Forbidden Chapter 29, a gilmore girls fanfic

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Authors Note: Hey all! Wow I know I updated fast! Its rather shocking. I've been writing a lot these past few days its kind of crazy. If only it could last. I doubt I'll have much time to write during this next semester I have a hardish semester. But I'll try and update at least once a week though. When I wrote this chapter I was listening to music, and before I started this chapter I wasn't planning on having lyrics in it but as certain songs came on I got an idea. And decided to add them in. Just remember I don't put lyrics in all that often and it is really unusual for me to put them in two chapters in a row. One of the songs it didn't fully belong or feel right there but I thought it was a cute song and couldn't resist adding it in. I was going to write about how awkward it was going to be for them waking up like that and hardly talking but it was really hard and had no point to it, since what were they gonna do? Sit there and stare at each other? That would be boring so I made them comfortable with each other. Okay? Okay now then this chapter was wrote a little different than normal. Well different to me. I can't explain it so you'll just have to read. Maybe you'll be able to see what I'm talking about then.

Oh my god! That was an AWESOME episode! I loved it!Not as much Logan in it as I would have liked but it was still great! I thought it was so cute how he got Rory to live with him lol. Anyways didn't particularily like the previews it was like they were teasing us which they probably were... evil peoples!They should have had some real acting in it or something...but thats just my opinion...Can't wait til next week!

Dedicated: This chapter is dedicated to my father! Happy 50th Birthday! (Feb 4th)

Disclaimer: I do not own anything and am not making any money off of this.

Recap:

Tristan hastily turned the TV off, as a wave of thoughts flooded through his mind. "I'm tired how about you?" Tristan asked faking a yawn.

Rory quickly agreed, her mind filled with her own thoughts of regret. She then walked into the closet grabbed some pajamas and went into the bathroom to change. Fifteen minutes later Tristan and Rory were both ready for bed. Grabbing some blankets from the bed Tristan placed them on the floor.

"What are you doing?" Rory asked eyeing him curiously, as she stood next to the bed.

"Making myself a bed" he said looking at her as if it should be obvious.

"Why?" she questioned, obviously quite confused.

"I didn't think you'd want to sleep in the same bed as me" Tristan said quietly, fixing her with the same look.

"We have before" Rory pointed out, shrugging. "Look the floor can't be that comfortable just get into bed."

"Well if you're sure…" Tristan said clearly relieved that he wouldn't have to sleep on the floor, and nervous that he'd be in the same bed as Rory.

"I'm sure" she replied in a soft, somewhat shaky voice.

"Okay then." and with that Tristan climbed into bed. Once he was under the blankets Rory joined him. Leaning over him she turned off the light. Having her this close, Tristan had to fight the urge to hold her and kiss her.

"Goodnight Tristan" she said in almost a whisper.

"Night Rory" he answered, his voice matching hers.

The two just lay there in silence for a few minutes. A half an hour went by and Tristan heard Rory's breathing become steady. Once he thought for sure that she was asleep, he sat up to lightly place a kiss on her forehead and whisper "I love you Rory and I'm never gonna say goodbye cuz I never wanna see you cry and I swore to you my love would remain and I'll swear it all over again" he gently brushed a stray hair away from her face, then lay back down and fell asleep right away.

Little did he know that Rory was actually still awake and had heard every word.

Chapter 29:

Tristan woke up early the next morning. 'What the hell?' He thought as he woke up and felt something pinning him down to the bed. Looking down he saw Rory's head resting on his chest, and her arm was around his waist, clinging to him tightly in her sleep. Smiling at her he thought 'God she's so beautiful. I love her so much.' As he gazed at her sleeping face he couldn't help but wish that they could stay like this forever. He pulled her a little closer to him, and continued to watch her sleep.

Tristan didn't notice that time had passed, as he continued to lie there, and watch her as she slept. Too scared to move, in fear of waking her up and ending the closeness they were currently sharing.

Suddenly, Rory began to stir and she opened her eyes. Looking up at Tristan's blue eyes, she blinked. "Hey" she said softly. Noticing the position they were in, she quickly sat up "I hope you weren't uncomfortable, you know…with me laying on you and all" she said blushing as she looked away.

"I wasn't" Tristan assured her, still somewhat mesmerized from waking up with Rory in his arms. Not having spoken since he woke up, his voice was still husky from sleep.

"Okay" she replied as she slid out of bed, and walked into the bathroom. After a few minutes, she came out of the bathroom, and slid back into bed.

"Oh my god" she said, shivering "It's freaking cold out there!"

Tristan raised his eyebrows at her, "What are you talking about?" he asked "It's perfectly warm in here."

"No it isn't" Rory insisted "Get out of bed and you'll see how cold it is!"

"Nah" Tristan said, putting his hands behind his head. "I'm fine right here" he said smirking. "Oh really?" Rory asked smiling slightly at him.

"Yeah" he said softly.

"Well" Rory said softly, as she inched closer to him "We'll just have to see about that" and with that she pushed Tristan out of bed.

"Ow" Tristan yelped from the floor "That hurt! What did you do that for?" he complained, then feeling the temperature in the room, he gasped "Oh dear lord its cold!"

"Told you!" Rory said triumphantly, while smirking at down at him.

"Shut up" Tristan said as he stood up. He cast her with a playful glare before he walked towards the bathroom. Rory heard the toilet flush then water running. 'I can't believe he said he loved me!' Rory thought, as she remembered what he said the night before when he thought she was sleeping. 'I love him so much.'

Seconds later he reemerged from the bathroom, and headed for the bed. Before he could get in, she asked "Tris can you do me a favor?"

"Sure." he responded, surprised by the tone in her voice. "What did you need?"

"Can you make me coffee?" she said in a baby voice, eyes wide.

"But its freezing out here!" Tristan whined "I just want to get back into the warm bed!"

"Would you rather come back into bed with a Gilmore Girl that hasn't had coffee in over 12 hours?" Rory asked innocently, now batting her eyelashes, and slightly pouting.

Tristan shook his head and he quickly went to go make her coffee, knowing he couldn't resist her. Before going to the coffee maker, he went to the closet and pulled out two hoodies. He threw one on, and tossed one to Rory as he made his way to find the coffee maker. It took about 15 minutes to get it set up and the coffee made. Once it was done, he quickly walked back to the bed.

"Here." he said handing Rory the cup before he got back into bed and attempted to get warm again. "I hope you're happy cause I froze my ass off."

'And a cute ass it is!' she thought, smiling inwardly. "Thank you!" Rory said happily in a sing-song voice, before gulping it down.

"Your welcome." he replied as he got comfortable in the bed and snuggled into the blankets.

Seconds later her coffee was gone. Looking at Rory carefully he asked "So what are we going to do today?"

"Well we could figure out why its freezing in here for starters." Rory replied looking around.

"Already figured it out." Tristan said proudly. "Someone turned the thermostat down when we were sleeping. I turned it up, so it should get warmer in here real soon." he finished with a grin.

"Okay" she said grinning back. She couldn't help but think of how cute he looked. The expression on his face made him look so innocent. The look on his face however, turned serious, as his eyebrows began to furrow.

"I think we need to talk." he said suddenly, breaking Rory of her reverie.

"About what?" Rory asked innocently, feigning ignorance. She knew exactly what Tristan wanted to talk about. He knew she knew it too, but he let it go.

"Us" he said softly.

"Later." she replied, as she reached for the remote "for now lets just see what's on TV." Tristan looked at her in shock.

"Okay." he sighed, unsure of her actions, as he watched her flip through the channels. 'Why doesn't she want to talk about us?' Tristan wondered, a slight frown marring his features 'Maybe she doesn't love me anymore. That's got to be it she doesn't love me and she never did...' his thoughts continued like this as Rory continued to search the different channels for something to watch.

After a few minutes of channel surfing, she finally stopped on MTV. 'It's either this...' she thought '…or Barney.' The two gazed at the TV. Watching the commercials silently. When it came back on. Rory groaned when she heard which artist was up next.

"Oh god!" she complained "Anyone but them!"

Smirking at her Tristan turned and looked back at the TV. Just as the music video started.

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you

I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

The two stared at the TV, shocked at how closely the words reflected what was happening in their situation.

"That was…" Rory started to say but Tristan cut her off.

"Interesting" he finished for her. "That song was like it was written for us." he said in a soft voice, still staring at the TV.

Rory looked at him, in complete shock, her face reddening. 'How did he know I felt that song was written for us too?' she thought. 'Just don't look at him and maybe it'll all go away.' Luckily for Rory another music video started, once again grabbing her attention away from the boy sitting next to her.

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

Your beautiful soul, yeah

Rory turned the TV off quickly. 'So much for avoiding the talk.' she thought feeling defeated.

"I always knew television was evil!" Tristan said breaking the silence and her thoughts.

"What are you talking about?" Rory asked slightly amused.

"You know what I'm talking about" he said turning to her. "Playing songs like that. It's like they're reading our minds...or at least my mind" the last part he said in a almost a whisper. He looked away quickly as he felt his face warm up, and he suddenly knew how she felt when she blushed.

"I know" Rory said softly, placing a hand on his shoulder "I feel the same." she said with a small smile on her face.

Tristan turned to look at Rory, eyes wide in surprise. Once again, his mind was riddled with questions. 'Did she really mean it? Does she still love me too?'. Shaking his head of his thoughts when he realized he was just staring at her, he cleared his throat, "We need to talk" he paused, taking her hands in his before continuing. "No more avoiding it. We have to get this all out in the open. Maybe then we could heal." he finished waiting for her response.

"Okay" she replied honestly. She gave his hands a slight squeeze. "So where do we start?" she finished with a small smile on her face.

HAHAHA! LOL I know I'm evil! Left you all on a bit of a cliffy! Not a huge one but still a cliffy. I was actually going to write more but my back is sore from sitting in the computer chair for too long and my eyes hurt. So I ended it there. I know I know I could have finished it tomorrow but the sooner I send it to my beta the faster chapters get out. Now I know this chapter was short like my previous chapter and I'm sorry for that but since there wasn't a long wait in between them (Okay so there WAS a long wait for chapter 28 but still) and I know that they're crappy (well to me at least) but at least they're chapters. Anyway Tristan was a bit out of character in this chapter. Not a whole lot but slightly. He seemed insecure to me, but that could just be me. If you noticed it too no worries he'll be back to his normal self shortly! Well that's it for now look out for the new chapter that'll be out shortly! Oh and if you haven't check my fairly new fic out Lean On Me please check it out!

Warnings for the next chapter: The 'Talk' but that's a bit obvious!

The lyrics used in this chapter were:

Incomplete by The Backstreet Boys

and

Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney

and I do NOT own the lyrics and am not going to be making money off of them!

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