Fiona's Point Of View:

"So this time were watching horror." I said as I picked Jeepers Creepers off the shelf and stuffed it into the DVD player.

"You sure about that? I don't want you to get too scared." Adam said to me with amusement in his tone.

I just smiled as I sat at the end of the couch, while Adam sat on the other end.

I've decided to actually tell Adam today of the reason I didn't show up to the party. It took a lot of thinking, but with Holly J's advice and what Clare had told me, I decided its time.

"I don't know Holly J, maybe I should wait until tomorrow." I said in frustration with my hands in my hair.

"Yeah, and then you will say the same thing tomorrow, then the next day then the next..." Holly J said.

"I get it." I replied. I had no idea what to do.

"Look, you told me Clare had said that he still thinks of you exactly the same like he had before the whole party issue. He probably is just waiting until you bring it up and want to discuss it. Especially since I told him you have had a difficult past. I think he will understand, Fi."

"But what if he doesn't understand?" I argued. "What if just thinks am crazy an not capable of a relationship?"

"Well you will never know unless you try. He looks like a keeper to me." My best friend said.

"Adam..." I started while grabbing the DVD remote and pausing the movie.

"So you agree this movie is too scary for you." He laughed while looking at me. I think he realized something was wrong by the way his smile soon shifted to a frown in the matter of seconds. "Wait what's wrong? You have the same face you had when you were talking about New York."

"It's just... I want to tell you why I didn't show up to the party." I said while looking down at my hands that were in my lap.

I soon saw Adams hand on top of mine. I realized that Adam was right next to me lifting my chin up to look at him.

"You can trust me, Fiona. If your not ready to tell me, then you don't have to." His voice sounded so sincere and honest. The intense gaze he gave me made me realize that I can trust him.

I leaned back on the couch and looked straight ahead while I started the story that has hurt me so deeply.

"When I was in New York, I had a boyfriend named Bobby. I thought he was the one; he was sweet, charming, and funny. He looked perfect on the outside, but like I said when we were on the steps in front of Degrassi, he was vile on the inside."

Tears started pouring down my cheeks while Adam took his hand off my own, and wiped the tears away gently while he caressed the small of my back softly.

"It's alright, Princess. You don't have to -" He started.

"No Adam, I want to tell you." I argued while putting my hand on top of his that was wiping my tears away, and I was looking directly at him now. "We were the perfect power couple. I thought I was in love with him, and that he was in love with me. Well I was wrong. When he wanted go further with me, i wasn't ready. He insisted until he was on top of me on the couch and was kissing me forcefully. Then I slapped him, and he slapped me back, hard. That was just the start."

I felt Adams hand stiffen, while I continued.

"He once grabbed my wrist once when I was walking away. He pushed me against the walls when I didn't want to talk to him; he even cheated on me."

"Fiona..." Adam started again.

I held my index finger up to tell him to stop. "Then he went too far and pushed me down the stairs. I told him I wanted to break up with him and he didn't allow it. I was stuck to him pretending to be happy. The worst of it all was that no one believed me when I told them about it. Even my brother didn't believe it until I showed him the bruise that was on my leg from being pushed down the stairs. That exact day I decided to run away and come back to Degrassi."

I stopped talking and burst into more tears. I had told him all of it.

"No one deserves to be treated like that, Fiona." Adam said as he wrapped me in a hug.

"That's why I didn't go to the party, Adam." I said as a pulled away from him. "I don't deserve you. Your too sweet and nice, your too good for me."

I unwrapped his arms away from my waist too make him stop hugging me. "You probably think am crazy so you should just leave now."

He just stared at me and spoke. "You are crazy." He said in a serious tone.

What? Did he just say that? I couldn't believe it, he actually thinks am crazy. I stood and started walking away, but soon enough I felt that jolt again on my wrist.

"You didn't let me finish." He told me looking me directly in the eyes. "You are crazy if you think I will leave you here in tears. You are crazy if you think your too good for me. You are crazy if you think you don't deserve happiness because of what your ex boyfriend did to you. Fiona, you didn't deserve any of that, no one does. Especially not someone who is as nice and sweet and caring as you are. No one deserves what happened to you. No one."

I smiled even though I had eye linear smeared all over my cheeks from crying.

"Adam..." I started.

"Still not done." He cut me off. "I won't ever hurt you, never, and you have it all wrong; your the one who's too good for me."

He pulled me into another hug, the greatest hug I have ever received.

I leaned back a little, but with his arms still wrapped around my waist. "And that's my reason for why I didn't show up to the party." I said trying to release the tension a bit.

"It was just a party, princess. What matters now is that you now know I'll be here to protect you. No matter what, I'll be here." Adam said with a caring tone.

"Thank you, prince." I said, leaning forward a bit staring at his lips.

"Anything for the -" Adam started but was cut off when I leaned forward and kissed him.

It was magnificent. I felt an electric current rush through me when my lips landed on his. I think I surprised him because he started kissing back a couple seconds later. I could feel all my pain dissolve and soon disappear by just kissing him.

I never want it to end.

Yea! finally fadam kissing. So fiona finally admitted why she didn't go. Awwww adam is so sweet.
I'll try to update soonish!
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-i'm out johanna

P.s. 21 DAYS TILL FIONA'S EPICNESS RETURNS IN CHASING PAVEMENTS