Mark
I am probably the most amazing person I know. I have gone this whole day without one confrontation with Derek. Maybe this won't be as bad as we all thought it was going to be. I think I'll go home, shower, and then call Meredith to see if I can get laid tonight. I need it. What the fuck was that? What the fuck just hit me in the head? Ugh, Derek. Double ugh, a pissed of Derek. "Did you just throw a paper ball at me?"
"I'm so pissed off right now. It's the only thing I had in my hand." I should rip it up, it looks important.
"Why Meredith?" Does he really want to do this right here and now? "There are millions of women in the country and you just have to choose mine…twice." Wow. Who knew his face could that shade of purple. Hmm. It is almost the same shade as those cute little panties Meredith has. The one's with the hearts on them.
"Meredith isn't your's, Derek." That's right, you have nothing to say. You know it's true. "I admit that I messed up big time by sleeping with Addison but you are still married to her and I have backed off and given you what you want. Meredith is not an object, she is a person. She doesn't belong to anybody. All I know is she is somebody I like to spend time with." I couldn't help twisting the knife just a little bit. Ha. Wow. His face really is purple! I hope the guy doesn't stroke out. That would be hard to explain to the Chief.
"That doesn't give you the right to mess with my life." Someone has a bigger ego than me. I didn't think that was possible. "I care a lot about Meredith. Just because I am trying to make my marriage work doesn't take away from that." Greedy mother fucker. Then again, I shouldn't be surprised. He never did like to..."share."
"You can't have both women. Life doesn't go that way. You either love Addy and you want to make your marriage work or you love Meredith and you get a divorce. You don't get to stay married to Addison and be bitter about Meredith moving on with her life. That isn't fair and you know it."
"I LOVE HER!" Yelling. We are down to yelling at each other. I am going to end this right now.
"I don't FUCKING care, Derek. You lost her. Get over it!" I could punch him right now. Stay cool. He isn't worth it.
"You just had to fuck her the first chance you got. You son of a bitch." Name calling, Derek? Please. That's not like you.
"He fucked who?" Oh great, Addison. This is getting too good.
"Meredith, he slept with Meredith." He's only going to hurt himself by talking about this. She's not stupid, she can hear the anger and hurt in your voice, you dumbass. I can't help but laugh at this whole situation.
"What's so funny?" You do not want me to go there, Derek. I should just get it out in the open that he still loves her and then leave them to fight it out.
"It's so obvious that you love Meredith."
"Mark…" shut up, Derek.
"You are staying in the marriage because you think people are going to commend you for at least trying. You're not trying. Addison is in denial and you are praying that it will end soon. You blame me because I came here and fucked up your whole plan. You can't run away to a far away land with her. You fucked it up and I am just here picking up the pieces. You need to realize that you need to let her go. She is trying to get over you and you are making it impossible for her. You have made a choice to save your marriage so save it. I'm out of here." It's going to be silent in that trailer tonight, that's for sure. I have to get out of this hospital right now. I didn't even get to change, just great. I can't go to the bar looking like this. So much for sex tonight, I just need to go home. There is Meredith, I should probably tell her about Apple…Addison. I cannot believe I just called her Apple. "Apple knows." That was kind of sexy of me to get all close and whisper in her ear and then walk away. I'm smooth.
Meredith
I can't believe that car accident kept me away from Derek all day. I didn't have to see his sad sorry eyes once. It's a good feeling. I don't have to feel like shit for one day. I wonder if I should go across the street or if I should just go home.
"Apple knows." What was that? Holy crap, why did he walk away? He just sent chills down my spine. I should blow him just for that. God damn I am so turned on right now. Why does he have to do that to me? Fucking tease. Wait a second, did he just say Addison knows? Knows about us? Crap. She's going to make my life miserable for sure now. I have to get out of here before anybody sees me. How the hell did she find out? I need to know more. I'll have to call him when I get home. We have a lot of things we need to discuss.