My computer broke from the thrid time this month and I was close to finishing this when it did.
I was stuck on this story for the last couple weeks. I want to get to a lemon but couldn't figure out how. I even was writing some crap about Shinobu wanting to commit suicide. (I don't know why). Anyway I woke up this morning, still half asleep, and saw this dream-thing about Miyagi and Shinobu. Words ran through my head and that's the scene that I wrote here. The words I wrote while lying there sounded much more poetic and just plain better, but what can I do now? I can't remember them. Lemon is here XD! This one was a lot easier to write since it's fluffy.
I do not own Junjou Romantica or its characters. I do own Izuki though.
The boy writhes beneath me. His face flushed and skin burning from my touch. He moans my name again and again as I fulfill his every wish. Our bodies joining in animal desire. I can feel the ball of nerves within me begin to clench when I hear him utter something other than my name. Curious I lean my ear against his lips. Then I hear one word that tears my world apart. "Izuki."
I jump up in my bed. I pant trying to calm myself down. I look down searching for my lover and am reminded yesterday.
"Damn!" I hiss. Why did this have to get fucked up? I had been cheated on before but it had been different. I had known that it was my fault and that Risako deserved more. She deserved love, something I couldn't give her. But with Shinobu I gave him everything he wanted. Or at least I thought that I did. I had not neglected him or cheated on him with Kamijou as he seemed to think. I had never wanted to cause him any pain. I had wanted to stay with him forever. Isn't that still what I want? I am so confused to what to do now. I crawl under my sheets trying to find some comfort in the warmth. If only they still smelled like Shinobu but I had changed my sheets. Why had I done that?
I want to see him. What will I do when I see him? I know that I want things to go back to normal. I want to be able to do everything as we had before. I want to make love to him and wipe his tears away. I know that he is sorry and that he wants the same things, but I can't bring myself to touch him knowing that Izuki has touched him in the same way. I had been the only one to ever touch Shinobu. I had been his first and last. He had been completely mine and it made me happy. But now Izuki would forever have part of him. It sickens me. That filthy bastard! If I ever see him again I'm going to beat the shit out of him. I will have to do something about Shinobu today I decide. But first I'm going back to sleep.
It was afternoon now and I was standing outside his apartment door. I had been struggling for 10 minutes just to knock. Would he welcome me? Would he yell at me to leave? Worry clouded my mind and I fought to not run back to the safty of my apartment. Before I can knock the door begins to open. Shinobu stands there with messy hair and a casual outfit of sweats and t-shirt. His eyes appear slightly swollen and red. He must not have slept well either. I long to hold him to me. To whisper sweet nothings into his ear and forget any of this had happened. But it had. Izuki had taken his innocence from me.
"Do you want to come in?" he asks meekly. I nod and he steps back. I hear him close the door as I walk into the livingroom section.
"So, why are you here?" I almost want to laugh. Does he really need to ask?
"I thought about it all night and I want things to return to normal. I'm here to reclaim you. I want to take you back. Make you mine once again."
"Miyagi." He looked surprised and then guiltily looked away. I walk up to him palming his chin. His face looks beautiful and I want to see it contorting in passion. Can I do this? I wonder. Here goes nothing.
I push him back upon the sofa lying atop him. He stares at me in shock again but this time no guilt passes his features. Instead he looks needy.
"Make love to me Miyagi. Please... make the feel of him disappear. I feel so dirty." The beginning of tears form in his eyes but I kiss him before they can fall. This is so unusual to see him pleading. Oh, Shinobu, how I love you.
Breaking the kiss I tell him, "I will kill anyone who touches you." Now tears do fall but I know that these are from happiness. This wasn't how I had planned our relationship to go but I can love him through anything.
He pulls me down closer to him causing our bodies to mesh. I ruffle his hair before kissing him again.
I push my hands under his shirt feeling his lean flesh. He yelps as I tweak his nipples. I quickly remove his shirt and stare down at his lovely self. I am relieved to seem that his flesh had not been marked by Izuki. At least I am still the only want to mark him. And that's what I do now, mark him as my own by placing sweet kisses down his chest and torso. A trail of my saliva remains on him causing him a shiver as the air hits it and I chuckle slightly. He is so cute. I dip my tongue into his navel as I begin to lower his pants.
As they fall away I lower my head by his exposed cock. It is already erect and I want to taste it. I slowly lick the underside.
"Did he do this to you?" I ask a little darkly.
He shakes his head raggedly and I engulf the head in my mouth. I am the only one to taste this. I almost want to laugh in glee. I had taken these pleasures for granted but not now. I will cherish my time with him as never before. I will make him never doubt me again. I will show him more love than he could even imagine. I linger at the head, circling it before plunging down. I suck, lick, and bite turning him into mush. I bob my head and he thrusts upward to meet me. Then...
"Ah...Mi...yagi... I...I'm gonna..." Hot liquid fills my mouth and I suck it greedily. I release him with a pop.
He's still panting as I stick my fingers to his mouth and order, "suck."
He takes them and sucks seductively. I force myself to pull them out knowing that better things are to come.
I grab his legs pushing them up onto my shoulders giving me more leverage to his ass. I insert one digit slowly. I quicken, sliding it in and out before adding another digit. Finally I feel he is prepared and I work on removing my pants. I pull them off and hesitate before entering him. Izuki had also entered him. I know that I need to just get over it and fuck him but I can't. The image of Izuki and him won't get out of my mind. Damn it, Shinobu should only moan for me.
Shinobu notices my delay and asks worriedly, "Are you okay?" I nod weakly.
"Yeah, it's nothing." I resolve my nerves. Izuki will never get my Shinobu-chin again, but I will have him here with me forever. Slowly I push my way in, waiting for his muscles to relax. He seems somewhat surprised that I wait for him. I wonder if Izuki might be an even bigger asshole than I thought. Was he really such an asshole that he would just rip through someone? Of course I'll wait for you, my love. I'll never hurt you. I thought.
He felt so good encasing me and I began to move; slow at first but I gradually quickened the pace. I felt the sofa beneath us shaking and he screamed in pleasure as I hit that spot within him. He pushes up to meet my thrusts and we begin a loving dance. I can tell that the pleasure is driving him crazy and my mind almost goes blank myself. This was the best moment of my life. He is mine. He will stay mine. No one will lay a hand on him again and I will make sure of it. I have never felt so close to him as in this moment. We are one in thought and feeling and it is wonderful. The lovely meshing of our bodies into one being and the sounds of our flesh hitting drives us to ecstasy. I can feel my stomach begin to clench and I feel slightly disappointed. I want the moment to last forever but that is forgotten as I fall into beautiful bliss. I ooze into him and he squirts onto my stomach.
We lay in silence for several minutes, content with each arms. I rest my head on his abdomen forcing myself comfortable on the cramped couch. I stare at his closed eyes in rapture. He slowly opens them and stares right into mine.
"Are we okay then?" he asks a little nervously. I wipe a bead of sweat from his brow.
"Yes." I seal my statement with a kiss. As I break from him I see a broad smile stretch onto his face.
"I love you Miyagi."
"I love you too, more than you could know."
Ugh, I'm not entirly satisfied with that. I wanted to make it longer but I couldn't think of what to add. Xl that got really sappy :O anyway woop for lemon! Um where does this story go now... I know that I'm bringing Izuki back in cause, duh,he said that he was gonna meddle again but I have noidea what I'm gonna do now lol. Any requests or suggestions are welcome.