Previously:
"So you will think about keeping the baby?" He grabbed my hands and squeezed them a little bit.
"Yes." I smiled at him.
I was about to leave to go for to my doctor's appointment. Edward was going to be meeting me there. I was interrupted when the phone rang. I shut the door really quick and went to the phone.
"Hello?" I tried to sound like I wasn't in a hurry. I didn't know who it was and I didn't want to come off as rude.
"Ohhh, hello. I'm looking for Edward. I must have the wrong number." She was about to hang up.
"Wait, no. Edward lives here. This is Bella. His… girlfriend?" I made it sound more like a question. I still didn't know what we really were.
"Girlfriend? I wasn't aware he was in a relationship." She sounded really sweet but that didn't stop the jealousy that I felt. Who was she anyways?
"Yeah he is. Well I have to go to my doctor's appointment. I will tell Edward you called if I can just get your name." I was trying to get rid of her before I got too jealous and said something stupid.
"Elizabeth. And I hope everything is alright dear." I just rolled my eyes. She was probably trying to get in Edward's pants and she is pretending to care for me.
"Just a check up for the baby. Me and Edward are really excited." I heard a gasp and then people talking on the other end.
"You mean you're pregnant with my son's baby?" I heard her half yell. Oh shit. Son? Why didn't she tell me that? Now I felt really stupid and bitchy.
"Oh my gosh I am so sorry. I didn't realize who you were and you really should've found out like this. Please forgive me. I'm really sorry. I do have to go though. I will tell Edward you called." And with that I hung up. How could I be so stupid?
I walked out of the apartment and walked as quickly as I could to the campus nearby. Edward was waiting right where we said we would meet up. He noticed how panicked I looked.
"Bella, what's wrong? Are you feeling alright?" He came over and put a hand on my stomach.
"No, I'm not alright. I just got a phone call. It was a girl asking for you and I told her I was your girlfriend and she said she didn't realize you had a girlfriend and I said something about the baby thinking it was some girl and I was really jealous and I didn't know!" I was rushing out my words feeling really guilty. I didn't know what to say.
He laughed a little at me. "Well who was it? I can't imagine a girl calling me and getting upset. People know that were together and having a baby by now." He smiled at me. It made it so much worse.
"Even your mom?" I looked down and started playing with my hands. God I have a big mouth. Why do I have to get jealous? Edward wouldn't do anything. I know that. He has showed me.
"My mom? It was my mom. Shit I haven't told her yet. I was going to tell her this weekend when she was coming to visit. Bella its okay. Don't feel bad. It's my fault. I should have told her sooner. What did she say?" I was trying to make me feel better about this and I had to admit it was working. He always knew how to calm me down.
"Well I freaked out and told her I had to go once she told me you were her son. I'm sorry Edward. Maybe I shouldn't be around when she comes over. I will stay at Alice's. I can't imagine her liking me now."
"Listen, my mother is a very understanding and very nice woman. She will want to meet you. You are carrying her grandchild. She will love you. I know my mom. You probably just shocked her." He started rubbing my arms. "We need to get to the appointment or were going to be late." We started walking to his car.
"Well I can't imagine her forgiving me for telling her that way. How can she be so understanding?" That reminded me of my dad. I was holding it off because I knew he would be so disappointed. I should tell him before my mom does or something.
"Well my mom is only 17 years older than me. She got pregnant with me when she was 16 and had me when she was 17. My dad stayed by her. She didn't tell her parents until she was 5 months pregnant. She was hardly showing. But then after she popped and she got huge." He started laughing. "She would tell me how hard it was for her. Probably hoping I wouldn't get a girl pregnant when I was 16 or 17." By this time we were already driving in the car.
"Well I still feel bad." I tried to smile a little bit but I could tell it didn't really look like a smile.
We pulled up into the doctor's office and Edward got out and helped me out even though I wasn't fat enough to not do it myself. He was always such a gentleman. I got out and we started heading toward the door. We decided we wanted to know what the sex of the baby was so we were really excited.
We were sitting in the waiting room and I could see Edward was getting very anxious to know too. "Bella." We both stood up and Edward got a big grin on his face and we headed back. I was 22 weeks pregnant so I was looking a little bigger.
She got the ultra sound ready and then put the cold gel on my stomach. Edward was sitting right next to me holding my hand. I looked at him and smiled and he leaned over to kiss me. She was waving the wand around and she asked if we wanted to know the sex of the baby.
"Yes!" Me and Edward practically yelled at her in excitement. She moved it around a little more and then she found what she was looking for. She turned to us and smiled.
"It's a girl." I could feel a tear slide down my cheek. I looked over at Edward and he was just looking at the screen and he was smiling. I was looking into his eyes and I knew how I felt about him. He has always been there for me.
"I love you." He looked down and me and smiled. "And I want to keep this baby, with you." I saw a tear slide down his cheek and he hugged me and kissed me.
"I love you too Bella."
We were leaving the office and I grabbed Edward's hand. He looked over at me and smiled. Everything seemed perfect. It was perfect.
It was Friday and Edward's mom was coming up today. She was flying all the way from Chicago and I was starting to get really nervous. What if she didn't like me? What if she was mad about the baby and she wanted us to get rid of her? No. She couldn't think that. Edward said she was really understanding.
I was running around trying to get everything perfect for her. She said she was going to be here around 7 so I figured I would make a nice dinner for her. I was putting flowers in the pot when Edward came down from his bedroom.
"What is all of this? It looks like you have been cleaning for hours. Its 6:30 in the morning. How long have you been up?" He went toward the kitchen about to make the coffee that I already had waiting for him.
"Just a few hours or so. I have been up for about 3 hours. I couldn't sleep." Edward came out of the room.
"Bella just calm down. Look at me." When I looked up I noticed he was wearing nothing but boxers. I felt my lady parts getting all tingly. The look in his eyes told me that he could tell. He started to smile. "My mom is really understanding okay. I talked to her last night. She said she cant wait to meet you." He put his coffee down and started to walk toward me.
"I… uh… you… um you have class…. In an hour. And your really distracting… me from cleaning." I cleared my throat and tried to look away. I could hear him coming closer. He came behind me and pulled my body really close to him. I could feel him getting hard against my lower back.
He grabbed my hair and moved it away from my neck and started to kiss it with gentle little kisses. "I think I can be a little late today." And then he turned me around. I could feel myself getting wetter. How could he do this to me? I need to clean. I cant do this.
He started to kiss me and I could tell he really wanted to get to the sex. His kisses became more urgent. He grabbed my shirt and pulled it over my head. I wasn't wearing a bra because I just woke up and started cleaning. I thought I heard a groan from Edward. He looked down at me and started cupping my breast. He grabbed my thighs and lifted me on the table. I accidentally let out a moan.
"Oh god Bella. Your so hot!" Edward laid me down on the table and started pulling off my shorts and underwear. I was surprised when he didn't immediately take off his boxers. Instead he pushed one finger inside me. "Your so wet." He looked up at me and smiled. I laughed a little, then he hit a spot that instantly turned my laugh into a moan. I couldn't take this. I needed him.
"Edward please. I need you." I sat up and started to take off his boxers and he took them off the rest of the way. He laid me back down and I could feel him slowly entering me. When he was in fully I looked up at him and he looked really satisfied. He started going faster and harder and I didn't realize how much I really wanted this until now. This was amazing.
Time went by and I knew he was going to be late for his class. I didn't care though because this was what I needed. I could feel my pleasure building inside and I had to let it go. I couldn't think about anything. My mind got all fuzzy and I couldn't see anything for a few seconds. I opened my eyes and Edward was pulling out.
"Oh… my god. That was amazing. I'm never going to get used to you making me feel that way. I think I blacked out for a second." He pulled him closer to me. I started kissing him and I was surprised when I noticed us both getting ready for round two. I stopped kissing him and looked at the time. He had about 15 minutes before his class started. He could drive there in a few minutes.
"You should go get ready for school. I am going to the store to get things for dinner tonight and for this weekend." Edward kissed me one more time and started to pull away.
"I love you so much Bella." He came closer and put a hand on my belly. I could feel the baby moving and then she kicked.
"I love you too. And so does our little baby here." We both started laughing. He started kissing my stomach and I could feel the baby move. I was so incredibly happy. I never wanted this moment to end. But it had to.
Edward started to walk away and I just stared at his ass. I didn't notice I was giggling until he turned back around and saw me. He smiled at me then started walking away but he put his hands on his hips and started moving his hips. I started laughing and I heard him laughing as he went up the stairs.
I started picking up our clothes and put them in the laundry. I got in the shower then quickly dressed in some clothes that were decent enough for town. By the time I was ready Edward was about to leave. He was already late so he wasn't in much of a hurry.
He saw me coming down the stairs started to smile. "You look nice. I thought you were just going to the store?" I just stared at him. Was he kidding?
"Are you serious? I'm in a maternity shirt and wearing my fat pants. My other pants are getting a little tight. But thanks I guess. I thought I looked really bad." She walked over to him.
"Well I should go. I'm going to miss you. Be careful." He kissed me. It wasn't one of those pecks either. He needed to stop kissing me like this or I will never let him leave. He pulled away and smiled. "I love you." He looked down at my belly and leaned down and kissed it. "Bye my little baby girl. Daddy loves you too." I smiled and I couldn't think about anything but how happy I was. He was the best guy I have ever met.
"We love you too." He smiled and then closed the door. I was ready to go but I had to eat first. My baby was hungry. I could never deny her. I went to the kitchen and I grabbed the eggs and bacon. I made 4 eggs and 3 pieces of bacon. I knew it was a lot of food but I was pregnant. I could eat a lot right?
When I was done with all my food I noticed I wasn't quite full but just left anyways. How could I be so hungry? There was only me and our tiny baby. It was hard to believe.
I was at the store getting everything when I ran into somebody's cart. I looked up and saw Jessica. She was giving me the weirdest look.
"Bella? Is that you?" We hadn't really seen each other since high school.
"Yeah. How are you?" She just looked at my stomach. I was getting a little uncomfortably.
"I'm good. Engaged to Mike. Bella your pregnant!" She said it like she was really shocked. "I didn't realize you were married. Well congratulations."
"I'm not married." I looked down and felt embarrassed.
"Are you engaged or something?" Why did she even care?
"No. Its complicated. The dad is around but… we met and then I got pregnant that night. He is my boyfriend I guess." I could see Jessica fight a smile.
"Well I hope things work out. A lot of things like this don't work out and the guy leaves once the baby is here. That's why I'm going to wait. Well hopefully things work out with you. Bye." I could see the smug expression on her face. I tried to just let it go but I couldn't. Edward wouldn't leave me right? Ugh. I never really did like Jessica.
When I was getting in my car after putting all those groceries I felt hungry again. It was about lunch time so I figured I could stop somewhere. I really wanted to think so I chose a restraunt.
I ordered my food and looked around the place. There were a lot of families and couples that looked really happy. Me and Edward were happy. We were… but would it last?
My food came and my stomach was growling. Usually when I go out to eat I have at least half of my food to take home… I had nothing on my plate. I hated this. I'm getting fat. Will Edward want me when I gain more weight…?
I was having serious doubts now that Jessica brought everything up the way she did. I don't know what I'm going to do.
Hey I'm sorry I haven't updated sooner. I went to my dad's and he doesn't have a computer. I tried to write this really fast so I don't know if it any good. Still comment though please. Thanks.