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Chapter 2

I don't want to lose junior he is the greatest man I have ever met and possibly the only one that has ever loved me. But what am I gonna do, what if Kerry comes back.

Junior stood there waiting for a response

"Junior I want to tell you that right now im going through a lot right now and I do care about you but I need some time to get over everything that's happened with Kerry and everything, but right now I could use you to help me get through this"

Junior loved kris and he respected the fact that she needed time to get over Kerry but he was tired of waiting around for her but he knew he had to do this for her.

'Ok kris I respect that and I will be happy to help you through this time."

Inside junior wanted nothing more than to walk over to kris and kiss her but he knew he couldn't

Pablo walked into the barn

"Kris can you get wildfire ready for his morning workout?"

"Sure thing Pablo"

junior looked at the clock and it read 6:45 he figured he would watch kris's workout and then go hang out with matt in the house while waiting for kris to finish her chores.

"Ok kris try to shave off at least 2 minuted off of his time."

'Ok'

Kris walked wildfire onto the track and started to warm him up

she queued him for the canter and cantered him around the once

then she stopped him and Pablo queued then to start wildfire started galloping and

kris urged him more and they were flying around the track

Junior watched and thought of what she had said in the barn

He needed kris he loved her and he couldn't live without her

as kris came closer she slowed wildfire and pat him on the neck and rode up to where junior and Pablo where standing

"You shaved about a minute of his time but we will try again tomorrow good job"

Kris jumped off of wildfire and too off her helmet.

Junior walked over to her

"Im gonna go hang out with matt let me know when you are done with your chores k"

'Ok they shouldn't take long I had started them earlier."

About an hour later kris was done and she and junior were sitting in her trailer talking

about everything except Kerry

They had talked about old times for hours and finally noticed that it was 1:30

"Hey kris, are you hungry?"

"Ya, what about you?"

Ya im starving, do you want Chinese or something?"

"Oh Chinese sounds good"

"Well I'll be back soon, bye kris"

about and hour later junior came back

"Sorry for the wait they were really busy"

"That's ok"

After they had eaten kris decided to talk to junior about something.

"Junior?"

" I really appreciate what you are doing for me"

"Oh it's no problem really"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes kris im sure"

about ½ an hour later kris realized that she was supposed to do the afternoon feeding

kris rushed out of the trailer and ran to the barn hoping that Pablo hadn't noticed the horses hadn't been feed

To her luck Pablo was in town doing a errand, she rushed to feed the horses so that they would eat before Pablo came back...

Meanwhile back in the trailer...

Junior had decided to clean up from lunch...

Maybe once kris realizes that Kerry is gone for good she might start having feelings for me

Kris walked into the trailer

"Hey junior im gonna take a nap then take a shower so you can go see matt or stay here or whatever

"Ummm I think I'll go see matt so I guess I'll see you later then"

"Yup"

"Call me if you need anything"

Kris settled down and drifted off to sleep, she kept seeing Kerry's plane crashing and it kept playing over and over in her head. She bolted up and she was sweating and breathing heavy...

I can't take this...why did this have to happen why now.

Kris pulled out her cell phone and without realizing it she called Kerry, she got his voice mail...When she realized what she had done she sat down and started to cry.

How am I ever get through this!"