I DON'T own Degrassi D: (if I did Fiona and Adam would be together)

General Point Of View:

Adam just kept staring at Fiona waiting for an answer. He needed to know what was the cause of her getting drunk and arriving at school in that state.

Fiona sat there staring back. She opened her mouth then soon closed it, not knowing how to respond. She was having a battle within herself. She could either choose to tell Adam the truth or to avoid the question. She knew the right thing to do was to tell him about her past conflicts with drinking, but then again she didn't want him to think she was crazy, or worse leave her.

"Fiona, you can tell me." Adam spoke up with a gentle tone. He grabbed her hand that was playing with his hair, and kissed her knuckles softly.

Fiona instantly smiled at this small gesture. At that moment she knew he would never think bad of her or leave her, but she still wasn't ready to tell him. She just had to keep him distracted and keep him from worrying.

Fiona let go of Adam's hand and used both hands to pull him by his collar on his school uniform shirt. As soon as Adam's face was closer to hers, She pressed her lips against his. Adam was caught by surprise but kissed back. Just kissing her convinced him that it would be alright and he won't have to worry.

As Adam moved on top of Fiona, he knew everything would get better or fixed by itself. While Fiona deepened the kiss, she knew she had accomplished what she wanted to do, keep him from asking questions.

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Walking home, Adam couldn't help but think of what just happened. He wanted to know the reason of her actions, but the questions quickly dissolved when Fiona had kissed him.

Maybe she didn't want to tell him. Maybe she didn't think he would understand, but he would.

Different reasons would come to his head of why she would ignore his question. She obviously didn't want to answer, but why not? Was it something awfully embarrassing or stupid or private? He had no idea.

He kept walking and thinking. He remembered the time he use to burn himself, how he would always do it when he hated himself. Specifically when he was Gracie. How had he stopped? By figuring out his true self and becoming Adam. He always felt tempted to burn again when intense and sad moments came.

"I just miss her sometimes." Audra whispered to her husband.

Adam's parents were in the kitchen talking about Gracie. Adam was in the living room playing video games when he decided he wanted a snack, but when he heard his mother speaking about a certain girl he leaned against the wall trying to hear them talk.

"But she's gone now. Adam is here with us. You have to let her go, nothing will bring her back." His dad whispered back.

Adam soon heard some sobbing then quickly went up the stairs, trying not to get caught for eavesdropping. He went directly into his room and locked the door. He dug through his cabinets looking for the specific lighter then found it. All the pain he was causing his mom was because of him. Why couldn't he be born right?

Just at that moment he heard his cellphone's ringtone and looked at who was calling. Clare. At that moment he remembered the time Clare had caught him on school grounds burning. Clare told him to be himself and shortly after giving him some clothes she told him that she will always be there for him when needed.

"Adam, hey! I'm kinda bored." Clare spoke from the other end of the phone.

"Clare... can you come over?"

That memory came back to him. Clare had stopped him once again, like always. She could always stop him because he knew that returning back to old habits wasn't the right choice. Maybe drinking was in Fiona's past and she just needed someone to always save her like Clare always saved him.

Something else soon came into his mind, Bobby. Maybe if this was an old habit of hers, it was a way to cope with Bobby's abuse. Just thinking about Bobby made his blood boil. Anger always came to him just thinking about that bastard. How can a guy physical hurt any girl like that? It wasn't right. Whatever happens to Bobby in the future, he deserves it.

But he still couldn't help but wonder, why did she not tell him?

He soon arrived home and walked into his house. The aroma of dinner quickly hit his nose and he then walked into the kitchen. He saw his mom at the stove swirling around a spoon in a bowl. She turned and looked at him with a serious face.

"Adam, explain why your school called about you skipping again?"

Damn it. He had totally forgot about skipping school.

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A drink is what I need Fiona was thinking.

After Adam left she still kept thinking of him. He was so sweet and kind to her. Bringing her home, giving her water... everything he did to her was so kind and a choice. She didn't tell him to bring her home or let her rest, he did it to have her safe.

He was too good for her. She was just a drunk teen with a horrible past. She had no idea how she had gotten such a kind prince as her boyfriend when she was just a broken peasant.

She kept thinking more about Adam then again about Bobby. She had to face him in court. She had to see his vile, horrible face. The face of a violent man who had hit her.

Her nerves came back to her again. She stood and walked to the refrigerator and pulled out her savior.

She couldn't help but see Adam's worried face come again into her head as she opened her champagne bottle. She questioned herself again, should she drink this or shouldn't she?

She got her answer as she poured the liquid into a glass. The image of Adam's face and Bobby's abuse quickly vanished as she drank.

I WAS STOLEN MY NINJAS AND SHIPPED TO NARNIA! thats why i couldnt update, but I'm alive! :P Hope you enjoy the chapter and are still reading! I would GREATLY appreciate a review to see if should continue cause I'm starting to think of ending this story, but...idk. *le shrug* So yea. And also me and FadamForever are having a little contest to see who gets more reviews and/or hits of the chapter. Also, you can thank them for getting me to update :p
-I'm out, Johanna 6-20-11