Zack opened the door.

I smiled at him "Here I am"

He said, "There you are" and let me in.

I looked around, then turned to him while he closed the door.

"Sit down", he said pointing at the bed.

I sat down and looked at him.

"You love amazing!", he said looking at me.

I blushed "Thanks..."

Zack sat down beside me.

"Soo, what were you going to tell me?", I asked him, but inside hating me for asking that.

"This is a date, right?", he said in confusion.

I blushed once again "ohh...", I looked down.

Awkwardly silence, until Zack broke it.

"Do you want it to be a date?"

I mumbled "yes.." and blushed again.

He smiled "You know, you're cute, when you're blushing."

I blushed more, when he moved closer to me.

My heart raced, I looked into his eyes.

Zack leaned in and kissed me, onto my lips. I was shoked, but then I kissed him back. But I pulled away after a while.

"We know us since today.."

"Doesn't it allow to kiss?", he asked with a smirk.

I shrugged. I thought back to my old boyfriend, who used me. He wanted be being his slut. To fuck everytime he want it. Luckily, I stopped him and went away, so I'm still virgin. It's embarassing. But I don't trust boys anymore.

"Zack..I can't do this."

"Can't do what", he was confused and I looked on the floor.

"This. We knew us since today. I have no plan..I..- I have to go right now." I stood up.

Zack stood up too "You just came over"

"Yeah and now i'm going.." I said and walked to the door. I wanted to hug him, friendly, but I just went outside.

"See you in class", I said while walking away.

"Um..er see ya!", he said looking behind me, then he closed the door.

I felt tears, I started running. I ran through the corridors, how fast as I could. I ran in our cabin, I jumped on the bed and cried in the pillow.

Lola came out of the bathroom, she had an towel around her waist and her hair. She saw me and sat down on the edge of the bed.

"What happened?", she asked me. I stayed silent.

"What happened on the date with that boy?", she asked once again.

I looked up, with my mascara running down my face. She hugged me, until I stopped crying.

I swallowed "He..he..he kissed me!", I said.

Lola looked at me in confusion "That's great!"

I shook my head "No, I can't trust boys anymore, since my boyfriend, well ex- boyfriend used me to be his slut to have sex all time."

She was shoked "Did you do it with him?"

"Zack or Jason?", I asked her, then shook my head "No, I left him before he could force me."

"Ouhh..", Lola rubbed my back "i'm sorry, but I don't think Zack is like that."

"Maybe not, but I don't know him yet...", I looked down, then at Lola. She grabbed my shoulders.

"Go for it. Learn him to know. He's amazing, i think. You like him, don't you?", I nodded, "then go for it. Find out if he's such a idiot, who wants sex or if he's an awesome boyfriend."

I nodded and sighed "You're right."

"Am I always", she said and it made me laugh.

"And now, stop thinking about it and we're watching a movie now, yeah?", Lola asked.

I nodded and we watched a movie for the rest of the evening.

But in my mind I was with Zack. I was going to see him tomorrow in school.