2nd August 2011

8.30am

Dear N.,

I'm leaving for Froggyland. Mommy advised to bring only the necessary, since if my luggage is over 20kg, daddy will have to pay extra-money - and "we can't afford extra-expenses right now". She did not want me to bring any book but school notes and I'm afraid she might check my sack before leaving. She has no idea of what our notebook is for and I do not want her to find out, so.. I'm about to hide it in some drawer and stick some post-its and notes to it as soon as I get back. I'll do it. I promise.

About Alice... We have a deal: we'll sneak out almost every night to have fun, but if anything happens, the other was sleeping at home. No matter what, we'll ignore each other till the end. Well, that's only for the night. During the day, she insisted with having me as her personal gorilla - even though her boobies are far more dangerous than my biceps. This is themost important part of the plan: if mommy thinks I'm protecting her, she won't believe we're actually not giving a fuck about each other, but just selecting the right preys.

Did I really say prey? Oh.

About Alfie... We're still keeping in touch -which gladdens me immensely. I'm still quite unsure about our relationship (did it ever become serious!), but I'm keeping all the doubts for me. I believe this is because the sense of weakness he involountarily induces me to feel. But it's not his fault for being that muscular! I do not know, really. I actually doubt we'll ever go further than that kiss - Alfred always sounds so prudish about sex! I know, Grandma says that "Men are not pillows - they're not meant to stay in bed.", still.. It's not like I would do anything to him at the moment, but I would like to speak about it, at least.

Ha, Love. Why are you so motherfuckin' blind?

9.12am

Alice and I exchanged a few words before she disappeared in the kitchen: "I like that new blondie with the strange hairdo. And you seem to like him as well. Is he good in the mouth?"

It enrages me so to know that that monster in pony-tails has a thing for Alfred. Anyway, he's mine - And mine has to be.

9.20am

Alfred is waiting for me! Alfred is waiting for me OUTSIDE THE HOUSE! Oh, I'm so happy he remembered! Forget all about the previous notes, it's him my special teddy!

Now, I really have to go. Daddy's already started the engine and mommy's shouting all the way. I'll be back on the 21st. Don't get infected by some strange bacteria in the meantime. If you pass it onto me, what will I tell my boyfriend? ;D

-End Day 3