlisle asked. I looked at him anger flowing from me, I saw Jasper wince. "What is going on here?! I will tell you what is going on, this pixie is telling me that taking away a soul is the right then to do. That is what is going on here." I sneered. They all looked at Alice now, she was finally gaining her self control. "I didn't not say that and you know it Isabella! You know that he needs you and you need him regardless of what you believe about our souls you can not deny that it will destroy both of you to lose one another."Alice accused. I really hated to admit it but she was right. And from the smug look on her face she knew it. "Fine!" I yelled before leaving them. I still needed to go see Edward, we haven't spent any time together since our return, his mother was at pleased when we returned. I was right outside of his house when I caught the scent, a werewolf, really this was beginning to get on my nerves. I turned to the woods and saw her waiting for me, and of course that was the moment Edward come outside. "Bella you are here! Why are you just standing there?" he asked. I walked up to him and hugged me, he bent down to kiss me and I let him and this time I did not pulled away he did. "Sorry, I normally have more control than that." I told him. I could hear the wolf, she was not pleased, I couldn't fight my smile. He look to the wood and of course he would see her. "Jana, is that you?" he yelled, she nodded and waved us to come over. So he took my hand and lead me there. "I know why you are here consider the message delivered. " I told her, she snorted. "I can see that he wasn't lying about your talents, leech." she sneered. Edward did not seemed to like that one bit
"Jana I will not stand for talking that way to my fiancé "He retorted. I smiled but the wolf began to shake. "Edward step back, trust me" I told him, that made her move mad. "You filthy leech, get away from him. You do not speak for him." she grabbed my arm and I threw her back. Edward got between us, "Guys you need to stop this, Jana Bella is my life you have always known that even before know when we where kids I use to talk about the girl in my dreams. Bella, Jana is my best friend, she was here when you left, she kept me sane you need to respect that." he told me. " I am thankful she was here for you but love she is a wolf, I can not be here." I left and waited for him in his room, but once in there I could smell it all over the place, someone had been here and not someone I know. I hurried back to them, They where laughing now, humph. "Edward where have you been all day?" I asked him. He looked confused. "I worked today at my mom's shop, she had things to do in Port Angeles. Why?" he could see I was worried. My phone was ringing then, "Alice, someone was in his room, no not a scent I know, we will talk more once we are home." I looked to them "Jana, go I know you want to, the help would be nice." she snorted and left to catch the scent. Edward just stared at me. "come on we need to go I will explain at the house." I took him and will left. Once at the house, Alice was there waiting.
"Everyone is waiting in the main room" Alice told us.
"Good, Alice how could you not see this?" I asked her. By then we had made it to the room with the others.
"Bella, I have watching for so much lately, but I do not know how this slipped by." she said sadly. I felt guilty.
"I know Alice, I am sorry. But this is serious what are we to do?" I asked them. You could change him, Emmett thought. I hissed, "Emmett, that is not a option.". Everyone was looking at us, when Alice's eyes was pulled into a vision, that she would not show me. "Alice what is it?" I asked her. She looked at me, "Bella, listen to Emmett, his way you both live, yours you both die. I am sorry but I will not lose my sister, if you will not do it then I will." she answered. Then she allowed me to see her vision, she was right as was Emmett. I could tell he knew it do with that smug look on his face. "Fine I can see that I am out numbered. If it is what he wants then fine." I looked at Edward who seemed to be lost. "Do you still want to be one of us? Because it seems that if you are to be changed it has to happen now." I told him. He didn't waste a second, "Of course I still want this, I want you forever Isabella. I have always loved you and I will always love you I am ready, lets do this." I looked up at Carlisle "Will you do it, I do not think I can. I haven't hunted in a while and we can not waste a moment. I will leave and hunt with Alice, you guys stay with him. Please?" I asked. They all nodded, I turned to my Edward, "I love you Edward Mason, always have. I will see you soon." I bent down and kissed me, almost losing control, then I pulled away and smile took Alice's hand and we left.
EPOV
I watched my Bella leave with my sister Alice, soon she would not have to be so careful with me. "Are you ready, Son?" Carlisle asked me. I nodded. He took me upstairs and I lay me down a Bella and my bed, the next thing I felt was he teeth piercing my skin, then the fire. All I felt was the fire, burning me from the inside out. I wanted to scream but I knew it would do no good. I had to be strong, I would not let them suffer along side me. I could do this, soon I would be just like them and then Bella and I would be married.
BPOV
I could tell from Alice's visions that Carlisle has already bit him and his transformation had begun. She saw my face drop, "Bells everything will be fine" she told me. I know she believed that but something in me did not want to risk his soul. "Ali, I know this the only way. Believe me I do, but that doesn't make this easier for me. " I pleaded with her. She nodded understanding that was when we came across the same scent I had found in his room. "Alice, do you smell that?" I asked her. She nodded, "You know who this is?" she asked. "No, but this is the same scent that was in Edwards room. The trail is old, it must be from when they came here, lets see where it leads." she nodded and we left. After following the trail to Seattle and it becoming to faint to follow any longer we went back to hunt and return home to tell the others. Once there, I could tell they already knew something, then I smelt it, wolves. I ran to the front, hissed at her "How dare you come here!" Jana replied, "I have every right here, you know the rules leech, this will be war." I calmed down fast, I looked to Jasper who just winked. Ass. "Jana it is the only way, what's done is done there is not changing it. This is what he wanted, despite what I said to him. And even if he hadn't chosen this, he would have died regardless with what is coming for him. This way we both live." I told her. She just looked at me. I left her to fight with the others. I could easily hear them but I wanted to be with Edward, his heart was going so fast, he was already so close to a complete change. That is extremely fast, "Carlisle!" I called. He came running in followed by the rest of them. "how is this possible, you just bit him, and he is already near the end?" I asked him. He smiled mostly to his self, I could see it in his thoughts, "oh a syringe to the heart, genius." I told him. Edward's heart beat for one last time then everything went silence, no one moved, no one breathed. I watched him open his eyes to his new life, eyes that held such love.
Again sorry for the shortness
and the Cliffy.
What will Jana and the pack do now?
How will Edward react to vampire life?
and who is this vistor???
R&R
and soon you will find out.