Ichigo woke up to find searing pain all over his body.

"Oh dear God!" Ichigo groaned.

Ichigo remembered getting home last night and had removed his cloths and went straight to bed trying to forget the horror. Ichigo placed his hand over his face and moaned loudly at the fact on the humiliating act he had done. Along with how he enjoyed it. Ichigo tried to move but couldn't since the pain hurt too much.

"I guess I'm laying in bed all day," said Ichigo.

Or at least until he gained enough motivation to move and get some food. Closing his eyes Ichigo could oly see images of the blue haired man. Grimmjow. How Grimmjow touched him and how the pleasure had been. Those soft lips and rough hands as he felt the man entering him. Ichigo shook his head and the image disappeared. Opening his eyes Ichigo looked down at his boxers to see his now erect member. His arms were not sore so he moved his hands down and began to stroke himself in long powerful strokes. The image of Grimmjow invading his world. Licking his lips Ichigo used one of his free hands to touch himself further. Playing with his chest and running his f It ingers over his nipples. Pinching them and rolling them in his fingers. It wasn't enough to satisfy him though. He didn't want to admit it but he wanted to feel Grimmjow as he fucked him. Ichigo placed his fingers that were not holding his erect member and began to lick them as if it were a cock. Taking his time as he coated the fingers in saliva. After he was done he lifted his hips up and placed a single digit near his hole. Swirling his finger around the hole. Placing a digit inside he moaned and felt horrible at the same time at the degrading act. Jacking off was typical but the fact that he had his finger entering and exiting his anus made tears sting his eyes. Ichigo disliked how he liked this feeling spreading through him and how a simple man had done this too him. Although it was only one finger pain seared through him from last night making a tear fall from his eye. Soon after Ichigo felt himself as he came. He came to seeing the image of Grimmjow. Ichigo didn't move for awhile until he realized he would have to clean up his mess. Sighing he actually got up but groaned from that pain in his lower back.

"Fuck," he muttered.

moving to his bathroom he went to the counter digging through a drawer and pulled out a wash cloth. Turning on the taps he waited until the water was warm. the cloth soon became damp and he placed the warmth on his chest. It felt nice and it made him want to have a bath. Throwing away the cloth Ichigo turned off the tap and moved to his tub where he turned the water on. Placing the plug in the hole and watched as the water slowly filled the tub while the water rushing made a loud noise. Ichigo slipped in the water and smiled as the warmth surrounded his body. Ichigo waited until the water had almost filled the tub before he moved to turn it off. There was still pain in his body but when he laid back down it seemed to disappear. Closing his eyes Ichigo began to relax as the content began to flow through his body. Ichigo was concentrating on his breathing that left his body and soon enough he managed to fall asleep.

Ichigo was woken up by a yell.

"Ichigo!" yelled a voice," where are ya?"

"Fuck off!" Ichigo yelled.

The door opened revealing Nnoitr and Shinji. Nnoitra smirked at what he saw and Shinji giggled.

"You shoul really get changed," said Shinji and giggled.

"Shut up!" Ichigo yelled," so I fell asleep in the bathtub anyone can."

"Mhm yeah what ever," said Nnoitra.

"Leave so I can get changed," Ichigo said.

"Why we've already seen ya nude so like it matters,' said nnoitra.

"I'd rather not have you guys checking me out," said Ichigo.

"I got Shinji," said Nnoitra," like I'd want you."

"Sorry Ichi but Nnoitra's my man," said Shinji.

The two chuckled and Ichigo ignored them as he stepped out of the bathroom. He was still sore but gritted his teeth as he grabbed a towel and dried himself off. Ichigo was relax and was a little angry at the pair waking him up.

"Hurry up and get dressed," said Shinji.

"Why?" Ichigo asked.

"Because I wanna take you to take me out to lunch for ditching us at the club last night," said Shinji.

"Maybe," Ichigo said.

Ichigo passed Shinji and Nnoitra and moved to his room where he put on some baggy jeans and a shirt that was a little loose on him. Ichigo went into his closet where he grabbed a green hoodie. His pants were black and his undershirt purple. Walking to his living room he saw Nnoitra snag a kiss. It never bothered him that his two best friends were gay it just surprised him that they ended up dating and had been doing so for over five years without one cheating on the other. he knew that the two wished to get married the only thing stopping them was a place to do it. He was happy for them and cleared his throat having Shinji jump back and look down at his shoes.

"Hurry up and get your shoes on," said Shinji.

"Mhm working on it," Ichigo responded.

Ichigo moved to his door slipping on his shoes. He didn't bother to lock the door but kept it open until Nnoitra left. Nnoitra was so tall he had to bend down to enter the room but it made Nnoitra happy that the inside of his house was taller. Walking to Ichigo's driveway he noticed Nnoitra's firebird. It was a faint color of orange but when it started was really noisy when the engine roared to life. Ichigo entered the passanger side in the back and watched as Shinji got in the front and Nnoitra in the drivers seat. The keys turned and brought the car to life with not the noise of the engine but the noise of the radio. It blared loud rock music scaring the crap out of Ichigo. Covering his ears until he couldn't hear the noise Ichigo glared at Nnoitra.

"Why was that so loud?" Ichigo asked.

"Cause I got good taste in music thats why," Nnoitra said.

Shaking his head Ichigo looked away but in his peripheral vision he could see Nnoitra snag a kiss. It made him wish he had a lover and when he thought that Grimmjow came to thought. Ugh, no way. That man was nothing but unkind. The most Grimmjow would do to be nice would probably leave the toilet seat down for the ladies. Ichigo was straight. He should be thinking about what it is like to have sex with a women. The kindness they possessed and how they liked to treated the boys back in the days of middle school and high school. Ichigo had received a cake from Orihime but they never really dated. Ulquiorra was the one who was dating her.

"So where did you want to go?" Ichigo asked.

"Mmm I dunnno," said Shinji," go to ihop and then Long Beach."

It would take about over an hour maybe to get to long beach since it was twenty two miles to get there. Depending if traffic was heavy or light.

"What do you want to do at Long Beach?" Ichigo asked.

"I dunno swim," said Shinji," itss pretty warm out considering it's autumn"

"I don't have any shorts," Ichigo said.

"Then we'll just chill at the beach," said Shinji," Nnoi do you still have the lawn chairs in the back from last time?"

"Yeah," Nnoitra responded.

They drove in relative silence while the music played loudly. The restaurant was somewhat busy when they arrived too. The parking lot about three-quaters filled and the restaurant busy with citizens. Nnoitra and Shinji walked inside at a table that was near the window. Ichigo followed and sat across from Shinji and Nnoitra. He needed a date or something because right now he was really feeling like a third wheel. Looking around Ichigo could hear the chatter of people and the waitress's hustle and bustle to get through. There were already menus so Ichigo had to look to see what he wanted. A girl with short inky black hair arrived with a pen in and notepad in her hand.

"What can I get you guys?" she asked.

"Pancakes with syrup," said Shinji.

"Sunny side up eggs, sausages, and hashbrowns," said Nnoitra.

"And you?" the girl asked.

"Um," Ichigo said," can i get toast with a bacon and egg sandwich."

"Sure," she said," anything to drink?"

"Cofee," said Nnoitra," black."

"Orange juice,"said Shinji.

"I'll just have some coffee," Ichigo said.

"Black?" asked the lady.

"Sugar and creme," Ichigo responded.

"Okay," said the lady," I'll be back in a few with your drinks."

Ichigo watched as the girl left. He blinked a few times noticing he was zoning out.

"Hey Ichi why were ya starin at her butt," Shinji whispered.

Ichigo felt a blush creep on his face.

"I didn't!" said Ichigo," I zoned out but wasn't staring at her butt."

"What ever," said Shinji," why not get her number."

"I don't really wanna date," said Ichigo.

It was the truth. He never really hit it off with dating. They didn't like his hair because they thought he dyed it but when he said it was natural they looked at him but still denied him. A few girls accepted his offer but it never went past three dates. Ichigo of course wasn't a virgin. He had had sex with women before. A few one night stands when he was drunk but he had had serious relationships. They didn't go on dates very often but he had dated for a period of over three months. Highschool was easier for him to date though. He had a relationship that was edging towards eight months before he learned the girl had been cheating on him.

"Maybe I should go for men," Ichigo muttered to himself.

Shinji began to choke on what was probably his own saliva and made Ichigo turn to him.

"Whoa!" said Shinji," you serious? Didn't know you swung that way."

" I was kidding," said Ichigo.

I can't believe I thought that outloud! Ichigo thought to himself.

The inky haired woman returned with their drinks and Ichigo could only stare at the brown liquid as steam rose up. Occasionally sipping on the hot drink Ichigo joined in on Nnoitra and Shinji's conversation. Nnoitra complained about how annoying work was and how there were idiots all around the mechanic shop. Shinji tried to beat him saying how all his co workers were lazy asses and practically did they stopped and were playfully elbowing each other.

"Douche," said Shinji and laughed.

"Takes one to know one," said Nnoitra.

After fifteen minutes of joking around, laughing and making funny faces the waitress returned once again to give them their food. Nnoitra dug in ignoring the everyone. Shinji and Ichigo held a conversation up and ate their food with more grace than Nnoitra who plowed though the meal. Nnoitra had a refill of coffee and hoped that his bill wouldn't add up to a hundred dollars. Ichigo bit into his slice of toast feeling the butter touch his lips and the crumbs tumble onto the plate. The toast slid down his throat as he swallowed and took another bit having it make a crunching sound with each bite he took. When Ichigo picked up the sandwich that had a bagel for bread, cheese, crispy bacon and a sunny side up egg. Biting into that too he cold taste the grease from the bacon and the cripsyness touch his lips.

"Enjoying your food?" Shinji asked.

Ichigo nodded his head," You?"

"Yeah," said Shinji," it's good.'

The sandwich wasn't too big but it would last him until lunch arrived. Frankly Ichigo was happy that he decided to get out of bed since the weather was so nice. The sun glared down at the world.

"Maybe you shouldn't have worn a hoodie," said Shinji.

"I know," said Ichigo," I think I'll leave it in your car. Walk around the beach shirtless."

"Attract all the ladies," Nnoitra said and laughed.

"Idiot," said Ichigo.

Ichigo took the last bite of his sandwich and waited for Shinji to finish before they got the check. Leaving a nice tip the bill was paid for and the two left for the car. Ichigo entered and rolled down his window and removed his hoodie before he placed his seat belt on. When Nnoitra started to drive the cool air hit his face whipping his hair behind him. It was close to his shoulders about now and he would eventually need to get a hair cut soon. A trim where he would get a few centimeters cut off. He got a hair cut maybe every seven or so months.

"Where'd you go? Where's your home? How'd you end up all alone?" Shinji sang.

" can you hear me now!" Nnoirta sang," There's no light, there's no to breathe, when you're you hear me now? Hear me now?Can you hear me? Hear me now."

Laughing at their singing Ichigo heard the song hero by skillet begin to play.

"I've gotta make a stand" Ichigo and Shinji began to sing,"It's just another war. Just another family torn. My voice will be heard today. It's just another countdown begins to destroy ourselves.

They continued to sing all the way to the beach. Singing to Just a little faster by there for tomorrow, You're gonna go far kid by The Offspring and even some Link Park, Radiohead, and Adam Lambert For your entertainment. They sung that just to see Nnoitra's face which was priceless. He was so flabbergasted and after we finished he threated to never drive us anywhere if they sung to Adam Lambert in this car. Ichigo knew they had finally arrived when the car was placed in park. Ichigo unbuckled his seat belt and then removed his shirt and got out of the car closing it. Nnoitra locked the doors.

"I'll go get us some drinks," said Ichigo.

"Coke," said Shinji.

"Pepsi," said Nnoitra.

Ichigo walked to the nearby concession stand. He saw a man who had blue hair and when the man turned around he read the name tag that said Grimmjow. Ichigo looked at the man with shaky eyes trying to hold back his fear and anger to either punch the man in the face or run away.

"How may I help you?" asked Grimmjow.

So i deleted the previous chapter 3 since it was missing this part . sorry. had fun with this chapter. making ichi and shin sing to adam lambert. Well i wonder how Grimm kitty will react to seeing our little berry? will he pull him aside and they have hot love making sex(yes i know that don't make sense but just roll with it), will they fight? find out next chapter lol. Enjoy.