Chapter 6: What The Hell Is Going On

NO ONE'S POV

Leah and Seth haven't spoken since Bella told them about Charlie and Sue being dead. They have just kept quiet.

Bella and the kids were sitting in the club house. Bella looked down to see Leah and Seth staring off into space. Gemma had Abel in her arms. The attorney who is going to be reading the will is supposed to be coming by the club house. Bella heard bikes. She looked up as she saw Jax walking through the door.

"Jax" Bella yelled as she jumped down and sprinted toward her man. Jax picked her up and held her tight.

"I'm so sorry baby." Jax whispered in her ear she nodded as he put her down he then turned towards Leah and Seth.

"How are they doing?" He asked, Bella sighed.

"They haven't spoken since I told them." Bella whispered. Jax nodded and grabbed Bella's hand and they made their way toward Clay.

"Hey" Jax said Clay nodded then looked at Bella.

"The people who killed them are in the back." Clay said. Bella looked up and walked into the back. Jax tried to stop her.

"Leave her man she needs this." Happy said. Jax nodded as they all followed Bella to the back.

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Bella's POV

After Clay told me that the people who killed my parents were in the back all I could see was red. I made my way to the garage to see them chained up.

AN– Bella's flashbacks are in italics, and the current is regular.

I glared as we made eye contact. I saw all the guys follow me into the back room. They shut the door then slowly stepped back.

I stared into the eyes of the man who killed my father and mother Sue.

"You son of a bitch you killed my father and my mother. For that you will die a slow but painful death." I said as I took a step forward. I smirked back then slapped him.

"Bitch" He yelled out. I turned toward Clay.

"Kill the others. This one I want to die slowly." I said. Clay nodded at me and stood next to the leader of the group.

"Say goodbye to your men." I whispered in his ear. His eyes widen as he saw Jax, Clay, Opie and Tig all raising their guns to his men. The room was filled with gun shots.

"You whore you will pay for that!" He yelled at me. Jax got up and I could tell he was pissed.

Jax shot him in the kneecap and he screamed out in pain.

"Watch what you call my old lady punk." Jax said as he took a step back and leaned against the table. I turned and faced him.

I walked over towards Jax and put my hand out. He smirked and gave me his knife.

I walked back over toward him and slowly. I ran the knife against him. I stopped when I was at his ear. I smirked. I whispered in his ear as I cut off his ear he screamed out in pain. Juice and Opie got behind him to make sure he stayed still.

I then punched him in the rips breaking his ribs. "That's for my father." I whispered in his ear as he screamed out.

"I love you daddy." 9-year-old Bella said as she was sitting on the lap of her father.

"I love you too kid." Charlie whispered as he carried Bella up to her bedroom and kissed her good night.

"Daddy don't turn off the lights I'm scared." Bella cried as her dad turned off the lights.

"I won't let anything happen to you baby girl." Charlie said as he turned on the wolf nightlight. Bella smiled and fell asleep.

I then brought my fist up towards his face and broke his nose. "That's for my mother." I whispered.

"Welcome to the family mom." I whispered into her ear in the hospital bed.

I then punched him so hard in the jaw I heard it crack. "That's for those two little kids out there that have to grow up without a father or a mother." I whispered he spit out blood.

"We love you." Sue said as she and Charlie hugged and kissed Leah and Seth on the cheek.

"Bitch your so fucking dead!" He yelled. I smirked as I turned towards Tig. "Tig you know what to do." I said as I took a step back and watched Tig kiss me on the cheek.

"What is it fire or knife?" He asked me I sat there and thought. "Fire then gun." I said. Tig smiled at me.

"I love you I really do." He said as he came up behind me and kissed me on the cheek. I smiled as I put my hand on his cheek. He smiled then made his way toward the blow torch you use to burn metal.

Tig turned it on then looked at me. I nodded my head as Tig smirked. Opie took off his shirt. Tig slowly brought the fire towards his skin.

He screamed out in pain as fire was burning him. I stared at him as he screamed.

I watched as Tig kept his eyes on his back the whole time. All you could smell is burning flesh.

"You fucking whore!" He yelled at me. I felt Jax walk up near me and grab my hand.

I turned and looked at the lifeless body of his friends.

I saw their blood leaking down from their chained bodies. The screaming got louder and louder. I snapped my head at Tig and saw him put the fire down I looked at his body. All there was, was flesh.

I watched as Tig took his gun out and cocked it. He then aimed it at the leader.

BANG BANG BANG I jumped when I heard the gun shots. I looked up and saw his helpless body hanging from the chains with blood dripping on the floor.

"Bells?" I heard someone say. I looked up to see Jax staring at me.

"Come on baby lets go lay down." Jax said as he grabbed my hand. I nodded and we made our way back to the club house.

"Bella this guy is looking for you. He said he was your father's lawyer and has his will for you." Gemma said.

I sighed and nodded and walked to the bar. I cleared my throat and he turned and looked at me.

"Miss Swan?" He asked and I nodded. He took out his briefcase and put it on the table. I sighed and sat down with Jax standing behind me. Leah walked up and looked at me. I picked her up and put her in my arms.

"Right, well your father and his girlfriend Sue made their will together. They made it 3 days ago." The lawyer said as he took out some papers.

"Leah sweetie go play with your brother." She nodded and went to go find Seth.

"It says here that Charlie and Sue Swan leave their kids to Isabella Marie Swan and all their money to her also." He said as he read the will.

"Here is the money he is leaving you. All I need is your bank information and I can have the money transferred there." The lawyer said as he handed me the papers.

"Holy shit!" Jax said. I sat there in shock. My dad left me 3 million dollars. There is also 2 million each for Leah and Seth.

"Where did he get all this money?" I asked the lawyer.

"I don't know Miss Swan, I'm just the messenger." The lawyer said. I sighed but nodded.

"I need you to sign this paper. It says that you have full custody of Leah Julia Clearwater and Seth Joseph Clearwater." The lawyer said. I looked at Jax and he nodded. I took the pen and signed my name.

"Now I need you to sign this paper, also claiming that I am allowed to put that amount of money in your bank account." The lawyer said. I signed my name again.

"I'm deeply sorry for your loss Miss Swan." The lawyer said as he shook my hand. I nodded then watched him leave. I turned and looked at Jax.

"Come on let's get some rest." Jax said as he took my hand and led me toward the room in the back. We walked in and we both sighed as we laid on the bed.

"You sure you're ready for this?" I asked Jax.

"Where else are they going to go. Besides they can help you when I'm not home." Jax answered.

"You know we got to move again the house we're in is too small." I said as I sighed.

"Come here." He said as he pulled me towards him.

"Don't worry baby we will get through it we always do." Jax said as he kissed me on the cheek and I nodded my head.

"We will take the kids house shopping tomorrow. The funeral will be Thursday." Jax said to me. I sighed and nodded we soon fell asleep.

Hours later I woke up to see the clock read 8:30 I turned over.

"Jax come on we got to get the kids home." I said he nodded his head as he got out of bed and put his shirt and kutt on.

"Wanna pick something up for dinner?" He asked and I nodded.

"You take the kids home. I'll be there in a bit I got to talk to Clay." Jax said as he kissed me on the cheek. I nodded and made my way towards the bar to see Seth and Leah sleeping on the little couch.

"Hey guys wakey wakey." I said they woke up and looked at me.

"Hungry?" I asked and they nodded.

"All right come on lets go." I said as I picked up a sleepy Abel from Gemma.

"Bring the kids over tomorrow. We will have a family dinner." Gemma said as she kissed me on the cheek.

"We are going house shopping so we will bring them over afterwards." I said Gemma nodded. I took Seth, Leah and Abel towards the car.

"So, me and Jax are going to take you guys and Abel and go house shopping." I said as I stared at Abel and Seth in the back.

"Okay" Leah said, and I saw Seth frown.

"Look I know mom and dad aren't around anymore but you got me. I will try to be the best sister or mother to you guys I can." I said. Seth nodded as Leah kept quiet.

Finally, after stopping at Burger King we went home and put everything on the table. I smiled as Hershey barked when we walked through the door.

The kids sat down just as Jax walked in. "Sorry I just had to tell Clay I would be busy tomorrow." He said as he kissed me on the cheek. I nodded as I handed him his food. We all sat down with Abel in his highchair eating his baby food.

"Bells" Leah said I looked up at her.

"Yeah sweetie?" I asked.

"Are we moving in with you and Jax?" Leah asked and I nodded.

"Good" She said as she finished her food.

"All right guys go wash up and go to the bedroom. I'll be up in a minute." I told them they nodded and walked up stairs. I sent Happy over to get their clothes for them today. For now they are both sleeping in the guest room.

"Don't worry baby we will make it, I promise." Jax said as he kissed me.

"I hope so." I replied I picked up Abel and handed him to Jax.

"Can you put him down. While I put them to sleep." I asked and he nodded I walked up the stairs with Jax following behind me. I made my way to the back room to find Seth and Leah laying in bed.

"You guys already?" I asked and they nodded.

"Get some sleep because tomorrow we go house shopping." I said as I kissed them both on the cheek and turned off the light.

"Bells." Seth called out. I turned the light back on and looked at him.

"I'm afraid of the dark." He said and I smiled.

"Be right back" I said as I left their room then went into mine and Jax's room. I opened the closet and found what I was looking for. I then walked back into their room.

"I used to have this when I was your age because I too was scared of the dark." I said as I plugged in the wolf nightlight.

"Thanks Bells" He said. I smiled and turned off the light and closed the door halfway. I then walked into mine and Jax's room and got changed. By the time I was in bed Jax walked in and took off his shirt and jeans and pants.

"I love you." He said as he kissed me. I kissed him back then turned off the light.

"I love you too." I said as I closed my eyes.

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"Baby time to get up." I heard Jax shake me.

"Mmmmmmm five more minutes." I said as I began to fall asleep.

"Come on baby you got to get up or we are going to be late with the real estate agent." Jax said I groaned as I got up and took a real quick shower. When I got out I could hear Seth and Leah fighting over who's taking a shower first. I sighed as I changed into jeans and a Sons of Anarchy shirt. I threw my hair up then I walked into their room.

"I'm the oldest so I'm taking one first!" Leah yelled.

"That's not fair." Seth yelled back.

"You two stop fighting, no one is taking a bath or shower because we are late. So, get dressed and be downstairs in the next five minutes." I said as they frowned at me but did as I told them to.

I walked into Abel's room and hurried to get him dressed. I then walked downstairs and put Abel in the car. Jax was already sitting in the passenger seat. I looked toward the door I sighed as I walked inside then I yelled upstairs.

"Leah, Seth now!" I yelled up to them.

"Coming" They called back. Just then they walked down the stairs and huffed as they got into the car.

"Baby can you drive I'm not feeling too good." I said. Jax looked at me.

"You okay?" He asked I nodded my head. As I got out and switched sides with him I got into the passenger seat and slowly rub my stomach.

"Jax pull over." I said as I felt nausea coming up.

He pulled over and I got out and threw up. I heard the door open as I saw Jax behind me rubbing my back.

"You okay?" He asked. I nodded and got back into the car.

"You okay Bells?" The kids asked me from the back.

"Yeah sweetie I'm fine." I said as I laid my head against the head rest.

"After we're done house shopping, I bought a minivan so we are not all squished together." Jax said and I smiled. We pulled up to the first place and it was beautiful.

"Hello you must be the Tellers'. My name is Rebecca and I'll be showing you three houses. This is house number 1." Rebecca said as she led us up to the door. I had Abel in my hands while Seth and Leah were following behind.

"This is a single-family residence. It has a pool in the back yard for the kids and it has a great security system. It is very homey, it's a four-bedroom house but there is a nice size basement that can be turned into a fifth bedroom." Rebecca said as she showed us around the house. I smiled at Jax.

"How much?" I asked.

"It's 669,900." She told us I looked at Jax and he nodded.

"What do you think you guys?" I asked.

"I love it can I have the basement." Leah asked and I nodded.

"Seth what about you?" I asked as I looked down at him he looked up and nodded.

"We'll take it." Jax said.

"Excellent all I need you to do is sign right here." She said. I handed Abel to Jax as I signed. Then I gave her a check.

"Now when can we move in?" I asked her.

"You can move in now if you want, everything is set." She said and I smiled and she shook my hand.

"Congratulations on your new home. If you have a problem then call the number on the bottom of the card." Rebecca said as she handed me her business card. She waved then left.

"I'll call Happy and the prospect and have them have everything over here while we go pick up the new van." Jax said as he kissed me.

"Do you guys like it?" I asked.

"I love it, all I need is a bedroom door." Leah said.

"You guys need beds and you also need dressers. We will go get them today." I told them. They smiled and high fived each other.

"Hey, can we get one of the prospects to follow behind us with the black van from the clubhouse. Because we need to pick up they're beds and dressers." I told Jax while he was on the phone he nodded at me.

"They are bringing the van now, so we are going to leave the car here and ride over to the dealership in the black van to pick up our new car." Jax said. I nodded my head as I went outside to get Abel's car seat.

"Hey" I heard a voice said. I looked up to see Happy and the prospect there with some of our stuff.

"Hey thanks for doing this." I said and he nodded his head.

"Jim's waiting for you guys." Happy said as he pointed with his head towards the black van. I nodded and kissed him on the cheek as Jax and the kids came out.

"Ready?" I asked them. Everyone nodded. I put Abel and his car seat in the back with me.

We finally pulled up to the dealer ship and I got out and looked at Jax.

"Where is it?" I asked him he pointed to a black Volkswagen van that was right in front of us.

"Oh Jax it's beautiful." I said as I kissed him and handed him Abel. I got his car seat all set up in the van.

"You must be Mr. Teller. I hope you like the van." A lady said.

"We love it." I answered for Jax. The kids got into the van and started to play with things.

"Oh cool there's tv and oh sweet. I can play games." Seth said as he smiled.

"Oooo I can listen to music. I love it." Leah jumped up and down from all the way in the back. I laughed as I put Able in his seat. Then flipped down the top to reveal a little tv. I turned on SpongeBob and let him watch.

"I hope you enjoy your new car. If you have any problems with it please give me a call." The lady said. I nodded as I got into the passenger seat. Jax got into the driver side.

We pulled up to the furniture store and finally after a lot of fighting we paid for everything and we put everything in the minivan but also the black van.

"Ready?" Jax asked. I nodded and we drove home. We pulled up and carried everything in to see the guys got everything set up even Hershey was there sitting on the couch waiting for us.

The guys set up the bed frames and helped to put the dressers into the right place. Happy and the guys take off. Saying they will see us at dinner.

The kids made their own beds. Then continue to put things where they want them. Jax and I just sit and relax for a while. Abel was up in his room taking a much-needed nap.

After a while the kids came into the living room where Jax and I were resting.

"Well we are done. I love my room. It's so big." Seth said smiling.

"Oh I'm happy hon. This is your home now. I want you to feel comfortable here. Leah did you finish with your room?" I asked.

"Yes, but I was wondering if we can paint it a different color. It's kind of blah right now." She asked.

"Sure. Maybe Gemma can help you with that. I don't want Bella around those chemicals. We'll ask her at dinner tonight. She loves that kind of thing. I'm sure there will be no problem." Jax answered for me.

"Jax baby can you get Abel ready. We need to get going soon." I asked Jax.

"Sure Bells" He answered. He goes up stairs and I hear faint talking.

Leah and Seth sat next to me on the couch. "Guys, I know we are going to have hard times. I miss dad and Sue. I'm sure it's harder on you also. I'm going to tell you right now. I'm not perfect. I won't pretend to be. We, Jax and I will make mistakes. But hopefully we will learn together. Plus, we have everyone at the club that loves all of us and they will help whenever we need them. If there is something you don't think you can talk to me or Jax about, go to Clay or Gemma. They are very understanding and wise. We already go to them for help." I said.

"Bells chill. We know you and Jax are taking us in because you love us. We know things may be rough. Mom and Charlie always told us that love can get you through almost anything. We just need to believe that." Seth said. Smiling at me.

"God when did you get so smart little brother?" I asked while rubbing his head.

"I've always been smart. No one ever listened to me until now." He said.

"Well we will now. I think you are more like Bella then you think. From the moment she walked into the club we all knew she was wise beyond her years. I believe you are both like that too. You have all gone through something someone so young should never have to go through. It will toughen you up fast. Just keep on loving each other and things will be ok."

"Are you guys ready to go? Gemma called when I was changing Abel. She wants us there asap." Jax said, while holding onto Abel.

"I'm ready. Can I take Hershey?" Leah asked.

"Sure Leah. I want him with you guys and Bella all the time. Just grab his leash." Jax said, pointing to the leash.

Leah gets it and puts it on Hershey with no problem. We all walk to the new van and pile in. Jax put Abel into his car seat. Leah sat next to him and Seth in the back. Jax helped me into the passenger seat. He then gets into the driver side.

We listen to the radio and sing on the short drive to the club. We pull up and Gemma was outside waiting for us. She opens the door and gets Abel out of his car seat. The rest of us get out. Leah holding onto Hershey's leash. We all walk into the club. There are long tables in there with place settings.

"Mom, I thought this was a family dinner?" Jax asked.

"It is son. With everything that has happened. I thought it would be good for all of us to bond over a good meal. It's almost ready. The guys here are the patched members. No other old ladies or girlfriends. No prospects. So this is just family." Gemma said.

"Ok ma." Jax said.

"How is Bella holding up?" Clay asked his son. They look over to Bella and the kids.

"She's incredible. She is acting so strong for the kids. I know she is hurting. She insists on picking Abel up all the time. I think it's a security thing for her. The kids are great. I heard them all talking while I was getting Abel ready. They are more mature then you would think. Just like Bella. I just want to make sure everyone looks out for them. I know there will be a time when they will break. They will need us more then ever then. I worry about Bella and the baby. I want her to just relax and take it easy." Jax said.

"The problem is, we all know that's not Bella. She is always doing something. She's great in the office. I think she has a photographic memory or something. Because when I was showing her the files and the books. She just picked it up like nothing. The way she treats people. They all love her." Gemma said smiling. Handing over Abel to Jax.

"Well I better get to checking on dinner. It should be almost done." Gemma said, walking back to the kitchen.

Bella and the kids come over and sit down. Then everyone hears the guys coming. They were hearing the sounds of 15 motorcycles. Then the engines all go off and then it sounded like an army marching. Just hearing the boots on the pavement. They all walk in.

There was Happy, Juice, Tig, Chibs, Opie, and Piney. The rest Bella only knew by face not name.

They all pay their respects to Clay, Bella and Jax. They also say hi to the kids. Of course Juice wanted to play with Hershey.

"Go ahead. I know you want to play with her." Bella said to Juice.

"Thanks" He said.

"Don't go too far. Dinner is almost done and we aren't waiting for you." Gemma yelled from the kitchen.

"I'll man the bar for a while. Anyone want a drink? Bella a soda for you hon. Sprite or something?" Opie asked.

"A sprite with a cherry would be great thanks." Bella said smiling, as she leaned into Jax.

"I'll take a beer." Jax said, holding onto Bella.

The other guys walk up to the bar and get beer or soda.

"Why don't some of you guys come here and get to know the kids." Clay said to the guys Bella didn't know.

"Let me introduce the guys you have only seen around, Bella. This is David, Will, Gus, Spence, Lucky, and Curt. Guys this is Jax's old lady Bella. Her son Abel, and brother and sister Leah and Seth." Clay said and all the guys smiled.

"Hi guys please sit with us." Bella said, and of course they obeyed. Because Jax Teller's old lady ain't just a regular old lady. She is the second highest female in the club with Gemma being the first.

They sit and talk for a while with Leah and Seth asking questions and listening to the club members.

They were all pretty interesting. Lucky for example has a way of getting out of trouble. He explained that he should have been arrested many times but, never has. He also told us he's been shot at more times then he can count and even showed Seth some of the bullet holes in his kutt.

"Wow you are lucky." Seth said.

Juice walked in with Hershey just as Gemma came out with some food.

"Do you need any help grandma?" Leah asked.

"I would love some baby girl. Thank you." Gemma said with tears in her eyes. From Leah calling her grandma.

"I'll help too." Seth said as he ran over to them.

"You don't know how happy she is right now. She always wanted more children around. Now Bella you brought that with you. None of us expected it. But she just loves those too as much as she loves all of you. Thank you for making my old lady happy." Clay said.

"Clay you better stop with this emo shit. You're gonna get us all tearing up here. We're supposed to be big tough bikers. Not little crybabies." David said with a smile. Even Clay laughed out loud.

"You're right. I just can't believe they are gone. Bobby, Charlie and Sue. I hardly knew her but she loved Charlie and that's all that mattered. We just wanted the old man happy. Bells you know he was. Right. I could tell when I saw them together that she made him happy." Clay said.

"Yes I do. I've known Sue for years. Her husband was a good friend of dad's. They used to go fishing together."

Just then Leah, Seth and Gemma bring out platters and bowls of food. Jax got up and put Abel in a high chair. Everyone finds a seat.

Clay stands up to talk. "We are here for several reasons tonight. I want Bella and the kids to know everyone in the club. I want the club to know them. Kids I want you to feel comfortable around here. But if you see someone that is not here now, don't get to friendly with them. We all want the 3 of you to know we will watch over you and take care of you. If you all need anything just ask. A lot has happened in a short time. We know it will take a while to recover. But business will go on. Bella you are a top priority to us. You have brought life back into Jax's eyes. Abel calls you mom. The guys all love you. Well, you know how me and my ol' lady feel. We want you all safe. I know we ain't religious or anything. But I want to say a prayer." Clay said.

"Lord thank you for everyone that is here. Please welcome the ones that have been taken too soon. Welcome them into your arms. Let them know those they left behind are ok. We will miss them but with your help we will be ok. Thank you lord for letting Bella into our lives. She is special to all that meet her. Please take special care of her and her baby. Let them be safe and stay healthy. Thanks for the grub lord and for my ol' lady slaving to make it for all of us. Amen" Clay finished and everyone giggled.

We all eat and talk. We all start to relax a bit.

"Grandma would you mind helping me pick some paint and painting my new room with me. Bella thought you wouldn't mind helping me." Leah asked

"I would love to. What were you thinking for a color?" Gemma asked.

Leah and Gemma talked for a while about colors to brighten up the basement. Jax and Bella just smiling at them. Everyone finished eating and Gemma with the kids, started clearing the tables. They pick up the serving dishes and the dirty plates. When they finish, Gemma comes out with 2 coffee pots. The kids have mugs for coffee. Then Gemma brought out dessert. It was stuff for strawberry short cake. It was pound cakes, cut up strawberries and whipped cream. They put the fixings on both tables and the guys made their own.

"God mom how did you know this is what I was craving?" Jax asked Gemma.

"I know my baby boy. What can I say?" Gemma said smiling.

Bella puts some strawberry slices with cake on Abel's tray. He picked it up and ate.

"Yum, yum. Good mommy. More pweez." Abel asked as everyone at the table smiled at him.

Bella did give him more and he finished it all. She was wiping his face with a wet wipe and took him out of the highchair. Bella was holding him while Jax cleaned up the chair and put it away.

Gemma looks at the young woman that stole the hearts of so many.

"Honey let me take Abel. He's sound asleep." Gemma said. Bella nodded her head.

Everyone else sits around the tables and just talks. Someone found a couple decks of cards and were playing war with the kids. But it was getting loud so Jax suggested another game. They started to play go fish.

Bella just smiled at the site. Jax had his arm around her. "This is the way things should be. I promise more of this baby." Jax said as he rubbed Bella's belly.

She just leaned into him. Next thing she knows she's being carried and starts to freak out.

"Stop, what's going on. Where am I?" Bella yelled.

"Bella baby it's fine. It's just me Jax. You fell asleep. The kids were getting tired. We are just going home." Jax said as he carried his pregnant old lady.

"Ok sorry" Bella said sleepily.

Jax with the help of Gemma and Clay got the kids, Bella and Hershey into the van and drove them home. The kids woke up enough to change their clothes and Jax changed Abel. Then put him into bed.

He ended up changing Bella. She was out like a light. He made sure all the doors were locked and he armed the security system. He checked on the kids. Leah in the basement was sleeping already. Abel sucking his thumb and snoring lightly with Hershey under his crib. Seth who was also asleep, looking like the young boy he is.

Jax got into bed with Bella and just pulled her to him and fell into a sound sleep.

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NO ONE'S POV

Chief Unser was sitting down in his office in the local police department doing some paperwork when in walked a blonde hair woman in a suit.

"Ahem" She said. The chief looked up and stared at her.

"Who the hell are you?" Wayne said as he stared up from his glasses.

"You Chief Wayne Unser?" the blonde asked.

"Yeah and you didn't answer my question. Who the hell are you?" Wayne said as he continued his paperwork.

"No need to get feisty. I'm agent June Stahl ATF." The blonde said as she flashed her badge to Unser. He looked at it and put his papers down and looked at her.

"What the hell is your business in Charming" Wayne said as he sat back in his seat crossing his arms.

"I was assigned to a case involving the local motorcycle club called the Sons of Anarchy." She said as she smirked and sat down.

"What's your involvement with the Sons?" Unser asked.

"Well I'm here to investigate their involvement in interstate arms trafficking." She said as she looked around his office.

"Who sent you?" Wayne asked. He was screwed if he had ATF sniffling around Charming.

"Hmmmm I believe it was your deputy Chief David Hale." Stahl smiled as she put the folder down on his desk. He picked it up and glared at the paper inside the folder. It had a picture of Clay and Jax next against the Irish smiling.

Unser was pissed he pushed down the button on his desk.

"Yes Chief?" The voice asked in the little speaker box.

"Send Hale in here now." Chief growled as he let go of the button.

Five minutes later there was a knock on the door, in walked his assistant Amy and David Hale.

"Amy take agent Stahl outside and give her coffee." Wayne said as he stared at David Hale with so much hate.

"Yes sir." Amy said as he turned toward Stahl. "Agent if you would follow me." Amy asked.

Stahl stared at the two police officers and smirked. She knew the chief was hiding something and she sure as hell was gonna find out what it is.

"Sure" Stahl said as she smirked as she looked at Hale.

The two left the room leaving a pissed off chief and an uncomfortable deputy.

"What the hell are you doing?" The chief growled as he got up from his desk.

"I'm doing my job chief. You and I both know the Sons are involved in the gun business. We sure as hell know you won't do shit about it." David Hale growled.

"Watch your self deputy this is my house not yours. I'm the chief and I will be the chief till I take my last breath, got that." Wayne growled David Hale rolled his eyes.

"Do you have any idea how much shit this is going to cause us?" Chief Unser growled.

"She's here to do her job Wayne nothing else." David Hale said in an annoyed tone.

"It's chief kid and second off I don't need the ATF snooping around my town. Once the Sons find out your involved. Lead ain't gonna protect them from you." The chief growled as he sneaked the file in his briefcase.

"You're suspended for the rest of the week so go home." Chief said as he picked up his briefcase.

"What?" David Hale asked.

"You heard me get your ass home. Don't let me find you around this police station today or tomorrow." The chief growled as he took one look at the deputy. Then left the room slamming the door behind him.

"Going to see the Sons?" Agent Stahl said as she looked up from her coffee. While a pissed off chief passed her. The chief turned and looked at her and glared at her but kept walking towards the door.

"What happened?" Stahl asked as she saw David walk out of the office and to his desk opening the drawer taking a bag out.

"He's suspended me for a week." David said as he put his crap in his bag and made his way towards the door.

"He's hiding something David but I'm sure going to find out what." Agent Stahl called after the deputy. Stahl sighed and was thinking what to do next. She knew the chief was involved with the Sons but she needed proof.

AT THE CLUB HOUSE

Bella was sitting at the bar sighing as she ran a hand over her stomach. She hasn't felt so good for a couple of days now, but she didn't want to say anything to Jax. Because she knew he would force her to go to the doctor's. Bella ignored the nausea building up and watched Seth and Leah playing with Lyla and Opie's kids. Bella turned her head and saw Gemma holding Abel. Bella sighed and tried to focus.

"What's wrong?" A voice said beside her scaring the shit out of her Bella turned over and glared at the chuckling son.

"Nothing" Bella growled as she tried to focus again but the nausea was getting worse.

"Don't fucking lie to me what's going on?" He slightly yelled at me. I glared at him but I couldn't take it anymore I felt weak.

"Get Jax" Was all I could say before I started to feel dizzy and I began to fall off the stool.

"Shit" He cursed as he jumped off and grabbed me before I could hit the floor.

"Jax" He yelled causing everyone to look at the son holding me in his arms.

"Bella" Jax yelled as he saw the prospect holding me in his arms. Gemma and Clay rushed towards me too.

"What happened?" Jax yelled. The prospect fearing Jax, he took a step back.

"She just said go get Jax and she fell." The prospect said. Gemma came over and listen to Bella's heart.

"She's fine she just fainted she is probably tired. Jax get her to your bedroom I'll get some water." Gemma ordered her son. Jax nodded and picked up Bella.

"Mommy" Abel cried as Leah and Seth held him back into their arms. Abel watched as his father carried his mother to the back then disappeared.

Abel started to cry so Leah pulled him closer and held him into her arms. She was still too little to pick him up so she didn't try to.

Jax walked into his room with Clay following closely behind. "Has she been getting rest?" Clay asked as he stared down at Bella.

"No" Jax simply said. Clay sighed as Gemma walked into the bedroom with a glass of water.

"Um Clay" Lucky said from the door Clay looked up.

"Sorry too interrupt but Chief Unser is here he said it's important." Lucky said. Clay nodded and grabbed Jax.

"Come on up front with me." Clay said but Jax didn't want to leave.

"Go son I'll watch her." Gemma said as she sat down on the bed and watched her son and husband leave.

BACK TO THE MAIN ROOM

Jax and Clay walked towards the bar to see the chief sitting at the bar looking annoyed. Jax looked at Clay as they walked towards the Chief.

"Unser what's up?" Jax asked as they stood in front of him the club was all around just in case.

"We got a problem." Wayne said as he took out a blunt and lit it up.

"What do you mean a problem?" Clay asked. The chief took a hit then he gave it to Jax. Jax took a hit as the chief got the papers out and gave the file to Clay. Jax took another hit then gave it back to Unser. He kept the smoke inside his mouth for 5 seconds then he let it out.

"What the fuck is this shit!" Clay yelled as he handed the file to his VP. Jax opened his eyes as he stared down at the file then cursed.

"Same shit I said." The chief said as he handed the blunt back to Jax. Jax took another hit as Unser sighed.

"Some blonde bitch came into my office this afternoon claiming she's ATF. She said she was sent down here to investigate the Sons. Claiming they have something to do with the gun business." Chief said. Jax closed his eyes while giving the blunt back to Unser.

"Sent by who?" Jax asked as he opened his red eyes.

"David Hale" Unser said as he took a hit.

"Your fucking kidding me that lil punk got ATF on our ass!" Jax yelled as the whole club was listening now.

"Clay you need to be careful she might be blonde but she is smart. She knows I'm involved with the Sons. All she needs is proof to have me stripped of my badge." Unser said as he looked at Clay.

Clay cursed as knew the Chief was right. If the ATF finds out about Unser being involved with the Sons she can have him stripped of his badge faster then anyone can pull out a gun.

"What do we do?" Juice asked.

"We kill the bitch." Happy said and everyone looked at him.

"I already have one ATF in Charming I don't need 10." The chief growled and Happy rolled his eyes.

"Look chief just go back to work. Keep an eye on her and get some information about her. We will be silent but I'm not going to stop selling guns because this bitch showed up." Clay said. Unser nodded and shook his hand. Unser left the club house leaving the Sons very stressed.

BACK AT BELLA AND GEMMA

Bella woke up to see Gemma leaning against the wall watching her.

"About time you woke up you had us all scared." Gemma said as she made her way towards Bella.

"What happened?" Bella asked.

"You passed out scaring the shit out of everyone." Gemma said. Bella sighed but she was hit with sickness and ran towards the bathroom.

"Morning sickness?" Gemma asked Bella.

"I hope." Bella said as she laid her head down on the cold toilet.

"Fuck!" They heard Clay yell. Then a stool being knocked over. Gemma and Bella looked at each other as they ran out to the bar, to see all the Sons stressed out. Bella looked over as she saw Leah, and Seth with Abel and Opie's kids in the corner looking a little scared.

"Kids come on lets go outside." Bella said to the kids everyone looked up as they heard Bella's voice.

"Shit I'm sorry Bella I didn't mean too." Clay said as he saw the scared kids Bella walked over towards him and patted him on the back.

"It's fine." Bella said as all the kids walked over towards Bella. Abel jumped into his mother's arms and she took everyone outside.

"You okay?" Gemma asked her husband.

"Yeah look I want you and Bella to be careful. An ATF bitch is in Charming investigating us. She could come after you and the other old ladies trying to get information." Clay said to his old lady. Gemma nodded her head.

"Hey boys sorry to interrupt but we got customers." Bella said as she peaked her head in from the door. Three boys nodded as they walked towards the garage. Opening it up revealing 4 cars waiting to be worked on.

"Shit" Jax said and everyone agreed. Jax took off his kutt and put on his mechanic shirt.

"Kids come with me leave Bella with her work." Lyla said as she took the kids from the office. Bella smiled as she took her clip board and walked outside to the garage where Jax was talking with a customer.

"Hey baby." Jax said as he spotted Bella walking towards him. Bella smiled and kissed him on the cheek. While she looked at the customer in front of them.

"What needs to be done?" Bella asked as she looked at Jax.

"Mr. Harvey needs his breaks fixed and he needs his window fixed." Jax told Bella. Bella nodded her head and wrote it down. Mr. Harvey gave Jax the key as he walked away. Bella then walked over towards Happy.

"What's up Hap?" Bella asked as she saw a young guy in front of him.

"Joey's car keeps stalling." Happy said. Bella nodded and wrote it down then walked to Lucky.

"What's up Lucky?" Bella asked.

"What's up darling?" He said as he kissed her on the cheek. Bella smiled and turned towards the customer.

"Julia here needs her breaks done, and she said something is wrong with the air conditioner, saying its blowing out black shit." Lucky said Bella nodded and wrote it down.

She continued this process until she was done writing it down. She walked back into her office and recorded it all on the computer as she was typing there was a knock on the door.

"Come in." Bella yelled as she continue to type.

"I'm here to pick up a red Honda four door." A voice said from the door. Bella looked up and stared at the girl.

"Ummm yeah hold on." Bella said as she got up and looked for the keys on the key rack only to see them not here.

"Um follow me." Bella said. The girl nodded as Bella grabbed her clipboard and walked out to the garage.

"Yoo who's working on the red four door Honda?" Bella called out into the garage.

"That would be me." Juice said. Bella walked towards him.

"Is it done?" Bella asked. Juice nodded as he finished it up and turned towards the young girl.

"It's all fixed." Juice said and the girl smiled. Juice handed her the keys.

"How much?" The girl asked. Juice gave her the amount. The girl nodded and went into her purse and handed me the money.

"All you need to do is sign here." Bella said. The girl nodded and took the pen signing her name.

"Thank you." Bella smiled at the young girl as she got into her car and drove out of the garage.

Bella was about to go inside the office when she saw a blue car pulled up.

"Well what do we have here?" The blonde woman said as she and her partner got out of the car and smirked as the Sons looked up from the jobs and stared at the woman.

"Can I help you?" Bella asked as the blonde woman moved closer.

"Agent Stahl ATF." The woman said smiling as she showed Bella her badge.

"You got a warrant cop?" Clay asked as he walked into the garage.

"Why would I need a warrant I'm just looking." Agent Stahl said smiling. Her partner chuckled as he looked Bella up and down.

"If you want to keep your balls I advise you to stop looking me up and down like I'm some sort of food." Bella growled at the guy the guy smirked as he moved closer.

"Are you threatening my partner?" Stahl said as she moved towards Bella.

"Look you got no warrant, so I advise you to leave and to take your pervert partner with you, before I kick his ass for checking out my daughter." Clay growled.

"Woah there tiger put away your claws. " Stahl said as she put her hands up.

"We will be watching." She said as she and her partner got into their car and drove away.

"What the fuck was that all about." Bella growled as everyone looked at her in shock.

"Some ATF bitch that is after the club if she tries to talk to you, you don't say nothing got it." Clay said as Bella nodded her head and walked back into her office.

Finally, after a hard day of work Bella and Jax took the kids home to rest. The kids all got into bed and Bella and Jax fell asleep.

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THE NEXT DAY

Chief Unser was sitting at the club house bar smoking a blunt when Bella walked in carrying Abel. Bella looked at Unser but continues to keep walking she goes and find Jax sitting outside smoking a cig.

"Hey I'm leaving now." Bella said as she handed Abel to Opie who smiled at him.

"Where you going?" Jax asked as he took a drag of his cigarette.

"To get Leah and Seth signed up for school." Bella replied as she was getting in the car.

"I'll come." Jax said as he threw out his cigarette and turned towards Clay.

"Go, we will keep an eye on the kids." Clay said. Jax nodded and got into the van. Bella pulled out of the Teller-Morrow garage and drove to Newcomb Academy.

They pulled up and walked into the elementary/middle school. They saw kids in the hallway, so they made their way towards the office.

"Hi can I help you?" One of the ladies said behind the desk.

"Yes, we have a meeting with Mrs. Hart" Bella said.

"Names" The lady asked Bella sighed she was getting annoyed.

"Tellers" Bella replied the lady nodded and pointed to the door.

"She's waiting for you." Bella nodded as she and Jax walked into the principal's office.

"Ahh you must be Bella?" The middle age blonde said from behind her desk. Bella nodded and shook her hand as her and Jax sat down.

"This is my boyfriend Jax Teller." Bella said. The principal smiled and shook his hand.

"What can I do for you?" Mrs. Hart asked.

"Well I would like to sign up my brother and sister for school." Bella replied.

"I'm sorry dear but we need a parent not a sibling." The lady said.

"I am their legal guardian. We recently lost my father and mother." Bella replied as I felt the sharp pain in my heart.

"I'm so sorry for your loss." The lady said as she opened her laptop up.

"Okay what are the names and ages?" Debbie asked.

"Leah is 12 turning 13 in 2months, and Seth is 9 turning 10 in a week" Bella said. Debbie nodded and continued to type.

"So that would put Leah in the 6th grade and Seth in 4th grade." Debbie said and Bella nodded.

"Okay is there anything I should know?" Debbie asked and Bella shook her head.

"Great. Well they can start school next Monday." Debbie said. Bella smiled and shook hands and they left.

"Well that was easy." Jax said as they got into the car and drove back to the club.

"Ready to go home?" Bella asked Jax and he nodded. Bella pulled up to the garage and Jax made her stay put as he got out and walked to Clay.

"Hey we are taking the kids home. Bella's tired and tomorrow is going to be a long day." Jax said. Clay nodded as Jax walked into the club house to find the kids all looking bored.

"Leah, Seth ready to go home?" Jax called over towards them. They nodded and walked over to him.

"Where's Abel?" Jax asked.

"Grandma's got him." Leah said as she pointed towards the back.

"Okay go get into the car." Jax said. The kids nodded and walked outside while Jax went and got Abel.

Bella had her eyes closed when she heard Seth and Leah coming into the van.

"Hey Bells." They both said. Bella smiled at them.

"Hey where's Jax?" Bella asked.

"Getting Abel." Leah answered Bella nodded. As she saw Jax come out of the club house carrying a sleeping Abel. He put him in his seat then made Bella move to the passenger seat seeing her tired.

They got home and all went inside. Everyone was quiet as they went towards their bedroom. Bella put Able in his crib and made Hershey stay with him while she walked into her room. She sat down and got changed and soon fell asleep next to Jax.

"Bells" Bella heard a voice say from beside her. Bella woke up and looked at her clock reading 3am she looked down to see Seth looking scared.

"What's wrong sweetie?" Bella asked as she turned on the light which caused Jax to wake up.

"I miss them." Seth said as a tear fell out of his eyes. Jax looked at the crying Seth and turned towards his girlfriend seeing her fight trying to keep her tears in.

"Come here baby." Bella said to Seth. Seth crawled into bed and went into Bella's arms.

"I miss them too Seth." Bella said as she calmed down the little 9-year-old.

Jax moved over so Seth could squeeze in between them. Bella turned off the light as Seth clutched towards her side. Falling asleep with his head buried into her shoulder.

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THE DAY OF THE FUNERAL

GETTING READY FOR THE FUNERAL

I stare into the mirror in front of me. I see myself but the rest is a blur. I stare harder I'm wearing a black dress with my hair down. I stare into my lifeless eyes and question everything.

Why does this keep happening to me. I thought as I continue to stare at myself. I feel tears starting to group up waiting to fall. Who's going to walk me down the aisle when I get married or yell at me to put Abel down. I thought Why did they have to go. They are leaving behind three lifeless kids!

Suddenly there was a knock on the door. I quickly wipe my tears away and called out to whoever was behind it. "Who is it?"

"It's time to go Bells." The voice on the other side replied without answering my question.

"Coming." I replied staring at myself one more time. "It's time to say goodbye."

I walked out of my room and made my way towards the living room where Leah and Seth were sitting on the couch next to Gemma. Jax was holding Abel while Clay stood near him. They all looked up at me as I enter the room.

"Ready." I whispered, everyone nodded as we walked outside to see a limo waiting for us. Me and the kids went to the limo. Jax handed me Abel as he kissed me on the lips. Then made his way towards his bike. Clay and Gemma kissed my cheeks as they got on Clay's bike. I heard the rumble of bikes. I turned around to see lines of bikes for as far as four blocks away and still stretching. I sighed as I got into the limo and we made our way towards the church.

SKIP TO THE FUNERAL

As the caskets sit in front of me I couldn't help but to wonder about death. "What's it like?" I asked myself. The priest who was a biker asked me and the kids to be the first ones up. But I didn't hear him. Until suddenly someone touched my shoulder. I jumped and looked to see Jax holding out his hand for me. I sighed and took it as the kids followed behind me. Jax and Abel went first then Leah and Seth walked up beside me. Each took my hand. We walked towards the casket and put the roses down. I took a deep breath as I closed my eyes trying to be strong for my brother and sister.

I made my way back towards my seat and held onto Seth and Leah, as we watched everyone pay their respects also. They went up to the two caskets. When everyone was done Clay stood up and went to stand in front of the caskets.

"Please bow your heads." Clay said. Everyone bowed their heads.

Miles will never distance

The depth of respect

Between Us Brothers

Of the mistress wind

As you close your eyes

Smile My dear friend

Think of the many miles

Still left to ride

Hold onto memories

Never Give Up

Upon life

For as long as We all breath

You are a part of us

As long as we ride

You shall ride with us

And when I leave here

To join you there

Others will ride for us

Onward Forever Forward

Into the Wind

Take care of your old lady up there brother

and Sue make sure you keep your old man in line up there

we will miss you brother and sister

Amen

I started to cry when Clay finished his prayer. I looked up when he walked closer towards me. I saw something black in his arms as he finally stood in front of me. I saw it was my father's kutt. I cried as I saw him bend down and put it on my lap.

"He would want you to have this." Clay whispered into my ear. I nodded my head as I finally let the tears fall. Clay kissed me on the forehead then backed up and went back to sit with Gemma. I clutched the kutt to me it was the closest thing I had left of my father. I saw Seth crying so I pulled him into my lap and pulled Leah into my arms Seth hid his head into my hair. Leah hides her head into my shoulder. I sat there and rubbed soothing circles into both of their backs. I watched as they lowered the caskets into the ground.

"I love you mommy and daddy." I whispered as I put my head down.

"Baby we're all going back to the club house." Jax said as he had Abel in his arms. I nodded my head as I got up with Seth still in my arms, holding onto me. I felt my stitches pop open, but I really didn't give a fuck. Leah was holding my hand as we walked back to the limo.

"Where too Miss Swan?" The driver asked as Jax handed me Abel and got on his bike.

"You can drop me off at my house I need to get them changed and I can take the car to the club." I replied the driver nodded as he drove back towards the house.

"There you go Miss Swan." The driver said.

"Thank you David." I replied as I got out of the car with Abel in my arms. The kids followed behind me.

"Kids hurry and get changed. " I said, and the kids nodded as I took Abel to get out of his suit. I dressed him in jeans, a black polo and shoes. I then went to my room and put Abel on my bed. I picked out what I was going to wear. I went into the bathroom and changed into white skinny jeans with a purple strap shirt with a black buckle in front of it. Of course, when I was done cleaning the blood off me and wrapping a bandage on it. I then put on my black heels and picked Abel up. I carried him down the stairs to see Seth dressed into a pair of nice jeans with a white and blue polo shirt and Leah was dressed into a belted ruffle blue and brown mini skirt with a blue shirt and she had brown heels on.

"Ready?" I asked them. They looked up and nodded. We all made our way towards the van. I put Abel in his car seat while the kids got into the back. I then got into the driver side trying to be careful not to get blood on my purple shirt.

"Shit" I cursed as I felt blood oozing out my bandage is probably soaked with blood.

"You okay Bells?" Leah asked I nodded at her as I pulled into the Teller-Morrow garage. I got out to see all the cars and motorcycles parked out front. I opened the door and got Abel out as the kids walked behind me. I walked in to see everyone else changed into comfy but dressy clothes.

I spotted Jax and took the kids with me. I saw Jax talking to Gemma, Clay and Happy.

"Baby you can you watch them?" I asked Jax

"What's wrong?" Jax asked me.

"Happy I need your help." I told him ignoring Jax. Happy looked at me for a second.

"What's wrong?" Jax asked a little louder. I sighed as I lifted up my shirt.

"Shit Bells" Happy said as he saw it.

"Oh my god." Gemma replied as she covered her mouth. I nodded my head as I took Happy's hand and walked to the back.

"Damn it Bella. What the fuck did I tell you!" Happy yelled at me as I walked into his room and grabbed his box throwing it at him.

"Just fucking fix it." I yelled back.

"Who the fuck do you think your talking to!" Happy yelled as he glared at me.

"Just fucking fix it Happy I don't got time for your shit!" I yelled.

"Bells what the fuck!" Happy yelled as I throw my shoe at him. He glared at me and I broke down. I collapse towards the floor gasping for air clutching my stomach.

"Bella" Happy yelled as he rushed over towards me.

"Baby you got to calm down or your going to hurt you and the baby." Happy said I took a deep breath as Happy took off my shirt then unrolled the bandages.

"Fuck Bella this is bad." Happy cursed as he cleaned the new blood that formed. He then stitched me back up. I went to get up when he pushed me back down.

I looked at him as he pulled out a new wrap and slowly wrapped it around my whole stomach he felt it making sure it wasn't too tight. He then handed me my shirt back. I went to leave when he grabbed my arm pulling me to him.

"Tell me what's going on?" He asked as he stared me in the eyes.

"I miss them so much!" I practically yelled. Happy wrapped his arms around me and held me as I cried.

"Why me Happy why did they have to leave?" I cried into his shoulder.

"Shhh baby it's going to be okay." Happy tried to sooth me.

"No, it's not going to be okay!" I yelled as I backed up. He growled and tried pulling me into his arms again but I slapped his hands away.

"Bells." Happy tried to say.

"Don't fucking Bells me. They fucking left me and my brother and sister. How could they do this to me?" I cried. He slowly moved closer towards me.

"Bella do you really think they wanted this to happen. They were fucking shot execution style." Happy growled.

"I should have stayed." I whispered he finally pulled me back into his arms and I let him.

"Then what Bella, get shot. Make Jax lose not only you but also his unborn child. What about Seth and Leah. Palatino would have never stopped. He would have gotten all of you Bella. " Happy yelled as I sobbed.

"They had so much going for them." I cried. Happy picked me up in his arms and laid me on his bed. I tried to get up but he got on top and held me down.

"Damn it shut the fuck up. I'm not going to let you sit there blaming yourself for their deaths. Bella open your fucking eyes. Palatino killed them not you." Happy growled I tried pushing him off me but he held me tighter.

"Don't you fucking get it Happy!" I yelled.

"Get what Bella, please enlighten me. What don't I fucking get!" Happy yelled.

"He killed them because he was after me. He wanted me. I should have stayed and let him take me instead of killing my parents." I sobbed.

"Then what, get fucking chained up to a metal gate or bed and be fucking tortured again!" Happy yelled as he glared down at me.

I glared up at him. "I would rather be chained to a fucking bed and be tortured then have to sit here and have to fucking look into those two little kids' lifeless eyes!" I screamed as I tried to get free.

"Bella those kids would be feeling the same way if they found out that they lost you." Happy growled.

"I don't care my parents would take care of them." I growled back.

"DAMN IT BELLA STOP!" Happy yelled.

"Why Hap. Why do you give a fuck?" Bella whispered.

"BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU Bella!" Happy yelled. I stared at him in the eyes shocked of what I heard.

"Happy" I tried to say but he got off of me and sat on the edge of the bed.

"I already lost my mother please don't make me lose you." Happy whispered. I moved behind him wrapping my arms around him, he leaned into my chest.

"Do you have any idea how much pain I felt when I found out they took you?" Happy whispered.

"Damn it Bella I had flash backs of losing my mom but instead it was you." Happy whispered.

~~~~~~~~~FLASH BACK~~~~~~~~~

6 foot 1 David Labrave aka Happy stood in front of his parents' cabin house. He walked over towards the swings and sat down swinging. Listening to his mother scream but suddenly his mother's voice turned into Bella's.

"Please don't" Bella whispered. Happy jumped up and ran towards the back door but it was locked.

"Please don't" Bella whispered over and over again. Happy kicked the door in. He ran into the living room, to see his father dragging Bella by the hair towards the couch and taking her clothes off.

"Please" Bella begged.

"Shhh princess it will be over soon." His father's voice changed into Palatino's voice.

"No" Happy yelled as he watched Palatino rape Bella. He moved forward when Palatino pulled out his gun.

"It was good tasting you Isabella." Palatino's voice said before BANG! BANG! BANG!

"No" Happy growled as he ran to tackle Palatino. But, he disappeared into midair. Happy turned towards the couch to see Bella spitting up blood.

"How could you Happy" Bella cried.

"Bella what are you-" Happy tried to say.

"You sat there and watched as he raped me and shot me. I thought you loved me." Bella's breath started to get slower.

"I do Bella" Happy cried.

"It's too late you couldn't protect me like you promised me. You failed." Bella whispered as she started to close her eyes.

"You failed" She kept whispering until her body became lifeless.

"No" Happy cried as he fell onto his knees.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END OF FLASH BACK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Bella sat there in shock. "Happy I'm right here." Bella said as she ran her hands over Happy's head.

"Don't make me bury you like I buried my mother. I can't go through that again." Happy finally broke, his toughness gone, and out came a broken hearted 24 yr. old man. Begging like his life depended on it. Bella held on to him as he clutched her like his dear life.